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BY
(dedication)
TO MY SISTER, TO WHOM THESE LETTERS WERE ORIGINALLY WRITTEN, THEY ARE
NOW AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED.
(preface)
I.L.B.
November 27, 1879.
(preface)
I.L.B.
January 16, 1880.
(contents)
LETTER I. Lake Tahoe--Morning in San
Francisco--Dust--A Pacific mail train--Digger
Indians--Cape Horn--A mountain hotel--A pioneer--A
Truckee livery stable--A mountain stream--Finding a
bear--Tahoe
Pages 1-16
II. A lady's "get-up"--Grizzly
bears--The "Gem of the Sierras"--A tragic
tale--A carnival of colour
17-24
III. A Temple of Morpheus--Utah--A
"God-forgotten" town--A distressed couple--Dog
villages--A temperance colony--A Colorado inn--The bug
pest--Fort Collins
25-39
IV. A plague of flies--A melancholy
charioteer--The Foot Hills--A mountain boarding-house--A
dull life--"Being agreeable"--Climate of
Colorado--Soroche and snakes
40-48
V. A dateless day--"Those hands of
yours"--A Puritan--Persevering shiftlessness--The
house-mother--Family worship--A grim Sunday--A
"thick-skulled Englishman"--A morning call--Another
atmosphere--The Great Lone Land--"Ill found"--A
log camp--Bad footing for horses--Accidents--Disappointment
49-72
VI. A bronco
mare--An
accident--Wonderland--A sad story--The children of the
Territories--Hard greed--Halcyon
hours--Smartness--Old-fashioned prejudices--The Chicago
colony--Good luck--Three notes of admiration--A good
horse--The St. Vrain--The Rocky Mountains at
last--"Mountain Jim"--A death hug--Estes Park
73-96
VII. Personality of Long's
Peak--"Mountain Jim"--Lake of the Lilies--A
silent forest--The camping ground--"Ring"--A
lady's bower--Dawn and sunrise--A glorious view--Links
of diamonds--The ascent of the Peak--The "Dog's
Lift"--Suffering from thirst--The descent--The bivouac
97-118
VIII. Estes Park--Big
game--"Parks" in Colorado--Magnificent
scenery--Flowers and pines--An awful road--Our log
cabin--Griffith Evans--A miniature world--Our topics--A
night alarm--A skunk--Morning glories--Daily
routine--The panic--"Wait for the waggon"--A
musical evening
119-142
IX. 'Please Ma'ams"--A
desperado--A cattle hunt--The muster--A mad cow--A snow
storm--Snowed up--Birdie--The Plains--A prairie
schooner--Denver--A find-- Plum Creek--"Being
agreeable"--Snowbound--The grey mare
143-166
X. A white world--bad travelling--A
millionaire's home--Pleasant Park--Perry's
Park--Stock-raising--A cattle king--The Arkansas
Divide--Birdie's sagacity--Luxury--Monument
Park--Deference to prejudice--A death scene--The
Manitou--
A loose shoe--The Ute Pass--Bergen's Park--A settler's home--Hayden's Divide--Sharp criticism--Speaking the truth 167-192
XI. Tarryall Creek--The Red
Range--Excelsior--Unfortunate pedlars--Snow and heat--A
bison calf--Deep drifts--South Park--The Great
Divide--Comanche Bill--Difficulties--Hall's
Gulch--A Lord Dundreary--Ridiculous fears
193-207
XII. Deer Valley--Lynch law--Vigilance
Committees--The Silver Spruce--Taste and abstinence--The
Whisky Fiend--Smartness--Turkey Creek Canyon--The Indian
Problem--Public rascality--Friendly meetings--The way to the
Golden City--A rising settlement--Clear Creek
Canyon--Staging--Swearing--A mountain town
208-223
XIII. The blight of mining--Green
Lake--Golden City--Benighted--Vertigo--Boulder
Canyon--Financial straits--A hard ride--The last
cent--A bachelor's home--"Mountain Jim"--A
surprise--A night arrival--Making the best of it--Scanty
fare
224-238
XIV. A dismal ride--A desperado's
tale--"Lost! Lost! Lost!"--Winter
glories--Solitude--Hard times--Intense cold--A pack of
wolves--The beaver dams--Ghastly scenes--Venison
steaks--Our evenings
239-252
XV. A whisky slave--The pleasures of
monotony--The mountain lion--"Another mouth to
feed"--A tiresome boy--An outcast--
Thanksgiving Day--The newcomer--A literary humbug--Milking a dry cow--Trout-fishing--A snow-storm--A desperado's den 253-270
XVI. A harmonious home--Intense cold--A
purple sun--A grim jest--A perilous ride--Frozen
eyelids--Longmount--The pathless prairie--Hardships of
emigrant life--A trapper's advice--The Little
Thompson--Evans and "Jim"
271-284
XVII. Woman's Mission--The last
morning--Crossing the St. Vrain--Miller--The St. Vrain
again--Crossing the prairie--"Jim's"
dream--"Keeping strangers"--The inn kitchen--A
reputed child-eater--Notoriety--A quiet
dance--"Jim's" resolve--The frost-fall--An
unfortunate introduction
285-296
(contents)
It is a weariness to go back, even in thought, to the clang of San
Francisco, which I left in its cold morning fog early yesterday, driving to
the Oakland
ferry through streets with side-walks heaped with thousands of cantaloupe and water-melons, tomatoes, cucumbers, squashes, pears, grapes, peaches, apricots,--all of startling size as compared with any I ever saw before. Other streets were piled with sacks of flour, left out all night, owing to the security from rain at this season. I pass hastily over the early part of the journey, the crossing the bay in a fog as chill as November, the number of "lunch baskets," which gave the car the look of conveying a great picnic party, the last view of the Pacific, on which I had looked for nearly a year, the fierce sunshine and brilliant sky inland, the look of long rainlessness, which one may not call drought, the valleys with sides crimson with the poison oak, the dusty vineyards, with great purple clusters thick among the leaves, and between the vines great dusty melons lying on the dusty earth. From off the boundless harvest-fields the grain was carried in June, and it is now stacked in sacks along the track, awaiting freightage. California is a "land flowing with milk and honey." The barns are bursting with fulness. In the dusty orchards the apple and pear branches are supported, that they may not break down under the weight of fruit; melons, tomatoes, and squashes of gigantic size lie almost unheeded on the ground; fat cattle, gorged almost to repletion, shade themselves under the oaks; superb "red" horses shine,
not with grooming, but with condition; and thriving farms everywhere show on what a solid basis the prosperity of the "Golden State" is founded. Very uninviting, however rich, was the blazing Sacramento Valley, and very repulsive the city of Sacramento, which, at a distance of 125 miles from the Pacific, has an elevation of only thirty feet. The mercury stood at 103° in the shade, and the fine white dust was stifling.
In the late afternoon we began the ascent of the Sierras, whose
saw-like points had been in sight for many miles. The dusty
fertility was all left behind, the country became rocky and gravelly, and
deeply scored by streams bearing the muddy wash of the mountain
gold-mines down to the muddier Sacramento. There were long broken
ridges and deep ravines, the ridges becoming longer, the ravines deeper,
the pines thicker and larger, as we ascended into a cool atmosphere of
exquisite purity, and before six P.M. the last traces of cultivation and
the last hardwood trees were left behind.
At Colfax, a station at a height of 2400 feet, I got out and walked the
length of the train. First came two great gaudy engines, the Grizzly Bear
and the White Fox, with their respective tenders loaded with logs of wood,
the engines with great, solitary, reflecting lamps in front above the
cow-guards, a quantity of polished brass-work, comfortable
glass houses, and
well-stuffed seats for the engine-drivers. The engines and tenders were succeeded by a baggage-car, a mail-car, and Wells, Fargo, and Co.'s express-car, the latter loaded with bullion and valuable parcels, and in charge of two "express agents." Each of these cars is forty-five feet long. Then came two cars loaded with peaches and grapes; then two "silver palace" cars, each sixty feet long; then a smoking-car, at that time occupied mainly by Chinamen; and then five ordinary passenger-cars, with platforms like all the others, making altogether a train about 700 feet in length. The platforms of the four front cars were clustered over with Digger Indians, with their squaws, children, and gear. They are perfect savages, without any aptitude for even aboriginal civilisation, and are altogether the most degraded of the ill-fated tribes which are dying out before the white races. They were all very diminutive, five feet one inch being, I should think, about the average height, with flat noses, wide mouths, and black hair, cut straight above the eyes and hanging lank and long at the back and sides. The squaws wore their hair thickly plastered with pitch, and a broad band of the same across their noses and cheeks. They carried their infants on their backs, strapped to boards. The clothing of both sexes was a ragged, dirty combination of coarse woollen cloth and hide, the moccasins being unornamented. They were all hideous and
filthy, and swarming with vermin. The men carried short bows and arrows, one of them, who appeared to be the chief, having a lynx's skin for a quiver. A few had fishing-tackle, but the bystanders said that they lived almost entirely upon grasshoppers. They were a most impressive incongruity in the midst of the tokens of an omnipotent civilisation.
The light of the sinking sun from that time glorified the Sierras, and
as the dew fell, aromatic odours made the still air sweet. On a single
track, sometimes carried on a narrow ledge excavated from the mountain side
by men lowered from the top in baskets, overhanging ravines from 2000 to
3000 feet deep, the monster train snaked its way upwards,
stopping sometimes in front of a few frame houses, at others where nothing
was to be seen but a log cabin with a few Chinamen hanging about it, but
where trails on the sides of the ravines pointed to a gold country above
and below. So sharp and frequent are the curves on some parts of the
ascent, that on looking out of the window one could seldom see more than a
part of the train at once. At Cape Horn, where the track curves round the
ledge of a precipice 2500 feet in depth, it is correct to be frightened,
and a fashion of holding the breath and shutting the eyes prevails, but my
fears were reserved for the crossing of a trestle-bridge over a very
deep chasm, which is itself approached by a sharp curve. This bridge
appeared
to be overlapped by the cars so as to produce the effect of looking down directly into a wild gulch, with a torrent raging along it at an immense depth below.
Shivering in the keen, frosty air near the summit-pass of the
Sierras, we entered the "snow-sheds," wooden galleries,
which for about fifty miles shut out all the splendid views of the region,
as given in dioramas, not even allowing a glimpse of "the Gem of the
Sierras," the lovely Donner Lake. One of these sheds is
twenty-seven miles long. In a few hours the mercury had fallen from
103° to 29° and we had ascended 6987 feet in 105 miles! After
passing through the sheds, we had several grand views of a
pine-forest on fire before reaching Truckee at 11 P.M., having
travelled 258 miles. Truckee, the centre of the "lumbering
region" of the Sierras, is usually spoken of as "a rough
mountain town," and Mr. W. had told me that all the roughs of the
district congregated there, that there were nightly pistol affrays in
bar-rooms, etc., but as he admitted that a lady was sure of respect,
and Mr. G. strongly advised me to stay and see the lakes, I got out, much
dazed, and very stupid with sleep, envying the people in the
sleeping-car, who were already unconscious on their luxurious
couches. The cars drew up in a street--if street that could be called
which was only a wide, cleared space, intersected by rails, with here and
there a stump, and great piles of sawn logs bulking big in
the moonlight, and a number of irregular clap-board, steep-roofed houses, many of them with open fronts, glaring with light and crowded with men. We had pulled up at the door of a rough Western hotel, with a partially open front, being a bar-room crowded with men drinking and smoking, and the space between it and the cars was a moving mass of loafers and passengers. On the tracks, engines, tolling heavy bells, were mightily moving, the glare from their cyclopean eyes dulling the light of a forest which was burning fitfully on a mountain side; and on open spaces great fires of pine-logs were burning cheerily, with groups of men round them. A band was playing noisily, and the unholy sound of tom-toms was not far off. Mountains--the sierras of many a fireside dream--seemed to wall in the town, and great pines stood out, sharp and clear cut, against a sky in which a moon and stars were shining frostily.
It was a sharp frost at that great height, and when an
"irrepressible nigger," who seemed to represent the hotel
establishment, deposited me and my carpet-bag in a room which
answered for "the parlour," I was glad to find some remains of
pine knots still alight in the stove. A man came in and said that when the
cars were gone he would try to get me a room, but they were so full that it
would be a very poor one. The crowd was solely masculine. It was then 11.30
P.M., and I had not had a meal since 6
A.M.; but when I asked hopefully for a hot supper, with tea, I was told that no supper could be got at that hour; but in half an hour the same man returned with a small cup of cold, weak tea, and a small slice of bread, which looked as if it had been much handled.
I asked the negro factotum about the hire of horses, and presently a man
came in from the bar who, he said, could supply my needs. This man, the
very type of a western pioneer, bowed, threw himself into a
rocking-chair, drew a spittoon beside him, cut a fresh quid of
tobacco, began to chew energetically, and put his feet, cased in miry high
boots, into which his trousers were tucked, on the top of the stove. He
said he had horses which would both "lope" and trot, that some
ladies preferred the Mexican saddle, that I could ride alone in perfect
safety; and after a route had been devised, I hired a horse for two days.
This man wore a pioneer's badge as one of the earliest settlers of
California, but he had moved on as one place after another had become too
civilised for him, "but nothing," he added, "was likely
to change much in Truckee." I was afterwards told that the usual
regular hours of sleep are not observed there. The accommodation is too
limited for the population of
2000,¹ which is masculine mainly,
and is liable to frequent temporary additions, and beds are occupied
continuously, though by different
___________________¹ Nelson's Guide
to the Central Pacific Railroad.
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occupants, throughout the greater part of the twenty-four hours. Consequently I found the bed and room allotted to me quite tumbled-looking. Men's coats and sticks were hanging up, miry boots were littered about, and a rifle was in one corner. There was no window to the outer air, but I slept soundly, being only once awoke by an increase of the same din in which I had fallen asleep, varied by three pistol-shots fired in rapid succession.
This morning Truckee wore a totally different aspect. The crowds of the
night before had disappeared. There were heaps of ashes where the fires had
been. A sleepy German waiter seemed the only person about the premises, the
open drinking-saloons were nearly empty, and only a few
sleepy-looking loafers hung about in what is called the street. It
might have been Sunday; but they say that it brings a great accession of
throng and jollity. Public worship has died out at present; work is
discontinued on Sunday, but the day is given up to pleasure. Putting a
minimum of indispensables into a bag, and slipping on my Hawaiian
riding-dress over a silk skirt, and a dust-cloak over all, I
stealthily crossed
the plaza to the livery-stable, the
largest building in Truckee, where twelve fine horses were stabled in
stalls on each side of a broad drive. My friend of the evening before
showed me his "rig," three velvet-covered
side-saddles almost without horns. Some
ladies, he said, used the horn of the Mexican saddle, but none "in this part" rode cavalier fashion. I felt abashed. I could not ride any distance in the conventional mode, and was just going to give up this splendid "ravage," when the man said, "Ride your own fashion; here, at Truckee, if anywhere in the world, people can do as they like." Blissful Truckee! In no time a large grey horse was "rigged out" in a handsome silver-bossed Mexican saddle, with ornamental leather tassels hanging from the stirrup-guards, and a housing of black bear's-skin. I strapped my silk skirt on the saddle, deposited my cloak in the corn-bin, and was safely on the horse's back before his owner had time to devise any way of mounting me. Neither he nor any of the loafers who had assembled showed the slightest sign of astonishment, but all were as respectful as possible.
Once on horseback my embarrassment disappeared, and I rode through
Truckee, whose irregular, steep-roofed houses and shanties, set down
in a clearing, and surrounded closely by mountain and forest, looked like a
temporary encampment, passed under the Pacific Railroad, and then for
twelve miles followed the windings of the Truckee river, a clear, rushing,
mountain stream, in which immense pine logs had gone aground not to be
floated off till the next freshet, a loud-tongued, rollicking stream
of ice-cold water, on whose banks no ferns or trailers hang,
and which leaves no greenness along its turbulent progress. All was bright
with that brilliancy of sky and atmosphere, that blaze of sunshine and
universal glitter, which I never saw till I came to California, combined
with an elasticity in the air which removes all lassitude, and gives one
spirit enough for anything. On either side of the Truckee great sierras
rose like walls, castellated, embattled, rifted, skirted and crowned with
pines of enormous size, the walls now and then breaking apart to show some
snow-slashed peak rising into a heaven of intense, unclouded, sunny
blue. At this altitude of 6000 feet one must learn to be content with
varieties of coniferæ, for, except for
aspens: which spring up in some places where the pines have been
cleared away, and for cotton-woods, which at a lower level fringe
the streams, there is nothing but the bear cherry, the raspberry, the
gooseberry, the wild grape, and the wild currant. None of these grew near
the Truckee, but I feasted my eyes on
pines¹ which, though not so large
as the Wellingtonia of the Yosemite, are really gigantic, attaining a
height of 250 feet, their huge stems, the warm red of cedar wood, rising
straight and branchless for a third of their height, their diameter from
seven to fifteen feet, their shape that of a latch, but with the needles
long and dark, and cones a foot long. Pines cleft the sky; they
___________________¹ Pinus
Lambertiana.
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were massed wherever level ground occurred; they stood over the Truckee at right angles, or lay across it in prostrate grandeur. Their stumps and carcasses were everywhere; and smooth "shoots" on the sierras marked where they were shot down as "felled timber," to be floated off by the river. To them this wild region owes its scattered population, and the sharp ring of the lumberer's axe mingles with the cries of wild beasts and the roar of mountain torrents.
The track is a soft, natural, waggon road, very pleasant to ride on. The
horse was much too big for me, and had plans of his own; but now and then,
where the ground admitted of it, I tried his heavy "lope" with
much amusement. I met nobody, and passed nothing on the road but a freight
waggon, drawn by twenty-two oxen, guided by three
fine-looking young men, who had some difficulty in making room for
me to pass their awkward convoy. After I had ridden about ten miles the
road went up a steep hill in the forest, turned abruptly, and through the
blue gloom of the great pines which rose from the ravine in which the river
was then hid, came glimpses of two mountains, about 11,000 feet in height,
whose bald grey summits were crowned with pure snow. It was one of those
glorious surprises in scenery which make one feel as if one must bow down
and worship. The forest was thick, and had an undergrowth of dwarf spruce
and brambles, but
as the horse had become fidgety and "scary" on the track, I turned off in the idea of taking a short cut, and was sitting carelessly, shortening my stirrup, when a great, dark, hairy beast rose, crashing and snorting, out of the tangle just in front of me. I had only a glimpse of him, and thought that my imagination had magnified a wild boar, but it was a bear. The horse snorted and plunged violently, as if he would go down to the river, and then turned, still plunging, up a steep bank, when, finding that I must come off, I threw myself off on the right side, where the ground rose considerably, so that I had not far to fall. I got up covered with dust, but neither shaken nor bruised. It was truly grotesque and humiliating. The bear ran in one direction, and the horse in another. I hurried after the latter, and twice he stopped till I was close to him, then turned round and cantered away. After walking about a mile in deep dust, I picked up first the saddle-blanket and next my bag, and soon came upon the horse, standing facing me, and shaking all over. I thought I should catch him then, but when I went up to him he turned round, threw up his heels several times, rushed off the track, galloped in circles, bucking, kicking, and plunging for some time, and then throwing up his heels as an act of final defiance, went off at full speed in the direction of Truckee, with the saddle over his shoulders and the great
wooden stirrups thumping his sides, while I trudged ignominiously along in the dust, laboriously carrying the bag and saddle-blanket.
I walked for nearly an hour, heated and hungry, when to my joy I saw the
ox-team halted across the top of a gorge, and one of the teamsters
leading the horse towards me. The young man said that, seeing the horse
coming, they had drawn the team across the road to stop him, and
remembering that he had passed them with a lady on him, they feared that
there had been an accident, and had just saddled one of their own horses to
go in search of me. He brought me some water to wash the dust from my face,
and re-saddled the horse, but the animal snorted and plunged for
some time before he would let me mount, and then sidled along in such a
nervous and scared way, that the teamster walked for some distance by me to
see that I was "all right." He said that the woods in the
neighbourhood of Tahoe had been full of brown and grizzly bears for some
days, but that no one was in any danger from them. I took a long gallop
beyond the scene of my tumble to quiet the horse, who was most restless and
troublesome.
Then the scenery became truly magnificent and bright with life. Crested
blue-jays darted through the dark pines, squirrels in hundreds
scampered through the forest, red dragon-flies flashed like
"living light," exquisite chipmonks ran across the track, but only a dusty blue lupin here and there reminded me of earth's fairer children. Then the river became broad and still, and mirrored in its transparent depths regal pines, straight as an arrow, with rich yellow and green lichen clinging to their stems, and firs and balsam-pines filling up the spaces between them, the gorge opened, and this mountain-girdled lake lay before me, with its margin broken up into bays and promontories, most picturesquely clothed by huge sugar-pines. It lay dimpling and scintillating beneath the noonday sun, as entirely unspoilt as fifteen years ago, when its pure loveliness was known only to trappers and Indians. One man lives on it the whole year round; otherwise early October strips its shores of their few inhabitants, and thereafter, for seven months, it is rarely accessible except on snow-shoes. It never freezes. In the dense forests which bound it, and drape two-thirds of its gaunt sierras, are hordes of grizzlies, brown bears, wolves, elk, deer, chipmonks, martens, minks, skunks, foxes, squirrels, and snakes. On its margin I found an irregular wooden inn, with a lumber-waggon at the door, on which was the carcass of a large grizzly bear, shot behind the house this morning. I had intended to ride ten miles farther, but, finding that the trail in some places was a "blind" one, and being bewitched by the beauty and serenity
of Tahoe, I have remained here sketching, revelling in the view from the verandah, and strolling in the forest. At this height there is frost every night of the year, and my fingers are benumbed.
The beauty is entrancing. The sinking sun is out of sight behind the
western sierras, and all the pine-hung promontories on this side of
the water are rich indigo, just reddened with lake, deepening here and
there into Tyrian purple. The peaks above, which still catch the sun, are
bright rose-red, and all the mountains on the other side are pink;
and pink, too, are the far-off summits on which the
snow-drifts rest. Indigo, red, and orange tints stain the still
water, which lies solemn and dark against the shore, under the shadow of
stately pines. An hour later, and a moon nearly full--not a pale, flat
disc, but a radiant sphere--has wheeled up into the flushed sky. The
sunset has passed through every stage of beauty, through every glory of
colour, through riot and triumph, through pathos and tenderness, both a
long, dreamy, painless rest, succeeded by the profound solemnity of the
moonlight, and a stillness broken only by the night cries of beasts in the
aromatic forests.
I.L.B.
wounded, or much aggravated by dogs, or a she-bear thinks you are going to molest her young.
I dreamt of bears so vividly that I woke with a furry death-hug
at my throat, but feeling quite refreshed. When I mounted my horse after
breakfast the sun was high and the air so keen and intoxicating that,
giving the animal his head, I galloped up and down hill, feeling completely
tireless. Truly, that air is the elixir of life. I had a glorious ride back
to Truckee. The road was not as solitary as the day before. In a deep part
of the forest the horse snorted and reared, and I saw a
cinnamon-coloured bear with two cubs cross the track ahead of me. I
tried to keep the horse quiet that the mother might acquit me of any
designs upon her lolloping children, but I was glad when the ungainly,
long-haired party crossed the river. Then I met a team, the driver
of which stopped and said he was glad that I had not gone to Cornelian Bay,
it was such a bad trail, and hoped I had enjoyed Tahoe. The driver of
another team stopped and asked if I had seen any bears. Then a man heavily
armed, a hunter probably, asked me if I were the English tourist who had
"happened on" a "grizzlie" yesterday. Then I saw a
lumberer taking his dinner on a rock in the river, who "touched his
hat" and brought me a draught of ice-cold water, which I could
hardly drink owing to the fractiousness of the horse, and
gathered me some mountain pinks, which I admired. I mention these little incidents to indicate the habit of respectful courtesy to women which prevails in that region. These men might have been excused for speaking in a somewhat free-and-easy tone to a lady riding alone, and in an unwonted fashion. Womanly dignity and manly respect for women are the salt of society in this wild West.
My horse was so excitable that I avoided the centre of Truckee, and
skulked through a collection of Chinamen's shanties to the stable,
where a prodigious roan horse, standing seventeen hands high, was produced
for my ride to the Donner Lake. I asked the owner, who was as interested in
my enjoying myself as a West Highlander might have been, if there were not
ruffians about who might make an evening ride dangerous. A story was
current of a man having ridden through Truckee two evenings before with a
chopped-up human body in a sack behind the saddle, and hosts of
stories of ruffianism are located there, rightly or wrongly. This man said,
"There's a bad breed of ruffians, but the ugliest among them all
won't touch you. There's nothing Western folk admire so much as
pluck in a woman." I had to get on a barrel before I could reach the
stirrup, and when I was mounted my feet only came half-way down the
horse's sides. I felt like a fly on him. The road at first lay through
a valley without
a river, but some swampishness nourished some rank swamp-grass, the
first green grass I have seen in America; and the pines, with
their red stems, looked beautiful rising out of it. I hurried along, and
came upon the Donner Lake quite suddenly, to be completely smitten by its
beauty. It is only about three miles long by one and a half broad, and lies
hidden away among mountains, with no dwellings on its shores but some
deserted lumberers'
cabins.¹ Its loneliness pleased
me well. I did not see man, beast, or bird from the time I left Truckee
till I returned. The mountains, which rise abruptly from the margin, are
covered with dense pine-forests, through which, here and there,
strange forms of bare grey rock, castellated, or needle-like,
protrude themselves. On the opposite side, at a height of about 6000 feet,
a grey, ascending line, from which rumbling, incoherent sounds occasionally
proceeded, is seen through the pines. This is one of the snow-sheds
of the Pacific Railroad, which shuts out from travellers all that I was
seeing. The lake is called after Mr. Donner, who, with his family, arrived
at the Truckee river in the fall of the year, in company with a party of
emigrants bound for California. Being encumbered with many cattle, he let
the company pass on, and, with his own party of sixteen souls, which
included his wife and four children, encamped by the lake.
___________________¹ Visitors can now be
accommodated at a tolerable mountain hotel.
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In the morning they found themselves surrounded by an expanse of snow, and after some consultation it was agreed that the whole party except Mr. Donner who was unwell, his wife, and a German friend, should take the horses and attempt to cross the mountain, which, after much peril, they succeeded in doing; but, as the storm continued for several weeks, it was impossible for any rescue party to succour the three who had been left behind. In the early spring, when the snow was hard enough for travelling, a party started in quest, expecting to find the snow-bound alive and well, as they had cattle enough for their support, and, after weeks of toil and exposure, they scaled the Sierras and reached the Donner Lake. On arriving at the camp they opened the rude door, and there, sitting before the fire, they found the German, holding a roasted human arm and hand, which he was greedily eating. The rescue party overpowered him, and with difficulty tore the arm from him. A short search discovered the body of the lady, minus the arm, frozen in the snow, round, plump, and fair, showing that she was in perfect health when she met her late. The rescuers returned to California, taking the German with them, whose story was that Mr. Donner died in the fall, and that the cattle escaped, leaving them but little food, and that when this was exhausted Mrs. Donner died. The story never gained any credence, and the
truth oozed out that the German had murdered the husband, then brutally murdered the wife, and had seized upon Donner's money. There were, however, no witnesses, and the murderer escaped with the enforced surrender of the money to the Donner orphans.
This tragic story filled my mind as I rode towards the head of the lake,
which became every moment grander and more unutterably lovely. The sun was
setting fast, and against his golden light green promontories, wooded with
stately pines, stood out one beyond another in a medium of dark rich blue,
while grey bleached summits, peaked, turreted, and snow-slashed,
were piled above them, gleaming with amber light. Darker grew the blue
gloom, the dew fell heavily, aromatic odours floated on the air, and still
the lofty peaks glowed with living light, till in one second it died off
from them, leaving them with the ashy paleness of a dead face. It was dark
and cold under the mountain shadows, the frosty chill of the high altitude
wrapped me round, the solitude was overwhelming, and I reluctantly turned
my horse's head towards Truckee, often looking back to the ashy
summits in their unearthly fascination. Eastwards the look of the scenery
was changing every moment, while the lake for long remained "one
burnished sheet of living gold," and Truckee lay utterly out of sight
in a hollow filled with lake and
cobalt. Before long a carnival of colour began which I can only describe as delirious, intoxicating, a hardly bearable joy, a tender anguish, an indescribable yearning, an unearthly music, rich in love and worship. It lasted considerably more than an hour, and though the road was growing very dark, and the train which was to take me thence was fast climbing the Sierras, I could not ride faster than a walk.
The eastward mountains, which had been grey, blushed pale pink, the pink
deepened into rose, and the rose into crimson, and then all solidity
etherealised away and became clear and pure as an amethyst, while all the
waving ranges and the broken pine-clothed ridges below etherealised
too, but into a dark rich blue, and a strange effect of atmosphere blended
the whole into one perfect picture. It changed, deepened, reddened, melted,
growing more and more wonderful, while under the pines it was night, till,
having displayed itself for an hour, the jewelled peaks suddenly became
like those of the sierras, wan as the face of death. Far later the cold
golden light lingered in the west, with pines in relief against its purity,
and where the rose light had glowed. In the east, a huge moon upheaved
itself, and the red flicker of forest fires luridly streaked the mountain
sides near and far off. I realised that night had come with its
eeriness, and putting my great horse into a
gallop I clung on to him till I pulled him up in Truckee, which was at the height of its evening revelries--fires blazing out of doors, bar-rooms and saloons crammed, lights glaring, gaming-tables thronged, fiddle and banjo in frightful discord, and the air ringing with ribaldry and profanity.
I.L.B.
secured by double doors and windows, costly and ingenious arrangements of springs and cushions, and a speed limited to eighteen miles an hour.
As I lay down, the gallop under the dark pines, the frosty moon, the
forest fires, the flaring lights and roaring dim of Truckee faded as dreams
fade, and eight hours later a pure, pink dawn divulged a level blasted
region, with grey sage brush growing out of a soil encrusted with alkali,
and bounded on either side by low glaring ridges. All through that day we
travelled under a cloudless sky over solitary glaring plains, and stopped
twice at solitary, glaring frame houses, where coarse, greasy meals,
infested by lazy flies, were provided at a dollar per head. By evening we
were running across the continent on a bee line, and I sat for an hour on
the rear platform of the rear car to enjoy the wonderful beauty of the
sunset and the atmosphere. Far as one could see in the crystalline air
there was nothing but desert. The jagged Humboldt ranges flaming in the
sunset, with snow in their clefts, though forty-five miles off,
looked within an easy canter. The bright metal track, purpling like all
else in the cool distance, was all that linked one with eastern or western
civilisation.
The next morning, when the steward unceremoniously turned us out of our
berths soon after sunrise, we were running down upon the Great Salt Lake,
bounded by the white Wahsatch ranges.
Along its shores, by means of irrigation, Mormon industry has compelled the
ground to yield fine crops of hay and barley; and we passed several cabins,
from which, even at that early hour, Mormons, each with two or three wives,
were going forth to their day's work. The women were ugly, and their
shapeless blue dresses hideous. At the Mormon town of Ogden we changed
cars, and again traversed dusty plains, white and glaring, varied by muddy
streams and rough, arid valleys, now and then narrowing into canyons. By
common consent the windows were kept closed to exclude the fine white
alkaline dust, which is very irritating to the nostrils. The journey became
more and more wearisome as we ascended rapidly over immense plains and
wastes of gravel destitute of mountain boundaries, and with only here and
there a "knob" or
"butte"¹ to break the
monotony. The wheel marks of the trail to Utah often ran parallel with the
track, and bones of oxen were bleaching in the sun, the remains of those
"whose carcasses fell in the wilderness" on the long and
drouthy journey. The daybreak of to-day (Sunday) found us shivering
at Fort Laramie, a frontier post dismally situated at a height of 7000
feet. Another 1000 feet over gravelly levels brought us to Sherman, the
highest
___________________¹ The mountains which bound
the
"Valley of the Babbling Waters," Utah, afford striking examples
of these "knobs" or "buttes."
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level reached by this railroad. From this point eastward the streams fall into the Atlantic. The ascent of these apparently level plateaus is called "crossing the Rocky Mountains," but I have seen nothing of the range, except two peaks like teeth lying low on the distant horizon. It became mercilessly cold; some people thought it snowed, but I only saw rolling billows of fog. Lads passed through the cars the whole morning, selling newspapers, novels, cacti, lollypops, pop corn, pea nuts, and ivory ornaments, so that, having lost all reckoning of the days, I never knew that it was Sunday till the cars pulled up at the door of the hotel in this detestable place.
The surrounding plains are endless and verdureless. The scanty grasses
were long ago turned into sun-cured hay by the fierce summer heats.
There is neither tree nor bush, the sky is grey, the earth buff, the air
blae and windy, and clouds of coarse granitic dust sweep
across the prairie and smother the settlement. Cheyenne is described as
"a God-forsaken, God-forgotten place." That it
forgets God is written on its face. Its owes its existence to the railroad,
and has diminished in population, but is a depôt for a large amount
of the necessaries of life which are distributed through the scantily
settled districts within distances of 300 miles by "freight
waggons," each drawn by four or six horses or mules, or double that
number of oxen. At times over 100 waggons, with
double that number of teamsters, are in Cheyenne at once. A short time ago it was a perfect pandemonium, mainly inhabited by rowdies and desperadoes, the scum of advancing civilisation; and murders, stabbings, shootings, and pistol affrays were at times events of almost hourly occurrence in its drinking dens. But in the West, when things reach their worst, a sharp and sure remedy is provided. Those settlers who find the state of matters intolerable, organise themselves into a Vigilance Committee. "Judge Lynch," with a few feet of rope, appears on the scene, the majority crystallises round the supporters of order, warnings are issued to obnoxious people, simply bearing a scrawl of a tree with a man dangling from it, with such words as "Clear out of this by 6 A.M. or --." A number of the worst desperadoes are tried by a yet more summary process than a drumhead court-martial, "strung up," and buried ignominiously. I have been told that 120 ruffians were disposed of in this way here in a single fortnight. Cheyenne is now as safe as Hilo, and the interval between the most desperate lawlessness and the time when United States law, with its corruption and feebleness, comes upon the scene is one of comparative security and good order. Piety is not the forte of Cheyenne. The roads resound with atrocious profanity, and the rowdyism of the saloons and bar-rooms is repressed, not extirpated.
The population, once 6000, is now about 4000. It is an
ill-arranged set of frame houses and
shanties;¹ and rubbish heaps, and
offal of deer and antelope, produce the foulest smells I have smelt for a
long time. Some of the houses are painted a blinding white; others are
unpainted; there is not a bush, or garden, or green thing; it just
straggles out promiscuously on the boundless brown plains, on the extreme
verge of which three toothy peaks are seen. It is utterly
slovenly-looking and unornamental, abounds in slouching
bar-room-looking characters, and looks a place of low, mean
lives. Below the hotel windows freight cars are being perpetually shunted,
but beyond the railroad tracks are nothing but the brown plains, with their
lonely sights--now a solitary horseman at a travelling amble, then a
party of Indians in paint and feathers, but civilised up to the point of
carrying firearms, mounted on sorry ponies, the bundled-up squaws
riding astride on the baggage-ponies; then a drove of
ridgy-spined, long-horned cattle, which have been several
months eating their way from Texas, with their escort of four or five
much-spurred horsemen, in peaked hats, blue-hooded coats, and
high boots, heavily armed with revolvers and repeating rifles, and riding
small wiry horses. A solitary wag-
___________________¹ The discovery of gold in
the Black Hills has lately given it a great impetus, and as it is the chief
point of departure for the diggings it is increasing in population and
importance.--July 1879.
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gon, with a white tilt, drawn by eight oxen, is probably bearing an emigrant and his fortunes to Colorado. On one of the dreary spaces of the settlement six white-tilted waggons, each with twelve oxen, are standing on their way to a distant part. Everything suggests a beyond.
September 9.
I have found at the post-office here a circular letter of
recommendation from ex-Governor Hunt, procured by Miss
Kingsley's kindness, and I another equally valuable one of
"authentication" and recommendation from Mr. Bowles, of the
Springfield Republican, whose name is a household word in all
the West. Armed with these, I shall plunge boldly into Colorado. I am
suffering from giddiness and nausea produced by the bad smells. A
"help" here says that there have been fifty-six deaths
from cholera during the last twenty days. Is common humanity lacking, I
wonder, in this region of hard greed? Can it not be bought by dollars here,
like every other commodity, votes included? Last night I made the
acquaintance of a shadowy gentleman from Wisconsin, far gone in
consumption, with a spirited wife and young baby. He had been ordered to
the Plains as a last resource, but was much worse. Early this morning he
crawled to my door, scarcely able to speak from debility and bleeding from
the lungs, begging me to go to his wife, who, the doctor said,
was ill of cholera. The child had been ill all night, and not for love or money could he get any one to do anything for them, not even to go for the medicine. The lady was blue, and in great pain from cramp, and the poor unweaned infant was roaring for the nourishment which had failed. I vainly tried to get hot water and mustard for a poultice, and though I offered a negro a dollar to go for the medicine, he looked at it superciliously, hummed a tune, and said he must wait for the Pacific train, which was not due for an hour. Equally in vain I hunted through Cheyenne for a feeding-bottle. Not a maternal heart softened to the helpless mother and starving child, and my last resource was to dip a piece of sponge in some milk and water, and try to pacify the creature. I applied Rigollot's leaves, went for the medicine, saw the popular host--a bachelor--who mentioned a girl who, after much difficulty, consented to take charge of the baby for two dollars a day and attend to the mother, and having remained till she began to amend; I took the cars for Greeley, a settlement on the Plains, which I had been recommended to make my starting-point for the mountains.
FORT COLLINS, September 10.
It gave me a strange sensation to embark upon the Plains. Plains, plains
everywhere, plains generally level, but elsewhere rolling in long
undulations, like the waves of a sea which had fallen asleep. They are
covered thinly with buff grass, the withered stalks of flowers, Spanish bayonet, and a small beehive-shaped cactus. One could gallop all over them.
They are peopled with large villages of what are called prairie dogs,
because they utter a short, sharp bark, but the dogs are, in reality,
marmots. We passed numbers of these villages, which are composed of raised
circular orifices, about eighteen inches in diameter, with sloping passages
leading downwards for five or six feet. Hundreds of these burrows are
placed together. On nearly every rim a small furry reddish-buff
beast sat on his hind legs, looking, so far as head went, much like a young
seal. These creatures were acting as sentinels, and sunning themselves. As
we passed, each gave a warning yelp, shook its tail, and, with a ludicrous
flourish of its hind legs, dived into its hole. The appearance of hundreds
of these creatures, each eighteen inches long, sitting like dogs begging,
with their paws down and all trained sunwards, is most grotesque. The
Wish-ton-Wish has few enemies, and is a most prolific animal.
From its enormous increase and the energy and extent of its burrowing
operations, one can fancy that in the course of years the prairies will be
seriously injured, as it honeycombs the ground, and renders it unsafe for
homes. The burrows seem usually to be shared by owls, and many of the
people insist that a rattlesnake is also an inmate, but I hope
for the sake of the harmless, cheery little prairie dog, that this unwelcome fellowship is a myth.
After running on a down grade for some time, five distinct ranges of
mountains, one above another, a lurid blue against a lurid sky, upheaved
themselves above the prairie sea. An American railway car, hot, stuffy, and
full of chewing, spitting Yankees, was not an ideal way of approaching this
range which had early impressed itself upon my imagination. Still, it was
truly grand, although it was sixty miles off, and we were looking at it
from a platform 5000 feet in height. As I write I am only
twenty-five miles from them, and they are gradually gaining
possession of me. I can look at and feel nothing else. At five
in the afternoon frame houses and green fields began to appear, the cars
drew up, and two of my fellow-passengers and I got out and carried
our own luggage through the deep dust to a small, rough, Western tavern,
where with difficulty we were put up for the night. This settlement is
called the Greeley Temperance Colony, and was rounded lately by an
industrious class of emigrants from the East, all total abstainers, and
holding advanced political opinions. They bought and fenced 50,000 acres of
land, constructed an irrigating canal, which distributes its waters on
reasonable terms, have already a population of 3000, and are the most
prosperous and rising colony in Colorado, being altogether free from
either laziness or crime. Their rich fields are artificially productive solely; and after seeing regions where Nature gives spontaneously, one is amazed that people should settle here to be dependent on irrigating canals, with the risk of having their crops destroyed by grasshoppers. A clause in the charter of the colony prohibits the introduction, sale, or consumption of intoxicating liquor, and I hear that the men of Greeley carry their crusade against drink even beyond their limits, and have lately sacked three houses opened for the sale of drink near their frontier, pouring the whisky upon the ground, so that people don't now like to run the risk of bringing liquor near Greeley, and the temperance influence is spreading over a very large area. As the men have no bar-rooms to sit in, I observed that Greeley was asleep at an hour when other places were beginning their revelries. Nature is niggardly, and living is coarse and rough, the merest necessaries of hardy life being all that can be thought of in this stage of existence.
My first experiences of Colorado travel have been rather severe. At
Greeley I got a small upstairs room at first, but gave it up to a married
couple with a child, and then had one downstairs no bigger than a cabin,
with only a canvas partition. It was very hot, and every place was thick
with black flies. The English landlady had just lost her
"help," and was in a great fuss, so that I helped her to get
supper ready.
Its chief features were greasiness and black flies. Twenty men in working clothes fed and went out again, "nobody speaking to nobody." The landlady introduced me to a Vermont settler who lives in the "Foot Hills," who was very kind and took a great deal of trouble to get me a horse. Horses abound, but they are either large American horses, which are only used for draught, or small, active horses, called broncos, said to be from a Spanish word, signifying that they can never be broke. They nearly all "buck," and are described as being more "ugly" and treacherous than mules. There is only one horse in Greeley "safe for a woman to ride." I tried an Indian pony by moonlight--such a moonlight--but found he had tender feet. The kitchen was the only sitting-room, so I shortly went to bed, to be awoke very soon by crawling creatures apparently in myriads. I struck a light, and found such swarms of bugs that I gathered myself up on the wooden chairs, and dozed uneasily till sunrise. Bugs are a great pest in Colorado. They come out of the earth, infest the wooden walls, and cannot be got rid of by any amount of cleanliness. Many careful housewives take their beds to pieces every week and put carbolic acid on them.
It was a glorious, cool morning, and the great range of the Rocky
Mountains looked magnificent. I tried the pony again, but found he would
not do
for a long journey; and as my Vermont acquaintance offered me a seat in his waggon to Fort Collins, 25 miles nearer the Mountains, I threw a few things together and came here with him. We left Greeley at 10, and arrived here at 4.30, staying an hour for food on the way. I liked the first half of the drive; but the fierce, ungoverned, blazing heat of the sun on the whitish earth for the last half, was terrible even with my white umbrella, which I have not used since I left New Zealand; it was sickening. Then the eyes have never anything green to rest upon, except in the river bottoms, where there is green hay grass. We followed mostly the course of the River Cache-a-la-Poudre, which rises in the mountains, and after supplying Greeley with irrigation, falls into the Platte, which is an affluent of the Missouri. When once beyond the scattered houses and great ring fence of the vigorous Greeley colonists, we were on the boundless prairie. Now and then horsemen passed us, and we met three waggons with white tilts. Except where the prairie dogs have honeycombed the ground, you can drive almost anywhere, and the passage of a few waggons over the same track makes a road. We forded the river, whose course is marked the whole way by a fringe of small cotton woods and aspens, and travelled hour after hour with nothing to see except some dog towns, with their quaint little sentinels; but the view in front was glorious. The
Alps, from the Lombard plains, are the finest mountain panorama I ever saw, but not equal to this; for not only do five high-peaked giants, each nearly the height of Mont Blanc, lift their dazzling summits above the lower ranges, but the expanse of mountains is so vast, and the whole lie in a transparent medium of the richest blue, not haze--something peculiar to the region. The lack of foreground is a great artistic fault, and the absence of greenery is melancholy, and makes me recall sadly the entrancing detail of the Hawaiian Islands. Once only, the second time we forded the river, the cotton woods formed a foreground, and then the loveliness was heavenly. We stopped at a log house and got a rough dinner of beef and potatoes, and I was amused at the five men who shared it with us for apologising to me for being without their coats, as if coats would not be an enormity on the Plains.
It is the election day for the Territory, and men were galloping over
the prairie to register their votes. The three in the waggon talked
politics the whole time. They spoke openly and shamelessly of the prices
given for votes; and apparently there was not a politician on either side
who was not accused of degrading corruption. We saw a convoy of 5000 head
of Texan cattle travelling from Southern Texas to Iowa. They had been nine
months on the way! They were under the charge of twenty mounted
vacheros, heavily armed, and a light waggon accompanied them, full of extra rifles and ammunition, not unnecessary, for the Indians are raiding in all directions, maddened by the reckless and useless slaughter of the buffalo, which is their chief subsistence. On the plains are herds of wild horses, buffalo, deer, and antelope; and in the mountains, bears, wolves, deer, elk, mountain lions, bison, and mountain sheep. You see a rifle in every waggon, as people always hope to fall in with game.
By the time we reached Fort Collins I was sick and dizzy with the heat
of the sun, and not disposed to be pleased with a most unpleasing place. It
was a military post, but at present consists of a few frame houses put down
recently on the bare and burning plain. The settlers have "great
expectations," but of what? The mountains look hardly nearer than
from Greeley; one only realises their vicinity by the loss of their higher
peaks. This house is freer from bugs than the one at Greeley, but full of
flies. These new settlements are altogether revolting, entirely
utilitarian, given up to talk of dollars as well as to making them, with
coarse speech, coarse food, coarse everything, nothing wherewith to satisfy
the higher cravings if they exist, nothing on which the eye can rest with
pleasure. The lower floor of this inn swarms with locusts in addition to
thousands of black flies. The latter cover the ground and rise buzzing from
it as you walk.
I.L.B.
I decided on bringing my carpet-bag, as well as my pack, lest I should be rejected for my bad clothes. Early the next morning I left in a buggy drawn by light broncos and driven by a profoundly melancholy young man. He had never been to the canyon; there was no road. We met nobody, saw nothing except antelope in the distance, and he became more melancholy and lost his way, driving hither and thither for about twenty miles till we came upon an old trail which eventually brought us to a fertile "bottom," where hay and barley were being harvested, and five or six frame houses looked cheerful. I had been recommended to two of these, which professed to take in strangers, but one was full of reapers, and in the other a child was dead. So I took the buggy on, glad to leave the glaring, prosaic settlement behind. There was a most curious loneliness about the journey up to that time. Except for the huge barrier to the right, the boundless prairies were everywhere, and it was like being at sea without a compass. The wheels made neither sound nor indentation as we drove over the short, dry grass, and there was no cheerful clatter of horses' hoofs. The sky was cloudy and the air hot and still. In one place we passed the carcass of a mule, and a number of vultures soared up from it, to descend again immediately. Skeletons and bones of animals were often to be seen. A range of low, grassy hills, called the
Foot Hills, rose from the plain, featureless and monotonous, except where streams, fed by the snows of the higher regions, had cut their way through them. Confessedly bewildered, and more melancholy than ever, the driver turned up one of the widest of these entrances, and in another hour the Foot Hills lay between us and the prairie sea, and a higher and broken range, with pitch pines of average size, was revealed behind them. These Foot Hills, which swell up uninterestingly from the plains on their eastern side, on their western have the appearance of having broken off from the next range, and the break is abrupt, and takes the form of walls and terraces of rock of the most brilliant colour, weathered and stained by ores, and, even under the grey sky, dazzling to the eyes. The driver thought he had understood the directions given, but he was stupid, and once we lost some miles by arriving at a river too rough and deep to be forded, and again we were brought up by an impassable canyon. He grew frightened about his horses, and said no money would ever tempt him into the mountains again; but average intelligence would have made it all easy.
The solitude was becoming sombre, when, after driving for nine hours,
and travelling at the least forty-five miles, without any sign of
fatigue on the part of the broncos, we came to a stream,
by the side of which we drove along a definite track, till we came
to a sort of tripartite valley, with a majestic crooked canyon 2000 feet deep opening upon it. A rushing stream roared through it, and the Rocky Mountains, with pines scattered over them, came down upon it. A little farther, and the canyon became utterly inaccessible. This was exciting; here was an inner world. A rough and shaky bridge, made of the outsides of pines laid upon some unsecured logs, crossed the river. The broncos stopped and smelt it, not liking it, but some encouraging speech induced them to go over. On the other side was a log cabin, partially ruinous, and the very rudest I ever saw, its roof of plastered mud being broken into large holes. It stood close to the water among some cotton-wood trees. A little higher there was a very primitive saw-mill, also out of repair, with some logs lying about. An emigrant waggon and a forlorn tent, with a camp-fire and a pot, were in the foreground, but there was no trace of the boarding-house, of which I stood a little in dread. The driver went for further directions to the log-cabin, and returned with a grim smile deepening the melancholy of his face to say it was Mr. Chalmers', but there was no accommodation for such as him, much less for me! This was truly "a sell." I got down and found a single room of the rudest kind, with the wall at one end partially broken down, holes in the roof, holes for windows, and no furniture but two chairs and two unplaned wooden
shelves, with some sacks of straw upon them for beds. There was an adjacent cabin room, with a stove, benches, and table, where they cooked and ate, but this was all. A hard, sad-looking woman looked at me measuringly. She said that they sold milk and butter to parties who camped in the canyon, that they had never had any boarders but two asthmatic old ladies, but they would take me for five dollars per week if I "would make myself agreeable." The horses had to be fed, and I sat down on a box, had some dried beef and milk, and considered the matter. If I went back to Fort Collins, I thought I was farther from a mountain life, and had no choice but Denver, a place from which I shrank, or to take the cars for New York. Here the life was rough, rougher than any I had ever seen, and the people repelled me by their faces and manners; but if I could rough it for a few days, I might, I thought, get over canyons and all other difficulties into Estes Park, which has become the goal of my journey and hopes. So I decided to remain.
September 16.
Five days here, and I am no nearer Estes Park. How the days pass I know
not; I am weary of the limitations of this existence. This is "a life
in which nothing ever happens." When the buggy disappeared, I felt as
if I had cut the bridge behind me. I sat down and knitted for some
time--my usual resource under discouraging circumstances. I really did not know how I should get on. There was no table, no bed, no basin, no towel no glass, no window, no fastening on the door. The roof was in holes, the logs were unchinked, and one end of the cabin was partially removed! Life was reduced to its simplest elements. I went out; the family all had something to do, and took no notice of me. I went back, and then an awkward girl of sixteen, with uncombed hair, and a painful repulsiveness of face and air, sat on a log for half an hour and stared at me. I tried to draw her into talk, but she twirled her fingers and replied snappishly in monosyllables. Could I by any effort "make myself agreeable?" I wondered. The day went on. I put on my Hawaiian dress, rolling up the sleeves to the elbows in an "agreeable" fashion. Towards evening the family returned to feed, and pushed some dried beef and milk in at the door. They all slept under the trees, and before dark carried the sacks of straw out for their bedding. I followed their example that night, or rather watched Charles's Wain while they slept, but since then have slept on blankets on the floor under the roof. They have neither lamp nor candle, so if I want to do anything after dark I have to do it by the unsteady light of pine knots. As the nights are cold, and free from bugs, and I do a good deal of manual labour. I sleep well. At dusk
I make my bed on the floor, and draw a bucket of ice-cold water from the river; the family go to sleep under the trees, and I pile logs on the fire sufficient to burn half the night, for I assure you the solitude is eerie enough. There are unaccountable noises, (wolves), rummagings under the floor, queer cries, and stealthy sounds of I know not what. One night a beast (fox or skunk) rushed in at the open end of cabin, and fled through the window, almost brushing my face, and on another, the head and three or four inches of the body of a snake were protruded through a chink of the floor close to me, to my extreme disgust. My mirror is the polished inside of my watchcase. At sunrise Mrs. Chalmers comes in--if coming into a nearly open shed can be called in--and makes a fire, because she thinks me too stupid to do it, and mine is the family room; and by seven I am dressed, have folded the blankets, and swept the floor, and then she puts some milk and bread or stirabout on a box by the door. After breakfast I draw more water, and wash one or two garments daily, taking care that there are no witnesses of my inexperience. Yesterday a calf sucked one into hopeless rags. The rest of the day I spend in mending, knitting, writing to you, and the various odds and ends which arise when one has to do all for oneself. At twelve and six some food is put on the box by the door, and at dusk we make up our beds. A distressed emigrant
woman has just given birth to a child in a temporary shanty by the river,
and I go to help her each day. I have made the acquaintance of all the
careworn, struggling settlers within a walk. All have come for health, and
most have found or are finding it, even if they have no better shelter than
a waggon tilt or a blanket on sticks laid across four poles. The climate of
Colorado is considered the finest in North America, and consumptives,
asthmatics, dyspeptics, and sufferers from nervous diseases, are here in
hundreds and thousands, either trying the "camp cure" for three
or four months, or settling here permanently. People can safely sleep out
of doors for six months of the year. The plains are from 4000 to 6000 feet
high, and some of the settled "parks," or mountain valleys, are
from 8000 to 10,000. The air, besides being much rarefied, is very dry, The
rainfall is far below the average, dews are rare, and fogs nearly unknown.
The sunshine is bright and almost constant, and three-fourths of the
days are cloudless. The milk, beef, and bread are good. The climate is
neither so hot in summer nor so cold in winter as that of the States, and
when the days are hot the nights are cool. Snow rarely lies on the lower
ranges, and horses and cattle don't require to be either fed or housed
during the winter. Of course the rarefied air quickens respiration. All
this is from hearsay.¹ I am not
under favourable circum-
___________________¹ The curative effect of the
climate of Colorado can hardly be exaggerated. In travelling extensively
through the Territory afterwards I found that nine out of every ten
settlers were cured invalids. Statistics and medical works on the climate
of the State (as it now is) represent Colorado as the most remarkable
sanatorium in the world.
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stances, either for mind or body, and at present I feel a singular lassitude and difficulty in taking exercise, but this is said to be the milder form of the affection known on higher altitudes as soroche, or "mountain sickness," and is only temporary. I am forming a plan for getting farther into the mountains, and hope that my next letter will be more lively. I killed a rattlesnake this morning close to the cabin, and have taken its rattle, which has eleven joints. My life is embittered by the abundance of these reptiles--rattlesnakes and moccasin snakes, both deadly, carpet snakes and "green racers," reputed dangerous, water snakes, tree snakes, and mouse snakes, harmless but abominable. Seven rattlesnakes have been killed just outside the cabin since I came. A snake, three feet long, was found coiled under the pillow of the sick woman. I see snakes in all withered twigs, and am ready to flee at "the sound of a shaken leaf." And besides snakes, the earth and air are alive and noisy with forms of insect life, large and small, stinging, humming, buzzing, striking, rasping, devouring!
I.L.B.
my own work, I offered to wash up the plates, but Mrs. C., with a look which conveyed more than words, a curl of her nose, and a sneer in her twang, said, "Guess you'll make more work nor you'll do. Those hands of yours" (very brown and coarse they were) "ain't no good; never done nothing, I guess." Then to her awkward daughter: "This woman says she'll wash up! Ha! ha! look at her arms and hands!" This was the nearest approach to a laugh I have heard, and have never seen even a tendency towards a smile. Since then I have risen in their estimation by improvising a lamp--Hawaiian fashion--by putting a wisp of rag into a tin of fat. They have actually condescended to sit up till the stars come out since. Another advance was made by means of the shell-pattern quilt I am knitting for you. There has been a tendency towards approving of it, and a few days since the girl snatched it out of my hand, saying, "I want this," and apparently took it to the camp. This has resulted in my having a knitting-class, with the woman, her married daughter, and a woman from the camp, as pupils. Then I have gained ground with the man by being able to catch and saddle a horse. I am often reminded of my favourite couplet,--
"Beware of desperate steps; the darkest day,
Live till to-morrow, will have passed away."
But oh! What a hard, narrow life it is with which I am now in contact! A
narrow and unattractive religion, which I believe still to be genuine, and
an intense but narrow patriotism, are the only higher influences. Chalmers
came from Illinois nine years ago, pronounced by the doctors to be far gone
in consumption, and in two years he was strong. They are a queer family;
somewhere in the remote Highlands I have seen such another. Its head is
tall, gaunt, lean, and ragged, and has lost one eye. On an English road one
would think him a starving or a dangerous beggar. He is slightly
interesting, very opinionated, and wished to be thought
well-informed, which he is not. He belongs to the straitest sect of
Reformed Presbyterians ("Psalm-singers"), but
exaggerates anything of bigotry and intolerance which may characterise
them, and rejoices in truly merciless fashion over the excision of the
philanthropic Mr. Stuart, of Philadelphia, for worshipping with
congregations which sing hymns. His great boast is that his ancestors were
Scottish Covenanters. He considers himself a profound theologian, and by
the pine logs at night discourses to me of the mysteries of the eternal
counsels and the divine decrees. Colorado, with its progress and its
future, is also a constant theme. He hates England with a bitter, personal
hatred, and regards any allusions which I make to the progress of Victoria
as a personal insult. He trust to live to see the downfall of the British
mon-
archy and the disintegration of the empire. He is very fond of talking, and asks me a great deal about my travels, but if I speak favourably of the climate or resources of any other country, he regards it as a slur on Colorado.
They have one hundred and sixty acres of land, a "squatter's
claim," and an invaluable water-power. He is a lumberer, and
has a saw-mill of a very primitive kind. I notice that every day
something goes wrong with it, and this is the case throughout. If he wants
to haul timber down, one or other of the oxen cannot be found; or if the
timber is actually under way, a wheel or a part of the harness gives way,
and the whole affair is at a standstill for days. The cabin is hardly a
shelter, but is allowed to remain in ruins because the foundation of a
frame-house was once dug. A horse is always sure to be lame for want
of a shoe-nail, or a saddle to be useless from a broken buckle, and
the waggon and harness are a marvel of temporary shifts, patchings, and
insecure linkings with strands of rope. Nothing is ever ready or whole when
it is wanted. Yet Chalmers is a frugal, sober, hard-working man, and
he, his eldest son, and a "hired man" "rise early,"
"going forth to their work and labour till the evening;" and if
they do not "late take rest," they truly "eat the bread
of carefulness." It is hardly surprising that nine years of
persevering shiftlessness should have resulted in
nothing but the ability to procure the bare necessaries of life.
Of Mrs. C. I can say less. She looks like one of the English poor women
of our childhood--lean, clean, toothless, and speaks, like some of
them, in a piping, discontented voice, which seems to convey a personal
reproach. All her waking hours are spent in a large sun-bonnet. She
is never idle for one minute, is severe and hard, and despises everything
but work. I think she suffers from her husband's shiftlessness. She
always speaks of me as "this" or "that woman." The
family consists of a grown-up son, a shiftless,
melancholy-looking youth, who possibly pines for a wider life; a
girl of sixteen, a sour, repellent-looking creature, with as much
manners as a pig; and three hard, unchildlike younger children. By the
whole family all courtesy and gentleness of act or speech seem regarded as
"works of the flesh," if not of "the devil." They
knock over all one's things without apologising or picking them up,
and when I thank them for anything they look grimly amazed. I feel that
they think it sinful that I do not work as hard as they do. I wish I could
show them "a more excellent way." This hard greed, and the
exclusive pursuit of gain, with the indifference to all which does not aid
in its acquisition, are eating up family love and life throughout the West.
I write this reluctantly, and after a total experience of nearly
two years in the United States. They seem to have no "Sunday clothes," and few of any kind. The sewing-machine, like most other things, is out of order. One comb serves the whole family. Mrs. C. is cleanly in her person and dress, and the food, though poor, is clean. Work, work, work, is their day and their life. They are thoroughly ungenial, and have that air of suspicion in speaking of every one which is not unusual in the land of their ancestors. Thomas Chalmers is the man's ecclesiastical hero, in spite of his own severe Puritanism. Their live stock consists of two wretched horses, a fairly good broncho mare, a mule, four badly-bred cows, four gaunt and famished-looking oxen, some swine of singularly active habits, and plenty of poultry. The old saddles are tied on with twine; one side of the bridle is a worn-out strap and the other a rope. They wear boots, but never two of one pair, and never blacked, of course, but no stockings. They think it quite effeminate to sleep under a roof, except during the severest months of the year. There is a married daughter across the river, just the same hard, loveless, moral, hard-working being as her mother. Each morning, soon after seven, when I have swept the cabin, the family come in for "worship." Chalmers "wales" a psalm, in every sense of the word wail, to the most doleful of dismal tunes; they read a chapter round, and he prays. If his prayer has something
of the tone of the imprecatory psalms, he has high authority in his favour; and if there be a tinge of the Pharisaic thanksgiving, it is hardly surprising that he is grateful that he is not as other men are when he contemplates the general godlessness of the region.
Sunday was a dreadful day. The family kept the Commandment literally,
and did no work. Worship was conducted twice, and was rather longer than
usual. Chalmers does not allow of any books in his house but theological
works, and two or three volumes of dull travels, so the mother and children
slept nearly all day. The man attempted to read a well-worn copy of
Boston's Fourfold State, but shortly fell asleep, and
they only woke up for their meals. Friday and Saturday had been passably
cool, with frosty nights, but on Saturday night it changed, and I have not
felt anything like the heat of Sunday since I left New Zealand, though the
mercury was not higher than 91°. It was sickening, scorching, melting,
unbearable, from the mere power of the sun's rays. It was an awful
day, and seemed as if it would never come to an end. The cabin, with its
mud roof under the shade of the trees, gave a little shelter, but it was
occupied by the family, and I longed for solitude. I took the
Imitation of Christ, and strolled up the canyon among the
withered, crackling leaves, in much dread of snakes, and lay down on a
rough table which some passing emigrant
had left, and soon fell asleep. When I awoke it was only noon. The sun looked wicked as it blazed like a white magnesium light. A large tree-snake (quite harmless) hung from the pine under which I had taken shelter, and looked as if it were going to drop upon me. I was covered with black flies. The air was full of a busy, noisy din of insects, and snakes, locusts, wasps, flies, and grasshoppers were all rioting in the torrid heat. Would the sublime philosophy of Thomas à Kempis, I wondered, have given way under this? All day I seemed to hear in mockery the clear laugh of the Hilo streams, and the drip of Kona showers, and to see as in a mirage the perpetual green of windward Hawaii. I was driven back to the cabin in the late afternoon, and in the evening listened for two hours to abuse of my own country, and to sweeping condemnations of all religionists outside of the brotherhood of "Psalm-singers." It is jarring and painful yet I would say of Chalmers, as Dr. Holland says of another:--
"If ever I shall reach the home in heaven,
For whose dear rest I humbly hope and pray,
In the great company of the forgiven
I shall be sure to meet old Daniel Gray."
The night came without coolness, but at daylight on Monday morning a
fire was pleasant. You will now have some idea of my surroundings. It is a
moral, hard, unloving, unlovely, unrelieved,
un-
beautified, grinding life. These people live in a discomfort and lack of ease and refinement which seems only possible to people of British stock. A "foreigner" fills his cabin with ingenuities and elegancies, and a Hawaiian or South Sea Islander makes his grass house both pretty and tasteful. Add to my surroundings a mighty canyon, impassable both above and below, and walls of mountains with an opening some miles off to the vast prairie sea.¹
An English physician is settled about half a mile from here over a hill.
He is spoken off as holding "very extreme opinions." Chalmers
rails at him for being "a thick-skulled Englishman," for
being "fine, polished," etc. To say a man is
"polished" here is to give him a very bad name. He accuses him
also of holding views subversive of all morality. In spite of all this, I
thought he might possess a map, and I induced Mrs. C. to walk over with me.
She intended it as a formal morning call, but she wore the inevitable
sun-bonnet, and had her dress tied up as when washing. It was not
till I reached the gate that I remembered that I was in my Hawaiian
riding-dress, and that I still wore the spurs with which I had been
trying a horse in the morning! The house was in a
___________________¹ I have not curtailed this
description of
the roughness of a Colorado settler's life, for, with the exceptions
of the disrepair and the puritanism, it is a type of the hard, unornamented
existence with which I came almost universally in contact during my
subsequent residence in the Territory.
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grass valley which opened from the tremendous canyon through which the river had cut its way. The Foot Hills, with their terraces of flaming red rock, were glowing in the sunset, and a pure green sky arched tenderly over a soft evening scene. Used to the meanness and baldness of settlers' dwellings, I was delighted to see that in this instance the usual log cabin was only the lower floor of a small house, which bore a delightful resemblance to a Swiss châlet. It stood in a vegetable garden fertilised by an irrigating ditch, outside of which were a barn and cowshed. A young Swiss girl was bringing the cows slowly home from the hill, an Englishwoman in a clean print dress stood by the fence holding a baby, and a fine-looking Englishman in a striped Garibaldi shirt, and trousers of the same tucked into high boots, was shelling corn. As soon as Mrs. Hughes spoke I felt she was truly a lady; and oh! how refreshing refined, courteous, graceful English manner was, as she invited us into the house! The entrance was low, through a log porch festooned and almost concealed by a "wild cucumber." Inside, though plain and poor, the room looked a home, not like a squatter's cabin. An old tin was completely covered by a graceful clematis mixed with streamers of Virginia creeper, and white muslin curtains, and above all two shelves of admirably-chosen books, gave the room almost an air of elegance. Why do I write
almost? It was an oasis. It was barely three weeks since I had left "the communion of educated men," and the first tones of the voices of my host and hostess made me feel as if I had been out of it for a year. Mrs. C. stayed an hour and a half, and then went home to the cows, when we launched upon a sea of congenial talk. They said they had not seen an educated lady for two years, and pressed me to go and visit them. I rode home on Dr. Hughes's horse after dark, to find neither fire nor light in the cabin. Mrs. C. had gone back saying, "Those English talked just like savages, I couldn't understand a word they said." I made a fire, and extemporised a light with some fat and a wick of rag, and Chalmers came in to discuss my visit and to ask me a question concerning a matter which had roused the latent curiosity of the whole family. I had told him, he said, that I knew no one hereabouts; but "his woman" told him that Dr. H. and I spoke constantly of a Mrs. Grundy, whom we both knew and disliked, and who was settled, as we said, not far off! He had never heard of her, he said, and he was the pioneer settler of the canyon, and there was a man up here from Longmount who said he was sure there was not a Mrs. Grundy in the district, unless it was a woman who went by two names! The wife and family had then come in, and I felt completely nonplussed. I longed to tell Chalmers that it was he and such as he, there or anywhere,
with narrow hearts, bitter tongues, and harsh judgments, who were the true "Mrs. Grundys," dwarfing individuality, checking lawful freedom of speech, and making men "offenders for a word," but I forebore. How I extricated myself from the difficulty, deponent sayeth not. The rest of the evening has been spent in preparing to cross the mountains. Chalmers says he knows the way well, and that we shall sleep to-morrow at the foot of Long's Peak. Mrs. Chalmers repents of having consented, and conjures up doleful visions of what tile family will come to when left headless, and of disasters among the cows and hens. I could tell her that the eldest son and the "hired man" have plotted to close the saw-mill and go on a hunting and fishing expedition, that the cows will stray, and that the individual spoken respectfully of as "Mr. Skunk" will make havoc in the hen-house.
NAMELESS REGION, ROCKY MOUNTAINS,
September.
This is indeed far removed. It seems farther away from you than any
place I have been to yet, except the frozen top of the volcano of Mauna
Lea. It is so little profaned by man that if one were compelled to live
here in solitude one might truly say of the bears, deer, and elk which
abound, "Their tameness is shocking to me." It is the world of
"big game." Just now a heavy-headed elk, with
much-branched horns fully three feet long, stood and looked
at me, and then quietly trotted away. He was so near that I heard the grass, crisp with hoar frost, crackle under his feet. Bears stripped the cherry-bushes within a few yards of us last night. Now two lovely blue birds, with crests on their heads, are picking about within a stone's-throw. This is "The Great Lone Land," until lately the hunting-ground of the Indians, and not yet settled or traversed, or likely to be so, owing to the want of water. A solitary hunter has built a log cabin up here, which he occupies for a few weeks for the purpose of elk-hunting, but all the region is unsurveyed, and mostly unexplored. It is 7 A.M. The sun has not yet risen high enough to melt the hoar-frost, and the air is clear, bright, and cold. The stillness is profound. I hear nothing but the far-off mysterious roaring of a river in a deep canyon, which we spent two hours last night in trying to find. The horses are lost, and if I were disposed to retort upon my companions the term they invariably apply to me, I should now write, with bitter emphasis, "that man" and "that woman" have gone in search of them.
The scenery up here is glorious, combining sublimity with beauty, and in
the elastic air fatigue has dropped off from me. This is no region for
tourists and women, only for a few elk and bear hunters at times, and its
unprofaned freshness gives me new life. I cannot by any words give you an
idea of
scenery so different from any that you or I have ever seen. This is an upland valley of grass and flowers, of glades and sloping lawns, and cherry-fringed beds of dry streams, and clumps of pines artistically placed, and mountain sides densely pine-clad, the pines breaking into fringes as they come down upon the "park," and the mountains breaking into pinnacles of bold grey rock as they pierce the blue of the sky. A single dell of bright green grass, on which dwarf clumps of the scarlet poison-oak look like beds of geraniums, slopes towards the west, as if it must lead to the river which we seek. Deep, vast canyons, all trending westwards, lie in purple gloom. Pine-clad ranges, rising into the blasted top of Storm Peak, all run westwards too, and all the beauty and glory are but the frame out of which rises--heaven-piercing, pure in its pearly lustre, as glorious a mountain as the sun tinges red in either hemisphere--the splintered, pinnacled, lonely, ghastly, imposing, double-peaked summit of Long's Peak, the Mont Blanc of Northern Colorado.¹
This is a view to which nothing needs to be added. This is truly the
"lodge in some vast wilderness" for which one often sighs when
in the midst
___________________¹ Gray's Peak and
Pike's Peak have their partisans, but after seeing them all under
favourable aspects, Long's Peak stands in my memory as it does in that
vast congeries of mountains, alone in imperial grandeur.
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of "a bustle at once sordid and trivial." In spite of Dr. Johnson, these "monstrous protuberances" do "inflame the imagination and elevate the understanding." This scenery satisfies my soul. Now, the Rocky Mountains realise--nay, exceed--the dream of my childhood. It is magnificent, and the air is life-giving. I should like to spend some time in these higher regions, but I know that this will turn out an abortive expedition, owing to the stupidity and pigheadedness of Chalmers.
There is a most romantic place called Estes Park, at a height of 7500
feet, which can be reached by going down to the plains and then striking up
the St. Vrain Canyon, but this is a distance of 55 miles, and as Chalmers
was confident that he could take me over the mountains, a distance, as he
supposed, of about 20 miles, we left at mid-day yesterday, with the
fervent hope, on my part, that I might not return. Mrs. C. was busy the
whole of Tuesday in preparing what she called "grub," which,
together with "plenty of bedding," was to be carried on a pack
mule; but when we started I was disgusted to find that Chalmers was on what
should have been the pack animal, and that two thickly-quilted
cotton "spreads" had been disposed of under my saddle, making
it broad, high, and uncomfortable. Any human being must have laughed to see
an expedition start so grotesquely "ill found." I had a very
old iron-grey horse, whose lower lip hung down feebly, showing his few teeth, while his fore-legs struck out forwards, and matter ran from both his nearly-blind eyes. It is a kindness to bring him up to abundant pasture. My saddle is an old McLellan cavalry saddle, with a battered brass peak, and the bridle is a rotten leather strap on one side and a strand of rope on the other. The cotton quilts covered the Rosinante from mane to tail. Mrs. C. wore an old print skirt, an old short-gown, a print apron, and a sun-bonnet, with the flap coming down to her waist, and looked as careworn and clean as she always does. The inside horn of her saddle was broken; to the outside one hung a saucepan and a bundle of clothes. The one girth was nearly at the breaking-point when we started.
My pack, with my well-worn umbrella upon it, was behind my
saddle. I wore my Hawaiian riding-dress, with a handkerchief tied
over my face and the sun-cover of my umbrella folded and tied over
my hat, for the sun was very fierce. The queerest figure of all was the
would-be guide. With his one eye, his gaunt, lean form, and his torn
clothes, he looked more like a strolling tinker than the honest worthy
settler that he is. He bestrode rather than rode a gaunt mule, whose tail
hair had all been shaven off, except a tuft for a tassel at the end. Two
flour bags which leaked were tied on behind the saddle, two
quilts were under it, and my canvas bag, a battered canteen, a frying-pan, and two lariats hung from the horn. On one foot C. wore an old high boot, into which his trouser was tucked, and on the other an old brogue, through which his toes protruded.
We had an ascent of four hours through a ravine which gradually opened
out upon this beautiful "park," but we rode through it for some
miles before the view burst upon us. The vastness of this range, like
astronomical distances, can hardly be conceived of. At this place, I
suppose, it is not less than 250 miles wide, and with hardly a break in its
continuity, it stretches almost from the Arctic circle to the Straits of
Magellan. From the top of Long's Peak, within a short distance,
twenty-two summits, each above 12,000 feet in height, are visible,
and the Snowy Range, the backbone or "divide" of the continent,
is seen snaking distinctly through the wilderness of ranges, with its
waters starting for either ocean. From the first ridge we crossed after
leaving Canyon we had a singular view of range beyond range cleft by deep
canyons, and abounding in elliptical valleys, richly grassed. The slopes of
all the hills, as far as one could see, were waving with fine grass ready
for the scythe, but the food of wild animals only. All these ridges are
heavily timbered with pitch pines, and where they come down on the grassy
slopes they look as if the trees
had been arranged by a landscape gardener. Far off, through an opening in a canyon, we saw the prairie simulating the ocean. Far off, through an opening in another direction, was the glistening outline of the Snowy Range. But still, till we reached this place, it was monotonous, though grand as a whole: a grey-green or buff-grey, with outbreaks of brilliantly-coloured rock, only varied by the black green of pines, which are not the stately pyramidal pines of the Sierra Nevada, but much resemble the natural Scotch fir. Not many miles from us is North Park, a great tract of land said to be rich in gold, but those who have gone to "prospect" have seldom returned, the region being the home of tribes of Indians who live in perpetual hostility to the whites and to each other.
At this great height, and most artistically situated, we came upon a
rude log camp tenanted in winter by an elk hunter, but now deserted.
Chalmers without any scruple picked the padlock; we lighted a fire, made
some tea, and fried some bacon, and after a good meal mounted again and
started for Estes Park. For four weary hours we searched hither and thither
along every indentation of the ground which might be supposed to slope
towards the Big Thompson River, which we knew had to be forded. Still, as
the quest grew more tedious, Long's Peak stood before us as a landmark
in purple glow; and still at
his feet lay a hollow filled with deep blue atmosphere, where I knew that Estes Park must lie, and still between us and it lay never-lessening miles of inaccessibility, and the sun was ever westering, and the shadows ever lengthening, and Chalmers, who had started confident, bumptious, blatant, was ever becoming more bewildered, and his wife's thin voice more piping and discontented, and my stumbling horse more insecure, and I more determined (as I am at this moment) that somehow or other I would reach that blue hollow, and even stand on Long's Peak where the snow was glittering. Affairs were becoming serious, and Chalmers's incompetence a source of real peril, when, after an exploring expedition, he returned more bumptious than ever, saying he knew it would be all right, he had found a trail, and we could get across the river by dark, and camp out for the night. So he led us into a steep, deep, rough ravine, where we had to dismount, for trees were lying across it everywhere, and there was almost no footing on the great slabs of shelving rock. Yet there was a trail, tolerably well worn, and the branches and twigs near the ground were well broken back. Ah! it was a wild place. My horse fell first, rolling over twice, and breaking off a part of the saddle, in his second roll knocking me over a shelf of three feet of descent. Then Mrs C.'s. horse and the mule fell on the top of each other, and on recovering them-
selves bit each other savagely. The ravine became a wild gulch, the dry bed of some awful torrent; there were huge shelves of rock, great overhanging walls of rock, great prostrate trees, cedar spikes and cacti to wound the feet, and then a precipice fully 500 feet deep! The trail was a trail made by bears in search of bear cherries, which abounded!
It was getting dusk as we bad to struggle up the rough gulch we had so
fatuously descended. The horses fell several times; I could hardly get mine
up at all, though I helped him as much as I could; I was cut and bruised,
scratched and torn. A spine of a cactus penetrated my foot, and some
vicious thing cut the back of my neck. Poor Mrs. C. was much bruised, and I
pitied her, for she got no fun out of it as I did. It was an awful climb.
When we got out of the gulch, C. was so confused that he took the wrong
direction, and after an hour of vague wandering was only recalled to the
right one by my pertinacious assertions acting on his weak brain. I was
inclined to be angry with the incompetent braggart, who had boasted that he
could take us to Estes Park "blindfold;" but I was sorry for
him too, so said nothing, even though I had to walk during these
meanderlings to save my tired horse. When at last, at dark, we reached the
open, there was a snow-flurry, with violent gusts of wind, and the
shelter of the camp, dark and cold as it was, was desirable. We
had no food, but made a fire. I lay down on some dry grass, with my inverted saddle for a pillow, and slept soundly, till I was awoke by the cold of an intense frost and the pain of my many cuts and bruises. Chalmers promised that we should make a fresh start at six, so I woke him at five, and here I am alone at half-past eight! I said to him many times that unless he hobbled or picketed the horses, we should lose them. "Oh," he said, "they'll be all right." In truth he had no picketing-pins. Now, the annals are merrily trotting homewards. I saw them two miles off an hour ago with him after them. His wife, who is also after them, goaded to desperation, said, "He's the most ignorant, careless, good-for-nothing man I ever saw," upon which I dwelt upon his being well-meaning. There is a sort of well here, but our "afternoon tea" and watering the horses drained it, so we have had nothing to drink since yesterday, for the canteen, which started without a cork, lost all its contents when the mule fell. I have made a monstrous fire, but thirst and impatience are hard to bear, and preventible misfortunes are always irksome. I have found the stomach of a bear with fully a pint of cherrystones in it, and have spent an hour in getting the kernels; and lo! now, at halfpast nine, I see the culprit and his wife coming back with the animals!
I.L.B.
LOWER CANYON, September 21.
We never reached Estes Park. There is no trail, and horses have never
been across. We started from camp at ten, and spent four hours in searching
for the trail. Chalmers tried gulch after gulch again, his
self-assertion giving way a little after each failure; sometimes
going east when we should have gone west, always being brought up by a
precipice or other impossibility. At last he went off by himself, and
returned rejoicing, saying he had found the trail; and soon, sure enough,
we were on a well-defined old trail, evidently made by carcasses
which have been dragged along it by hunters. Vainly I pointed out to him
that we were going north-east when we should have gone
south-west, and that we were ascending instead of descending.
"Oh, it's all right, and we shall soon come to water," he
always replied. For two hours we ascended slowly through a thicket of
aspen, the cold continually intensifying; but the trail, which had been
growing faint, died out, and an opening showed the top of Storm Peak not
far off and not much above us, though it is 11,000 feet high. I could not
help laughing. He had deliberately turned his back on Estes Park. He then
confessed that he was lost, and that he could not find the way back. His
wife sat down own the ground and cried bitterly. We ate some dry bread, and
then I
said I had had much experience in travelling, and would take the control of the party, which was agreed to, and we began the long descent. Soon after his wife was thrown from her horse, and cried bitterly again from fright and mortification. Soon after that the girth of the mule's saddle broke, and having no crupper, saddle and addenda went over his head, and the flour was dispersed. Next the girth of the woman's saddle broke, and she went over her horse's head. Then he began to fumble helplessly at it, railing against England the whole time, while I secured the saddle, and guided the route back to an outlet of the park. There a fire was built, and we had some bread and bacon; and then a search for water occupied nearly two hours, and resulted in the finding of a mud-hole, trodden and defiled by hundreds of feet of elk, bears, cats, deer, and other beasts, and containing only a few gallons of water as thick as pea-soup, with which we watered our animals and made some strong tea.
The sun was setting in glory as we started for the four hours' ride
home, and the frost was intense, and made our bruised, grazed limbs ache
painfully. I was sorry for Mrs. Chalmers, who had had several falls, and
bore her aches patiently, and had said several times to her husband, with a
kind meaning, "I am real sorry for this woman." I was so tired
with the perpetual stumbling of my home, as well as stiffened
with the bitter cold, that I walked for the last hour or two; and Chalmers, as if to cover his failure, indulged in loud, incessant talk, abusing all other religionists, and railing against England in the coarsest American fashion. Yet, after all, they were not bad souls; and though he failed so grotesquely, he did his incompetent best. The log-fire in the ruinous cabin was cheery, and I kept it up all night, and watched the stars through the holes in the roof, and thought of Long's Peak in its glorious solitude, and resolved that, come what might, I would reach Estes Park.
I.L.B.
do not admit of "making a fuss," and I really think that the rents in my riding-dress will prove the most important part of the accident.
The surroundings here are pleasing. The log cabin, on the top of which a
room with a steep, ornamental Swiss roof has been built, is in a valley
close to a clear, rushing river, which emerges a little higher up from an
inaccessible chasm of great sublimity. One side of the valley is formed by
cliffs and terraces of porphyry as red as the reddest new brick, and at
sunset blazing into vermilion. Through rifts in the nearer ranges there are
glimpses of pine-clothed peaks, which, towards twilight, pass
through every shade of purple and violet. The sky and the earth combine to
form a Wonderland every evening--such rich, velvety colouring in
crimson and violet; such an orange, green, and vermilion sky; such scarlet
and emerald clouds; such an extraordinary dryness and purity of atmosphere,
and then the glorious afterglow which seems to blend earth and heaven! For
colour, the Rocky Mountains beat all I have seen. The air has been cold;
but the sun bright and hot during the last few days.
The story of my host is a story of misfortune. It indicates who should
not come to
Colorado.¹ He and
___________________¹ The story is ended now. A
few months after my visit Mrs. H. died a few days after her confinement,
and was buried on the bleak hill-side, leaving her husband with five
children under six years old, and Dr. H. is a prosperous man on one of the
sunniest islands of the Pacific, with the devoted Swiss friend as his
second wife.
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his wife are under thirty-five. The son of a London physician in large practice, with a liberal education in the largest sense of the word, unusual culture and accomplishments, and the partner of a physician in good practice in the second city in England, he showed symptoms which threatened pulmonary disease. In an evil hour he heard of Colorado with its "unrivalled climate, boundless resources," etc., and, fascinated not only by these material advantages, but by the notion of being able to found or reform society on advanced social theories of his own, he became an emigrant. Mrs. Hughes is one of the most charming, cultured, and lovable women I have ever seen, and their marriage is an ideal one. Both are fitted to shine in any society, but neither had the slightest knowledge of domestic and farming details. Dr. H. did not know how to saddle or harness a horse. Mrs. H. did not know whether you should put an egg into cold or hot water when you meant to boil it! They arrived at Longmount, bought up this claim, rather for the beauty of the scenery than for any substantial advantages, were cheated in land, goods, oxen, everything, and, to the discredit of the settlers, seemed to be regarded as fair game. Everything has failed with them, and though they "rise early, and late take rest, and eat the bread of carefulness," they hardly keep their heads above water. A young Swiss girl, devoted to them both, works as hard as they do. They have
one horse, no waggon, some poultry, and a few cows, but no "hired man." It is the hardest and least ideal struggle that I have ever seen made by educated people. They had all their experience to learn, and they have bought it by losses and hardships. That they have learnt so much surprises me. Dr. H. and these two ladies built the upper room and the addition to the house without help. He has cropped the land himself, and has learned the difficult art of milking cows. Mrs. H. makes all the clothes required for a family of six, and her evenings, when the hard day's work is done and she is ready to drop from fatigue, are spent in mending and patching. The day is one long grind, without rest or enjoyment, or the pleasure of chance intercourse with cultivated people. The few visitors who have "happened in" are the thrifty wives of prosperous settlers, full of housewifely pride, whose one object seems to be to make Mrs. H. feel her inferiority to themselves. I wish she did take a more genuine interest in the "coming-on" of the last calf, the prospects of the squash crop, and the yield and price of butter; but though she has learned to make excellent butter and bread, it is all against the grain. The children ate delightful. The little boys are refined, courteous, childish gentlemen, with love and tenderness to their parents in all their words and actions. Never a rough or harsh word is heard within the house. But the atmosphere of struggles and
difficulties has already told on these infants. They consider their mother in all things, going without butter when they think the stock is low, bringing in wood and water too heavy for them to envy, anxiously speculating on the winter prospect and the crops, yet withal the most childlike and innocent of children.
One of the most painful things in the Western States and Territories is
the extinction of childhood. I have never seen any children, only debased
imitations of men and women, cankered by greed and selfishness, and
asserting and gaining complete independence of their parents at ten years
old. The atmosphere in which they are brought up is one of greed,
godlessness, and frequently of profanity. Consequently these sweet things
seem like flowers in a desert.
Except for love, which here as everywhere raises life into the ideal,
this is a wretched existence. The poor crops have been destroyed by
grasshoppers over and over again, and that talent deified here under the
name of "smartness" has taken advantage of Dr. H. in all
bargains, leaving him with little except food for his children. Experience
has been dearly bought in all ways, and this instance of failure might be a
useful warning to professional men without agricultural experience not to
come and try to make a living by farming in Colorado.
My time here has passed very delightfully in spite of my regret and
anxiety for this interesting family
I should like to stay longer, were it not that they have given up to me their straw bed, and Mrs. H. and her baby, a wizened, fretful child, sleep on the floor in my room, and Dr. H. on the floor downstairs, and the nights are frosty and chill. Work is the order of their day, and of mine, and at night, when the children are in bed, we three ladies patch the clothes and make shirts, and Dr. H. reads Tennyson's poems, or we speak tenderly of that world of culture and noble deeds which seems here "the land very far off," or Mrs. H. lays aside her work for a few minutes and reads some favourite passage of prose or poetry, as I have seldom heard either read before, with a voice of large compass and exquisite tone, quick to interpret every shade of the author's meaning, and soft, speaking eyes, moist with feeling and sympathy. These are our halcyon hours, when we forget the needs of the morrow, and that men still buy, sell, cheat, and strive for gold, and that we are in the Rocky Mountains, and that it is near midnight. But morning comes hot and tiresome, and the never-ending work is oppressive, and Dr. H. comes in from the field two or three times in the day, dizzy and faint, and they condole with each other, and I feel that the Colorado settler needs to be made of sterner stuff and to possess more adaptability.
To-day has been a very pleasant day for me, though I have only
once sat down since 9 A.M., and
it is now 5 P.M. I plotted that the devoted Swiss girl should go to the nearest settlement with two of the children for the day in a neighbour's waggon, and that Dr. and Mrs. H. should get an afternoon of rest and sleep upstairs, while I undertook to do the work and make something of a cleaning. I had a large "wash" of my own, having been hindered last week by my bad arm, but a clothes-wringer which screws on to the side of the tub is a great assistance, and by folding the clothes before passing them through it, I make it serve instead of mangle and iron. After baking the bread and thoroughly cleaning the churn and pails, I began upon the tins and pans, the cleaning of which had fallen into arrears, and was hard at work, very greasy and grimy, when a man came in to know where to ford the river with his ox-team, and as I was showing him he looked pityingly at me, saying, "Be you the new hired girl? Bless me, you're awful small!"
Yesterday we saved three cwt. of tomatoes for winter use, and about two
tons of squash and pumpkin for the cattle, two of the former weighing 140
lbs. I pulled nearly a quarter of an acre of maize, but it was a scanty
crop, and the husks were poorly filled. I much prefer field work to the
scouring of greasy pans and to the wash-tub, and both to either
sewing or writing.
This is not Arcadia. "Smartness," which
con-
sists in over-reaching your neighbour in every fashion which is not illegal, is the quality which is held in the greatest repute, and Mammon is the divinity. From a generation brought up to worship the one and admire the other little can be hoped. In districts distant as this is from "Church Ordinances," there are three ways in which Sunday is spent: one, to make it a day for visiting, hunting, and fishing; another, to spend it in sleeping and abstinence from work; and the third, to continue all the usual occupations, consequently harvesting and felling and hauling timber are to be seen in progress. Last Sunday a man came here and put up a door, and said he didn't believe in the Bible or in a God, and he wasn't going to sacrifice his children's bread to old-fashioned prejudices. There is a manifest indifference to the higher obligations of the law, "judgment, mercy, and faith;" but in the main the settlers are steady, there are few flagrant breaches of morals, industry is the rule, life and property are far safer than in England or Scotland, and the law of universal respect to women is still in full force.
The days are now brilliant and the nights sharply frosty. People are
preparing for the winter. The tourists from the east are trooping into
Denver, and the surveying parties are coming down from the mountains. Snow
has fallen on the higher ranges, and my hopes of getting to Estes Park are
down at zero.
LONGMOUNT, September 25.
Yesterday was perfect. The sun was brilliant and the air cool and
bracing. I felt better, and after a hard day's work and an evening
stroll with my friends in the glorious afterglow, I went to bed cheerful
and hopeful as to the climate and its effect on my health. This morning I
awoke with a sensation of extreme lassitude, and on going out, instead of
the delicious atmosphere of yesterday, I found intolerable suffocating
heat, a blazing (not brilliant) sun, and a
sirocco like a Victorian hot wind. Neuralgia, inflamed eyes, and a sense of
extreme prostration followed, and my acclimatised hosts were somewhat
similarly affected. The sparkle, the crystalline atmosphere, and the glory
of colour of yesterday, had all vanished. We had borrowed a waggon, but Dr.
H.'s strong but lazy horse and a feeble hired one made a poor span;
and though the distance here is only twenty-two miles over level
prairie, our tired animal, and losing the way three times, have kept us
eight and a half hours in the broiling sun. All notions of locality fail me
on the prairie, and Dr. H. was not much better. We took wrong tracks, got
entangled among fences, plunged through the deep mud of irrigation ditches,
and were despondent. It was a miserable drive, sitting on a heap of fodder
under the angry sun. Half-way here we camped at a river, now only a
series of mud-holes, and I fell asleep under the
im-
perfect shade of a cotton-wood tree, dreading the thought of waking and jolting painfully along over the dusty prairie in the dust-laden, fierce sirocco, under the ferocious sun. We never saw man or beast the whole day.
This is the "Chicago Colony," and it is said to be
prospering, after some preliminary land swindles. It is as uninviting as
Fort Collins. We first came upon dust-coloured frame-houses
set down at intervals on the dusty buff plain, each with its dusty wheat or
barley field adjacent, the crop, not the product of the rains of heaven,
but of the muddy overflow of "Irrigating Ditch No. 2." Then
comes a road made up of many converging waggon tracks, which stiffen into a
wide straggling street, in which glaring frame-houses and a few
shops stand opposite to each other. A two-storey house, one of the
whitest and most glaring, and without a verandah like all the others, is
the "St. Vrain Hotel," called after the St. Vrain river, out of
which the ditch is taken which enables Longmount to exist. Everything was
broiling in the heat of the slanting sun, Which all day long had been
beating on the unshaded wooden rooms. The heat within was more sickening
than outside, and black flies covered everything, one's face included.
We all sat fighting the flies in my bedroom, which was cooler than
elsewhere, till a glorious sunset over the Rocky Range, some ten miles off,
compelled us to go
out and enjoy it. Then followed supper, Western fashion, without table-cloths, and all the "unattached" men of Longmount came in and fed silently and rapidly. It was a great treat to have tea to drink, as I had not tasted any for a fortnight. The landlord is a jovial, kindly man. I told him how my plans had failed, and how I was reluctantly going on tomorrow to Denver and New York, being unable to get to Estes Park, and he said there might yet be a chance of some one coming in to-night who would be going up. He soon came to my room and asked definitely what I could do--if I feared cold, if I could "rough it," if I could "ride horseback and lope." Estes Park and its surroundings are, he says, "the most beautiful scenery in Colorado," and "it's a real shame," he added, "for you not to see it." We had hardly sat down to tea when he came, saying, "You're in luck this time; two young men have just come in and are going up to-morrow morning." I am rather pleased, and have hired a horse for three days; but I am not very hopeful, for I am almost ill of the smothering heat, and still suffer from my fall, and not having been on horseback since, thirty miles will be a long ride. Then I fear that the accommodation is as rough as Chalmers's, and that solitude will be impossible. We have been strolling in the street ever since it grew dark to get the little air, which is moving.
ESTES PARK!!! September 28.
I wish I could let those three notes of admiration go to you instead of
a letter. They mean everything that is rapturous and
delightful--grandeur, cheerfulness, health, enjoyment, novelty,
freedom, etc. etc. I have just dropped into the very place I have been
seeking, but in everything it exceeds all my dreams. There is health in
every breath of air; I am much better already, and get up to a seven
o'clock breakfast without difficulty. It is quite comfortable--in
the fashion that I like. I have a log cabin, raised on six posts, all to
myself, with a skunk's lair underneath it, and a small lake close to
it. There is a frost every night, and all day it is cool enough for a
roaring fire. The ranchman, who is half hunter half stockman, and his wife
are jovial, hearty Welsh people from Llanberis, who laugh with loud, cheery
British laughs, sing in parts down to the youngest child, are
free-hearted and hospitable, and pile the pitch-pine logs
half-way up the great rude chimney. There has been fresh meat each
day since I came, delicious bread baked daily, excellent potatoes, tea and
coffee, and an abundant supply of milk like cream. I have a clean hay bed
with six blankets, and there are neither bugs nor fleas. The scenery is the
most glorious I have ever seen, and is above us, around us, at the very
door. Most people have advised me to go to Colorado Springs, and only one
mentioned this
place, and till I reached Longmount I never saw any one who had been there, but I saw from the lie of the country that it must be most superbly situated. People said, however, that it was most difficult of access, and that the season for it was over. In travelling there is nothing like dissecting people's statements, which are usually coloured by their estimate of the powers or likings of the person spoken to, making all reasonable inquiries, and then pertinaciously but quietly carrying out one's own plans. This is perfection, and all the requisites for health are present, including plenty of horses and grass to ride on.
It is not easy to sit down to write after ten hours of hard riding,
especially in a cabin full of people, and wholesome fatigue may make my
letter flat when it ought to be enthusiastic. I was awake all night at
Longmount owing to the stifling heat, and got up nervous and miserable,
ready to give up the thought of coming here, but the sunrise over the
plains, and the wonderful red of the Rocky Mountains, as they reflected the
eastern sky, put spirit into me. The landlord had got a horse, but could
not give any satisfactory assurances of his being quiet, and being much
shaken by my fall at Canyon, I earnestly wished that the Greeley
Tribune had not given me a reputation for horsemanship, which had
preceded me here. The young men who were to escort me "seemed very
innocent," he said, but I have not
arrived at his meaning yet. When the horse appeared in the street at 8.30, I saw, to my dismay, a high-bred, beautiful creature, stable-kept, with arched neck, quivering nostrils, and restless ears and eyes. My pack, as on Hawaii, was strapped behind the Mexican saddle, and my canvas bag hung on the horn, but the horse did not look fit to carry "gear" and seemed to require two men to hold and coax him. There were many loafers about, and I shrank from going out and mounting in my old Hawaiian riding-dress, though Dr. and Mrs. H. assured me that I looked quite "insignificant and unnoticeable." We got away at nine with repeated injunctions from the landlord in the words, "Oh, you should be heroic!"
The sky was cloudless, and a deep brilliant blue, and though the sun was
hot the air was fresh and bracing. The ride for glory and delight I shall
label along with one to Hanalei, and another to Mauna Kea, Hawaii. I felt
better quite soon; the horse in gait and temper turned out
perfection--all spring and spirit, elastic in his motion, walking fast
and easily, and cantering with a light, graceful swing as soon as one
pressed the reins on his neck, a blithe, joyous animal, to whom a day among
the mountains seemed a pleasant frolic. So gentle he was, that when I got
off and walked he followed me without being led, and without needing any
one to hold him he allowed me to mount on either side. In addition
to the charm of his movements he has the cat-like sure-footedness of a Hawaiian horse, and fords rapid and rough-bottomed rivers, and gallops among stones and stumps, and down steep hills, with equal security. I could have ridden him a hundred miles as easily as thirty. We have only been together two days, yet we are firm friends, and thoroughly understand each other. I should not require another companion on a long-mountain tour. All his ways are those of an animal brought up without curb, whip, or spur, trained by the voice, and used only to kindness, as is happily the case with the majority of horses in the Western States. Consequently, unless they are broncos, they exercise their intelligence for your advantage, and do their work rather as friends than as machines.
I soon began not only to feel better, but to be exhilarated with the
delightful motion. The sun was behind us, and puffs of a cool elastic air
came down from the glorious mountains in front. We cantered across six
miles of prairie, and then reached the beautiful canyon of the St. Vrain,
which, towards its mouth, is a narrow, fertile, wooded valley, through
which a bright rapid river, which we forded many times, hurries along, with
twists and windings innumerable. Ah, how brightly its ripples danced in the
glittering sunshine, and how musically its waters murmured like the streams
of windward Hawaii! We lost our way over and over again, though the
"innocent" young men had been there before; indeed, it would require some talent to master the intricacies of that devious trail, but settlers making hay always appeared in the nick of time to put us on the right track. Very fair it was, after the brown and burning plains, and the variety was endless. Cotton-wood trees were green and bright, aspens shivered in golden tremulousness, wild grape-vines trailed their lemon-coloured foliage along the ground, and the Virginia creeper hung its crimson sprays here and there, lighting up green and gold into glory. Sometimes from under the cool and bowery shade of the coloured tangle we passed into the cool St. Vrain, and then were wedged between its margin and lofty cliffs and terraces of incredibly staring, fantastic rocks, lined, patched, and splashed with carmine, vermilion, greens of all tints, blue, yellow, orange, violet, deep crimson, colouring that no artist would dare to represent, and of which, in sober prose, I scarcely dare tell. Long's wonderful peaks, which hitherto had gleamed above the green, now disappeared, to be seen no more for twenty miles. We entered on an ascending valley, where the gorgeous hues of the rocks were intensified by the blue gloom of the pitch-pines, and then taking a track to the north-west we left the softer world behind, and all traces of man and his works, and plunged into the Rocky Mountains.
There were wonderful ascents then up which I
led my horse: wild fantastic views opening up continually, a recurrence of surprises; the air keener and purer with every mile, the sensation of loneliness more singular. A tremendous ascent among rocks and pines to a height of 9000 feet brought us to a passage seven feet wide through a wall of rock, with an abrupt descent of 2000 feet, and a yet higher ascent beyond. I never saw anything so strange as looking back. It was a single gigantic ridge which we had passed through, standing up knife-like, built up entirely of great brick-shaped masses of bright-red rock, some of them as large as the Royal Institution, Edinburgh, piled one on another by Titans. Pitch-pines grew out of their crevices, but there was not a vestige of soil. Beyond, wall beyond wall of similar construction, and range above range, rose into the blue sky. Fifteen miles more over great ridges, along passes dark with shadow, and so narrow that we had to ride in the beds of the streams which had excavated them, round the bases of colossal pyramids of rock crested with pines, up into fair upland "parks," scarlet in patches with the poison oak, parks so beautifully arranged by nature that I momentarily expected to come upon some stately mansion, but that afternoon crested blue jays and chipmonks had them all to themselves. Here, in the early morning, deer, bighorn, and the stately elk, come down to feed, and there, in the night, prowl
and growl the Rocky Mountain lion, the grizzly bear, and the cowardly wolf. There were chasms of immense depth, dark with the indigo gloom of pines, and mountains with snow gleaming on their splintered crests, loveliness to bewilder and grandeur to awe, and still streams and shady pools, and cool depths of shadow; mountains again, dense with pines, among which patches of aspen gleamed like gold; valleys where the yellow cottonwood mingled with the crimson oak, and so, on and on through the lengthening shadows, till the trail, which in places had been hardly legible, became well defined, and we entered a long gulch with broad swellings of grass belted with pines.
A very pretty mare, hobbled, was feeding; a collie dog barked at us, and
among the scrub, not far from the track, there was a rude, black log cabin,
as rough as it could be to be a shelter at all, with smoke coming out of
the roof and window. We diverged towards it; it mattered not that it was
the home, or rather den, of a notorious "ruffian" and
"desperado." One of my companions had disappeared hours before,
the remaining one was a town-bred youth. I longed to speak to some
one who loved the mountains. I called the hut a den--it
looked like the den of a wild beast. The big dog lay outside it in a
threatening attitude and growled. The mud roof was covered with lynx,
beaver, and other furs laid out to dry,
beaver paws were pinned out on the logs, a part of the carcass of a deer hung at one end of the cabin, a skinned beaver lay in front of a heap of peltry just within the door, and antlers of deer, old horseshoes, and offal of many animals, lay about the den. Roused by the growling of the dog, his owner came out, a broad, thickset man, about the middle height, with an old cap on his head, and wearing a grey hunting-suit much the worse for wear (almost falling to pieces, in fact), a digger's scarf knotted round his waist, a knife in his belt, and "a bosom friend," a revolver, sticking out of the breast-pocket of his coat; his feet, which were very small, were bare; except for some dilapidated moccasins made of horse hide. The marvel was how his clothes hung together, and on him. The scarf round his waist must have had something to do with it. His face was remarkable. He is a man about forty-five, and must have been strikingly handsome. He has large grey-blue eyes, deeply set, with well-marked eyebrows, a handsome aquiline nose, and a very handsome mouth. His face was smooth-shaven except for a dense moustache and imperial. Tawny hair, in thin uncared-for curls, fell from under his hunter's cap and over his collar. One eye was entirely gone, and the loss made one side of the face repulsive, while the other might have been modeled in marble. "Desperado" was written in large letters all over him. I almost repented of
having sought his acquaintance. His first impulse was to swear at the dog,
but on seeing a lady he contented himself with kicking him, and coming up
to me he raised his cap, showing as he did so a magnificently-formed
brow and head, and in a cultured tone of voice asked if there were anything
he could do for me? I asked for some water, and he brought some in a
battered tin, gracefully apologising for not having anything more
presentable. We entered into conversation, and as he spoke I forgot both
his reputation and appearance, for his manner was that of a chivalrous
gentleman, his accent refined, and his language easy and elegant. I
inquired about some beavers' paws which were drying, and in a moment;
they hung on the horn of my saddle. Apropos
of
the wild animals of the region, he told me that the loss of his eye was
owing to a recent encounter with a grizzly bear, which, after giving him a
death hug, tearing him all over, breaking his arm and scratching out his
eye, had left him for dead. As we rode away, for the sun was sinking, he
said, courteously, "You are not an American. I know from your voice
that you are a countrywoman of mine. I hope you will allow me the pleasure
of calling on you."¹ This
___________________¹ Of this unhappy man, who
was shot nine months later within two miles of his cabin, I write in the
subsequent letters only as he appeared to me. His life, without doubt, was
deeply stained with crimes and vices, and his reputation for ruffianism was
a deserved one. But in my intercourse with him I saw more of his nobler
instincts than of the darker parts of his character, which, unfortunately
for himself and others, showed itself in its worst colours at the time of
his tragic end. It was not until after I left Colorado, not indeed until
after his death, that I heard of the worst points of his character.
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man, known through the Territories and beyond them as "Rocky Mountain Jim," or, more briefly, as "Mountain Jim," is one of the famous scouts of the Plains, and is the original of some daring portraits in fiction concerning Indian frontier warfare. So far as I have at present heard, he is a man for whom there is now no room, for the time for blows and blood in this part of Colorado is past, and the fame of many daring exploits is sullied by crimes which are not easily forgiven here. He now has a "squatter's claim," but makes his living as a trapper, and is a complete child of the mountains. Of his genius and chivalry to women there does not appear to be any doubt; but he is a desperate character, and is subject to "ugly fits," when people think it best to avoid him. It is here regarded as an evil that he has located himself at the mouth of the only entrance to the Park, for he is dangerous with his pistols, and it would be safer if he were not here. His besetting sin is indicated in the verdict pronounced on him by my host: "When he's sober Jim's a perfect gentleman; but when he's had liquor he's the most awful ruffian in Colorado."
From the ridge on which this gulch terminates, at a height of 9000 feet,
we saw at last Estes Park, lying 1500 feet below in the glory of the
setting sun, an irregular basin, lighted up by the bright waters of the
rushing Thompson, guarded by sentinel mountains of fantastic shape and
monstrous size, with Long's Peak rising above them all in
unapproachable grandeur, while the Snowy Range, with its outlying spurs
heavily timbered, come down upon the Park slashed by stupendous canyons
lying deep in purple gloom. The rushing river was blood-red,
Long's Peak was aflame, the glory of the glowing heaven was given back
from earth. Never, nowhere, have I seen anything to equal the view into
Estes Park. The mountains "of the land which is very far off"
are very near now, but the near is more glorious than the far, and reality
than dreamland. The mountain fever seized me, and, giving my tireless horse
one encouraging word, he dashed at full gallop over a mile of smooth sward
at delirious speed. But I was hungry, and the air was frosty, and I was
wondering what the prospects of food and shelter were in this enchanted
region, when we came suddenly upon a small lake, close to which was a very
trim-looking log cabin, with a flat mud roof, with four smaller
ones; picturesquely dotted about near it, two
corrals,¹
___________________¹ A corral
is a fenced enclosure for cattle. This word, with
bronco, ranch, and a few others, are
adaptations from the Spanish, and are used as extensively throughout
California and the Territories as is the Spanish or Mexican saddle.
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a long shed, in front of which a steer was being killed, a log-dairy with a water-wheel, some haypiles, and various evidences of comfort; and two men, on serviceable horses, were just bringing in some tolerable cows to be milked. A short, pleasant-looking man ran up to me and shook hands gleefully, which surprised me; but he has since told me that in the evening light he thought I was "Mountain Jim, dressed up as a woman!" I recognised in him a countryman, and he introduced himself as Griffith Evans, a Welshman from the slate quarries near Llanberis. When the cabin-door was opened I saw a good-sized log room, unchinked, however, with windows of infamous glass, looking two ways; a rough stone fireplace, in which pine logs, half as large as I am, were burning; a boarded floor, a round table, two rocking-chairs, a carpet-covered backwoods couch; and skins, Indian bows and arrows, wampum belts, and antlers, fitly decorated the rough walls, and equally fitly rifles were stuck up in the corners. Seven men, smoking, were lying about on the floor, a sick man lay on the couch, and a middle-aged lady sat at the table writing. I went out again and asked Evans if he could take me in, expecting nothing better than a shakedown; but, to my joy, he told me he could give me a cabin to myself, two minutes'
walk from his own. So in this glorious upper world, with the mountain pines behind and the clear lake in front, in the "blue hollow at the foot of Long's Peak," at a height of 7500 feet, where the hoar frost crisps the grass every night of the year, I have found far more than I ever dared to hope for.
I.L.B.
Long's Peak, 14,700 feet high, blocks up one end of Estes Park, and
dwarfs all the surrounding mountains. From it on this side rise,
snow-born, the bright St. Vrain, and the Big and Little Thompson. By
sunlight or moonlight its splintered grey crest is the one object which, in
spite of wapiti and bighorn, skunk and grizzly, unfailingly arrests the
eye. From it come all storms of snow and wind, and the forked lightnings
play round its head like a glory. It is
one of the noblest of mountains, but in one's imagination it grows to be much more than a mountain. It becomes invested with a personality. In its caverns and abysses one comes to fancy that it generates and chains the strong winds, to let them loose in its fury. The thunder becomes its voice, and the lightning do it homage. Other summits blush under the morning kiss of the sun, and turn pale the next moment; but it detains the first sunlight and holds it round its head for an hour at least, till it pleases to change from rosy red to deep blue; and the sunset, as if spell-bound, lingers latest on its crest. The soft winds which hardly rustle the pine needles down here are raging rudely up there round its motionless summit. The mark of fire is upon it; and though it has passed into a grim repose, it tells of fire and upheaval as truly, though not as eloquently, as the living volcanoes of Hawaii. Here under its shadow one learns how naturally nature worship, and the propitiation of the forces of nature arose in minds which had no better light.
Long's Peak, "the American Matterhorn," as some call
it, was ascended five years ago for the first time. I thought I should like
to attempt it, but up to Monday, when Evans left for Denver, cold water was
thrown upon the project. It was too late in the season, the winds were
likely to be strong, etc.; but just before leaving, Evans said that the
weather was looking
more settled, and if I did not get farther than the timber line it would be worth going. Soon after he left, "Mountain Jim" came in, and said he would go up as guide, and the two youths who rode here with me from Longmount and I caught at the proposal. Mrs. Edwards at once baked bread for three days, steaks were cut from the steer which hangs up conveniently, and tea, sugar, and butter were benevolently added. Our picnic was not to be a luxurious or "well-found" one, for, in order to avoid the expense of a pack mule, we limited our luggage to what our saddle horses could carry. Behind my saddle I carried three pair of camping blankets and a quilt, which reached to my shoulders. My own boots were so much worn that it was painful to walk, even about the park, in them, so Evans had lent me a pair of his hunting boots, which hung to the horn of my saddle. The horses of the two young men were equally loaded, for we had to prepare for many degrees of frost. "Jim" was a shocking figure; he had on an old pair of high boots, with a baggy pair of old trousers made of deer hide, held on by an old scarf tucked into them; a leather shirt, with three or four ragged unbuttoned waistcoats over it; an old smashed wideawake, from under which his tawny, neglected ringlets hung; and with his one eye, his one long spur, his knife in his belt, his revolver in his waistcoat pocket, his saddle covered with an old beaver-skin, from which the paws hung
down; his camping blankets behind him, his rifle laid across the saddle in front of him, and his axe, canteen, and other gear hanging to the horn, he was as awful looking a ruffian as one could see. By way of contrast he rode a small Arab mare, of exquisite beauty, skittish, high-spirited, gentle, but altogether too light for him, and he fretted her incessantly to make her display herself.
Heavily loaded as all our horses were, "Jim" started over
the half-mile of level grass at a hand-gallop, and then
throwing his mare on her haunches, pulled up alongside of me, and with a
grace of manner which soon made me forget his appearance, entered into a
conversation which lasted for more than three hours, in spite of the
manifold checks of fording streams, single file, abrupt ascents and
descents, and other incidents of mountain travel. The ride was one series
of glories and surprises, of "park" and glade, of lake and
stream, of mountains on mountains, culminating in the rent pinnacles of
Long's Peak, which looked yet grander and ghastlier as we crossed an
attendant mountain 11,000 feet. high. The slanting sun added fresh beauty
every hour. There were dark pines against a lemon sky, grey peaks reddening
and etherealising, gorges of deep and infinite blue, floods of golden glory
pouring through canyons of enormous depth, an atmosphere of absolute
purity, an occasional foreground of cotton-wood and
aspen flaunting in red and gold to intensify the blue gloom of the pines, the trickle and murmur of streams fringed with icicles, the strange sough of gusts moving among the pine tops--sights and sounds not of the lower earth, but of the solitary, beast-haunted, frozen upper altitudes. From the dry, buff grass of Estes Park we turned off up a trail on the side of a pinehung-gorge, up a steep pine-clothed hill, down to a small valley, rich in fine, sun-cured hay about eighteen inches high, and enclosed by high mountains whose deepest hollow contains a lily-covered lake, fitly named "The Lake of the Lilies." Ah, how magical its beauty was, as it slept in silence, while there the dark pines were mirrored motionless in its pale gold, and here the great white lily cups and dark green leaves rested on amethyst-coloured water!
From this we ascended into the purple gloom of great pine forests which
clothe the skirts of the mountains up to a height of about 11,000 feet, and
from their chill and solitary depths we had glimpses of golden atmosphere
and rose-lit summits, not of "the land very far off,"
but of the land nearer now in all its grandeur, gaining in sublimity by
nearness--glimpses, too, through a broken vista of purple gorges, of
the illimitable Plains lying idealised in the late sunlight, their baked,
brown expanse transfigured into the likeness of a sunset sea rolling
infinitely in waves of misty gold.
We rode upwards through the gloom on a steep trail blazed through the
forest, all my intellect concentrated on avoiding being dragged off my
horse by impending branches, or having the blankets badly torn, as those of
my companions were, by sharp dead limbs, between which there was hardly
room to pass--the horses breathless, and requiring to stop every few
yards, though their riders, except myself, were afoot. The gloom of the
dense, ancient, silent forest is to me awe-inspiring. On such an
evening it is soundless, except for the branches creaking in the soft wind,
the frequent snap of decayed timber, and a murmur in the pine tops as of a
not distant waterfall, all tending to produce eeriness and a
sadness "hardly akin to pain." There no lumberer's axe has
ever rung. The trees die when they have attained their prime, and stand
there, dead and bare, till the fierce mountain winds lay them prostrate.
The pines grew smaller and more sparse as we ascended, and the last
stragglers wore a tortured, warring look. The timber line was passed, but
yet a little higher a slope of mountain meadow dipped to the
south-west towards a bright stream trickling under ice and icicles,
and there a grove of the beautiful silver spruce marked our camping ground.
The trees were in miniature, but so exquisitely arranged that one might
well ask what artist's hand had planted them, scattering them here,
clumping them there, and training their slim
spires towards heaven. Hereafter, when I call up memories of the glorious, the view from this camping ground will come up. Looking east, gorges opened to the distant Plains, then fading into purple grey. Mountains with pine-clothed skirts rose in ranges, or, solitary, uplifted their grey summits, while close behind, but nearly 3000 feet above us, towered the bald white crest of Long's Peak, its huge precipices red with the light of a sun long lost to our eyes. Close to us, in the caverned side of the Peak, was snow that, owing to its position, is eternal. Soon the afterglow came on, and before it faded a big half-moon hung out of the heavens, shining through the silver blue foliage of the pines on the frigid background of snow, and turning the whole into fairyland. The "photo" which accompanies this letter is by a courageous Denver artist who attempted the ascent just before I arrived, but, after camping out at the timber line for a week, was foiled by the perpetual storms, and was driven down again, leaving some very valuable apparatus about 3000 feet from the summit.
Unsaddling and picketing the horses securely, making the beds of pine
shoots, and dragging up logs for fuel, warmed us all. "Jim"
built up a great fire, and before long we were all sitting round it at
supper. It didn't matter much that we had to drink our tea out of the
battered meat-tins in which it was
boiled, and eat strips of beef reeking with pine smoke without plates or forks.
"Treat Jim as a gentleman and you'll find him one," I
had been told; and though his manner was certainly bolder and freer than
that of gentlemen generally, no imaginary fault could be found. He was very
agreeable as a man of culture as well as a child of nature; the desperado
was altogether out of sight. He was very courteous and even kind to me,
which was fortunate, as the young men had little idea of showing even
ordinary civilities. That night I made the acquaintance of his dog
"Ring," said to be the best hunting-dog in Colorado,
with the body and legs of a collie, but a head approaching that of a
mastiff, a noble face with a wistful human expression, and the most
truthful eyes I ever saw in an animal. His master loves him if he loves
anything, but in his savage moods ill-treats him.
"Ring's" devotion never swerves, and his truthful eyes are
rarely taken off his master's face. He is almost human in his
intelligence, and, unless he is told to do so, he never takes notice of any
one but "Jim." In a tone as if speaking to a human being, his
master, pointing to me, said, "Ring, go to that lady, and don't
leave her again to-night." "Ring" at once came to
me, looked into my face, laid his head on my shoulder, and then lay down
beside me with his head on my lap, but never taking his eyes from
"Jim's" face.
The long shadows of the pines lay upon the frosted grass, an aurora
leaped fitfully, and the moonlight, though intensely bright, was pale
beside the red, leaping flames of our pine logs and their red glow on our
gear, ourselves, and Ring's truthful face. One of the young men sang a
Latin student's song and two negro melodies; the other, "Sweet
Spirit, hear my Prayer." "Jim" sang one of Moore's
melodies in a singular falsetto, and all together sang "The
Star-spangled Banner" and "The Red, White, and
Blue." Then "Jim" recited a very clever poem of his own
composition, and told some fearful Indian stories. A group of small silver
spruces away from the fire was my sleeping-place. The artist who had
been up there had so woven and interlaced their lower branches as to form a
bower, affording at once shelter from the wind and a most agreeable
privacy. It was thickly strewn with young pine shoots, and these, when
covered with a blanket, with an inverted saddle for a pillow, made a
luxurious bed. The mercury at 9 P.M. was 12° below the freezing point.
"Jim," after a last look at the horses, made a huge fire, and
stretched himself out beside it, but "Ring" lay at my back to
keep me warm. I could not sleep, but the night passed rapidly. I was
anxious about the ascent, for gusts of ominous sound swept through the
pines at intervals. Then wild animals howled, and "Ring" was
perturbed in spirit about them. Then
it was strange to see the notorious desperado, a red-handed man, sleeping as quietly as innocence sleeps. But, above all, it was exciting to lie there, with no better shelter than a bower of pines, on a mountain 11,000 feet high, in the very heart of the Rocky Range, under twelve degrees of frost, hearing sounds of wolves, with shivering stars looking through the fragrant canopy, with arrowy pines for bed-posts, and for a night lamp the red flames of a camp fire.
Day dawned long before the sun rose, pure and lemon-coloured. The
rest were looking after the horses, when one of the students came running
to tell me that I must come farther down the slope, for "Jim"
said he had never seen such a sunrise. From the chill, grey Peak above,
from the everlasting snows, from the silvered pines, down through mountain
ranges with their depths of Tyrian purple, we looked to where the Plains
lay cold, in blue grey, like a morning sea against a far horizon. Suddenly,
as a dazzling streak at first, but enlarging rapidly into a dazzling
sphere, the sun wheeled above the grey line, a light and glory as when it
was first created. "Jim" involuntarily and reverently uncovered
his head, and exclaimed, "I believe there is a God!" I felt as
if, Parsee-like, I must worship. The grey of the Plains changed to
purple, the sky was all one rose-red flush, on which vermilion
cloud-streaks rested; the ghastly peaks gleamed like rubies, the
earth and heavens were new-created. Surely "the
Most High dwelleth not in temples made with hands!" For a full hour those Plains simulated the ocean, down to whose limitless expanse of purple, cliffs, rocks, and promontories swept down.
By seven we had finished breakfast, and passed into the ghastlier
solitudes above, I riding as far as what, rightly or wrongly, are called
the "Lava Beds," an expanse of large and small boulders, with
snow in their crevices. It was very cold; some water which we crossed was
frozen hard enough to bear the horse. "Jim" had advised me
against taking any wraps, and my thin Hawaiian riding-dress, only
fit for the tropics, was penetrated by the keen air. The rarefied
atmosphere soon began to oppress our breathing, and I found that
Evans's boots were so large that I had no foothold. Fortunately,
before the real difficulty of the ascent began, we found, under a rock, a
pair of small over-shoes, probably left by the Hayden exploring
expedition, which just lasted for the day. As we were leaping from rock to
rock, "Jim" said, "I was thinking in the night about your
travelling alone, and wondering where you carried your Derringer, for I
could see no signs of it." On my telling him that I travelled
unarmed, he could hardly believe it, and adjured me to get a revolver at
once.
On arriving at the "Notch" (a literal gate of rock), we
found ourselves absolutely on the knife-like ridge or backbone of
Long's Peak, only a few feet wide covered with colossal boulders and
frag-
ments, and on the other side shelving in one precipitous,
snow-patched sweep of 3000 feet to a picturesque hollow, containing
a lake of pure green water. Other lakes, hidden among dense pine woods,
were farther off, while close above us rose the Peak, which, for about 500
feet, is a smooth, gaunt, inaccessible looking pile of granite. Passing
through the "Notch," we looked along the nearly inaccessible
side of the Peak, composed of boulders and
ridge of the Divide, whose bright waters seek both the Atlantic and Pacific
Oceans. There, far below, links of diamonds showed where the Grand River
takes its rise to seek the mysterious Colorado, with its still unsolved
enigma, and lose itself in the waters of the Pacific; and nearer the
snow-born Thompson bursts forth from the ice to begin its journey to
the Gulf of Mexico. Nature, rioting in her grandest mood, exclaimed with
voices of grandeur, solitude, sublimity, beauty, and infinity, "Lord,
what is man, that Thou art mindful of him? or the son of man, that Thou
visitest him?" Never-to-be-forgotten glories
they were, burnt in upon my memory by six succeeding hours of terror. You
know I have no head and no ankles, and never ought to dream of
mountaineering; and had I known that the ascent was a real mountaineering
feat I should not have felt the slightest ambition to perform it. As it is,
I am only humiliated by my success, for "Jim" dragged me up,
like a bale of goods, by sheer force of muscle. At the "Notch"
the real business of the ascent began. Two thousand feet of solid rock
towered above us, four thousand feet of broken rock shelved precipitously
below; smooth granite ribs, with barely foothold, stood out here and there;
melted snow refrozen several times, presented a more serious obstacle; many
of the rocks were loose, and tumbled down when touched. To me it was a time
of extreme
terror. I was roped to "Jim," but it was of no use my feet were
paralysed and slipped on the bare rock, and he said it was useless to try
to go that way, and we retraced our steps. I wanted to return to the
"Notch," knowing that my incompetence would detain the party,
and one of the young men said almost plainly that a woman was a dangerous
encumbrance, but the trapper replied shortly that if it were not to take a
lady up he would not go up at all. He went on to explore, and reported that
further progress on the correct line of ascent was blocked by ice; and then
for two hours we descended, lowering ourselves by our hands from rock to
rock along a boulder-strewn sweep of 4000 feet, patched with ice and
snow, and perilous from rolling stones. My fatigue, giddiness, and pain
from bruised ankles, and arms half pulled out of their sockets, were so
great that I should never have gone half-way had not
"Jim,"
nolens volens, dragged me along with a
patience
and skill, and withal a determination that I should ascend the Peak, which
never failed. After descending about 2000 feet to avoid the ice, we got
into a deep ravine with inaccessible sides, partly filled with ice and snow
and partly with large and small fragments of rock, which were constantly
giving way, rendering the footing very insecure. That part to me was two
hours of painful and unwilling submission to the inevitable; of trembling,
slipping, straining, of smooth ice appearing when it
was least expected, and of weak entreaties to be left behind while the
others went on. "Jim" always said that there was no danger,
that there was only a short bad bit ahead, and that I should go up even if
he carried me!
than that from the "Notch." At the foot of the precipice below
us lay a lovely lake, wood embosomed, from or near which the bright St.
Vrain and other streams take their rise. I thought how their clear cold
waters, growing turbid in the affluent: flats would heat under the
tropic sun, and eventually form part of that great ocean river which
renders our far-off islands habitable by impinging on their shores.
Snowy ranges, one behind the other, extended to the distant horizon,
folding in their wintry embrace the beauties of Middle Park. Pike's
Peak, more than one hundred miles off, lifted that vast but shapeless
summit which is the landmark of Southern Colorado. There were snow patches,
snow slashes, snow abysses, snow forlorn and soiled-looking, snow
pure and dazzling, snow glistening above the purple robe of pine worn by
all the mountains; while away to the east, in limitless breadth, stretched
the green-grey of the endless Plains. Giants everywhere reared their
splintered crests. From thence, with a single sweep, the eye takes in a
distance of 300 miles--that distance to the west, north, and south
being made up of mountains ten, eleven, twelve, and thirteen thousand feet
in height, dominated by Long's Peak, Gray's Peak, and Pike's
Peak, all nearly the height of Mont Blanc! On the Plains we traced the
rivers by their fringe of cotton-woods to the distant Platte, and
between us and them lay glories of mountain,
canyon, and lake, sleeping in depths of blue and purple most ravishing to
the eye.
the lungs, and the intense dryness of the day and the rarefaction of the
air, at a height of nearly 15,000 feet, made respiration very painful.
There is always water on the Peak, but it was frozen as hard as a rock, and
the sucking of ice and snow increases thirst. We all suffered severely from
the want of water, and the gasping for breath made our mouths and tongues
so dry that articulation was difficult, and the speech of all
unnatural.
might steady my feet against his powerful shoulders. I was no longer giddy,
and faced the precipice of 3500 feet without a shiver. Repassing the Ledge
and Lift, we accomplished the descent through 1500 feet of ice and snow,
with many falls and bruises, but no worse mishap, and there separated, the
young men taking the steepest but most direct way to the Notch, with the
intention of getting ready for the march home; and "Jim" and I
taking what he thought the safer route for me--a descent over boulders
for 2000 feet, and then a tremendous ascent to the "Notch." I
had various falls, and once hung by my frock, which caught on a rock, and
"Jim" severed it with his hunting-knife, upon which I
fell into a crevice full of soft snow. We were driven lower down the
mountains than he had intended by impassable tracts of ice, and the ascent
was tremendous. For the last 200 feet the boulders were of enormous size,
and the steepness fearful. Sometimes I drew myself up on hands and knees,
sometimes crawled; sometimes "Jim" pulled me up by my arms or a
lariat, and sometimes I stood on his shoulders, or he made steps for me of
his feet and hands, but at six we stood on the Notch in the splendour of
the sinking sun, all colour deepening, all peaks glorifying, all shadows
purpling, all peril past.
siderate beyond anything, though I knew that he must be grievously
disappointed, both in my courage and strength. Water was an object of
earnest desire. My tongue rattled in my mouth, and I could hardly
articulate. It is good for one's sympathies to have for once a severe
experience of thirst. Truly, there was
branches, whitening the bald Peak above, and glittering on the great abyss
of snow behind, and pine logs were blazing like a bonfire in the cold still
air. My feet were so icy cold that I could not sleep again, and getting
some blankets to sit in, and making a roll of them for my back, I sat for
two hours by the camp fire. It was weird and gloriously beautiful. The
students were asleep not far off in their blankets with their feet towards
the fire. "Ring" lay on one side of me with his fine head on my
arm, and his master sat smoking, with the fire lighting up the handsome
side of his face, and except for the tones of our voices, and an occasional
crackle and splutter as a pine knot blazed up, there was no sound on the
mountain side. The beloved stars of my far-off home were overhead,
the Plough and Pole Star, with their steady light; the glittering Pleiades,
looking larger than I ever saw them, and "Orion's studded
belt" shining gloriously. Once only some wild animals prowled near
the camp, when "Ring," with one bound, disappeared from my
side; and the horses, which were picketed by the stream, broke their
lariats, stampeded, and came rushing wildly towards the fire, and it was
fully half an hour before they were caught and quiet was restored.
"Jim," or Mr. Nugent, as I always scrupulously called him, told
stories of his early youth, and of a great sorrow which had led him to
embark on a lawless and desperate life. His
voice trembled, and tears rolled down his cheek. Was it
semi-conscious acting, I wondered, or was his dark soul really
stirred to its depths by the silence, the beauty, and the memories of
youth?
snaps them short off, and the lightning plays round the blasted top of
Long's Peak, and the hardy hunters divert themselves with the thought
that when I go to bed I must turn out and face the storm!
cowardly; the coyote and the lynx, and all the lesser fry of mink, marten,
cat, hare, fox, squirrel and chipmonk, as well as things that fly, from the
eagle down to the crested blue-jay. May their number never be less,
in spite of the hunter who kills for food and gain, and the sportsman who
kills and marauds for pastime!
waistcoated trout, or running up in soft glades into the dark forest, above
which the snow-peaks rise in their infinite majesty. Some are bits
of meadow a mile long and very narrow, with a small stream, a
beaver-dam, and a pond made by beaver industry. Hundreds of these
can only be reached by riding in the bed of a stream, or by scrambling up
some narrow canyon till it debouches on the fairy-like stretch
above. These parks are the feeding-grounds of innumerable wild
animals, and some, like one three miles off, seem chosen for the process of
antler-casting, the grass being covered for at least a square mile
with the magnificent branching horns of the elk.
everywhere making music through the still, long nights. Here and there the
lawns are so smooth, the trees so artistically grouped, a lake makes such
an artistic foreground, or a waterfall comes tumbling down with such an
apparent feeling for the picturesque, that I am almost angry with Nature
for her close imitation of art. But in another hundred yards Nature,
glorious, unapproachable, inimitable, is herself again, raising one's
thoughts reverently upwards to her Creator and ours. Grandeur and
sublimity, not softness, are the features of Estes Park. The glades which
begin so softly are soon lost in the dark primæval forests, with
their peaks of rosy granite, and their stretches of granite blocks piled
and poised by nature in some mood of fury. The streams are lost in canyons
nearly or quite inaccessible, awful in their blackness and darkness; every
valley ends in mystery; seven mountain ranges raise their frowning barriers
between us and the Plains, and at the south end of the park Long's
Peak rises to a height of 14,700 feet, with his bare, scathed head slashed
with eternal snow. The lowest part of the Park is 7500 feet high; and
though the sun is hot during the day, the mercury hovers near the
freezing-point every night of the summer. An immense quantity of
snow falls, but partly owing to the tremendous winds which drift it into
the deep valleys, and partly to the bright warm sun of the winter months,
the Park is never
snowed up, and a number of cattle and horses are wintered out of doors on
its sun-cured, saccharine grasses, of which the
gramma grass is the most valuable. The soil here, as
elsewhere in the neighbourhood, is nearly everywhere coarse, grey, granitic
dust, produced probably by the disintegration of the surrounding mountains.
It does not hold water, and is never wet in any weather. There are no thaws
here. The snow mysteriously disappears by rapid evaporation. Oats grow, but
do not ripen, and, when well advanced, are cut and stacked for winter
fodder. Potatoes yield abundantly, and, though not very large, are of the
best quality, mealy throughout. Evans has not attempted anything else, and
probably the more succulent vegetables would require irrigation. The wild
flowers are gorgeous and innumerable, though their beauty, which culminates
in July and August, was over before I arrived, and the recent
snow-flurries have finished them. The time between winter and winter
is very short, and the flowery growth and blossom of a whole year are
compressed into two months. There are dandelions, buttercups, larkspurs,
harebells, violets, roses, blue gentian, columbine, painter's brush,
and fifty others, blue and yellow predominating; and though their blossoms
are stiffened by the cold every morning, they are starring the grass and
drooping over the brook long before noon; making the most of their brief
lives in the sunshine. Of
ferns, after many a long hunt, I have only found the
Cystopteris fragilis and the
Blechnum spicant, but I hear that the
Pteris aquilina is also found. Snakes and
mosquitoes do not appear to be known here. Coming almost direct from the
tropics, one is dissatisfied with the uniformity of the foliage; indeed,
foliage can hardly be written of, as the trees properly so called at this
height are exclusively Coniferæ, and
bear
needles instead of leaves. In places there are patches of spindly aspens,
which have turned a lemon-yellow, and along the streams
bear-cherries, vines, and roses lighten the gulches with their
variegated crimson leaves. The pines are not imposing, either from their
girth or height. Their colouring is blackish-green, and though they
are effective singly or in groups, they are sombre and almost funereal when
densely massed, as here, along the mountain sides. The timber line is at a
height of about 11,000 feet, and is singularly well defined. The most
attractive tree I have seen is the silver spruce, Abies
Englemanii, near of kin to what is often called the
balsam-fir. Its shape and colour are both beautiful. My heart warms
towards it, and I frequent all the places where I can find it. It looks as
if a soft, blue, silver powder had fallen on its deep-green needles,
or as if a bluish hoar-frost, which must melt at noon, were resting
upon it. Anyhow, one can hardly believe that the beauty is permanent, and
survives the summer heat
and the winter cold. The universal tree here is the
Pinus ponderosa, but it never attains any
very
considerable size, and there is nothing to compare with the
red-woods of the Sierra Nevada, far less with the sequoias of
California.
is a very successful hunter, came here, he came on foot, and for some time
after settling here he carried the flour and necessaries required by his
family on his back over the mountains.
again into a small room with a hay bed, a chair with a tin basin on it, a
shelf and some pegs. A small window looks on the lake, and the glories of
the sunrises which I see from it are indescribable. Neither of my doors has
a lock, and, to say the truth, neither will shut, as the wood has swelled.
Below the house, on the stream which issues from the lake, there is a
beautiful log dairy, with a water-wheel outside, used for churning.
Besides this, there are a corral, a shed for the waggon,
a room for the hired man, and shelters for horses and weakly calves. All
these things are necessaries at this height.
without poor "Griff's" voice? What would Estes Park be
without him, indeed? When he went to Denver lately we missed him as we
should have missed the sunshine, and perhaps more. In the early morning,
when Long's Peak is red, and the grass crackles with the
hoar-frost, he arouses me with a cheery thump on my door.
"We're going cattle-hunting, will you come?" or,
"Will you help to drive in the cattle? you can take your pick of the
horses. I want another hand." Free-Hearted, lavish, popular,
poor "Griff" loves liquor too well for his prosperity, and is
always tormented by debt. He makes lots of money, but puts it into "a
bag with holes." He has fifty horses and 1000 head of cattle, many of
which are his own, wintering up here, and makes no end of money by taking
in people at eight dollars a week, yet it all goes somehow. He has a most
industrious wife, a girl of seventeen, and four younger children, all
musical, but the wife has to work like a slave; and though he is a kind
husband, her lot, as compared with her lord's, is like that of a
squaw. Edwards, his partner, is his exact opposite, tall, thin, and
condemnatory-looking, keen, industrious, saving, grave, a
teetotaler, grieved for all reasons at Evans's follies, and rather
grudging; as naturally unpopular as Evans is popular; a "decent
man," who, with his industrious wife, will certainly make money as
fast as Evans loses it.
peculiarities, is called "The Earl;" a miner prospecting for
silver; a young man, the type of intelligent, practical "Young
America," whose health showed consumptive tendencies when he was in
business, and who is living a hunter's life here; a grown-up
niece of Evans; and a melancholy-looking hired man. A mile off there
is an industrious married settler, and four miles off, in the gulch leading
to the Park, "Mountain Jim," otherwise Mr. Nugent, is posted.
His business as a trapper takes him daily up to the beaver-dams in
Black Canyon to look after his traps, and he generally spends some time in
or about our cabin, not, I can see, to Evans's satisfaction. For, in
truth, this blue hollow, lying solitary at the foot of Long's Peak, is
a miniature world of great interest, in which love, jealousy, hatred, envy,
pride, unselfishness, greed, selfishness, and self-sacrifice can be
studied hourly, and there is always the unpleasantly exciting risk of an
open quarrel with the neighbouring desperado, whose "I'll shoot
you!" has more than once been heard in the cabin.
ago and then, contrary to advice, crossed the mountains into North Park,
where gold is said to abound, and it is believed that they have fallen
victims to the bloodthirsty Indians of that region. Of course, we never get
letters or newspapers unless some one goes to Longmount for them. Two or
three novels and a copy of Our New West are our literature.
Our latest newspaper is seventeen days old. Somehow the Park seems to
become the natural limit of our interests so far as they appear in
conversation at table. The last grand aurora, the prospect of a
snow-storm, track and sign of elk and grizzly, rumours of a bighorn
herd near the lake, the canyons in which the Texan cattle were last seen,
the merits of different rifles, the progress of two obvious love affairs,
the probability of some one coming up from the Plains with letters,
"Mountain Jim's" latest mood or escapade, and the merits
of his dog "Ring" as compared with those of Evans's dog
"Plunk," are among the topics which are never abandoned as
exhausted.
this "temple not made with hands," in which one may worship
without being distracted by the sight of bonnets of endless form, and
curiously intricate "back hair," and countless oddities of
changing fashion.
when I reached the great cabin and told my story, Evans laughed
hilariously, and Edwards contorted his face dismally. They told me that
there was a skunk's lair under my cabin, and that they dare not make
any attempt to dislodge him for fear of rendering the cabin untenable. They
have tried to trap him since, but without success, and each night the noisy
performance is repeated. I think he is sharpening his claws on the under
side of my floor, as the grizzlies sharpen theirs upon the trees. The odour
with which this creature, truly named Mephitis, can overpower its
assailants is truly awful. We were driven out of the cabin for
some hours merely by the passage of one across the
corral. The bravest man is a coward in its
neighbourhood. Dogs rub their noses on the ground till they bleed when they
have touched the fluid, and even die of the vomiting produced by the
effluvia. The odour can be smelt a mile off. If clothes are touched by the
fluid they must be destroyed. At present its fur is very valuable. Several
have been killed since I came. A shot well aimed at the spine secures one
safely, and an experienced dog can kill one by leaping upon it suddenly
without being exposed to danger. It is a beautiful beast, about the size
and length of a fox, with long thick black or dark-brown fur, and
two white streaks from the head to the long bushy tail. The claws of its
fore-feet are long and polished. Yesterday one was
seen rushing from the dairy and was shot. "Plunk," the big dog,
touched it and has to be driven into exile. The body was valiantly removed
by a man with a long fork, and carried to a running stream, but we are
nearly choked with the odour from the spot where it fell. I hope that my
skunk will enjoy a quiet spirit so long as we are near neighbours.
false to Hawaii; I couldn't go on writing for the glory Of the sunset,
but went out and sat on a rock to see the deepening blue in the dark
canyons, and the peaks becoming rose colour one by one, then fading into
sudden ghastliness, the awe-inspiring heights of Long's Peak
fading last. Then came the glories of the afterglow, when the orange and
lemon of the east faded into gray, and then gradually the gray for some
distance above the horizon brightened into a cold blue, and above the blue
into a broad band of rich, warm red, with an upper band of rose colour;
above it hung a big cold moon. This is the "daily miracle" of
evening, as the blazing peaks in the darkness of Mirror Lake are the
miracle of morning. Perhaps this scenery is not lovable, but, as if it were
a strong stormy character, it has an intense fascination.
hunters and prospectors lie on the floor smoking, and rifles are cleaned,
bullets cast, fishing-flies made, fishing-tackle repaired,
boots are waterproofed, part-songs are sung, and about
half-past eight I cross the crisp-grass to my cabin, always
expecting to find something in it. We all wash our own clothes, and as my
stock is so small, some part of every day has to be spent at the
wash-tub. Politeness and propriety always prevail in our mixed
company, and though various grades of society are represented, true
democratic equality prevails, not its counterfeit, and there is neither
forwardness on one side nor condescension on the other.
us turn out en masse. "Wait for the
waggon" has become a nearly maddening joke.
time being poor. The Indians have taken to the "war path," and
are burning ranches and killing cattle. There is a regular
"scare" among the settlers, and waggon loads of fugitives are
arriving in Colorado Springs. The Indians say, "The white man has
killed the buffalo and left them to rot on the plains. We will be
revenged." Evans had reached Longmount, and will be here
to-night.
bridle for my proposed journey of 600 miles. I was somewhat dismayed, but
there was no other course, as the money was
gone.¹ I tried a horse, mended my
clothes, reduced my pack to a weight of twelve pounds, and was all ready
for an early start, when before daylight I was wakened by Evans's
cheery voice at my door. "I say, Miss B., we've got to drive
wild cattle to-day; I wish you'd lend a hand, there's not
enough of us; I'll give you a good horse; one day won't make much
difference." So we've been driving cattle all day, riding about
twenty miles, and fording the Big Thompson about as many times. Evans
flatters me by saying that I am "as much use as another man;"
more than one of our party, I hope, who always avoided the
"ugly" cows.
off on my tour in a day or two, so at least as to be able to compare Estes
Park with some of the better known parts of Colorado.
these reflections to ask us to take a ride; and Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, and I,
had a delightful stroll through coloured foliage, and then, when they were
fatigued, I changed my horse for his beautiful mare, and we galloped and
raced in the beautiful twilight, in the intoxicating, frosty air. Mrs. Dewy
wishes you could have seen us as we galloped down the pass, the
fearful-looking ruffian on my heavy waggon-horse, and I on
his bare wooden saddle, from which beaver, mink, and marten tails, and
pieces of skin, were hanging raggedly, with one spur, and feet not in the
stirrups, the mare looking so aristocratic and I so beggarly! Mr. Nugent is
what is called "splendid company." With a sort of breezy
mountain recklessness in everything, he passes remarkably acute judgments
on men and events; on women also. He has pathos, poetry, and humour, an
intense love of nature, strong vanity in certain directions, an obvious
desire to act and speak in character, and sustain his reputation as a
desperado, a considerable acquaintance with literature, a wonderful verbal
memory, opinions on every person and subject, a chivalrous respect for
women in his manner, which makes it all the more amusing when he suddenly
turns round upon one with some graceful raillery, a great power of
fascination, and a singular love of children. The children of this house
run to him, and when he sits down they climb on his broad shoulders and
play
with his curls. They say in the house that "no one who has been here
thinks any one worth speaking to after Jim," but I think that this is
probably an opinion which time would alter. Somehow, he is kept always
before the public of Colorado, for one can hardly take up a newspaper
without finding a paragraph about him, a contribution by him, or a fragment
of his biography. Ruffian as he looks, the first word he speaks--to a
lady, at least--places him on a level with educated gentlemen, and his
conversation is brilliant, and full of the light and fitfulness of genius.
Yet, on the whole, he is a most painful spectacle. His magnificent head
shows so plainly the better possibilities which might have been his. His
life, in spite of a certain dazzle which belongs to it, is a ruined and
wasted one, and one asks what of good can the future have in store for one
who has for, so long chosen
evil?¹
there's not enough of us; I'll give you a good horse."
much butter as a Devonshire dairy of fifty. Some "necessary"
cruelty is involved in the stockman's business, however humane he may
be. The system is one of terrorism, and from the time that the calf is
bullied into the branding-pen, and the hot iron burns into his
shrinking flesh, to the day when the fatted ox is driven down from his
boundless pastures to be slaughtered in Chicago, "the fear and dread
of man" are upon him.
of the most splendid I ever took. We never got off our horses except to
tighten the girths, we ate our lunch with our bridles knotted over our
saddle-horns, started over the level at full gallop, leapt over
trunks of trees, dashed madly down hillsides rugged with rocks or strewn
with great stones, forded deep, rapid streams, saw lovely lakes and views
of surpassing magnificence, startled a herd of elk with uncouth heads and
monstrous antlers, and in the chase, which for some time was unsuccessful,
rode to the very base of Long's Peak, over 14,000 feet high, where the
bright waters of one of the affluents of the Platte burst from the eternal
snows through a Canyon of indescribable majesty. The sun was hot, but at a
height of over 8000 feet the air was crisp and frosty, and the enjoyment of
riding a good horse under such exhilarating circumstances was extreme. In
one wad part of the ride we had to come down a steep hill, thickly wooded
with pitch-pines, to leap over the fallen timber, and steer between
the dead and living trees to avoid being "snagged," or bringing
down a heavy dead branch by an unwary touch.
away!" and with something of the "High, tally-ho in the
morning!" away we all went at a hand-gallop down-hill.
I could not hold my excited animal; down-hill, up-hill,
leaping over rocks and timber, faster every moment the pace grew, and still
the leader shouted, "Go it, boys!" and the horses dashed on at
racing speed, passing and repassing each other, till my small but beautiful
bay was keeping pace with the immense strides of the great
buck-jumper ridden by "the finest rider in North
Americay," and I was dizzied and breathless by the pace at which we
were going. A shorter time than it takes to tell it brought us close to and
abreast of the surge of cattle. The bovine waves were a grand sight:
huge bulls, shaped like buffaloes, bellowed and roared, and with great oxen
and cows with yearling calves, galloped like racers, and we galloped
alongside of them, and shortly headed them, and in no time were placed as
sentinels across the mouth of the valley. It seemed like infantry awaiting
the shock of cavalry as we stood as still as our excited horses would
allow. I almost quailed as the surge came on, but when it got close to us
my comrades hooted fearfully, and we dashed forward with the dogs, and,
with bellowing, roaring, and thunder of hoofs, the wave receded as it came.
I rode up to our leader, who received me with much laughter. He said I was
"a good cattleman," and that he had forgotten that a lady was
of
the party till he saw me "come leaping over the timber, and driving
with the others."
dog as he was swimming, and others, after crossing, headed back in search
of some favourite companions which had been left behind, and one specially
vicious cow attacked my horse over and over again. It took an hour and a
half of time and much patience to gather them all on the other side.
gallop after him anywhere, over and among rocks and trees, doubling when he
doubles, and heading him till you get him back again. The bulls were quite
easily managed, but the cows with calves, old or young, were most
troublesome. By accident I rode between one cow and her calf in a narrow
place, and the cow rushed at me and was just getting her big horns under
the horse, when he reared, and spun dexterously aside. This kind of thing
happened continually. There was one very handsome red cow which became
quite mad. She had a calf with her nearly her own size, and thought every
one its enemy, and though its horns were well developed, and it was quite
able to take care of itself, she insisted on protecting it from all fancied
dangers. One of the dogs, a young, foolish thing, seeing that the cow was
excited, took a foolish pleasure in barking at her, and she was eventually
quite infuriated. She turned to bay forty times at least; tore up the
ground with her horns, tossed the great hunting dogs, tossed and killed the
calves of two other cows, and finally became so dangerous to the rest of
the herd that, just as the drive was ending, Evans drew his revolver and
shot her, and the calf for which she had fought so blindly lamented her
piteously. She rushed at me several times mad with rage, but these trained
cattle-horses keep perfectly cool, and, nearly without will on my
part, mine jumped aside
at the right moment, and foiled the assailant. Just at dusk we reached the
corral--an acre of grass enclosed by stout post-and-rail
fences seven feet high, and by much patience and some subtlety lodged the
whole herd within its shelter, without a blow, a shout, or even a crack of
a whip, wild as the cattle were. It was fearfully cold. We galloped the
last mile and a half in four and a half minutes, reached the cabin just as
snow began to fall, and found strong, hot tea ready.
a gale rose, which lasted for ten hours. My window frame is swelled, and
shuts, apparently, hermetically; and my bed is six feet from it. I had gone
to sleep with six blankets on, and a heavy sheet over my face. Between two
and three I was awoke by the cabin being shifted from underneath by the
wind, and the sheet was frozen to my lips. I put out my hands, and the bed
was thickly covered with fine snow. Getting up to investigate matters, I
found the floor some inches deep in parts in fine snow, and a gust of fine,
needle-like snow stung my face. The bucket of water was solid ice. I
lay in bed freezing till sunrise, when some of the men came to see if I
"was alive," and to dig me out. They brought a can of hot
water, which turned to ice before I could use it. I dressed standing in
snow, and my brushes, boots, and etceteras were covered with snow. When I
ran to the house, not a mountain or anything else could be seen, and the
snow on one side was drifted higher than the roof. The air, as high as one
could see, was one white, stinging smoke of snow-drift--a
terrific sight. In the living-room, the snow was driving through the
chinks, and Mrs. Dewy was shovelling it from the floor. Mr. D.'s beard
was hoary with frost in a room with a fire all night. Evans was lying ill,
with his bed covered with snow. Returning from my cabin after breakfast,
loaded with occupations for the day, I was lifted off my
feet, and deposited in a drift, and all my things, writing-book and
letter included, were carried in different directions. Some, including a
valuable photograph, are irrecoverable. The writing-book was found,
some hours afterwards, under three feet of snow.
after cattle. The men don't like "baching," as it is
called in the wilds--i.e. "doing for
themselves." They washed and ironed their clothes yesterday, and
there was an incongruity about the last performance. I really think (though
for the fifteenth time) that I shall leave to-morrow. The cold has
moderated, the sky is bluet than ever, the snow is evaporating, and a
hunter who has joined us to-day says that there are no drifts on the
trail which one cannot get through.
two brothers and a "hired man" were "keeping bach,"
where everything was so trim, clean, and ornamental that one did not miss a
woman; crossed a deep backwater on a narrow beaver-dam, because the
log bridge was broken down, and emerged from the
brilliantly-coloured canyon of the St. Vrain just at dusk upon the
featureless prairies, when we had some trouble in finding Longmount in the
dark. A hospitable welcome awaited me at this inn, and an English friend
came in and spent the evening with me.
escort and set out upon the prairie alone. It is a dreary ride of thirty
miles over the low brown plains to Denver, very little settled, and with
trails going in all directions. My sailing orders were "steer south,
and keep to the best beaten track," and it seemed like embarking on
the ocean without a compass. The rolling brown waves on which you see a
horse a mile and a half off impress one strangely, and at noon the sky
darkened up for another storm, the mountains swept down in blackness to the
Plains, and the higher peaks took on a ghastly grimness horrid to behold.
It was first very cold, then very hot, and finally settled down to a fierce
east-windy cold, difficult to endure. It was free and breezy,
however, and my horse was companionable. Sometimes herds of cattle were
browsing on the sun-cured grass, then herds of horses. Occasionally
I met a horseman with a rifle lying across his saddle, or a waggon of the
ordinary sort, but oftener I saw a waggon with a white tilt, of the kind
known as a "Prairie Schooner," labouring across the grass, or a
train of them, accompanied by herds, mules, and horsemen, bearing emigrants
and their household goods in dreary exodus from the Western States to the
much-vaunted prairies of Colorado. The host and hostess of one of
these waggons invited me to join their mid-day meal, I providing tea
(which they had not tasted for four weeks) and they hominy.
They had been three months on the journey from Illinois, and their oxen
were so lean and weak that they expected to be another month in reaching
Wet Mountain Valley. They had buried a child en
route, had lost several oxen, and were rather out of heart. Owing
to their long isolation and the monotony of the march they had lost count
of events, and seemed like people of another planet. They wanted me to join
them, but their rate of travel was too slow, so we parted with mutual
expressions of goodwill, and as their white tilt went "hull
down" in the distance on the lonely prairie sea, I felt sadder than I
often feel on taking leave of old acquaintances. That night they must have
been nearly frozen, camping out in the deep snow in the fierce wind. I met
afterwards 2000 lean Texan cattle, herded by three wild-looking men
on horseback, followed by two waggons containing women, children, and
rifles. They had travelled 1000 miles. Then I saw two prairie wolves, like
jackals, with gray fur, cowardly creatures, which fled from me with long
leaps.
and treeless, upon the brown and treeless plain, which seemed to nourish
nothing but wormwood and the Spanish bayonet. The shallow Platte,
shrivelled into a narrow stream with a shingly bed six times too large for
it, and fringed by shrivelled cottonwood, wound along by Denver, and two
miles up its course I saw a great sand-storm, which in a few minutes
covered the city, blotting it out with a dense brown cloud. Then with gusts
of wind the snowstorm began, and I had to trust entirely to Birdie's
sagacity for finding Evans's shantie. She had been there once before
only, but carried me direct to over rough ground and trenches. Gleefully
Mrs. Evans and the children ran out to welcome the pet pony, and I was
received most hospitably, and made warm and comfortable, though the house
consists only of a kitchen and two bed-closets. My budget of news
from "the Park" had to be brought out constantly, and I
wondered how much I had to tell. It was past eleven when we breakfasted the
next morning. It was cloudless and an intense frost, with six inches of
snow on the ground, and everybody thought it too cold to get up and light
the fire. I had intended to leave Birdie at Denver, but Governor Hunt and
Mr. Byers of the Rocky Mountain News both advised me to travel
on horseback rather than by train and stage telling me that I should be
quite safe, and Governor Hunt drew out a route for me and gave me a
circular letter to the settlers along it.
and by means of the Denver and Rio Grande Railroad, open for about 200
miles, it is expecting to reach into Mexico. It has also had the
enterprise, by means of another narrow-gauge railroad, to push its
way right up into the mining districts near Gray's Peak. The number of
"saloons" in the streets impresses one, and everywhere one
meets the characteristic loafers of a frontier town, who find it hard even
for a few days or hours to submit to the restraints of civilisation, as
hard as I did to ride sidewise to Governor Hunt's office. To Denver
men go to spend the savings of months of hard work in the maddest
dissipation, and there such characters as "Comanche Bill,"
"Buffalo Bill," "Wild Bill," and "Mountain
Jim," go on the spree, and find the kind of notoriety they seek. A
large number of Indians added to the harlequin appearance of the Denver
streets the day I was there. They belonged to the Ute tribe, through which
I had to pass, and Governor Hunt introduced me to a fine-looking
young chief, very well dressed in beaded hide, and bespoke his courtesy for
me if I needed it. The Indian stores and fur stores and fur depôts
interested me most. The crowds in the streets, perhaps owing to the snow on
the ground, were almost solely masculine. I only saw five women the whole
day. There were men in every rig: hunters and trappers in buckskin
clothing; men of the Plains with belts and revolvers, in great blue cloaks,
relics of the war; teamsters in leathern suits; horsemen in fur
coats and caps and buffalo-hide boots with the hair outside, and
camping blankets behind their huge Mexican saddles; Broadway dandies in
light kid gloves; rich English sporting tourists, clean, comely, and
supercilious-looking; and hundreds of Indians on their small ponies,
the men wearing buckskin suits sewn with beads, and red blankets, with
faces painted vermilion, and hair hanging lank and straight, and squaws
much bundled up, riding astride with furs over their saddles.
restoring to the owner. Several times I crossed the narrow track of the
quaint little Rio Grande Railroad, so that it was a very cheerful ride.
girl." She was consumptive and frail in strength, but a very
attractive person, and her stories of the perils and limitations of her
early life at Fort Laramie were very interesting. Still I
"wearied," as I had arrived early in the afternoon, and could
not out of politeness retire and write to you. At meals the three
"hired men" and two "hired girls" eat with the
family. I soon found that there was a screw loose in the house, and was
glad to leave early the next morning, although it was obvious that a storm
was coming on. I saw the toy car of the Rio Grande Railroad whirl past, all
cushioned and warmed, and rather wished I were in it, and not out among the
snow on the bleak hill-side. I only got on four miles when the storm
came on so badly that I got into a kitchen where eleven wretched travellers
were taking shelter, with the snow melting on them and dripping on the
floor. I had learned the art of "being agreeable" so well at
the Chalmers's, and practised it so successfully during the two hours
I was there, by paring potatoes and making scones, that when I left, though
the hosts kept "an accommodation house for travellers," they
would take nothing for my entertainment, because they said I was such
"good company"! The storm moderated a little, and at one I
saddled Birdie, and rode four more miles, crossing a frozen creek, the ice
of which broke and let the pony through, to her great alarm. I cannot
describe my feelings on this ride, produced by the utter loneliness, the
silence and dumbness of all
things, the snow falling quietly without wind, the obliterated mountains,
the darkness, the intense cold, and the unusual and appalling aspect of
nature. All life was in a shroud, all work and travel suspended. There was
not a foot-mark or wheel-mark. There was nothing to be afraid
of; and though I can't exactly say that I enjoyed the ride, yet there
was the pleasant feeling of gaining health every hour.
sparkled like diamonds. Not a breath of wind stirred, there was not a
sound. I had to wait till a passing horseman had broken the track, but soon
after I set off into the new, shining world. I soon lost the
horseman's footmarks, but kept on near the road by means of the
innumerable footprints of birds and ground squirrels, which all went in one
direction. After riding for an hour I was obliged to get off and walk for
another, for the snow balled in Birdie's feet to such an extent that
she could hardly keep up even without my weight on her, and my pick was not
strong enough to remove it. Turning off the road to ask for a chisel, I
came upon the cabin of the people whose muff I had picked up a few days
before, and they received me very warmly, gave me a tumbler of cream, and
made some strong coffee. They were "old country folk," and I
stayed too long with them. After leaving them I rode twelve miles, but it
was "bad travelling," from the balling of the snow and the
difficulty of finding the track. There was a fearful loneliness about it.
The track was untrodden, and I saw neither man nor beast. The sky became
densely clouded, and the outlook was awful. The great Divide of the
Arkansas was in front, looming vaguely through a heavy snow-cloud,
and snow began to fall, not in powder, but in heavy flakes. Finding that
there would be risk in trying to ride till nightfall, in the early
afternoon I left the road and went two
miles into the hills by an untrodden path, where there were gates to open
and a rapid steep-sided creek to cross; and at the entrance to a
most fantastic gorge I came upon an elegant frame house belonging to Mr.
Perry, a millionaire, to whom I had an introduction which I did not
hesitate to present, as it was weather in which a traveller might almost
ask for shelter without one.
pines. Bear Canyon, a gorge of singular majesty, comes down on the Park,
and we crossed the Bear Creek at the foot of this on the ice, which gave
way, and both our horses broke through into pretty deep and very cold
water, and shortly afterwards Birdie put her foot into a prairie dog's
hole which was concealed by the snow, and on recovering herself fell three
times on her nose. I thought of Bishop Wilberforce's fatal accident
from a smaller stumble, and felt sure that he would have kept his sent had
he been mounted, as I was, on a Mexican saddle. It was too threatening for
a long ride, and on returning I passed into a region of vivacious
descriptions of Egypt, Palestine, Asia Minor, Turkey, Russia, and other
countries, in which Miss Perry had travelled with her family for three
years.
per acre. The necessity for irrigation, however, will always bar the way to
an indefinite extension of the area of arable farms. The prospects of
cattle-raising seem at present practically unlimited. In 1876
Colorado had 390,728, valued at £2:13s. per head, about half of
which were imported as young beasts from Texas. The climate is so fine and
the pasturage so ample that shelter and hand-feeding are never
resorted to except in the case of imported breeding stock from the Eastern
States, which sometimes in severe winters need to be fed in sheds for a
short time. Mr. Perry devotes himself mainly to the breeding of graded
shorthorn bulls, which he sells when young for £6 per head.
and ragged. The herds mix on the vast plains at will; along the Arkansas
valley 80,000 roam about with the freedom of buffaloes, and of this number
about 16,000 are exported every fall. Where cattle are killed for use in
the mining districts their average price is 3 cents per lb. In the summer
thousands of yearlings are driven up from Texas, branded, and turned loose
on the prairies, and are not molested again till they are sent east at
three or four years old. These pure Texans, the old Spanish breed, weigh
from 900 to 1000 pounds, and the crossed Colorado cattle from 1000 to 1200
pounds.
business, but its risks and losses are greater, owing to storms, while the
outlay for labour, dipping materials, etc., is considerably larger, and
owing to the comparative inability of sheep to scratch away the snow from
the grass, hay has to be provided to meet the emergency of very severe
snow-storms. The flocks are made up mostly of pure and graded
Mexicans; but though some flocks which have been graded carefully for some
years show considerable merit, the average sheep is a leggy, ragged beast.
Wether mutton, four and five years old, is sold when there is any demand
for it; but except at Charpiot's, in Denver, I never saw mutton on any
table, public or private, and wool is the great source of profit, the old
ewes being allowed to die off. The best flocks yield an average of seven
pounds of wool, and the worst two and a half pounds. The shearing season,
which begins in early June, lasts about six weeks. Shearers get six and a
half cents a head for inferior sheep, and seven and a half for the better
quality, and a good hand shears from sixty to eighty in a day. It is not
likely that sheep-raising will attain anything of the prominence
which cattle-raising is likely to assume. The potato-beetle
"scare" is not of much account in the country of the
potato-beetle. The farmers seem much more depressed by the magnitude
and persistency of the grasshopper pest, which finds their fields in the
morning "as the garden of
Eden," and leaves them at night "a desolate
wilderness."
cunning head and looked at me. It was useless to argue the point with so
sagacious a beast. To the right of the bridge the ice was much broken, and
we forded the river there; but as it was deep enough to come up to her
body, and was icy cold to my feet, I wondered at her preference. Afterwards
I heard that the bridge was dangerous. She is the queen of ponies, and is
very gentle, though she has not only wild horse blood, but is herself the
wild horse. She is always cheerful and hungry, never tired, looks
intelligently at everything, and her legs are like rocks. Her one trick is
that when the saddle is put on she swells herself to a very large size, so
that if any one not accustomed to her saddles her I soon find the girth
three or four inches too large. When I saddle her a gentle slap on her
side, or any slight start which makes her cease to hold her breath, puts it
all right. She is quite a companion, and bathing her back, sponging her
nostrils, and seeing her fed after my day's ride, is always my first
care.
the trail was obscure, the country was not settled, the mercury was 9°
below zero, my feet had lost all sensation, and one of them was frozen to
the wooden stirrup. I found that owing to the depth of the snow I had only
ridden fifteen miles in eight and a half hours, and must look about for a
place to sleep in. The eastern sky was unlike anything I ever saw before.
It had been chrysoprase, then it turned to aquamarine, and that to the
bright full green of an emerald. Unless I am colour-blind, this is
true. Then suddenly the whole changed, and flushed with the pure, bright,
rose-colour of the afterglow. Birdie was sliding at every step, and
I was nearly paralysed with the cold when I reached a cabin which had been
mentioned to me, but they said that seventeen snowbound men were lying on
the floor, and they advised me to ride half a mile farther, which I did,
and reached the house of a German from Eisenau, with a sweet young wife and
a venerable mother-in-law. Though the house was very poor, it
was made attractive by ornaments, and the simple, loving, German ways gave
it a sweet home atmosphere. My room was reached by a ladder, but I had it
to myself and had the luxury of a basin to wash in. Under the kindly
treatment of the two women my feet came to themselves, but with an amount
of pain that almost deserved the name of torture.
ened and warmed as the day went on. After tiding twelve miles I got bread
and milk for myself and a feed for Birdie at a large house where there were
eight boarders, each one looking nearer the grave than the other, and on
remounting was directed to leave the main road and diverge through Monument
Park, a ride of twelve miles among fantastic rocks, but I lost my way, and
came to an end of all tracks in a wild canyon. Returning about six miles, I
took another track, and rode about eight miles without seeing a creature. I
then came to strange gorges with wonderful upright rocks of all shapes and
colours, and turning through a gate of rock, came upon what I knew must be
Glen Eyrie, as wild and romantic a glen as imagination ever pictured. The
track then passed down a valley close under some ghastly peaks, wild, cold,
awe-inspiring scenery. After fording a creek several times, I came
upon a decayed-looking cluster of houses bearing the arrogant name
of Colorado City, and two miles farther on, from the top of one of the Foot
Hill ridges, I saw the bleak-looking scattered houses of the
ambitious watering-place of Colorado Springs, the goal of my journey
of 150 miles. I got off, put on a long skirt, and rode sidewise, though the
settlement scarcely looked like a place where any deference to prejudices
was necessary. A queer embryo-looking place it is, out on the bare
Plains, yet it is rising and likely to rise, and has some big
hotels much resorted to. It has a fine view of the mountains, specially of
Pike's Peak, but the celebrated springs are at Manitou, three miles
off, in really fine scenery. To me no place could be more unattractive than
Colorado Springs, from its utter treelessness.
mysterious door as plainly as I did. All this time, and during the movings
in the room, I saw two large white feet sticking up at the end of the bed.
I watched and watched, hoping those feet would move, but they did not; and
somehow, to my thinking, they grew stiffer and whiter, and then my horrible
suspicion deepened, that while we were sitting there a human spirit
untended and desolate had passed forth into the night. Then a man came out
with a bundle of clothes, and then the sick young man, groaning and
sobbing, and then a third, who said to me, with some feeling, that the man
who had just died was the sick young man's only brother. And still the
landlady laughed and talked, and afterwards said to me, "It turns the
house upside down when they just come here and die; we shall be half the
night laying him out." I could not sleep for the bitter cold and the
sound of the sobs and groans of the bereaved brother. The next day the
landlady, in a fashionably-made black dress, was bustling about,
proud of the prospective arrival of a handsome coffin. I went into the
parlour to get a needle, and the door of that room was open,
and children were running in and out, and the landlady, who was sweeping
there, called cheerily to me to come in for the needle, and there, to my
horror, not even covered with a face-cloth, and with the sun blazing
in through the unblinded window, lay that thing of terror, a corpse, on
some chairs which were
not even placed straight. It was buried in the afternoon, and from the
looks of the brother, who continued to sob and moan, his end cannot be far
off.
the names of which are familiar to every one--the Garden of the Gods,
Glen Eyrie, Pike's Peak, Monument Park, and the Ute Pass. It has two
or three immense hotels, and a few houses picturesquely situated. It is
thronged by thousands of people in the summer who come to drink the waters,
try the camp cure, and make mountain excursions; but it is all quiet now,
and there are only a few lingerers in this immense hotel. There is a
rushing torrent in a valley, with mountains, covered with snow and rising
to a height of nearly 15,000 feet, overhanging it. It is grand and awful,
and has a strange, solemn beauty like death. And the Snowy Mountains are
pierced by the torrent which has excavated the Ute Pass, by which,
to-morrow, I hope to go into the higher regions. But all may be
"lost for want of a horseshoe-nail." One of
Birdie's shoes is loose, and not a nail is to be got here, or can be
got till I have ridden for ten miles up the Pass. Birdie amuses every one
with her funny ways. She always follows me closely, and to-day got
quite into a house and pushed the parlour-door open. She walks after
me with her head laid on my shoulder, licking my face and teasing me for
sugar; and sometimes, when any one else takes hold of her, she rears and
kicks, and the vicious broncho soul comes into her eyes.
Her face is cunning and pretty, and she makes a funny, blarneying noise
when I go up to her. The men at all the stables make a
fuss with her, and call her "Pet." She gallops up and down
hill, and never stumbles even on the roughest ground, or requires even a
touch with a whip.
hotel, I came here to have a last taste of luxury. They charge six dollars
a day in the season, but it is now half-price; and instead of four
hundred fashionable guests there are only fifteen, most of whom are
speaking in the weak, rapid accents of consumption, and are coughing their
hearts out. There are seven medicinal springs. It is strange to have the
luxuries of life in my room. It will be only the fourth night in Colorado
that I have slept on anything better than hay or straw. I am glad that
there are so few inns. As it is, I get a good deal of insight into the
homes and modes of living of the settlers.
but the snow-clad, pine-skirted mountains frowned and
darkened over the Ute Pass as I entered it to ascend it for twenty miles. A
narrow pass it is, with barely room for the torrent and the waggon road
which has been blasted out of its steep sides. All the time I was in sight
of the Fountain river, brighter than any stream, because it tumbles over
rose-red granite, rocky or disintegrated, a truly fair stream,
cutting and forcing its way through hard rocks, under arches of alabaster
ice, through fringes of crystalline ice, thumping with a hollow sound in
cavernous recesses cold and dark, or leaping in foam from heights with rush
and swish; always bright and riotous, never pausing in still pools to rest,
dashing through gates of rock, pine-hung, pine-bridged,
pine-buried; twinkling and laughing in the sunshine, or frowning in
"dowie dens" in the blue pine gloom. And there, for a mile or
two in a sheltered spot, owing to the more southern latitude, the
everlasting northern pine met the trees of other climates. There were dwarf
oaks, willows, hazel, and spruce; the white cedar and the trailing juniper
jostled each other for a precarious foothold; the majestic
redwood-tree of the Pacific met the exquisite balsam-pine of
the Atlantic slopes, and among them all the pale gold foliage of the large
aspen trembled (as the legend goes) in endless remorse. And above them
towered the toothy peaks of the glittering mountains, rising in pure white
against the
sunny blue. Grand! glorious! sublime! but not lovable. I would give all for
the luxurious redundance of one Hilo gulch, or for one day of those soft
dreamy "skies whose very tears are balm."
eight miles farther to go--most of the way through a forest, which I
always dislike when alone, from the fear of being frightened by something
which may appear from behind a tree. I saw a beautiful white fox, several
skunks, some chipmonks and gray squirrels, owls, crows, and crested
blue-jays. As the sun was getting low I reached Bergens Park, which
was to put me out of conceit with Estes Park. Never! It is long and
featureless, and its immediate surroundings are mean. It reminded me in
itself of some dismal Highland strath--Glenshee, possibly. I looked at
it with special interest, as it was the place at which Miss Kingsley had
suggested that I might remain. The evening was glorious, and the distant
views were very fine. A stream fringed with cotton-wood runs through
the Park; low ranges come down upon it. The south end is completely closed
up, but at a considerable distance, by the great mass of Pike's Peak,
while far beyond the other end are peaks and towers, wonderful in blue and
violet in the lovely evening, and beyond these, sharply defined against the
clear green sky, was the serrated ridge of the Snowy Range, said to be 200
miles away. Bergens Park has been bought by Dr. Bell, of London, but its
present occupant is Mr. Thornton, an English gentleman, who has a worthy
married Englishman as his manager. Mr. Thornton is building a good house,
and purposes to build other cabins, with the intention of making the
Park a resort for strangers. I thought of the blue hollow lying solitary at
the foot of Long's Peak, and rejoiced that I had "happened into
it."
day's ride. I was both tired and rheumatic, and Birdie was not so
sprightly as usual. After starting again I came on a hideous place, of
which I had not heard before, Hayden's Divide, one of the great
backbones of the region, a weary expanse of deep snow eleven miles across,
and fearfully lonely. I Saw nothing the whole way but a mule lately dead
lying by the road. I was very nervous somehow, and towards evening believed
that I had lost the road, for I came upon wild pine forests, with huge
masses of rock from 100 to 700 feet high, cast here and there among them;
beyond these pine-sprinkled grass hills; these, in their turn, were
bounded by interminable ranges, ghastly in the lurid evening, with the
Spanish Peaks quite clear, and the colossal summit of Mount Lincoln, the
King of the Rocky Mountains, distinctly visible, though seventy miles away.
It seemed awful to be alone on that ghastly ridge, surrounded by
interminable mountains, in the deep snow, knowing that a party of thirty
had been lost here a month ago. Just at nightfall the descent of a steep
hill took me out of the forest and upon a clean log cabin, where, finding
that the proper halting-place was two miles farther on, I remained.
A truly pleasing, superior-looking woman placed me in a
rocking-chair; would not let me help her otherwise than by rocking
the cradle, and made me "feel at home." The room, though it
serves them and their
two children for kitchen, parlour, and bedroom, is the pattern of
brightness, cleanliness, and comfort. At supper there were canned
raspberries, rolls, butter, tea, venison, and fried rabbit, and at seven I
went to bed in a carpeted log room, with a thick feather-bed on a
mattress, sheets, ruffled pillow slips, and a pile of warm white blankets!
I slept for eleven hours. They discourage me much about the route which
Governor Hunt has projected for me. They think that it is impassable, owing
to snow, and that another storm is brewing.
cabin was very small and lonely, and the life seemed a hard grind for an
educated and refined woman. There were snow flurries after I arrived, but
the first Sunday of November was as bright and warm as June, and the
atmosphere had resumed its exquisite purity. Three peaks of Pike's
Peak are seen from Oil Creek, above the nearer hills, and by them they tell
the time. We had been in the evening shadows for half an hour before those
peaks ceased to be transparent gold. On leaving Colonel Kittridge's
hospitable cabin I dismounted, as I had often done before, to lower a bar,
and, on looking round, Birdie was gone! I spent an hour in trying to catch
her, but she had taken an "ugly fit," and would not let me go
near her; and I was getting tired and vexed, when two passing trappers, on
mules, circumvented and caught her. I rode the twelve miles back to Twin
Rock, and then went on, a kindly teamster, who was going in the same
direction, taking my pack. I must explain that every mile I have travelled
since leaving Colorado Springs has taken me farther and higher into the
mountains. That afternoon I rode through lawn-like upland parks,
with the great snow mass of Pike's Peak behind, and in front mountains
bathed in rich atmospheric colouring of blue and violet, all very fine, but
threatening to become monotonous, when the waggon road turned abruptly to
the left, and crossed a broad, swift, mountain
river, the head-waters of the Platte. There I found the ranch to
which I had been recommended, the quarters of a great hunter named Link,
which much resembled a good country inn. There was a pleasant, friendly
woman, but the men were all away, a thing I always regret, as it gives me
half an hour's work at the horse before I can write to you. I had
hardly come in when a very pleasant German lady, whom I met at Manitou,
with three gentlemen, arrived, and we were as sociable as people could be.
We had a splendid though rude supper. While Mrs. Link was serving us, and
urging her good things upon us, she was orating on the greediness of
English people, saying that "you would think they travelled through
the country only to gratify their palates;" and addressed me, asking
me if I had not observed it! I am nearly always taken for a Dane or a
Swede, never for an Englishwoman, so I often hear a good deal of outspoken
criticism. In the evening Mr. Link returned, and there was a most vehement
discussion between him, an old hunter, a miner, and the teamster who
brought my pack, as to the route by which I should ride through the
mountains for the next three or four days--because at that point I was
to leave the waggon road--and it was renewed with increased violence
the next morning, so that if my nerves had not been of steel I should have
been appalled. The old hunter acrimoniously said he
"must speak the truth," the miner was directing me over a track
where for twenty-five miles there was not a house, and where, if
snow came on, I should never be heard of again. The miner said he
"must speak the truth," the hunter was directing me over a pass
where there were five feet of snow, and no trail. The teamster said that
the only road possible for a horse was so-and-so, and advised
me to take the waggon road into South Park, which I was determined not to
do. Mr. Link said he was the oldest hunter and settler in the district, and
he could not cross any of the trails in snow. And so they went on. At last
they partially agreed on a route--"the worst road in the Rocky
Mountains," the old hunter said, with two feet of snow upon it, but a
hunter had hauled an elk over part of it, at any rate. The upshot of the
whole you shall have in my next letter.
lightly over the snow. He was the only traveller I saw in a day of nearly
twelve hours. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of that ride. It
concentrated all my faculties of admiration and of locality, for truly the
track was a difficult one. I sometimes thought it deserved the bad name
given to it at Link's. For the most part it keeps in sight of Tarryall
Creek, one of the large affluents of the Platte, and is walled in on both
sides by mountains, which are sometimes so close together as to leave only
the narrowest canyon between them, at others breaking wide apart, till,
after winding and climbing up and down for twenty-five miles, it
lands one on a barren rock girdled park, watered by a rapid fordable stream
as broad as the Ouse at Huntingdon, snow-fed and ice-fringed,
the park bordered by fantastic rocky hills, snow-covered and
brightened only by a dwarf growth of the beautiful silver spruce. I have
not seen anything hitherto so thoroughly wild and unlike the rest of these
parts.
look upon--a glowing, heavenly, unforgetable sight, and only four
miles off. Mountains they looked not of this earth, but such as one sees in
dreams alone, the blessed ranges of "the land which is very far
off." They were more brilliant than those incredible colours in which
painters array the fiery hills of Moab and the Desert, and one could not
believe them for ever uninhabited, for on them rose, as in the East, the
similitude of stately fortresses, not the gray castellated towers of feudal
Europe, but gay, massive, Saracenic architecture, the outgrowth of the
solid rock. They were vast ranges, apparently of enormous height, their
colour indescribable, deepest and reddest near the pine-draped
bases, then gradually softening into wonderful tenderness, till the highest
summits rose all flushed, and with an illusion of transparency, so that one
might believe that they were taking on the hue of sunset. Below them lay
broken ravines of fantastic rocks, cleft and canyoned by the river, with a
tender unearthly light over all, the apparent warmth of a glowing clime,
while I on the north side was in the shadow among the pure unsullied snow.
of him; or the son of man, that Thou visitest him?" I rode up and
down hills laboriously in snow-drifts, getting off often to ease my
faithful Birdie by walking down ice-clad slopes, stopping constantly
to feast my eyes upon that changeless glory, always seeing some new ravine,
with its depths of colour or miraculous brilliancy of red, or phantasy of
form. Then below, where the trail was locked into a deep canyon where there
was scarcely room for it and the river, there was a beauty of another kind
in solemn gloom. There the stream curved and twisted marvellously, widening
into shallows, narrowing into deep boiling eddies, with pyramidal firs and
the beautiful silver spruce fringing its banks, and often falling across it
in artistic grace, the gloom chill and deep, with only now and then a light
trickling through the pines upon the cold snow, when suddenly turning round
I saw behind, as if in the glory of an eternal sunset, those flaming and
fantastic peaks. The effect of the combination of winter and summer was
singular. The trail ran on the north side the whole time, and the snow lay
deep and pure white, while not a wreath of it lay on the south side, where
abundant lawns basked in the warm sun.
were left behind, the upper altitudes became grim and mysterious. I crossed
a lake on the ice, and then came on a park surrounded by barren contorted
hills, overtopped by snow mountains. There, in some brushwood, we crossed a
deepish stream on the ice, which gave way, and the fearful cold of the
water stiffened my limbs for the rest of the ride. All these streams become
bigger as you draw nearer to their source, and shortly the trail
disappeared in a broad rapid river, which we forded twice. The trail was
very difficult to recover. It ascended ever in frost and snow, amidst
scanty timber dwarfed by cold and twisted by storms, amidst solitudes such
as one reads of in the High Alps; there were no sounds to be heard but the
crackle of ice and snow, the pitiful howling of wolves, and the hoot of
owls. The sun to me had long set; the peaks which had blushed were pale and
sad; the twilight deepened into green; but still "Excelsior!"
There were no happy homes with light of household fires; above, the
spectral mountains lifted their cold summits. As darkness came on I began
to fear that I had confused the cabin to which I had been directed with the
rocks. To confess the truth, I was cold, for my boots and stockings had
frozen on my feet, and I was hungry too, having eaten nothing but raisins
for fourteen hours. After riding 30 miles I saw a light a little way from
the track, and found it to be the cabin of the daughter of the
pleasant people with whom I had spent the previous night. Her husband had
gone to the plains, yet she, with two infant children, was living there in
perfect security. Two pedlars, who were peddling their way down from the
mines, came in for a night's shelter soon after I
arrived--ill-looking fellows enough. They admired Birdie in a
suspicious fashion, and offered to "swop" their
pack-horse for her. I went out the last thing at night and the first
thing in the morning to see that "the powny" was safe, for they
were very importunate on the subject of the "swop." I had
before been offered 150 dollars for her. I was obliged to sleep with the
mother and children, and the pedlars occupied a room within ours. It was
hot and airless. The cabin was papered with the Phrenological
Journal, and in the morning I opened my eyes on the very best
portrait of Dr. Candlish I ever saw, and grieved truly that I should never
see that massive brow and fantastic face again.
off. There was another dispute about my route. It was the most critical day
of my journey. If a snowstorm came on, I might be detained in the mountains
for many weeks; but if I got through the snow and reached the Denver
waggon-road, no detention would signify much. The pedlars insisted
that I could not get through, for the road was not broken. Mrs. L. thought
I could, and advised me to try, so I saddled Birdie and rode away.
seen but an ocean of glistening peaks against that sky of infuriated blue.
How I found my way I shall never know, for the only marks on the snow were
occasional footprints of a man, and I had no means of knowing whether they
led in the direction I ought to take. Earlier, before the snow became so
deep, I passed the last great haunt of the magnificent mountain bison, but,
unfortunately, saw nothing but horns and bones. Two months ago Mr. Link
succeeded in separating a calf from the herd, and has partially
domesticated it. It is a very ugly thing at seven months old, with a thick
beard, and a short, thick, dark mane on its heavy shoulders. It makes a
loud grunt like a pig. It can outrun their fastest horse, and it sometimes
leaps over the high fence of the corral, and takes all the milk of five
cows.
eight inches deep, and once we went down in a drift the surface of which
was rippled like sea sand, Birdie up to her back, and I up to my shoulders!
At last we got through, and I beheld, with some sadness, the goal of my
journey, "The Great Divide," the snowy range, and between me
and it South Park, a rolling prairie seventy-five miles long and
over 10,000 feet high, treeless, bounded by mountains, and so rich in
sun-cured hay that one might fancy that all the herds of Colorado
could find pasture there. Its chief centre is the rough mining town of
Fairplay, but there are rumours of great mineral wealth in various
quarters. The region has been "rushed," and mining camps have
risen at Alma and elsewhere, so lawless and brutal that vigilance
committees are forming as a matter of necessity. South Park is closed, or
nearly so, by snow during an ordinary winter; and just now the great
freight waggons are carrying up the last supplies of the season, and taking
down women and other temporary inhabitants. A great many people come up
here in the summer. The rarefied air produces great oppression on the
lungs, accompanied with bleeding. It is said that you can tell a new
arrival by seeing him go about holding a blood-stained handkerchief
to his mouth. But I came down upon it from. regions of ice and snow; and as
the snow which had fallen on it had all disappeared by evaporation and
drifting, it looked to
me quite lowland and livable, though lonely and indescribably mournful,
"a silent sea," suggestive of "the muffled oar." I
cantered across the narrow end of it, delighted to have got through the
snow; and when I struck the "Denver stage-road" I
supposed that all the difficulties of mountain travel were at an end, but
this has not turned out to be exactly the case.
Divide by what I think is termed the Breckenridge Pass, on a fairly good
waggon-road. We stopped at a cabin, where the woman seemed to know
my companion, and, in addition to bread and milk, produced some venison
steaks. We rode on again, and reached the crest of the Divide (see
engraving), and saw snow-born streams starting within a quarter of a
mile from each other, one for the Colorado and the Pacific, the other for
the Platte and the Atlantic. Here I wished the hunter good-bye, and
reluctantly turned northeast. It was not wise to go up the Divide at all,
and it was necessary to do it in haste. On my way down I spoke to the woman
at whose cabin I had dined, and she said, "I am sure you found
Comanche Bill a real gentleman;" and I then knew that, if she gave me
correct information, my intelligent, courteous companion was one of the
most notorious desperadoes of the Rocky Mountains, and the greatest Indian
exterminator on the frontier--a man whose father and family fell in a
massacre at Spirit Lake by the hands of Indians, who carried away his
sister, then a child of eleven. His life has since been mainly devoted to a
search for this child, and to killing Indians wherever he can find
them.
to a height of 11,000 feet, and from thence I looked my last at the lonely,
uplifted prairie-sea. "Denver stage-road!" The
worst, rudest, dismallest, darkest road I have yet travelled on, nothing
but a winding ravine, the Platte canyon, pine-crowded and
pine-darkened, walled in on both sides for six miles by
pine-skirted mountains 12,000 feet high! Along this abyss for forty
miles there are said to be only five houses, and were it not for miners
going down, and freight-waggons going up, the solitude would be
awful. As it was, I did not see a creature. It was four when I left South
Park, and between those mountain walls and under the pines it soon became
quite dark, a darkness which could be felt. The snow which had melted in
the sun had refrozen, and was one sheet of smooth ice. Birdie slipped so
alarmingly that I got off and walked, but then neither of us could keep our
feet, and in the darkness she seemed so likely to fall upon me, that I took
out of my pack the man's socks which had been given me at Perry's
Park, and drew them on over her fore feet--an expedient which for a
time succeeded admirably, and which I commend to all travellers similarly
circumstanced. It was unutterably dark, and all these operations had to be
performed by the sense of touch only. I remounted, allowed her to take her
own way, as I could not see even her ears, and though her hind legs slipped
badly, we contrived
to get along through the narrowest part of the canyon, with a tumbling
river close to the road. The pines were very dense, and sighed and creaked
mournfully in the severe frost, and there were other eerie
noises not easy to explain. At last, when the socks were nearly worn out, I
saw the blaze of a camp fire, with two hunters sitting by it, on the
hill-side, and at the mouth of a gulch something which looked like
buildings. We got across the river partly on ice and partly by fording, and
I found that this was the place where, in spite of its somewhat dubious
reputation, I had been told that I could put up. A man came out in the
sapient and good-natured stage of intoxication, and, the door being
opened, I was confronted by a rough bar and a smoking, blazing kerosene
lamp without a chimney. This is the worst place I have put up at as to
food, lodging, and general character; an old and very dirty
log-cabin, not chinked, with one dingy room used for cooking and
feeding, in which a miner was lying very ill of fever; then a large
footless shed with a canvas side, which is to be an addition, and then the
bar. They accounted for the disorder by the building operations. They asked
me if I were the English lady written of in the Denver News,
and for once I was glad that my fame had preceded me, as it seemed to
secure me against being quietly "put out of the way." A
horrible meal was served--dirty, greasy, disgusting.
A celebrated hunter, Bob Craik, came in to supper with a young man in tow,
whom, in spite of his rough hunter's or miner's dress, I at once
recognised as an English gentleman. It was their camp-fire which I
had seen on the hill-side. This gentleman was lording it in true
caricature fashion, with a Lord Dundreary drawl and a general execration of
everything; while I sat in the chimney corner, speculating on the reason
why many of the upper class of my countrymen --"High
Toners," as they are called out here--make themselves so
ludicrously absurd. They neither know how to hold their tongues or to carry
their personal pretensions. An American is nationally assumptive, an
Englishman personally so. He took no notice of me till something passed
which showed him I was English, when his manner at once changed into
courtesy, and his drawl was shortened by a half. He took pains to let me
know that he was an officer in the Guards, of good family, on four
months' leave, which he was spending in slaying buffalo and elk, and
also that he had a profound contempt for everything American. I cannot
think why Englishmen put on these broad, mouthing tones, and give so many
personal details. They retired to their camp, and the landlord having
passed into the sodden, sleepy stage of drunkenness, his wife asked if I
should be afraid to sleep in the large canvas-sided, unceiled,
doorless shed, as they could not move the sick miner.
So I slept there on a shake-down, with the stars winking overhead
through the roof, and the mercury showing 30° of frost. I never told
you that I once gave an unwary promise that I would not travel alone in
Colorado unarmed, and that in consequence I left Estes Park with a
Sharp's revolver loaded with ball-cartridge in my pocket, which
has been the plague of my life. Its bright ominous barrel peeped out in
quiet Denver shops, children pulled it out to play with, or when my
riding-dress hung up with it in the pocket, pulled the whole from
the peg to the floor; and I cannot conceive of any circumstances in which I
could feel it right to make any use of it, or in which it could do me any
possible good. Last night, however, I took it out, cleaned and oiled it,
and laid it under my pillow, resolving to keep awake all night. I slept as
soon as I lay down, and never woke till the bright morning sun shone
through the roof, making me ridicule my own fears and abjure pistols for
ever!
lad dodging about with a revolver, and not getting up courage enough to
insult any one, till at last he hid himself in the stable and shot the
first Chinaman who entered. Things up there are just in that initial state
which desperadoes love. A man accidentally shoves another in a saloon, or
says a rough word at meals, and the challenge, "first finger on the
trigger" warrants either in shooting the other at any subsequent time
without the formality of a duel. Nearly all the shooting affrays arise from
the most trivial causes in saloons and bar-rooms. The deeper
quarrels, arising from jealousy or revenge, are few, and are usually about
some woman not worth fighting for. At Alma and Fairplay vigilance
committees have been lately formed, and when men act outrageously and make
themselves generally obnoxious they receive a letter with a drawing of a
tree, a man hanging from it, and a coffin below, on which is written
"Forewarned." They "git" in a few hours. When I
said I spent last night at Hall's Gulch there was quite a chorus of
exclamations. My host there, they all said, would be "strung"
before long. Did I know that a man was "strung" there
yesterday? Had I not seen him hanging? He was on the big tree by the house,
they said. Certainly, had I known what a ghastly burden that tree bore, I
would have encountered the ice and gloom of the gulch rather than have
slept there. They then told me a horrid tale of crime and
violence. This man had even shocked the morals of the Alma crowd, and had a
notice served on him by the vigilants, which had the desired effect, and he
imigrated to Hall's Gulch. As the tale runs, the Hall's Gulch
miners were resolved either not to have a groggery or to limit the number
of such places, and when this ruffian set one up he was
"forewarned." It seems, however, to have been merely a pretext
for getting rid of him, for it was hardly a crime of which even Lynch law
could take cognisance. He was overpowered by numbers, and, with
circumstances of great horror, was tried and strung on that tree within an
hour.¹
day after passing the teams except two men with a
"pack-jack." Birdie hates jacks, and rears and shies as
soon as she sees one. It was a bad road, one shelving sheet of ice, and
awfully lonely, and between the peril of the mare breaking her leg on the
ice and that of being crushed by windfalls of timber, I had to look out all
day. Towards sunset I came to a cabin where they "keep
travellers," but the woman looked so vinegar-faced that I
preferred to ride four miles farther, up a beautiful road winding along a
sunny gulch filled with silver spruce, bluer and more silvery than any I
have yet seen, and then crossed a divide, from which the view in all the
ecstasy of sunset colour was perfectly glorious. It was enjoyment also in
itself to get out of the deep chasm in which I had been immured all day.
There is a train of twelve freight-waggons here, each waggon with
six horses, but the teamsters carry their own camping blankets and sleep
either in their waggons or on the floor, so the house is not crowded. It is
a pleasant two-storey log-house, not only chinked but lined
with planed timber. Each room has a great open chimney with logs burning in
it; there are pretty engravings on the walls, and baskets full of creepers
hanging from the ceiling. This is the first settler's house I have
been in in which the ornamental has had any place. There is a door to each
room, the oak chairs are bright with rubbing, and the floor, though
unplaned,
is so clean that one might eat off it. The table is clean and abundant, and
the mother and daughter, though they do all the work, look as trim as if
they did none, and actually laugh heartily. The ranchman neither allows
drink to be brought into the house nor to be drunk outside, and on this
condition only he "keeps travellers." The freighters come in to
supper quite well washed, and though twelve of them slept in the kitchen;
by nine o'clock there was not a sound. This freighting business is
most profitable. I think that the charge is three cents per pound from
Denver to South Park, and there much of the freight is transferred to
"pack-jacks" and carried up to the mines. A railroad,
however, is contemplated. I breakfasted with the family after the freight
train left, and instead of sitting down to gobble up the remains of a meal,
they had a fresh tablecloth and hot food. The buckets are all polished oak,
with polished brass bands; the kitchen utensils are bright as rubbing can
make them; and, more wonderful still, the girls black their boots. Blacking
usually is an unused luxury; and frequently is not kept in houses. My boots
have only been blacked once during the last two months.
more of a man to spend a night in such a house." In Colorado whisky
is significant of all evil and violence and is the cause of most of the
shooting affrays in the mining camps. There are few moderate drinkers; it
is seldom taken except to excess. The great local question in the
Territory, and just now the great electoral issue, is drink or no drink,
and some of the papers are openly advocating a prohibitive liquor law. Some
of the districts, such as Greeley, in which liquor is prohibited, are
without crime, and in several of the stock-raising and agricultural
regions through which I have travelled where it is practically excluded the
doors are never locked, and the miners leave their silver bricks in their
waggons unprotected at night. People say that on coming from the Eastern
States they hardly realise at first the security in which they live. There
is no danger and no fear. But the truth of the proverbial saying,
"There is no God west of the Missouri," is everywhere manifest.
The "almighty dollar" is the true divinity, and its worship is
universal. "Smartness" is the quality thought most of. The boy
who "gets on" by cheating at his lessons is praised for being a
"smart boy," and his satisfied parents foretell that he will
make a "smart man." A man who overreaches his neighbour, but
who does it so cleverly that the law cannot take hold of him, wins an
envied reputation as a "smart man," and stories or this species
of smartness are told admiringly round
every stove. Smartness is but the initial stage of swindling, and the
clever swindler who evades or defies the weak and often corruptly
administered laws of the States excites unmeasured admiration among the
masses.¹
brown plains to Denver. Not a tree or shrub was to be seen, everything was
rioting in summer heat and drought, while behind lay the last grand canyon
of the mountains, dark with pines and cool with snow. I left the track and
took a short cut over the prairie to Denver, passing through an encampment
of the Ute Indians about 500 strong, a disorderly and dirty huddle of
lodges, ponies, men, squaws, children, skins, bones, and raw meat.
whisky. An attempt has recently been made to cleanse the Augean stable of
the Indian Department, but it has met with signal failure, the usual result
in America of every effort to purify the official atmosphere. Americans
specially love superlatives. The phrases "biggest in the
world," "finest in the world," are on all lips. Unless
President Hayes is a strong man they will soon come to boast that their
government is composed of the "biggest scoundrels" in the
world.
the unwelcome news that the goodly fellowship was broken up. The Dewys and
Mr. Waller were in Denver, and the house was dismantled, Mr. and Mrs.
Edwards alone remaining, who were, however, expecting me back. Saturday,
though like a blazing summer day, was wonderful in its beauty, and after
sunset the afterglow was richer and redder than I have ever seen it, but
the heavy crimson betokened severe heat, which came on yesterday, and was
hardly bearable. I attended service twice at the Episcopal Church, where
the service was beautifully read and sung; but in a city in which men
preponderate the congregation was mainly composed of women, who fluttered
their fans in a truly distracting way. Except for the churchgoing there
were few perceptible signs of Sunday in Denver, which was full of rowdies
from the mountain mining camps. You can hardly imagine the delight of
joining in those grand old prayers after so long a deprivation. The
"Te Deum" sounded heavenly in its magnificence; but the heat
was so tremendous that it was hard to "warstle" through the
day. They say that they have similar outbreaks of solar fury all through
the winter.
I left for my sixteen miles' ride to this place at four on Monday
afternoon with the sun still hot. Passing by a bare,
desolate-looking cemetery, I asked a sad-locking woman who
was leaning on the gate if she could direct me to Golden City. I repeated
the question twice before I got an answer, and then, though easily to be
accounted for, it was wide of the mark. In most doleful tones she said,
"Oh, go to the minister; I might tell you, may be, but it's too
great a responsibility; go to the ministers, they can tell you!" And
she returned to her tears for some one whose spirit she was doubtless
thinking of as in the Golden City of our hopes. That sixteen miles seemed
like one mile, after sunset, in the rapturous freshness of the Colorado
air, and Birdie, after her two days' rest and with a lightened load,
galloped across the prairie as if she enjoyed it. I did not reach this
gorge till late, and it was an hour after dark before I groped my way into
this dark, unlighted mining town, where, however, we were most fortunate
both as to stable and accommodation for myself.
is the elixir of life. At Golden City I parted for a time from my faithful
pony, as Clear Creek Canyon, which leads from it to Idaho, is entirely
monopolised by a narrow-gauge railroad, and is inaccessible for
horses or mules. To be without a horse in these mountains is to be reduced
to complete helplessness. My great wish was to see Green Lake, situated
near the timber line above Georgetown (said to be the highest town in the
United States), at a height of 9000 feet. A single day took me from the
heat of summer into the intense cold of winter. Golden City by daylight
showed its meanness and belied its name. It is ungraded, with here and
there a piece of wooden sidewalk, supported on posts, up to which you
ascend by planks. Brick, pine, and log houses are huddled together, every
other house is a saloon, and hardly a woman is to be seen. My landlady
apologised for the very exquisite little bedroom which she gave me by
saying "it was not quite as she would like it, but she had never had
a lady in her house before." The young "lady" who waited
at breakfast said, "I've been thinking about you, and I'm
certain sure you're an authoress." The day, as usual, was
glorious. Think of November half through and scarcely even a cloud in the
sky, except the vermilion cloudlets which accompany the sun at his rising
and setting! They say that winter never "sets in" there in the
Foot Hills, but that there are spells
of cold, alternating with bright, hot weather, and that the snow never lies
on the ground so as to interfere with the feed of cattle. Golden City rang
with oaths and curses, especially at the depôt. Americans are given
over to the most atrocious swearing, and the blasphemous use of our
Saviour's name is peculiarly revolting. Golden City stands at the
mouth of Toughcuss, otherwise Clear Creek Canyon, which many people think
the grandest scenery in the mountains, as it twists and turns marvellously,
and its stupendous sides are nearly perpendicular, while farther progress
is to all appearance continually blocked by great masses of rock and piles
of snow-covered mountains. Unfortunately, its sides have been almost
entirely denuded of timber, mining operations consuming any quantity of it.
The narrow-gauge, steep-grade railway, which runs up the
canyon for the convenience of the rich mining districts of Georgetown,
Black Hawk, and Central City, is a curiosity of engineering. The track has
partly been blasted out of the sides of the canyon, and has partly been
"built" by making a bed of stones in the creek itself, and
laying the track across them. I have never seen such churlishness and
incivility as in the officials of that railroad and the stage-lines
which connect with it, or met with such preposterous charges. They have
handsome little cars on the route, but though the passengers paid full
fare, they
put us into a baggage-car because the season was over, and in order
to see anything I was obliged to sit on the floor at the door. The singular
grandeur cannot be described. It is a mere gash cut by the torrent,
twisted, walled, chasmed, weather-stained, with the most brilliant
colouring, generally dark with shadow, but its utter desolation
occasionally revealed by a beam of intense sunshine. A few stunted pines
and cedars, spared because of their inaccessibility, hung here and there
out of the rifts. Sometimes the walls of the abyss seemed to meet overhead,
and then widening out, the rocks assumed fantastic forms, all grandeur,
sublimity, and almost terror. After two hours of this, the track came to an
end, and the canyon widened sufficiently for a road, all stones, holes, and
sidings. There a great "Concord coach" waited for us, intended
for twenty passengers, and a mountain of luggage in addition, and the four
passengers without any luggage sat on the seat behind the driver, so that
the huge thing bounced and swung upon the straps on which it was hung so as
to recall the worst horrors of New Zealand staging. The driver never spoke
without an oath, and though two ladies were passengers, cursed his splendid
horses the whole time. Formerly, even the most profane men intermitted
their profanity in the presence of women, but they "have changed all
that." Every one I saw up there seemed in a bad temper. I suspect
that
all their "smart tricks" in mining shares had gone wrong.
next day, and much feared that I should lose Green Lake, the goal of my
journey. We drove trough the narrow, piled-up, irregular street,
crowded with miners standing in groups, or drinking and gaming under the
verandahs, to a good hotel declivitously situated, where I at once inquired
if I could get to Green Lake. The landlord said he thought not; the snow
was very deep, and no one had been up for five weeks, but for my
satisfaction he would send to a stable and inquire. The amusing answer came
back, "If it's the English lady travelling in the mountains, she
can have a horse, but not any one else."
silver. There are the "Terrible" and other mines, whose shares
you can see quoted daily in the share lists in the Times,
sometimes at cent per cent premium, and then down to 25 discount. These
mines, with their prolonged subterranean workings, their stamping and
crushing mills, and the smelting works which have been established near
them, fill the district with noise, hubbub, and smoke by night and day; but
I had turned altogether aside from them into a still region, where each
miner in solitude was grubbing for himself, and confiding to none his finds
or disappointments. Agriculture restores and beautifies, mining destroys
and devastates; turning the earth inside out, making it hideous, and
blighting every green thing, as it usually blights man's heart and
soul. There was mining everywhere along that grand road, with all its
destruction and devastation, its digging, burrowing, gulching, and
sluicing; and up all along the seemingly inaccessible heights were holes
with their roofs log-supported, in which solitary and patient men
were selling their lives for treasure. Down by the stream, all among the
icicles, men were sluicing and washing, and everywhere along the heights
were the scars of hardly-passable trails, too steep even for
pack-jacks, leading to the holes, and down which the miner packs the
ore on his back. Many a heart has been broken for the few finds which have
been made along those hill-sides.
All the ledges are covered with charred stumps, a picture of desolation,
where nature had made everything grand and fair. But even from all this I
turned. The last miner I saw gave me explicit directions, and I left the
track and struck upwards into the icy solitudes--sheets of ice at
first, then snow, over a foot deep, pure and powdery, then a very difficult
ascent through a pine forest, where it was nearly dark, the horse tumbling
about in deep snow-drifts. But the goal was reached, and none too
soon. At a height of nearly 12,000 feet I halted on a steep declivity, and
below me, completely girdled by dense forests of pines, with mountains red
and glorified in the sunset rising above them, was Green Lake, looking like
water, but in reality a sheet of ice two feet thick. From the gloom and
chill below I had come up into the pure air and sunset light, and the glory
of the unprofaned works of God. It brought to my mind the verse, "The
darkness is past, and the true light now shineth;" and, as if in
commentary upon it, were the hundreds and thousands of men delving in dark
holes in the gloom of the twilight below.
form, so that I had an excellent view of that truly sublime canyon. For
economy I dined in a restaurant in Golden City, and at three remounted my
trusty Birdie, intending to arrive here that night. The adventure I met
with is almost too silly to tell. When I left Golden City it was a
brilliant summer afternoon, and not too hot. They could not give any
directions at the stable, and told me to go out on the Denver track till I
met some one who could direct me, which started me off wrong from the
first. After riding about two miles I met a man who told me I was all
wrong, and directed me across the prairie till I met another, who gave me
so many directions that I forgot them, and was irretrievably lost. The
afterglow, seen to perfection on the open plain, was wonderful. Just as it
grew dark I rode after a teamster who said I was then four miles farther
from Boulder than when I left Golden, and directed me to a house seven
miles off. I suppose he thought I should know, for he told me to cross the
prairie till I came to a place where three tracks are seen, and there to
take the best-travelled one, steering all the time by the north
star. His directions did bring me to tracks, but it was then so dark that I
could see nothing, and soon became so dark that I could not even see
Birdie's ears, and was lost and benighted. I rode on, hour after hour,
in the darkness and solitude, the prairie all round and a firmament of
frosty stars
overhead. The prairie wolf howled now and then, and occasionally the lowing
of cattle gave me hope of human proximity. But there was nothing but the
lone wild plain. You can hardly imagine the longing to see a light, to hear
a voice, the intensely eerie feeling of being alone in that vast solitude.
It was freezing very sharply and was very cold, and I was making up my mind
to steer all night for the Pole Star, much fearing that I should be brought
up by one of the affluents of the Platte, or that Birdie would tire, when I
heard the undertoned bellowing of a bull, which, from the snorting and
rooting up of earth, seemed to be disputing the right of way, and the pony
was afraid to pass. While she was scuffling about, I heard a dog bark and a
man swear; then I saw a light, and in another minute found myself at a
large house, where I knew the people, only eleven miles from Denver! It was
nearly midnight, and light, warmth, and a good bed were truly welcome.
near Boulder, I struck across the prairie for it, and then found the
Boulder track. "The best-laid schemes of men and mice gang aft
agee," and my exploits came to an untimely end to-day. On
arriving here, instead of going into the mountains, I was obliged to go to
bed in consequence of vertigo, headache, and faintness, produced by the
intense heat of the sun. In all that weary land there was no "shadow
of a great rock" under which to rest. The gravelly, baked soil
reflected the fiery sun, and it was nearly maddening to look up at the cool
blue of the mountains, with their stretches of pines and their deep indigo
shadows. Boulder is a hideous collection of frame houses on the burning
plain, but it aspires to be a "city" in virtue of being a
"distributing point" for the settlements up the Boulder Canyon,
and of the discovery of a coal-seam.
my host here can hardly believe that she has travelled over 500 miles. I am
feeling "the pinch of poverty" rather severely. When I have
paid my bill here I shall have exactly twenty-six cents left. Evans
was quite unable to pay the hundred dollars which he owes me, and, to save
themselves, the Denver banks, though they remain open, have suspended
payment, and would not cash my circular notes. The financial straits are
very serious, and the unreasoning panic which has set in makes them worse.
The present state of matters is--nobody has any money, so nothing is
worth anything. The result to me is that, nolens
volens, I must go up to Estes Park, where I can live without
ready money, and remain there till things change for the better. It does
not seem a very hard fate! Long's Peak rises in purple gloom, and I
long for the cool air and unfettered life of the solitary blue hollow at
its base.
with newspapers. Edwards, with his wife and family, were still believed to
be here. A heavy snowstorm was expected, and all the sky--that vast
dome which spans the plains--was overcast; but over the mountains it
was a deep, still, sad blue, into which snowy peaks rose sunlighted. It was
a lonely, mournful-looking morning, but when I reached the beautiful
canyon of the St. Vrain, the sad blue became brilliant, and the sun warm
and scintillating. Ah, how beautiful and incomparable the ride up here is,
infinitely more beautiful than the much-vaunted parts I have seen
elsewhere. There is, first, this beautiful hill-girdled valley of
fair savannahs, through which the bright St. Vrain curves in and out amidst
a tangle of cotton-wood and withered clematis and Virginia creeper,
which two months ago made the valley gay with their scarlet and gold. Then
the canyon, with its fantastically-stained walls; then the long
ascent through sweeping foothills to the gates of rock at a height of 9000
feet; then the wildest and most wonderful scenery for twenty miles, in
which you cross thirteen ranges from 9000 to 11,000 feet high, pass through
countless canyons and gulches, cross thirteen dark fords, and finally
descend, through M'Ginn's Gulch, upon this, the gem of the Rocky
Mountains. It was a weird ride. I got on very slowly. The road is a hard
one for any horse, specially for a heavily-loaded one, and at the
end of several weeks
of severe travel. When I had ridden fifteen miles I stopped at the ranch
where people usually get food, but it was empty, and the next was also
deserted. So I was compelled to go to the last house, where two young men
are "baching." There I had to decide between getting a meal for
myself or a feed for the pony; but the young man, on hearing of my sore
poverty, trusted me "till next time." His house, for order and
neatness, and a sort of sprightliness of cleanliness--the comfort of
cleanliness without its severity--is a pattern to all women, while the
clear eyes and manly self-respect which the habit of total
abstinence gives in this country are a pattern to all men. He cooked me a
splendid dinner, with good tea. After dinner I opened the mail-bag,
and was delighted to find an accumulation of letters from you; but I sat
much too long there, forgetting that I had twenty miles to ride, which
could hardly be done in less than six hours. It was then brilliant. I had
not realised the magnificence of that ride when I took it before, but the
pony was tired, and I could not hurry her, and the distance seemed
interminable, as after every range I crossed another range. Then came a
region of deep, dark, densely-wooded gulches, only a few feet wide,
and many fords, and from their cold depths I saw the last sunlight fade
from the brows of precipices 4000 feet high. It was eerie, as darkness came
on, to wind in and out in the pine-
shadowed gloom, sometimes on ice, sometimes in snow, at the bottom of these
tremendous chasms. Wolves howled in all directions. This is said to denote
the approach of a storm. During this twenty-mile ride I met a hunter
with an elk packed on his horse, and he told me not only that the Edwardses
were at the cabin yesterday, but that they were going to remain for two
weeks longer, no matter how uncongenial. The ride did seem endless after
darkness came on, Finally the last huge range was conquered, the last deep
chasm passed, and with an eeriness which craved for human companionship, I
rode up to "Mountain Jim's" den, but no light shone
through the chinks, and all was silent. So I rode tediously down
M'Ginn's Gulch, which was full of crackings and other strange
mountain noises, and was pitch dark, though the stars were bright overhead.
Soon I heard the welcome sound of a barking dog. I supposed it to denote
strange hunters, but calling "Ring" at a venture, the noble
dog's large paws and grand head were in a moment on my saddle, and he
greeted me with all those inarticulate but perfectly comprehensible noises
with which dogs welcome their human friends. Of the two men on horses who
accompanied him, one was his master, as I knew by the musical voice and
grace of manner, but it was too dark to see any one, though he struck a
light to show me the valuable furs with which one of the horses
was loaded. The desperado was heartily glad to see me, and sending the man
and fur-laden horse on to his cabin, he turned with me to
Evans's; and as the cold was very severe, and Birdie was very tired,
we dismounted and walked the remaining three miles. All my visions of a
comfortable reception and good meal after my long ride vanished with his
first words. The Edwardses had left for the winter on the previous morning,
but had not passed through Longmount; the cabin was dismantled, the stores
were low, and two young men, Mr. Kavan, a miner, and Mr. Buchan, whom I was
slightly acquainted with before, were "baching" there to look
after the stock until Evans, who was daily expected, returned. The other
settler and his wife had left the Park, so there was not a woman within
twenty-five miles. A fierce wind had arisen, and the cold was awful,
which seemed to make matters darker. I did not care in the least about
myself, I could rough it, and enjoy doing so, but I was very sorry for the
young men, who, I knew, would be much embarrassed by the sudden appearance
of a lady for an indefinite time. But the difficulty had to be faced, and I
walked in and took them by surprise as they were sitting smoking by the
fire in the living-room, which was dismantled, unswept, and
wretched-looking. The young men did not show any annoyance, but
exerted themselves to prepare a meal, and courteously made Jim share it.
After he
had gone, I boldly confessed my impecunious circumstances, and told them
that I must stay there till things changed, that I hoped not to
inconvenience them in any way, and that by dividing the work among us they
would be free to be out hunting. So we agreed to make the best of it. [Our
arrangements, which we supposed would last only two or three days, extended
over nearly a month. Nothing could exceed the courtesy and good feeling
which these young men showed. It was a very pleasant time on the whole, and
when we separated they told me that though they were much "taken
aback" at first, they felt at last that we could get on in the same
way for a year, in which I cordially agreed.] Sundry practical difficulties
had to be faced and overcome. There was one of the common spring mattresses
of the country in the little room which opened from the living-room,
but nothing upon it. This was remedied by making a large bag and filling it
with hay. Then there were neither sheets, towels, nor table-cloths.
This was irremediable, and I never missed the first or last. Candles were
another loss, and we had only one paraffin lamp. I slept all night in spite
of a gale which blew all Sunday and into Monday afternoon, threatening to
lift the cabin from the ground, and actually removing part of the roof from
the little room between the kitchen and living-room, in which we
used to dine. Sunday was brilliant, but nearly a
hurricane, and I dared not stir outside the cabin. The parlour was two
inches deep in the mud from the roof. We nominally divide the cooking. Mr.
Kayan makes the best bread I ever ate; they bring in wood and water, and
wash the supper-things, and I "do" my room and the
parlour, wash the breakfast-things, and a number of etceteras. My
room is easily "done," but the parlour is a never-ending
business. I have swept shovelfuls of mud out of it three times
to-day. There is nothing to dust it with but a buffalo's tail,
and every now and then a gust descends the open chimney and drives the wood
ashes all over the room. However, I have found an old shawl which answers
for a table-cloth, and have made our "parlour" look a
little more habitable. Jim came in yesterday in a silent mood, and sat
looking vacantly into the fire. The young men said that this mood was the
usual precursor of an "ugly fit."
and uneatable. Had it not been for some tea which was bestowed upon me at
the inn at Longmount we should have had none. In this superb air and
physically active life I can eat everything but pickled pork. We breakfast
about nine, dine at two, and have supper at seven, but our
menu never varies. To-day I have been
all alone in the Park, as the men left to hunt elk after breakfast, after
bringing in wood and water. The sky is brilliant and the light intense, or
else the solitude would be oppressive. I keep two horses in the corral so
as to be able to explore, but except Birdie, who is turned out, none of the
animals are worth much now from want of shoes, and tender feet.
"how nearly a man can become a devil, I'll tell you now."
There was no choice, and we rode up the canyon, and I listened to one of
the darkest tales of ruin I have ever heard or read. Its early features
were very simple. His father was a British officer quartered at Montreal,
of a good old Irish family. From his account he was an ungovernable boy,
imperfectly educated, and tyrannising over a loving but weak mother. When
seventeen years old he saw a young girl at church whose appearance he
described as being of angelic beauty, and fell in love with her with all
the intensity of an uncontrolled nature. He saw her three times, but
scarcely spoke to her. On his mother opposing his wish and treating it as a
boyish folly, he took to drink "to spite her," and almost as
soon as he was eighteen, maddened by the girl's death, he ran away
from home, entered the service of the Hudson's Bay Company, and
remained in it for several years, only leaving it because he found even
that lawless life too strict for him. Then, being as I suppose about
twenty-seven, he entered the service of the United States
Government, and became one of the famous Indian Scouts of the Plains,
distinguishing himself by some of the most daring deeds on record, and some
of the bloodiest crimes. Some of these tales I have heard before, but never
so terribly told. Years must have passed in that service, till he became a
character known through all
the West, and much dreaded for his readiness to take offence, and his equal
readiness with his revolver. Vain, even in his dark mood, he told me that
he was idolised by women, and that in his worst hours he was always
chivalrous to good women. He described himself as riding through camps in
his scout's dress with a red scarf round his waist, and sixteen golden
curls, eighteen inches long, hanging over his shoulders. The handsome, even
superbly handsome, side of his face was towards me as he spoke. As a scout
and as an armed escort of emigrant parties he was evidently implicated in
all the blood and broil of a lawless region and period, and went from bad
to worse, varying his life by drunken sprees, which brought nothing but
violence and loss. The narrative seemed to lack some link, for I next found
him on a homestead in Missouri, from whence he came to Colorado a few years
ago. There, again, something was dropped out, but I suspect, and not
without reason, that he joined one or more of those gangs of "border
ruffians" which for so long raided through Kansas, perpetrating such
massacres and outrages as that of the Marais du Cygne. His fame for
violence and ruffianism preceded him into Colorado, where his knowledge of
and love of the mountains have earned him the
sobriquet he now bears. He has a
squatter's claim and forty head of cattle, and is a successful trapper
besides, but envy and vindictiveness are raging within him. He
gets money, goes to Denver, and spends large sums in the maddest
dissipation, making himself a terror, and going beyond even such
desperadoes as "Texas Jack" and "Wild Bill;" and
when the money is done returns to his mountain den, full of hatred and
self-scorn, till the next time. Of course I cannot give details. The
story took three hours to tell, and was crowded with terrific illustrations
of a desperado's career, told with a rush of wild eloquence that was
truly thrilling. When the snow, which for some time had been falling,
compelled him to break off and guide me to a sheltered place from which I
could make my own way back again, he stopped his horse and said, "Now
you see a man who has made a devil of himself! Lost! Lost! Lost! I believe
in God. I've given Him no choice but to put me with 'the devil
and his angels.' I'm afraid to die. You've stirred the
better nature in me too late. I can't change. If ever a man were a
slave, I am. Don't speak to me of repentance and reformation. I
can't reform. Your voice reminded me of --." Then in
feverish tones, "How dare you ride with me? You won't speak to
me again, will you?" He made me promise to keep one or two things
secret whether he were living or dead, and I promised, for I had no choice;
but they come between me and the sunshine sometimes, and I wake at night to
think of them. I wish I had been spared the regret and excitement of
that afternoon. A less ungovernable nature would never have spoken as he
did, nor told me what he did; but his proud, fierce soul all poured itself
out then, with hatred and self-loathing, blood on his hands and
murder in his heart, though even then he could not be altogether other than
a gentleman, or altogether divest himself of fascination, even when so
tempestuously revealing the darkest points of his character. My soul
dissolved in pity for his dark, lost, self-ruined life, as he left
me and turned away in the blinding storm to the Snowy Range, where he said
he was going to camp out for a fortnight; a man of great abilities, real
genius, singular gifts, and with all the chances in life which other men
have had. How far more terrible than the "Actum
est: periisti" of Cowper is his exclamation,
"Lost! Lost! Lost!"
of snow and light, is to be seen. Nothing that I have seen in Colorado
compares with Estes Park; and now that the weather is magnificent, and the
mountain tops above the pine woods are pure white, there is nothing of
beauty or grandeur for which the heart can wish that is not here; and it is
health-giving, with pure air, pure water, and absolute dryness. But
there is something very solemn, at times almost overwhelming, in the winter
solitude. I have never experienced anything like it even when I lived on
the slopes of Hualalai. When the men are out hunting I know not where, or
at night, when storms sweep down from Long's Peak, and the air is full
of stinging, tempest-driven snow and there is barely a probability
of any one coming, or of any communication with the world at all, then the
stupendous mountain ranges which lie between us and the plains grow in
height till they become impassable barriers, and the bridgeless rivers grow
in depth, and I wonder if all my life is to be spent here in washing and
sweeping and baking. To-day has been one of manual labour. We did
not breakfast till 9.30, then the men went out, and I never sat down till
two. I cleaned the living-room and the kitchen, swept a path through
the rubbish in the passage-room, washed up, made and baked a batch
of rolls and four pounds of sweet biscuits, cleaned some tins and pans,
washed some clothes, and gave things generally a "redding
up." There is a little thick buttermilk, fully six weeks old, at the
bottom of a churn, which I use for raising the rolls; but Mr. Kavan, who
makes "lovely" bread, puts some flour and water to turn sour
near the stove, and this succeeds admirably. I also made a most
unsatisfactory investigation into the state of my apparel. I came to
Colorado now nearly three months ago, with a small carpet-bag
containing clothes, none of them new; and these, by legitimate wear, the
depredations of calves, and the necessity of tearing some of them up for
dish-cloths, are reduced to a single change! I have a solitary
pocket-handkerchief and one pair of stockings, such a mass of darns
that hardly a trace of the original wool remains. Owing to my inability to
get money in Denver I am almost without shoes, have nothing but a pair of
slippers and some "arctics." For outer garments--well, I
have a trained black silk dress, with a black silk polonaise! and nothing
else but my old flannel riding-suit, which is quite threadbare, and
requires such frequent mending that I am sometimes obliged to
"dress" for supper, and patch and darn it during the evening.
You will laugh, but it is singular that one can face the bitter winds with
the mercury at zero and below it, in exactly the same clothing which I wore
in the tropics! It is only the extreme dryness of the air which renders it
possible to live in such clothing. We have arranged the work
better. Mr. Buchan was doing too much, and it was hard for him, as he is
very delicate. You will wonder how three people here in the wilderness can
have much to do. There are the horses which we keep in the corral to feed
on sheaf oats and take to water twice a day, the fowls and dogs to feed,
the cow to milk, the bread to make, and to keep a general knowledge of the
whereabouts of the stock in the event of a severe snowstorm coming on. Then
there is all the wood to cut, as there is no wood pile, and we burn a great
deal and besides the cooking, washing, and mending, which each one does,
the men must hunt and fish for their living. Then two sick cows have had to
be attended to. We were with one when it died yesterday. It suffered
terribly, and looked at us with the pathetically pleading eyes of a
creature "made subject to vanity." The disposal of its carcass
was a difficulty. The waggon horses were in Denver, and when we tried to
get the others to pull the dead beast away, they only kicked and plunged,
so we managed to get it outside the shed, and according to Mr. Kavan's
prediction a pack of wolves came down, and before daylight nothing was left
but the bones. They were so close to the cabin that their noise was most
disturbing, and on looking out several times I could see them all in a heap
wrangling and tumbling over each other. They are much larger than the
prairie wolf, but equally
cowardly, I believe. This morning was black with clouds, and a snowstorm
was threatened, and about 700 cattle and a number of horses came in long
files from the valleys and canyons where they maraud, their instinct
teaching them to seek the open and the protection of man. I was alone in
the cabin this afternoon when Mr. Nugent, whom we believed to be on the
Snowy Range, walked in very pale and haggard-looking, and coughing
severely. He offered to show me the trail up one of the grandest of the
canyons, and I could not refuse to go. The Fall river has had its source
completely altered by the operations of the beavers. Their engineering
skill is wonderful. In one place they have made a lake by damming up the
stream; in another their works have created an island, and they have made
several falls. Their storehouses, of course, are carefully concealed. By
this time they are about full for the winter. We saw quantities of young
cotton-wood and aspen-trees, with stems about as thick as my
arm, lying where these industrious creatures have felled them ready for
their use. They always work at night and in concert. Their long, sharp
teeth are used for gnawing down the trees, but their mason-work is
done entirely with their flat, trowel-like tails. In its natural
state the fur is very durable, and is as full of long black hairs as that
of the sable, but as sold, all these hairs have been plucked out of it. The
canyon was glori-
ous, ah! glorious beyond any other, but it was a dismal and depressing
ride. The dead past buried its dead. Not an allusion was made to the
conversation previously. "Jim's" manner was courteous, but
freezing, and when I left him on my return he said he hardly thought he
should be back from the Snowy Range before I left. Essentially an actor,
was he, I wonder, posing on the previous day in the attitude of desperate
remorse, to impose on my credulity or frighten me; or was it a genuine and
unpremeditated outburst of passionate regret for the life which he had
thrown away? I cannot tell, but I think it was the last. As I cautiously
rode back, the sunset glories were reddening the mountain-tops, and
the Park lay in violet gloom. It was wonderfully magnificent, but oh, so
solemn, so lonely! I rode a very large, well-bred mare, with three
shoes loose and one off, arid she fell with me twice and was very clumsy in
crossing the Thompson, which was partly ice and partly a deep ford, but
when we reached comparatively level grassy ground I had a gallop of nearly
two miles, which I enjoyed thoroughly, her great swinging stride being so
easy and exhilarating after Birdie's short action.
a very depressing effect, and all the scenery appears in its grimness of
black and gray. We have lost three horses, including Birdie, and have
nothing to entice them with, and not an animal to go and drive them in
with. I put my great mare in the corral myself, and Mr. Kayan put his in
afterwards and secured the bars, but the wolves were holding a carnival
again last night, and we think that the horses were scared and stampeded,
as otherwise they would not have leaped the fence. The men are losing their
whole day in looking for them. On their return they said that they had seen
Mr. Nugent returning to his cabin by the other side and the lower ford of
the Thompson, and that he had "an awfully ugly fit on him," so
that they were glad that he did not come near us. The evening is setting in
sublime in its blackness. Late in the afternoon I caught a horse which was
snuffing at the sheaf oats, and had a splendid gallop on the Longmount
trail with the two great hunting dogs. In returning, in the grimness of the
coming storm, I had that view of the Park which I saw first in the glories
of an autumn sunset. Life was all dead; the dragon-flies no longer
darted in the sunshine, the cotton-woods had shed their last amber
leaves, the crimson trailers of the wild vines were bare, the stream itself
had ceased its tinkle and was numb in fetters of ice, a few withered
flower-stalks only told of the brief bright glory of the summer. The
Park
never had looked so utterly walled in; it was fearful in its loneliness,
the ghastliest of white peaks lay sharply outlined against the black
snow-clouds, the bright river was ice-bound, the pines were
all black, the lawns of the Park were deserted of living things, the world
was absolutely shut out. How can you expect me to write letters from such a
place, from a life "in which nothing happens"? It really is
strange that neither Evans nor Edwards come back. The young men are
grumbling, for they were asked to stay here for five days, and they have
been here five weeks, and they are anxious to be away camping out for the
hunting, on which they depend. There are two calves dying, and we
don't know what to do for them; and if a very severe snowstorm comes
on, we can't bring in and feed eight hundred head of cattle.
can fancy my surprise, on going into the kitchen, to find a dish of smoking
steaks of venison on the table. We ate like famished people, and enjoyed
our meal thoroughly. Just before I came the young men had shot an elk,
which they intended to sell in Denver, and the grand carcass, with great
branching antlers, hung outside the shed. Often while vainly trying to
swallow some pickled pork I had looked across to the tantalising animal,
but it was not to be thought of. However, this morning, as the young men
felt the pinch of hunger even more than I did, and the prospects of packing
it to Denver became worse, they decided on cutting into one side, so we
shall luxuriate in venison while it lasts. We think that Edwards will
surely be up to-night, but unless he brings supplies our case is
looking serious. The flour is running low, there is only coffee for one
week, and I have only a scanty three ounces of tea left. The
baking-powder is nearly at an end. We have agreed to economise by
breakfasting very late, and having two meals a day instead of three. The
young men went out hunting as usual, and I went out and found Birdie, and
on her, brought in four other horses, but the snow balled so badly that I
went out and walked across the river on a very passable ice bridge, and got
some new views of the unique grandeur of this place. Our evenings are
social and pleasant. We finish supper about eight, and make up a huge fire.
The men smoke
while I write to you. Then we draw near the fire, and I take my endless
mending, and we talk or read aloud. Both are very intelligent, and Mr.
Buchan has very extended information and a good deal of insight into
character. Of course our circumstances, the likelihood of release, the
prospects of snow blocking us in and of our supplies holding out, the sick
calves, "Jim's" mood, the possible intentions of a man
whose footprints we have found and traced for three miles, are all topics
that often recur, and few of which can be worn threadbare.
ideas of right are the queerest possible. He says that he believes in God,
but what he knows or believes of God's law I know not. To resent
insult with your revolver, to revenge yourself on those who have injured
you, to be true to a comrade and share your last crust with him, to be
chivalrous to good women, to be generous and hospitable, and at the last to
die game--these are the articles of his creed, and I suppose they are
received by men of his stamp. He hates Evans with a bitter hatred, and
Evans returns it, having undergone much provocation from Jim in his moods
of lawlessness and violence, and being not a little envious of the
fascination which his manners and conversation have for the strangers who
come up here.
We had a good deal of sacred music to-day, to make it as like Sunday
as possible. The "faint melancholy" of this winter loneliness
is very fascinating. How glorious the amber fires of the winter dawns are,
and how gloriously to-night the crimson clouds descended just to the
mountain-tops and were reflected on the pure surface of the snow!
The door of this room looks due north, and as I write the Pole Star blazes,
and a cold crescent moon hangs over the ghastliness of Long's
Peak.
find Mr. Kavan busy at the stove flying venison, myself washing the
supper-dishes, and Mr. Buchan drying them, or both the men busy at
the stove while I sweep the floor. Our food is a great object of interest
to us, and we are ravenously hungry now that we have only two meals a day.
About sundown each goes forth to his "chores"--Mr. K. to
chop wood, Mr. B. to haul water, I to wash the milk-pans and water
the horses. On Saturday the men shot a deer, and on going for it
to-day they found nothing but the hind legs, and following a track
which they expected would lead them to a beast's hole, they came quite
carelessly upon a large mountain lion, which, however, took itself out of
their reach before they were sufficiently recovered from their surprise to
fire at it. These lions, which are really a species of puma, are
bloodthirsty as well as cowardly. Lately one got into a sheepfold in the
canyon of the St. Vrain, and killed thirty sheep, sucking the blood from
their throats.
which I could not stand, and when I did get out all my clothes were blown
into strips from an inch to four inches in width, literally destroyed! One
learns how very little is necessary either for comfort or happiness. I made
a four-pound spiced ginger cake, baked some bread, mended my riding
dress, cleaned up generally, wrote some letters with the hope that some day
they might be posted, and took a magnificent walk, reaching the cabin again
in the melancholy glory which now immediately precedes the darkness. We
were all busy getting our supper ready when the dogs began to bark
furiously, and we heard the noise of horses. "Evans at last!"
we exclaimed, but we were wrong. Mr. Kavan went out, and returned saying
that it was a young man who had come up with Evans's waggon and team,
and that the waggon had gone over into a gulch seven miles from here, Mr.
Kavan looked very grave. "It's another mouth to feed," he
said. They asked no questions, and brought the lad in, a slangy, assured
fellow of twenty, who, having fallen into delicate health at a theological
college, had been sent up here by Evans to work for his board. The men were
too courteous to ask him what he was doing up here, but I boldly asked him
where he lived, and to our dismay he replied "I've come to live
here." So we had to settle what to do with him. We discussed the food
question gravely, as it presented a real difficulty. We put
him into a bed-closet opening from the kitchen, and decided to see
what he was fit for before giving him work. We were very much amazed, in
truth, at his coming here. He is evidently a shallow, arrogant youth.
hang about while the men hauled it up and fixed it, so I went slowly back,
encountering Mr. Nugent in a most bitter mood--almost in an
"ugly fit"--hating everybody, and contrasting his own
generosity and reckless kindness with the selfishness and
carefully-weighed kindnesses of others. People do give him credit
for having "as kind a heart as ever beat." Lately a child in
the other cabin was taken ill, and though there were idle men and horses at
hand, it was only the "desperado" who rode sixty miles in
"the shortest time ever made" to bring the doctor, While we
were talking he was sitting on a stone outside his den mending a saddle,
skins, bones, and skulls lying about him, "Ring" watching him
with jealous and idolatrous affection, the wind lifting his thin curls from
as grand a head as was ever modelled--a ruin of a man. Yet the sun
which shines "on the evil and the good" was lighting up the
gold of his hair. May our Father which is in heaven yet show mercy to His
outcast child!
the fire, but it was hard frozen before I could use it. My hair, which was
thoroughly wet with the thawed snow of yesterday, is hard frozen in plaits.
The milk and treacle are like rock, the eggs have to be kept on the coolest
part of the stove to keep them fluid. Two calves in the shed were frozen to
death. Half our floor is deep in snow, and it is so cold that we cannot
open the door to shovel it out. The snow began again at eight this morning,
very fine and hard. It blows in through the chinks and dusts this letter
while I write. Mr. Kavan keeps my ink-bottle close to the fire, and
hands it to me every time that I need to dip my pen. We have a huge fire,
but cannot raise the temperature above 20°. Ever since I returned the
lake has been hard enough to bear a waggon, but to-day it is
difficult to keep the waterhole open by the constant use of the axe. The
snow may either melt or block us in. Our only anxiety is about the
supplies. We have tea and coffee enough to last over to-morrow, the
sugar is just done, and the flour is getting low. It is really serious that
we have "another mouth to feed," and the new-comer is a
ravenous creature, eating more than the three of us. It dismays me to see
his hungry eyes gauging the supply at breakfast, and to see the loaf
disappear. He told me this morning that he could eat the whole of what was
on the table. He is mad after food, and I see that Mr. K. is starving
himself to make it hold
out. Mr. Buchan is very far from well, and dreads the prospect of
"half rations." All this sounds laughable, but we shall not
laugh if we have to look hunger in the face! Now in the evening the
snow-clouds, which have blotted out all things, are lifting, and the
winter scene is wonderful. The mercury is 5° below zero, and the aurora
is glorious. In my unchinked room the mercury is 1° below zero. Mr.
Buchan can hardly get his breath; the dryness is intense. We spent the
afternoon cooking the Thanksgiving dinner. I made a wonderful pudding, for
which I had saved eggs and cream for days, and dried and stoned cherries
supplied the place of currants. I made a bowl of custard for sauce, which
the men said was "splendid;" also a rolled pudding, with
molasses; and we had venison steaks and potatoes, but for tea we were
obliged to use the tea-leaves of the morning again. I should think
that few people in America have enjoyed their Thanksgiving dinner more. We
had urged Mr. Nugent to join us, but he refused, almost savagely, which we
regretted. My four-pound cake made yesterday is all gone! This
wretched boy confesses that he was so hungry in the night that he got up
and ate nearly half of it. He is trying to cajole me into making
another.
cayenne pepper for ginger, and had made a cake with it. Last evening I put
half of it into the cupboard and left the door open. During the night we
heard a commotion in the kitchen and much choking, coughing, and groaning,
and at breakfast the boy was unable to swallow food with his usual
ravenousness. After breakfast he came to me whimpering, and asking for
something soothing for his throat, admitting that he had seen the
"gingerbread," and "felt so starved" in the night
that he got up to eat it. I tried to make him feel that it was "real
mean" to eat so much and be so useless, and he said he would do
anything to help me, but the men were so "down on him." I never
saw men so patient with a lad before. He is a most vexing addition to our
party, yet one cannot help laughing at him. He is not honourable, though. I
dare not leave this letter lying on the table, as he would read it. He
writes for two Western periodicals (at least he says so), and he shows us
long pieces of his published poetry. In one there are twenty lines copied
(as Mr. Kavan has shown me) without alteration from Paradise
Lost; in another there are two stanzas from
Resignation, with only the alteration of "stray"
for "dead;" and he has passed the whole of Bonar's
Meeting-place off as his own. Again, he lent me an
essay by himself, called The Function of the Novelist, which
is nothing but a mosaic of unacknowledged
quotations. The men tell me that he has "bragged" to them that
on his way here he took shelter in Mr. Nugent's cabin, found out where
he hides his key, opened his box, and read his letters and MSS. He is a
perfect plague with his ignorance and self-sufficiency. The first
day after he came while I was washing up the breakfast-things he
told me that he intended to do all the dirty work, so I left the knives and
forks in the tub and asked him to wipe and lay them aside. Two hours
afterwards I found them untouched. Again the men went out hunting, and he
said he would chop the wood for several days' use, and after a few
strokes, which were only successful in chipping off some shavings, he came
in and strummed on the harmonium, leaving me without any wood with which to
make the fire for supper. He talked about his skill with the lasso, but
could not even catch one of our quietest horses. Worse than all, he does
not know one cow from another. Two days ago he lost our milch cow in
driving her in to be milked, and Mr. Kavan lost hours of valuable time in
hunting for her without success. To-day he told us triumphantly that
he had found her, and he was sent out to milk her. After two hours he
returned with a rueful face and a few drops of whitish fluid in the
milk-pail, saying that that was all he could get. On Mr. K. going
out, he found, instead of our "calico" cow, a brindled one that
had been dry since the
spring! Our cow has gone off to the wild cattle, and we are looking very
grim at Lyman, who says that he expected he should live on milk. I told him
to fill up the four-gallon kettle, and an hour afterwards found it
red-hot on the stove. Nothing can be kept from him unless it is
hidden in my room. He has eaten two pounds of dried cherries from the
shelf, half of my second four-pound spiced loaf before it was cold,
licked up my custard sauce in the night, and privately devoured the pudding
which was to be for supper. He confesses to it all, and says, "I
suppose you think me a cure." Mr. K. says that the first thing he
said to him this morning was, "Will Miss B. make us a nice pudding
to-day?" This is all harmless, but the plagiarism and want of
honour are disgusting, and quite out of keeping with his profession of
being a theological student.
ing, "Oh, you mustn't do that," or "Oh, let me do
that."
gain, take their axes and camping blankets, and go up to the
hard-frozen waters which lie in fifty places round the Park, and
choosing a likely spot, a little sheltered from the wind, hack a hole in
the ice, and fastening a foot-link to a
cotton-wood-tree, bait the hook with maggots or bits of
easily-gotten fresh meat. Often the trout are caught as fast as the
hook can be baited, and looking through the ice-hole in the track of
a sunbeam, you see a mass of tails, silver fins, bright eyes, and crimson
spots, a perfect shoal of fish, and truly beautiful the
crimson-spotted creatures look, lying still and dead on the blue ice
under the sunshine. Sometimes two men bring home 60 lbs. of trout as the
result of one day's winter fishing. It is a cold and silent sport,
however. How a cook at home would despise our scanty appliances, with which
we turn out luxuries. We have only a cooking-stove, which requires
incessant feeding with wood, a kettle, a flying-pan, a
six-gallon brass pan, and a bottle for a rolling-pin. The
cold has been very severe, but I do not suffer from it even in my
insufficient clothing. I take a piece of granite made very hot to bed, draw
the blankets over my head and sleep eight hours, though the snow often
covers me. One day of snow, mist, and darkness was rather depressing, and
yesterday a hurricane began about five in the morning, and the whole Park
was one swift of drifting snow, like stinging wood smoke.
My bed and room were white, and the frost was so intense that water brought
in a kettle hot from the fire froze as I poured it into the basin. Then the
snow ceased, and a fierce wind blew most of it out of the Park, lifting it
from the mountains in such clouds as to make Long's Peak look like a
smoking volcano. To-day the sky has resumed its delicious blue, and
the Park its unrivalled beauty. I have cleaned all the windows, which, ever
since I have been here, I supposed were of discoloured glass, so opaque and
dirty they were; and when the men came home from fishing they found a
cheerful new world. We had a great deal of sacred music and singing on
Sunday. Mr. Buchan asked me if I knew a tune called "America,"
and began the grand roll of our National Anthem to the words:
for which young Lyman was more anxious than I was, as Mr. Kavan had seen
"Jim" in the morning, and departed from his usual reticence so
far as to say, "There's something wrong with that man;
he'll either shoot himself or somebody else." However, the
"ugly fit" had passed off, and he was so very pleasant and
courteous that we remained the whole afternoon. Lyman's one thought
was that he could make capital out of the interview, and write an account
of the celebrated desperado for a Western paper. The interior of the den
was frightful, yet among his black and hideous surroundings the grace of
his manner and the genius of his conversation were only more apparent. I
read my letter aloud--or rather "The Ascent of Long's
Peak," which I have written for Out West--and was
sincerely interested with the taste and acumen of his criticisms on the
style. He is a true child of nature; his eye brightened and his whole face
became radiant, and at last tears rolled down his cheek when I read the
account of the glory of the sunrise. Then he read us a very able paper on
Spiritualism which he was writing. The den was dense with smoke, and very
dark, littered with hay, old blankets, skins, bones, tins, logs,
powder-flasks, magazines, old books, old moccasins, horseshoes, and
relics of all kinds. He had no better seat to offer me than a log, but
offered it with a graceful unconsciousness that it was
any-
thing less luxurious than an easy-chair. Two valuable rifles and a
Sharp's revolver hung on the wall, and the sash and badge of a scout.
I could not help looking at "Jim" as he stood talking to me. He
goes mad with drink at times, swears fearfully, has an ungovernable temper.
He has formerly led a desperate life, and is at times even now undoubtedly
a ruffian. There is hardly a fireside in Colorado where fearful stories of
him as an Indian fighter are not told; mothers frighten their naughty
children by telling them that "Mountain Jim" will get them, and
doubtless his faults are glaring, but he is undoubtedly fascinating, and
enjoys a popularity or notoriety which no other person has. He offered to
be my guide to the plains when I go away. Lyman asked me if I should not be
afraid of being murdered, but one could not be safer than with him I have
often been told.
cure. They kindly say that if the snow detains me here they also will
remain. They tell me that they were horrified when I arrived, as they
thought that they could not make me comfortable, and that I had never been
used to do anything for myself, and then we complimented each other all
round. To-morrow, weather permitting, I set off for a ride of 100
miles, and my next letter will be my last from the Rocky Mountains.
atmosphere (some would call it the hothouse atmosphere) of this house. But
with the bare, hard life, and the bare, bleak mountains around, who could
find fault with even a hothouse atmosphere, if it can nourish such a flower
of Paradise as sacred human love?
I known what made it purple I should certainly, have gone no farther. Then
clouds, the morning mist as I supposed, lifted themselves up
rose-lighted, showing the sun's disc as purple as one of the
jars in a chemist's window, and having permitted this glimpse of their
king, came down again as a dense mist, the wind chopped round, and the mist
began to freeze hard. Soon Birdie and myself were a mass of acicular
crystals; it was a true easterly fog. I galloped on, hoping to get through
it, unable to see a yard before me; but it thickened, and I was obliged to
subside into a jog-trot. As I rode on, about four miles from the
cabin, a human figure, looking gigantic like the spectre of the Brocken,
with long hair white as snow, appeared close to me, and at the same moment
there was the flash of a pistol close to my ear, and I recognised
"Mountain Jim" frozen from head to foot, looking a century old
with his snowy hair. It was "ugly" altogether certainly, a
"desperado's" grim jest, and it was best, to accept it as
such, though I had just cause for displeasure. He stormed and scolded,
dragged me, off the pony--for my hands and feet were numb with
cold--took the bridle, and went off at a rapid stride, so that I had
to run to keep them in sight in the darkness, for we were off the road in a
thicket of scrub, looking like white branch-coral, I knew not where.
Then we came suddenly on his cabin, and
dear old "Ring," white like all else; and the
"ruffian" insisted on my going in, and he made a good fire, and
heated some coffee, raging all the time. He said everything against my
going forward, except that it was dangerous; all he said came true, and
here I am safe! Your letters, however, outweighed everything but danger,
and I decided on going on, when he said, "I've seen many foolish
people, but never one so foolish as you--you haven't a grain of
sense. Why, I, an old mountaineer, wouldn't go down to the plans
to-day." I told him he could not, though he would like it very
much, for that he had turned his horses loose; on which he laughed
heartily, and more heartily still at the stories I told him of young Lyman,
so that I have still a doubt how much of the dark moods I have lately seen
was assumed.
with clouds boiling up out of them, and shaggy mountain summits, half seen
for a moment through the eddies; as quickly vanished. Everything looked
vast and indefinite. Then a huge creation, like one of Doré's
phantom illustrations, with much breathing of wings, came sailing towards
me in a temporary opening in the mist. As with a strange rustle it passed
close over my head, I saw, for the first time, the great mountain eagle,
carrying a good-sized beast in his talons. It was a noble vision.
Then there were ten miles of metamorphosed gulches--silent,
awful--many ice bridges, then a frozen drizzle, and then the wind
changed from east to north-east. Birdie was covered with exquisite
crystals, and her long mane and the long beard which covers her throat were
pure white. I saw that I must give up crossing the mountains to this place
by an unknown trail; and I struck the old trail to the St. Vrain which I
had never travelled before, but which I knew to be more legible than the
new one. The fog grew darker and thicker, the day colder and windier, the
drifts deeper; but Birdie, whose four cunning feet had carried me 600
miles, and who in all difficulties proves her value, never flinched or made
a false step, or gave me reason to be sorry that I had come on. I got down
to the St. Vrain Canyon in good time, and stopped at a house thirteen miles
from Longmount to get oats. I was white from head to foot
and my clothes were frozen stiff. The women gave me the usual invitation,
"Put your feet in the oven;" and I got my clothes thawed and
dried, and a delicious meal consisting of a basin of cream and bread. They
said it would be worse on the plains, for it was an easterly storm; but as
I was so used to riding, I could get on, so we started at 2.30. Not far off
I met Edwards going up at last to Estes Park, and soon after the snowstorm
began in earnest--or rather I entered the storm, which had been going
on there for several hours. By that time I had reached the prairie, only
eight miles from Longmount, and pushed on. It was simply fearful. It was
twilight from the thick snow, and I faced a furious east wind loaded with
fine, hard-frozen crystals, which literally made my face bleed. I
could only see a very short distance anywhere; tile drifts were often two
feet deep, and only now and then, through the blinding whirl, I caught a
glimpse of snow through which withered sunflowers did not protrude, and
then I knew that I was on the track. But reaching a wild place, I lost it,
and still cantered on, trusting to the pony's sagacity. It failed for
once, for she took me on a lake and we fell through the ice into the water,
100 yards from land, and had a hard fight back again. It grew worse and
worse. I had wrapped up my face, but the sharp, hard snow beat on my
eyes--the only exposed part--bringing tears into them, which
froze and closed up my eyelids at once. You cannot imagine what that was. I
had to take off one glove to pick one eye open, for as to the other, the
storm beat so savagely against it that I left it frozen, and drew over it
the double piece of flannel which protected my face. I could hardly keep
the other open by picking the ice from it constantly with my numb fingers,
in doing which I got the back of my hand slightly frostbitten. It was truly
awful at the time. I often thought, "Suppose I am going south instead
of east? Suppose Birdie should fail? Suppose it should grow quite
dark?" I was mountaineer enough to shake these fears off and keep up
my spirits, but I knew how many had perished on the prairie in similar
storms. I calculated that if I did not reach Longmount in half an hour it
would be quite dark, and that I should be so frozen or paralysed with cold
that I should fall off. Not a quarter of an hour after I had wondered how
long I could hold on I saw, to my surprise, close to me, half smothered in
snow, the scattered houses and blessed lights of Longmount, and welcome,
indeed, its wide, dreary, lifeless, soundless road looked! When I reached
the hotel I was so benumbed that I could not get off; and the worthy host
lifted me off and carried me in. Not expecting any travellers, they had no
fire except in the barroom, so they took me to the stove in their own room,
gave me a hot drink and plenty of blankets
and in half an hour I was all right and ready for a ferocious meal.
"If there's a traveller on the prairie to-night, God help
him!" the host had said to his wife just before I came in.
name; and the newspapers, with their intolerable personality, have made me
and my riding exploits so notorious, that travellers speak courteously to
me when they meet me on the prairie, doubtless wishing to see what sort of
monster I am! I have met nothing but civility, both of manner and speech,
except that distraught pistol-shot. It looked icily beautiful, the
snow so pure and the sky such a bright, sharp blue! The snow was so deep
and level that after a few miles I left the track, and, steering for Storm
Peak, rode sixteen miles over the pathless prairie without seeing man,
bird, or beast--a solitude awful even in the bright sunshine. The
cold, always great, became piteous. I increased the frostbite of yesterday
by exposing my hand in mending the stirrup; and when the sun sank in
indescribable beauty behind the mountains, and colour rioted in the sky, I
got off and walked the last four miles, and stole in here in the coloured
twilight without any one seeing me.
eggs, butter, milk, preserves, and pickles have to be unfrozen. Unless they
are kept on the stove, there is no part of the room in which they do not
freeze. It is uninteresting down here in the foothills. I long for the
rushing winds, the piled-up peaks, the great pines, the wild night
noises, the poetry and the prose of the free, jolly life of my unrivalled
eyrie. I can hardly realise that the river which lies ice-bound
outside this house is the same which flashes through Estes Park, and which
I saw snow-born on Long's Peak.
greater than I had been told, and he said that I could not get there before
eleven at night, and not at all if there was much drift. I wanted the
gentlemen to go on with me as the as the Devil's Gate, but they could
not because their horses were tired; and when the trapper heard that he
exclaimed, indignantly, "What! that woman going into the mountains
alone? She'll lose the track or be froze to death!" But when I
told him I had ridden the trail in the storm of Tuesday, and had ridden
over six hundred miles alone in the mountains, he treated me with great
respect as a fellow-mountaineer, and gave me some matches, saying,
"You'll have to camp out anyhow; you'd better make a fire
than be froze to death." The idea of my spending the night in the
forest alone, by a fire, struck me as most grotesque.
in the ludicrous position of hesitating on the bank with an anxious face,
not daring to spur his horse upon the ice. After they left me I had eight
more crossings, and then a ride of six miles, before I reached the old
trail; but though there were several drifts up to the saddle, and no one
had broken a track, Birdie showed such pluck, that instead of spending the
night by a camp fire, or not getting in till midnight, I reached Mr.
Nugent's cabin, four miles from Estes Park, only an hour after dark,
very cold, and with the pony so tired that she could hardly put one foot
before another. Indeed, I walked the last three miles. I saw light through
the chinks, but, hearing an earnest conversation within, was just about to
withdraw, when "Ring" barked, and on his master coming to the
door I found that the solitary man was talking to his dog. He was looking
out for me, and had some coffee ready, and a large fire, which were very
pleasant; and I was very glad to get the latest news from the Park. He said
that Evans told him that it would be most difficult for any one of them to
take me down to the plains, but that he would go, which is a great relief.
According to the Scotch proverb, "Better a finger off than aye
wagging," and as I cannot live here (for you would not like the life
or climate), the sooner I leave the better.
was very dark, and the noises were unintelligible. Young Lyman rushed out
to take my horse, and the light and warmth within were delightful, but
there was a stiffness about the new
régime. Evans, though steeped in
difficulties, was as hearty and generous as ever; but Edwards, who had
assumed the management, is prudent, if not parsimonious, thinks we wasted
the supplies recklessly, and the limitations as to milk, etc., are
painfully apparent. A young ex-Guardsman has come up with Evans, of
whom the sanguine creature forms great expectations, to be disappointed
doubtless. In the afternoon of yesterday a gentleman came who I thought was
another stranger, strikingly handsome, well-dressed, and barely
forty, with sixteen shining gold curls falling down his collar; he walked
in, and it was only after a careful second look that I recognised in our
visitor the redoubtable "desperado." Evans courteously pressed
him to stay and dine with us, and not only did he show the most singular
conversational dexterity in talking with the stranger, who was a very
well-informed man, and had seen a great deal of the world, but,
though he lives and eats like a savage, his manners and way of eating were
as refined as possible. I notice that Evans is never quite himself or
perfectly comfortable when he is there; and on the part of the other there
is a sort of stiffly-assumed cordiality, significant, I fear, of
lurking hatred on
both sides. I was in the kitchen after dinner making rolled puddings, young
Lyman was eating up the relics as usual, "Jim" was singing one
of Moore's melodies, the others being in the living-room, when
Mr. Kavan and Mr. Buchan came from "up the creek" to wish me
good-bye. They said it was not half so much like home now, and
recalled the "good time" we had had for three weeks. Lyman
having lost the cow, we have no milk. No one makes bread; they dry the
venison into chips, and getting the meals at all seems a work of toil and
difficulty, instead of the pleasure it used to be to us. Evans, since tea,
has told me all his troubles and worries. He is a kind, generous,
whole-hearted, unsuspicious man, a worse enemy to himself, I
believe, than to any other; but I feel sadly that the future of a man who
has not stronger principles than he has must be a the best very
insecure.
forfeit it by noisy self-assertion, masculinity, or fastness. In all
this wild West the influence of woman is second only in its benefits to the
influence of religion, and where the last unhappily does not exist the
first continually exerts its restraining power. The last morning came. I
cleaned up my room and sat at the window watching the red and gold of one
of the most glorious of winter sunrises, and the slow lighting-up of
one peak after another. I have written that this scenery is not lovable,
but I love it.
He was obliged to return before I could get off, and as he commended me to
Mr. Nugent's care, the two men shook hands
kindly.¹
without prayer--prayer chiefly that God would give him at happy death,
He had previously promised that he would not hurry or scold, but
"fyking" had not been included in the arrangement, and when in
the early darkness we reached the steep hill, at whose foot the rapid deep
St. Vrain flows, he "fyked" unreasonably about me, the mare,
and the crossing generally, and seemed to think I could not get through,
for the ice had been cut with an axe, and we could not see weather
"glaze" had formed since or no. I was to have slept at the
house of a woman farther down the canyon, who never ceases talking, but
Miller, the young man whose attractive house and admirable habits I have
mentioned before, came out and said his house was "now fixed for
ladies," so we stayed there, and I was "made as
comfortable" as could be. His house is a model. He cleans everything
as soon as it is used, so nothing is ever dirty, and his stove and cooking
gear in their bright parts look like polished silver. It was amusing to
hear the two men talk like two women about various ways of making bread and
biscuits, one even writhing out a recipe for the other. It was almost
grievous that a solitary man should have the power of making a house so
comfortable! They heated a stone for my feet, warmed a blanket for me to
sleep in, and put logs enough on the fire to burn all night, for the
mercury was eleven below zero. The stars were
in-
tensely bright, and a well-defined auroral arch, throwing off
fantastic coruscations, lighted the whole northern sky. Yet I was only in
the foothills, and Long's glorious Peak was not to be seen. Miller had
all his things "washed up" and his "pots and pans"
cleaned in ten minutes after supper, and then had the whole evening in
which to smoke and enjoy himself--a poor woman would probably have
been "fussing round" till 10 o'clock about the same work.
Besides Ring there was another gigantic dog craving for notice, and two
large cats, which, the whole evening, were on their master's knee.
Cold as the night was, the house was chinked, and the rooms felt quite
warm. I even missed the free currents of air which I had been used to! This
was my last evening in what may be called a mountainous region.
and her alone. Already the disrealness of a level land comes over me. The
canyon of the St. Vrain was in all its glory of colour, but we had a
remarkably ugly crossing of that brilliant river, which was frozen all
over, except an unpleasant gap of about two feet in the middle. Mr. Nugent
had to drive the frightened horses through, while I, having crossed on some
logs lower down, had to catch them on the other side as they plunged to
shore trembling with fear. Then we emerged on the vast expanse of the
glittering plains, and a sudden sweep of wind made the cold so intolerable
that I had to go into a house to get warm. This was the last house we saw
till we reached our destination that night. I never saw the mountain range
look so beautiful--uplifted in every shade of transparent blue, till
the sublimity of Long's Peak, and the lofty crest of Storm Peak, bore
only unsullied snow against the sky. Peaks gleamed in living light; canyons
lay in depth of purple shade; 100 miles away Pike's Peak rose a lump
of blue, and over all, through that glorious afternoon, a veil of blue
spiritualised without dimming the outlines of that most glorious range,
making it look like the dreamed-of mountains of "the land
which is very far off," till at sunset it stood out sharp in glories
of violet and opal, and the whole horizon up to a great height was suffused
with the deep rose and pure orange of the afterglow. It seemed all
dream-like
as we passed through the sunlit solitude, on the right the prairie waves
lessening towards the far horizon, while on the left they broke in great
snowy surges against the Rocky Mountains. All that day we neither saw man,
beast, nor bird. "Jim" was silent mostly. Like all true
children of the mountains, he pined even when temporarily absent from
them.
were besides two naughty children in the kitchen, who cried incessantly,
and kept opening and shutting the door. There was no place to sit down but
a wooden chair by the side of the kitchen stove, at which supper was being
cooked for ten men. The bustle and clatter were indescribable, and the
landlady asked innumerable questions, and seemed to fill the whole room.
The only expedient for me for the night was to sleep on a shakedown in a
very small room occupied by the two women and the children, and even this
was not available till midnight, when the dance terminated; and there was
no place in which to wash except a bowl in the kitchen. I sat by the stove
till supper, wearying of the noise and bustle after the quiet of Estes
Park. The landlady asked with great eagerness, who the gentleman was who
was with me, and said that the men outside were saying that they were sure
that it was "Rocky Mountain Jim," but she was sure it was not.
When I told her that the men were right, she exclaimed, "Do tell! I
want to know! that quiet, kind gentleman!" and she said she used to
frighten her children when they were naughty by telling them that "he
would get them, for he came down from the mountains every week, and took
back a child with him to eat!" She was as proud of having him in her
houses if he had been the President, and I gained a reflected importance!
All the men in the settlement
assembled in the front room, hoping he would go and smoke there, and when
he remained in the kitchen they came round the window and into the doorway
to look at him. The children got on his knee, and, to my great relief, he
kept them good and quiet, and let them play with his curls, to the great
delight of the two women, who never took their eyes off him. At last the
bad-smelling supper was served, and ten silent men came in and
gobbled it up, staring steadily at "Jim" as they gobbled.
Afterwards, there seemed no hope of quiet, so we went to the
post-office, and while waiting for stamps were shown into the
prettiest and most ladylike-looking room I have seen in the West,
created by a pretty and refined-looking woman. She made an
opportunity for asking me if it were true that the gentleman with me was
"Mountain Jim," and added that so very gentlemanly a person
could not be guilty of the misdeeds attributed to him. When we returned,
the kitchen was much quieter. It was cleared by eight, as the landlady
promised; we had it to ourselves till twelve, and could scarcely hear the
music. It was a most respectable dance, a fortnightly gathering got up by
the neighbouring settlers, most of them young married people, and there was
no drinking at all. I wrote to you for some time, while Mr. Nugent copied
for himself the poems "In the Glen" and the latter half of
"The River without a Bridge," which he
re-
cited with deep feeling. It was altogether very quiet and peaceful. He
repeated to me several poems of great merit which he had composed, and told
me much more about his life. I knew that no one else could or would speak
to him as I could, and for the last time I urged upon him the necessity of
a reformation in his life, beginning with the giving up of whisky, going so
far as to tell him that I despised a man of his intellect for being a slave
to such a vice. "Too late! too late!" he always answered,
"for such a change." Ay, too late. He shed tears
quietly. "It might have been once," he said. Ay,
might have been. He has excellent sense for every one but
himself, and, as I have seen him with a single exception, a gentleness,
propriety, and considerateness of manner surprising in any man, but
especially so in a man associating only with the rough men of the West. As
I looked at him, I felt a pity such as I never before felt for a human
being. My thought at the moment was, Will not our Father in heaven,
"who spared not His own Son but delivered Him up for us all,"
be far more pitiful? For the time a desire for self-respect, better
aspirations, and even hope itself, entered his dark life; and he said,
suddenly, that he had made up his mind to give up whisky and his reputation
as a desperado. But it is "too late." A little before twelve
the dance was over, and I got to the crowded little bedroom, which
only allowed of one person standing in it at a time, to sleep soundly and
dream of "ninety-and-nine just persons who need no
repentance." The landlady was quite taken up with her
"distinguished guest." "That kind, quiet gentleman,
Mountain Jim! Well, I never! he must be a very good man!"
perfectly-fitting lemon-coloured kid glove. As the trapper
stood there in his grotesque rags and odds and ends of apparel, his
gentlemanliness of deportment brought into relief the innate vulgarity of a
rich
parvenu. Mr. Fodder rattled so amusingly as
we
drove away that I never realised that my Rocky Mountain life was at an end,
not even when I saw "Mountain Jim," with his golden hair yellow
in the sunshine, slowly leading the beautiful mare over the snowy plains
back to Estes Park, equipped with the saddle on which I had ridden 800
miles!
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Slipping, faltering, gasping from the exhausting toil in the rarefied
air, with throbbing hearts and panting lungs, we reached the top of the
gorge and squeezed ourselves between two gigantic fragments of rock by a
passage called the "Dog's Lift," when I climbed on the
shoulders of one man and then was hauled up. This introduced us by an
abrupt turn round the south-west angle of the Peak to a narrow shelf
of considerable length, rugged, uneven, and so overhung by the cliff in
some places that it is necessary to crouch to pass at all. Above, the Peak
looks nearly vertical for 400 feet; and below, the most tremendous
precipice I have ever seen descends in one unbroken fall. This is usually
considered the most dangerous part of the ascent, but it does not seem so
to me, for such foothold as there is is secure, and one fancies that it is
possible to hold on with the hands. But there, and on the final, and, to my
thinking, the worst part of the climb, one slip, and a breathing, thinking,
human being would lie 3000 feet below, a shapeless, bloody heap!
"Ring" refused to traverse the Ledge, and remained at the
"Lift" howling piteously.
From thence the view is more magnificent even
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As we crept from the lodge round a horn of rock, I beheld what made me
perfectly sick and dizzy to look at--the terminal Peak itself--a
smooth, cracked face or wall of pink granite, as nearly perpendicular as
anything could well be up which it was possible to climb, well deserving
the name of the "American
Matterhorn."¹
Scaling, not climbing, is the correct term for this last
ascent. It took one hour to accomplish 500 feet, pausing for breath every
minute or two. The only foothold was in narrow cracks or on minute
projections on the granite. To get a toe in these cracks, or here and there
on a scarcely obvious projection, while crawling on hands and knees, all
the while tortured with thirst and gasping and struggling for breath, this
was the climb; but at last the Peak was won. A grand, well-defined
mountain-top it is, a nearly level acre of boulders, with
precipitous sides all round, the one we came up being the only accessible
one.
It was not possible to remain long. One of the young men was seriously
alarmed by bleeding from
___________________¹ Let no practical
mountaineer be allured by my description into the ascent of Long's
Peak. Truly terrible as it was to me, to a member of the Alpine Club it
would not be a feat worth performing.
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From the summit were seen in unrivalled combination all the views which
had rejoiced our eyes during the ascent. It was something at last to stand
upon the storm-rent crown of this lonely sentinel of the Rocky
Range, on one of the mightiest of the vertebræ of the backbone of the
North American continent, and to see the waters start for both oceans.
Uplifted above love and hate and storms of passion, calm amidst the eternal
silences, fanned by zephyrs and bathed in living blue, peace rested for
that one bright day on the Peak, as if it were some region
"Where falls not rain, or hail, or any
snow,
Or ever Wind blows loudly."
We placed our names, with the date of ascent, in a tin within a crevice,
and descended to the Ledge, sitting on the smooth granite, getting our feet
into cracks and against projections, and letting ourselves down by our
hands, "Jim" going before me, so that I
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"Jim" had parted with his
brusquerie when we parted from the students,
and was gentle and con-
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Three times its apparent gleam deceived even the mountaineer's
practised eye, but we found only a foot of "glare ice." At
last, in a deep hole, he succeeded in breaking the ice, and by putting
one's arm far down one could scoop up a little water in one's
hand, but it was tormentingly insufficient. With great difficulty and much
assistance I recrossed the "Lava Beds," was carried to the
horse and lifted upon him, and when we reached the camping ground I was
lifted off him, and laid on the ground wrapped up in blankets, a
humiliating termination of a great exploit. The horses were saddled, and
the young men were all ready to start, but "Jim" quietly said,
"Now, gentlemen, I want a good night's rest, and we shan't
stir from here to-night." I believe they were really glad to
have it so, as one of them was quite "finished." I retired to
my arbour, wrapped myself in a roll of blankets, and was soon asleep. When
I woke, the moon was high shining through the silvery
"Water, water, everywhere,
But not a drop to
drink."
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We reached Estes Park at noon of the following day. A more successful
ascent of the Peak was never made, and I would not now exchange my memories
of its perfect beauty and extraordinary sublimity for any other experience
of mountaineering in any part of the world. Yesterday snow fell on the
summit, and it will be inaccessible for eight months to come.
I.L.B.
Page 119LETTER VIII.
Estes Park--Big Game--"Parks" in
Colorado--Magnificent Scenery--Flowers and Pines--An awful
Road--Our Log Cabin--Griffith Evans--A miniature
World--Our Topics--A night Alarm--A Skunk--Morning
glories--Daily routine--The Panic "Wait for the
Waggon"--A musical evening.
ESTES PARK, COLORADO TERRITORY, October
2.
HOW time has slipped by I do not know. This is a glorious
region, and the air and life are intoxicating. I live mainly out of doors
and on horseback, wear my half threadbare Hawaiian dress, sleep sometimes
under the stars on a bed of pine boughs, ride on a Mexican saddle, and hear
once more the low music of my Mexican spurs. "There's a
stranger! Heave arf a brick at him!" is said by many travellers to
express the feeling of the new settlers in these Territories. This is not
my experience in my cheery mountain home. How the rafters ring as I write
with songs and mirth, while the pitch-pine logs blaze and crackle in
the chimney, and the fine snow-dust drives in through the chinks and
forms mimic snowwreaths on the floor, and the wind raves and howls and
plays among the creaking pine branches and
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You will ask, "What is Estes Park?" This name, with the
quiet Midland Counties' sound, suggests "park palings"
well lichened, a lodge with a curtseying woman, fallow-deer, and a
Queen Anne mansion. Such as it is, Estes Park is mine. It is unsurveyed,
"no man's land," and mine by right of love, appropriation,
and appreciation; by the seizure of its peerless sunrises and sunsets, its
glorious afterglow, its blazing noons, its hurricanes sharp and furious,
its wild auroras, its glories of mountain and forest, of canyon, lake, and
river, and the stereotyping them all in my memory. Mine, too, in a better
than the sportsman's sense, are its majestic wapiti, which play and
fight under the pines in the early morning, as securely as
fallow-deer under our English oaks; its graceful
"black-tails," swift of foot; its superb
big-horns, whose noble leader is to be seen now and then with his
classic head against the blue sky on the top of a colossal rock; its
sneaking mountain lion with his hideous nocturnal caterwaullugs, the great
"grizzly," the beautiful skunk, the wary beaver, who is always
making lakes, damming and turning streams, cutting down young
cotton-woods, and setting an example of thrift and industry; the
wolf, greedy and
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But still I have not answered the natural
question,¹ "What is Estes
Park?" Among the striking peculiarities of these mountains are
hundreds of high-lying valleys, large and small, at heights varying
from 6000 to 11,000 feet. The most important are North Park, held by
hostile Indians; Middle Park, famous for hot springs and trout; South Park,
rich in minerals; and San Luis Park. South Park is 10,000 feet high, a
great rolling prairie 70 miles long, well grassed and watered, but nearly
closed by snow in winter. But Parks innumerable are scattered throughout
the mountains, most of them unnamed, and others nicknamed by the hunters or
trappers who have made them their temporary resorts. They always lie far
within the flaming Foot Hills, their exquisite stretches of flowery
pastures dotted artistically with clumps of trees sloping lawnlike to
bright swift streams full of red-
___________________¹ Nor should I at this time,
had not Henry Kingsley, Lord Dunraven, and "The Field,"
divulged the charms and whereabouts of these "happy hunting
grounds," with the certain result of directing a stream of tourists
into the solitary, beast-haunted paradise.
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Estes Park combines the beauties of all. Dismiss all thoughts of the
Midland Counties. For park palings there are mountains, forest skirted,
9000, 11,000, 14,000 feet high; for a lodge, two sentinel peaks of granite
guarding the only feasible entrance; and for Queen Anne mansion an
unchinked log cabin with a vault of sunny blue overhead. The park is most
irregularly shaped and contains hardly any level grass. It is an aggregate
of lawns, slopes, and glades, about eighteen miles in length, but never
more than two miles in width. The Big Thompson, a bright, rapid
trout-stream, snow-born on Long's Peak a few miles
higher, takes all sorts of magical twists, vanishing and reappearing
unexpectedly, glancing among lawns, rushing through romantic ravines,
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As I have written before, Estes Park is thirty miles from Longmount, the
nearest settlement, and it can be reached on horseback only by the steep
and devious track by which I came, passing through a narrow rift in the top
of a precipitous ridge, 9000 feet high, called the Devil's Gate. Evans
takes a lumber waggon with four horses over the mountains, and a Colorado
engineer would have no difficulty in making a waggon road. In several of
the gulches over which the track hangs there are the remains of waggons
which have come to grief in the attempt to emulate Evans's feat,
which, without evidence, I should have supposed to be impossible. It is an
awful road. The only settlers in the Park are Griffith Evans, and a married
man a mile higher up. "Mountain Jim's" cabin is in the
entrance gulch, four miles off, and there is not another cabin for eighteen
miles towards the Plains. The Park is unsurveyed, and the huge tract of
mountainous country beyond is almost altogether unexplored.
Elk-hunters occasionally crone up and camp out here; but the two
settlers, who, however, are only squatters, for various reasons are not
disposed to encourage such visitors. When Evans, who
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As I intend to make Estes Park my headquarters until the winter sets in,
I must make you acquainted with my surroundings and mode of living. The
"Queen Anne Mansion" is represented by a log cabin made of big
hewn logs. The chinks should be filled with mud and lime, but these are
wanting. The roof is formed of barked young spruce, then a layer of hay,
and an outer coating of mud, all nearly flat. The floors are roughly
boarded. The "living-room" is about sixteen feet square,
and has a rough stone chimney in which pine logs are always burning. At one
end there is a door into a small, bedroom, and at the other a door into a
small eating-room, at the table of which we feed in relays. This
opens into a very small kitchen with a great American cooking-stove,
and there are two "bed-closets" besides. Although rude,
it is comfortable, except for the draughts. The fine snow drives in through
the chinks and covers the floors, but sweeping it out at intervals is both
fun and exercise. There are no heaps or rubbish-places outside. Near
it, on the slope under the pines, is a pretty two-roomed cabin, and
beyond that, near the lake, is my cabin, a very rough one. My door opens
into a little room with a stone chimney, and that
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The ranchmen are two Welshmen, Evans and Edwards, each with a wife and
family. The men are as diverse as they can be. "Griff," as
Evans is called, is short and small, and is hospitable, careless, reckless,
jolly, social, convivial, peppery, good-natured,
"nobody's enemy but his own." He had the wit and taste to
find out Estes Park, where people have found him out, and have induced him
to give them food and lodging, and add cabin to cabin to take them in. He
is a splendid shot, an expert and successful hunter, a bold mountaineer, a
good rider, a capital cook, and a generally "jolly fellow." His
cheery laugh rings through the cabin from the early morning, and is
contagious, and when the rafters ring at night with such songs as
"D'ye ken John Peel?" "Auld Lang Syne," and
"John Brown," what would the chorus be
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I pay eight dollars a week, which includes the unlimited use of a horse,
when one can be found and caught. We breakfast at seven on beef, potatoes
tea, coffee, new bread, and butter. Two pitchers of cream and two of milk
are replenished as fast as they are exhausted. Dinner at twelve is a
repetition of the breakfast, but with the coffee omitted and a gigantic
pudding added. Tea at six is a repetition of breakfast. "Eat whenever
you are hungry, you can always get milk and bread in the kitchen,"
Evans says--"eat as much as you can, it'll do you
good," and we all eat like hunters. There is no change of food. The
steer which was being killed on my arrival is now being eaten through from
head to tail, the meat being backed off quite promiscuously, without any
regard to joints. In this dry, rarefied air, the outside of the flesh
blackens and hardens, and though the weather may be hot, the carcass keeps
sweet for two or three months. The bread is super-excellent, but the
poor wives seem to be making and baking it all day.
The regular household living and eating together at this time consists
of a very intelligent and high-minded American couple, Mr. and Mrs.
Dewy, people whose character, culture, and society I should value anywhere;
a young Englishman, brother of a celebrated African traveller, who, because
he rides on an English saddle, and clings to some other insular
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The party, however, has often been increased by "campers,"
either elk-hunters or "prospectors" for silver or
locations, who feed with us and join us in the evening. They get little
help from Evans, either as to elk or locations, and go away disgusted and
unsuccessful. Two Englishmen of refinement and culture camped out here
prospecting a few weeks
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On Sunday work is nominally laid aside, but most of the men go out
hunting or fishing till the evening, when we have the harmonium and much
sacred music and singing in parts. To be alone in the Park from the
afternoon till the last glory of the afterglow has faded, with no books but
a Bible and Prayer-book, is truly delightful. To worthier temple for
a "Te Deum" or "Gloria in Excelsis" could be found
than
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I shall not soon forget my first night here.
Somewhat dazed by the rarefied air, entranced by the glorious beauty,
slightly puzzled by the motley company, whose faces loomed not always quite
distinctly through the cloud of smoke produced by eleven pipes, I went to
my solitary cabin at nine, attended by Evans. It was very dark, and it
seemed a long way off. Something howled--Evans said it was a
wolf--and owls apparently innumerable hooted incessantly. The
pole-star, exactly opposite my cabin door, burned like a lamp. The
frost was sharp. Evans opened the door, lighted a candle, and left me, and
I was soon in my hay bed. I was frightened--that is, afraid of being
frightened, it was so eerie; but sleep soon got the better of my fears. I
was awoke by a heavy breathing, a noise something like sawing under the
floor, and a pushing and upheaving, all very loud. My candle was all
burned, and, in truth, I dared not stir. The noise went on for an hour
fully, when, just as I thought the floor had been made sufficiently thin
for all purposes of ingress, the sounds abruptly ceased, and I fell asleep
again. My hair was not, as it ought to have been, white in the morning!
I was dressed by seven, our breakfast-hour, and
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October 3.
This is surely one of the most entrancing spots on earth. Oh, that I
could paint with pen or brush! From my bed I look on Mirror Lake, and with
the very earliest dawn, when objects are not discernible, it lies there
absolutely still, a purplish lead-colour. Then suddenly into its
mirror flash inverted peaks, at first a bright orange, then changing into
red, making the dawn darker all round. This is a new sight, each morning
new. Then the peaks fade, and when morning is no longer "spread upon
the mountains," the pines are mirrored in my lake almost as solid
objects, and the glory steals downwards, and a red flush warms the clear
atmosphere of the Park, and the hoar-frost sparkles and the crested
blue jays step forth daintily on the jewelled grass. The majesty and beauty
grow on me daily. As I crossed from my cabin just now, and the long
mountain shadows lay on the grass, and form and colour gained new meanings,
I was almost
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The routine of my day is breakfast at seven, then I go back and
"do" my cabin and draw water from the lake, read a lithe, loaf
a little, return to the big cabin and sweep it alternately with Mrs. Dewy,
after which she reads aloud till dinner at twelve. Then I ride with Mr.
Dewy, or by myself, or with Mrs. Dewy, who is learning to ride cavalier
fashion in order to accompany her invalid husband, or go after cattle till
supper at six. After that we all sit in the living-room, and I
settle down to write to you, or mend my clothes, which are dropping to
pieces. Some sit round the table playing at eucre, the strange
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Evans left for Denver ten days ago, taking his wife and family to the
Plains for the winter, and the mirth of our party departed with him.
Edwards is sombre, except when he lies on the floor in the evening, and
tells stories of his march through Georgia with Sherman. I gave Evans a
100-dollar note to change, and asked him to buy me a horse for my
tour, and for three days we have expected him. The mail depends on him. I
have had no letters from you for five weeks, and can hardly curb my
impatience. I ride or walk three or four miles out on the Longmount trail
two or three times a day to look for him. Others, for different reasons,
are nearly equally anxious. After dark we start at every sound, and every
time the dogs bark all the able-bodied of
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October 9.
The letter and newspaper fever has seized on every one. We have sent at
last to Longmount. This evening I rode out on the Longmount trail towards
dusk, escorted by "Mountain Jim," and in the distance we saw a
waggon with four horses and a saddle-horse behind, and the driver
waved a handkerchief, the concerted signal if I were the possessor of a
horse. We turned back, galloping down the long hill as fast as two good
horses could carry us, and gave the joyful news. It was an hour before the
waggon arrived, bringing not Evans but two "campers" of
suspicious aspect, who have pitched their camp close to my cabin! You
cannot imagine what it is to be locked in by these mountain walls, and not
to know where your letters are lying. Later on, Mr. Buchan, one of our
usual inmates, returned from Denver with papers, letters for every one but
me, and much exciting news. The financial panic has spread out West,
gathering strength on its way. The Denver banks have all suspended
business. They refuse to cash their own cheques, or to allow their
customers to draw a dollar and would not even give greenbacks for my
English gold! Neither Mr. Buchan nor Evans could get a cent. Business is
suspended, and everybody, however rich, is for the
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October 10.
"Wait for the waggon" still! We had a hurricane of wind and
hail last night; it was eleven before I could go to my cabin, and I only
reached it with the help of two men. The moon was not up, and the sky
overhead was black with clouds, when suddenly Long's Peak, which had
been invisible, gleamed above the dark mountains, all glistening with new
fallen snow, on which the moon, as yet unrisen here, was shining. The
evening before, after sunset, I saw another novel effect. My lake turned a
brilliant orange in the twilight, and in its still mirror the mountains
were reflected a deep rich blue. It is a world of wonders. To-day we
had a great storm with flurries of fine snow; and when the clouds rolled up
at noon, the Snowy Range and all the higher mountains were pure white. I
have been hard at work all day to drown my anxieties, which are heightened
by a rumour that Evans has gone buffalo-hunting on the Platte!
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This evening, quite unexpectedly, Evans arrived with a heavy mail in a
box. I sorted it, but there was nothing for me, and Evans said he was
afraid that he had left my letters, which were separate from the others,
behind at Denver, but he had written from Longmount for them. A few hours
later they were found in a box of groceries!
All the hilarity of the house has returned with Evans, and he has
brought a kindred spirit with him, a young man who plays and sings
splendidly, has an inexhaustible repertoire,
and produces sonatas, funeral marches, anthems, reels, strathspeys, and all
else, out of his wonderful memory. Never, surely, was a chamber organ
compelled to such service. A little cask Of suspicious appearance was
smuggled into the cabin from the waggon, and heightens the hilarity a
little, I fear. No churlishness could resist Evans's unutterable
jollity or the contagion of his hearty laugh. He claps people on the back,
shouts at them, will do anything for them, and makes a perpetual breeze.
"My kingdom for a horse!" he has not got one for me, and a
shadow crossed his face when I spoke of the subject. Eventually he asked
for a private conference, when he told me, with some confusion, that he had
found himself "very hard up" in Denver, and had been obliged to
appropriate my 100-dollar note. He said he would give me, as
interest for it up to November 25th, a good horse, saddle, and
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October 12.
I am still here, helping in the kitchen, driving cattle, and riding four
or five times a day. Evans detains me each morning by saying,
"Here's lots of horses for you to try," and after trying
five or six a day, I do not find one to my liking. To-day, as I was
cantering a tall well-bred one round the lake, he threw the bridle
off by a toss of his head, leaving me with the reins in my hands; one
bucked, and two have tender feet, and tumbled down. Such are some of our
little varieties. Still I hope to get
___________________¹ In justice to Evans, I must
mention here that every cent of the money was ultimately paid, that the
horse was perfection, and that the arrangement turned out a most
advantageous one for me.
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You would be amused if you could see our cabin just now. There are nine
men in the room and three women. For want of seats most of the men are
lying on the floor; all are smoking, and the blithe young French Canadian
who plays so beautifully, and catches about fifty speckled trout for each
meal, is playing the harmonium with a pipe in his mouth. Three men who have
camped in Black Canyon for a week are lying like dogs on the floor. They
are all over six feet high, immovably solemn, neither smiling at the
general hilarity, nor at the absurd changes which are being rung on the
harmonium. They may be described as clothed only in boots, for their
clothes are torn to rags. They stare vacantly. They have neither seen a
woman nor slept under a roof for six months. Negro songs are being sung,
and before that "Yankee Doodle" was played immediately after
"Rule Britannia," and it made every one but the strangers
laugh, it sounded so foolish and mean. The colder weather is bringing the
beasts down from the heights. I heard both wolves and the mountain lion as
I crossed to my cabin last night.
I.L.B.
Page 143LETTER IX.
"Please Ma'ams"--A Desperado--A
Cattle Hunt--The Muster--A mad Cow--A Snow
Storm--Snowed up--Birdie--The Plains--A Prairie
Schooner--Denver--A Find--Plum Creek--"Being
Agreeable"--Snow bound--The Grey Mare.
ESTES PARK, COLORADO.
THIS afternoon, as I was reading in my cabin, little Sam
Edwards ran in, saying, "Mountain Jim wants to speak to you."
This brought to my mind images of infinite worry,
gauche servants, "please
ma'ams," contretemps, and the
habit
growing out of our elaborate and uselessly conventional life of magnifying
the importance of similar trifles. Then "things" came up, with
the tyranny they exercise. I really need nothing more than
this log-cabin offers. But elsewhere one must have a house and
servants; and burdens and worries--not that one may be hospitable and
comfortable, but for the "thick clay" in the shape of
"things" which one has accumulated. My log-house takes
me about five minutes to "do," and you could eat off the floor,
and it needs no lock, as it contains nothing worth stealing.
But "Mountain Jim" was waiting while I made
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Shall I ever get away? We were to have had a grand cattle-hunt
yesterday, beginning at 6.30, but the horses were all lost. Often out of
fifty horses all that are worth anything are marauding, and a day is lost
in hunting for them in the canyons. However, before daylight this morning
Evans called through my door, "Miss Bird, I say we've got to
drive cattle fifteen miles, I wish you'd lend a hand;
___________________¹ September of the next year
answered the question by laying him down in a dishonoured grave, with a
rifle bullet in his brain.
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The scene of the drive is at a height of 7500 feet, watered by two rapid
rivers. On all sides mountains rise to an altitude of from 11,000 to 15,000
feet, their skirts shaggy with pitch-pine forests, and scarred by
deep canyons, wooded and boulder-strewn, opening upon the mountain
pasture previously mentioned. Two thousand head of half-wild Texan
cattle are scattered in herds throughout the canyons, living on more or
less suspicious terms with grizzly and brown bears, mountain lions, elk,
mountain sheep, spotted deer, wolves, lynxes, wild cats, beavers, minks,
skunks, chipmonks, eagles, rattlesnakes, and all the other
two-legged, four-legged, vertebrate, and invertebrate
inhabitants of this lonely and romantic regions. On the whole, they show a
tendency rather to the habits of wild than of domestic cattle. They march
to water in Indian file, with the bulls leading, and when threatened, take
strategic advantage of ridgy ground, slinking warily along in the hollows,
the bulls acting as sentinels, and bringing up the rear in case of an
attack from dogs. Cows have to be regularly broken in for milking, being as
wild as buffaloes in their unbroken state; but, owing to the comparative
dryness of the grasses, and the system of allowing the calf to have the
milk during the daytime, a dairy of 200 cows does not produce as
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The herds are apt to penetrate the savage canyons which come down from
the Snowy Range, when they incur a risk of being snowed up and starved, and
it is necessary now and then to hunt them out and drive them down to the
"park." On this occasion, the whole were driven down for a
muster, and for the purpose of branding the calves.
After a 6.30 breakfast this morning, we started, the party being
composed of my host, a hunter from the Snowy Range, two stockmen from the
Plains, one of whom rode a violent buck-jumper, and was said by his
comrade to be the "best rider in North Americay," and myself.
We were all mounted Mexican saddles, rode, as the custom is, with light
snaffle bridles, leather guards over our feet, and broad wooden stirrups,
and each carried his lunch in a pouch slung on the lassoing horn of his
saddle. Four big, badly-trained dogs accompanied us. It was a ride
of nearly thirty miles, and of many hours, one
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Emerging from this, we caught sight of a thousand Texan cattle feeding
in a valley below. The leaders scented us, and, taking fright, began to
move off in the direction of the open "park," while we were
about a mile from and above them. "Head them off, boys!" our
leader shouted; "all aboard; hark
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It was not for two hours after this that the real business of driving
began, and I was obliged to change my thoroughbred for a
well-trained cattle-horse--a broncho,
which could double like a hare, and go over any ground. I had not expected
to work like a
vachero, but so it was, and my Hawaiian
experience was very useful. We hunted the various canyons and known
"camps," driving the herds out of them; and, until we had
secured 850 head in the corral some hours afterwards, we
scarcely saw each other to speak to. Our first difficulty was with a herd
which got into some swampy ground, when a cow, which afterwards gave me an
infinity of trouble, remained at bay for nearly an hour, tossing the dog
three times, and resisting all efforts to dislodge her. She had a large
yearling calf with her, and Evans told me that the attachment of a cow to
her first calf is sometimes so great that she will kill her second that the
first may have the milk. I got a herd of over a hundred out of a canyon by
myself, and drove them down to the river with the aid of one
badly-broken dog, which gave me more trouble than the cattle. The
getting over was most troublesome; a few took to the water readily and went
across, but others smelt it, and then, doubling back, ran in various
directions; while some attacked the
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It was getting late in the day, and a snowstorm was impending, before I
was joined by the other drivers and herds, and as the former had diminished
to three, with only three dogs, it was very difficult to keep the cattle
together. You drive them as gently as possible, so as not to frighten or
excite them,¹ riding first on one
side, then on the other, to guide them; and if they deliberately go in a
wrong direction, you gallop in front and head them off. The great
excitement is when one breaks away from the herd and gallops madly up and
down hill, and you
___________________¹ In several visits to
America I have observed that the Americans are far in advance of us and our
colonial kinsmen in their treatment of horses and other animals. This was
very apparent with regard to this Texan herd. There were no
stock-whips, no needless worrying of the animals in the excitement
of sport. Any dog seizing a bullock by his tail or heels would have been
called off and punished, and quietness and gentleness were the rule. The
horses were ridden without whips, and with spurs so blunt that they could
not hurt even a human skin, and were ruled by the voice and a slight
pressure on the light snaffle bridle. This is the usual plan, even where,
as in Colorado, the horses are bronchos, and inherit
ineradicable vice. I never yet saw a horse bullied into
submission in the United States.
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October 18.
Snow-bound for three days! I could not write yesterday, it was so
awful. People gave up all occupation, and talked of nothing but the storm.
The hunters all kept by the great fire in the living-room, only
going out to bring in logs and clear the snow from the door and windows. I
never spent a more fearful night than two nights ago, alone in my cabin in
the storm, with the roof lifting, the mud cracking and coming off, and the
fine snow hissing through the chinks between the logs, while splittiings
and breaking of dead branches, wind-wrung and snow-laden,
went on incessantly, with screechings, howlings, thunder and lightning, and
many unfamiliar sounds besides. After snowing fiercely all day, another
foot of it fell in the early night, and, after drifting against my door,
blocked me effectually in. About midnight the mercury fell to zero, and
soon after
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There are tracks of bears and deer close to the house, but no one can
hunt in this gale, and the drift is blinding. We have been slightly
overcrowded in our one room. Chess, music, and whist have been resorted to.
One hunter, for very ennui, has devoted
himself
to keeping my ink from freezing. We all sat in great cloaks and coats, and
kept up an enormous fire, with the pitch running out of the logs. The
isolation is extreme, for we are literally snowed-up, and the other
settler in the Park and "Mountain Jim" are both at Denver. Late
in the evening the storm ceased. In some places the ground is bare of snow,
while in others all irregularities are levelled, and the drifts are forty
feet deep. Nature is grand under this new aspect. The cold is awful; the
high wind with the mercury at zero would skin any part exposed to it.
October 19.
Evans offers me six dollars a week if I will stay into the winter and do
the cooking after Mrs. Edwards leaves! I think I should like playing at
being a "hired girl" if it were not for the
bread-making! But it would suit me better to ride
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LONGMOUNT, COLORADO, October 20.
"The Island Valley of Avillon" is left, but how shall I
finally tear myself from its freedom and enchantments? I see Long's
snowy peak rising-into the night sky, and know and long after the
magnificence of the blue hollow at its base. We were to have left at 8, but
the horses were lost, so it was 9.30 before we started, the we
being the musical young French Canadian and myself. I have a bay Indian
pony "Birdie," a little beauty, with legs of iron, fast,
enduring, gentle, and wise; and with luggage for some weeks, including a
black silk dress, behind my saddle, I am tolerably independent. It was a
most glorious ride. We passed through the gates of rock, through gorges
where the unsunned snow lay deep under the lemon-coloured aspens;
caught glimpses of far-off snow-clad giants rising into a sky
of deep sad blue; lunched above the Foot Hills at a cabin where
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GREAT PLATTE CANYON, October 23.
My letters on this tour will, I fear, be very dull, for after riding all
day, looking after my pony, getting supper, hearing about various routes,
and the pastoral, agricultural, mining, and hunting gossip of the
neighbourhood, I am so sleepy and wholesomely tired that I can hardly
write. I left Longmount pretty early on Tuesday morning, the day being sad,
with the blink of an impending snowstorm in the air. The evening before I
was introduced to a man who had been a colonel in the rebel army, who made
a most unfavourable impression upon me, and it was a great annoyance to me
when he presented himself on horseback to guide me "over the most
intricate part of the journey." Solitude is infinitely preferable to
uncongeniality, and is bliss when compared with repulsiveness, so I was
thoroughly glad when I got rid of my
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The windy cold became intense, and for the next eleven miles I rode a
race with the coming storm. At the top of every prairie roll I expected to
see Denver, but it was not till nearly five that from a considerable height
I looked down upon the great "City of the Plains," the
metropolis of the Territories. There the great braggart city lay spread
out, brown
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Denver is no longer the Denver of Hepworth Dixon. A shooting affray in
the street is as rare as in Liverpool, and one no longer sees men dangling
to the lamp-posts when one looks out in the morning! It is a busy
place, the entrepôt and
distributing-point for an immense district, with good shops, some
factories, fair hotels, and the usual deformities and refinements Of
civilisation. Peltry shops abound, and sportsman, hunter, miner, teamster,
emigrant, can be completely rigged out at fifty different stores. At
Denver, people who come from the east to try the "camp cure"
now so fashionable, get their outfit of waggon, driver, horses, tent,
bedding, and stove, and start for the mountains. Asthmatic people are there
in such numbers as to warrant the holding of an "asthmatic
convention" of patients cured and benefited. Numbers of invalids who
cannot bear the rough life of the mountains fill its hotels and
boarding-houses, and others who have been partially restored by a
summer of camping out go into the city in the winter to complete the cure.
It stands at a height of 5000 feet, on an enormous plain, and has a most
glorious view of the Rocky Range. I should hate even to spend a week there.
The sight of those glories so near and yet out of reach would make me
nearly crazy. Denver is at present the terminus of the Kansas Pacific
Railroad. It has a line connecting it with the Union Pacific Railroad at
Cheyenne,
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Town tired and confused me, and in spite of Mrs. Evans's kind
hospitality, I was glad when a man brought Birdie at nine yesterday
morning. He said she was a little demon, she had done nothing but buck, and
had bucked him off on the bridge! I found that he had put a curb on her,
and whenever she dislikes anything she resents it by bucking. I rode
sidewise till I was well through the town, long enough to produce a severe
pain in my spine, which was not relieved for some time even after I had
changed my position. It was a lovely Indian summer day, so warm that the
snow on the ground looked an incongruity. I rode over the Plains for some
time, then gradually reached the rolling country along the base of the
mountains, and a stream with cotton-woods along it, and
settlers' houses about every half-mile. I passed and met
waggons frequently, and picked up a muff containing a purse with five
hundred dollars in it, which I afterwards had the great pleasure of
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RANCH, PLUM CREEK, October 24.
You must understand that in Colorado travel, unless on the main road and
in the larger settlements, there are neither hotels nor taverns, and that
it is the custom for the settlers to receive travellers, charging them at
the usual hotel rate for accommodation. It is a very satisfactory
arrangement. However, at Ranch, my first halting-place, the host was
unwilling to receive people in this way, I afterwards found, or I certainly
should not have presented my credentials at the door of a large frame
house, with large barns and a generally prosperous look. The host, who
opened the door, looked repellant, but his wife, a very agreeable,
ladylike-looking woman, said they could give me a bed on a sofa. The
house was the most pretentious I have yet seen, being papered and carpeted,
and there were two "hired girls." There was a lady there from
Laramie, who kindly offered to receive me into her room, a very tall,
elegant person, remarkable as being the first woman who had settled in the
Rocky Mountains. She had been trying the "camp cure" for three
months, and was then on her way home. She had a waggon with beds, tent,
tent-floor, cooking-stove, and every camp luxury, a light
buggy, a man to manage everything, and a most superior "hired
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When the snow darkness began to deepen towards evening, the track became
quite illegible, and when I found myself at this romantically situated
cabin, I was thankful to find that they could give me shelter. The scene
was a solemn one, and reminded me of a description in Whittier's
Snow-Bound. All the stock came round the cabin with
mute appeals for shelter. Sheep-dogs got in, and would not be kicked
out. Men went out muffled up, and came back shivering and shaking the snow
from their feet. The churn was put by the stove. Later on, a most pleasant
settler, on his way to Denver, came in, his waggon having been
snow-blocked two miles off, where he had been obliged to leave it
and bring his horses on here. The "Grey Mare" had a stentorian
voice, smoked a clay pipe which she passed to her children, raged at
English people, derided the courtesy of English manners, and considered
that "Please," "Thank you," and the like, were
"all bosh" when life was so short and busy.. And still the snow
fell softly, and the air and earth were silent.
Page 167LETTER X.
A White World--Bad Travelling--A
Millionaire's Home--Pleasant Park--Perry's
Park--Stock-raising--A Cattle King--The Arkansas
Divide--Birdie's Sagacity--Luxury--Monument
Park--Deference to Prejudice--A Death Scene--The
Manitou--A loose Shoe--The Ute Pass--Bergens Park--A
Settler's Home--Hayden's Divide--Sharp
Criticism--Speaking the truth.
COLORADO SPRINGS, October 23.
IT is difficult to make this anything of a letter. I have been
riding for a whole week, seeing wonders and greatly enjoying the singular
adventurousness and novelty of my tour, but ten hours or more daily spent
in the saddle in this rarefied, intoxicating air, disposes one to sleep
rather than to write in the evening, and is far from conducive to mental
brilliancy. The observing faculties are developed, and the reflective lie
dormant.
That night on which I last wrote was the coldest I have yet felt. I
pulled the rag carpet from the floor and covered myself with it, but could
not get warm. The sun rose gloriously on a shrouded earth. Barns, road,
shrubs, fences, river, lake, all lay under the glittering snow. It was
light and powdery, and
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Mr. Perry was away, but his daughter, a very bright-looking,
elegantly-dressed girl, invited me to dine and remain. They had
stewed venison and various luxuries on the table, which was tasteful and
refined, and an adroit, coloured table-maid waited, one of five
attached negro servants who had been their slaves before the war. After
dinner, though snow was slowly falling, a gentleman cousin took me a ride
to show me the beauties of Pleasant Park, which takes rank among the finest
scenery of Colorado, and in good weather is very easy of access. It did
look very grand as we entered it by a narrow pass guarded by two buttes, or
isolated upright masses of rock, bright red, and about 300 feet in height.
The pines were very large, and the narrow canyons which came down on the
Park gloomily magnificent. It is remarkable also from a quantity of
"monumental" rocks, from 50 to 300 feet in height, bright
vermilion, green, buff, orange, and sometimes all combined, their gay
tinting a contrast to the disastrous-looking snow and the sombre
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Perry's Park is one of the great cattle-raising ranches in
Colorado. This, the youngest State in the Union, a Territory until quite
recently, has an area of about 68,000,000 acres, a great portion of which,
though rich in mineral wealth, is worthless either for stock or arable
farming, and the other or eastern part is so dry that crops can only be
grown profitably where irrigation is possible. This region is watered by
the south fork of the Platte and its affluents, and, though subject to the
grasshopper pest, it produces wheat of the finest quality, the yield
varying according to the mode of cultivation from 18 to 30 bushels
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The cattle run at large upon the prairies; each animal being branded,
they need no herding, and are usually only mustered, counted, and the
increase branded in the summer. In the fall, when three or four years old,
they are sold lean or in tolerable condition to dealers who take them by
rail to Chicago, or elsewhere, where the fattest lots are slaughtered for
tinning or for consumption in the Eastern cities, while the leaner are sold
to farmers for feeding up during the winter. Some of the wealthier stockmen
take their best lots to Chicago themselves. The Colorado cattle are either
pure Texan or Spanish, or crosses between the Texan and graded shorthorns.
They are nearly all very inferior animals, being bony
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The "Cattle King" of the State is Mr. Iliff, of South
Platte, who owns nine ranches, with runs of 15,000 acres, and 35,000
cattle. He is improving his herd rapidly by means of imported shorthorn
stock; and, indeed, the opening of the dead-meat trade with this
country is giving a great impetus to the improvement of the breed of cattle
among all the larger and richer stock-owners. For this enormous herd
40 men are employed in summer, about 12 in winter, and 200 horses. In the
rare case of a severe and protracted snow-storm the cattle get a
little hay. Owners of 6000, 8000, and 10,000 head of cattle are quite
common in Colorado. Sheep are now raised in the State to the extent of half
a million, and a chronic feud prevails between the "sheep men"
and the "cattle men." Sheep-raising is said to be a very
profitable
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It was so odd and novel to have a beautiful bedroom, hot water, and
other luxuries. The snow began to fall in good earnest at six in the
evening, and fell all night, accompanied by intense frost, so that in the
morning there were eight inches of it glittering in the sun. Miss P. gave
me a pair of men's socks to draw on over my boots, and I set out
tolerably early, and broke my own way for two miles. Then a single waggon
had passed, making a legible track for thirty miles, otherwise the snow was
pathless. The sky was absolutely cloudless, and as I made the long ascent
of the Arkansas Divide, the mountains, gashed by deep canyons, came
sweeping down to the valley on my right, and on my left the Foot Hills were
crowned with coloured fantastic rocks like castles. Everything was buried
under a glittering shroud of snow. The babble of the streams was bound by
fetters of ice. No branches creaked in the still air. No birds sang. No one
passed or met me. There were no cabins near or far. The only sound was the
crunch of the snow under Birdie's feet. We came to a river over which
some logs were laid with some young trees across them. Birdie put one foot
on this, then drew it back and put another on, then smelt the bridge
noisily. Persuasions were useless; she only smelt, snorted, held back, and
turned her
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At last I reached a log cabin where I got a feed for us both and further
directions. The rest of the day's ride was awful enough. The snow was
thirteen inches deep, and grew deeper as I ascended in silence and
loneliness, but just as the sun sank behind a snowy peak I reached the top
of the Divide, 7975 feet above the sea-level. There, in unspeakable
solitude, lay a frozen lake. Owls hooted among the pines,
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The next morning was gray and sour, but
bright-
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I found the --s living in a small room which served for parlour,
bedroom, and kitchen, and combined the comforts of all. It is inhabited
also by two prairie dogs, a kitten, and a deerhound. It was truly homelike.
Mrs. -- cooked an excellent steak, and her husband got the tea ready.
They dispense with the dubious comfort and certain discomfort of a
"hired girl." Mrs. -- walked with me to the
boarding-house where I slept, and we sat some time in the parlour
talking with the landlady. Opposite to me there was a door wide open into a
bedroom, and on a bed opposite to the door a very sick-looking young
man was half lying, half sitting, fully dressed, supported by another, and
a very sick-looking young man much resembling him passed in and out
occasionally, or leaned on the chimney-piece in an attitude of
extreme dejection. Soon the door was half-closed, and some one came
to it, saying rapidly, "Shields, quick, a candle!" and then
there were movings about in the room. All this time the seven or eight
people in the room in which I was were talking, laughing, and playing
backgammon, and none laughed louder than the landlady, who was sitting
where she saw that
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The --s say that many go to the Springs in the last stage of
consumption, thinking that the Colorado climate will cure them, without
money enough to pay for even the coarsest board. We talked most of that
day, and I equipped myself with arctics and warm gloves for the mountain
tour which has been planned for me, and I gave Birdie the Sabbath she was
entitled to on Tuesday, for I found, on arriving at the Springs, that the
day I crossed the Arkansas Divide was Sunday, though I did not know it.
Several friends of Miss Kingsley called on me; she is much remembered and
beloved. This is not an expensive tour; we cost about ten shillings a day,
and the five days which I have spent en route
from Denver have cost something less than the fare for the few hours'
journey by the cars. There are no real difficulties. It is a splendid life
for health and enjoyment. All my luggage being in a pack, and my conveyance
being a horse, we can go anywhere where we can get food and shelter.
GREAT GORGE OF THE MANITOU, October
29.
This is a highly picturesque place, with several springs, still and
effervescing, the virtues of which were well known to the Indians. Near it
are places,
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The weather is again perfect, with a cloudless sky and a hot sun, and
the snow is all off the plains and lower valleys. After lunch, the --s
in a buggy, and I on Birdie, left Colorado Springs, crossing the Mesa, a
high hill with a table top, with a view of extraordinary laminated rocks,
leaves of rock a bright vermilion colour, against a background
of snowy mountains, surmounted by Pike's Peak. Then we plunged into
cavernous Glen Eyrie, with its fantastic needles of coloured rock, and were
entertained at General Palmer's "baronial mansion," a
perfect eyrie, the fine hall filled with buffalo, elk, and deer heads,
skins of wild animals, stuffed birds, bear robes, and numerous Indian and
other weapons and trophies. Then, through a gate of huge red rocks, we
passed into the valley, called fantastically, Garden of the Gods, in which,
were I a divinity, I certainly would not choose to dwell. Many places in
this neighbourhood are also vulgarised by grotesque names. From this we
passed into a ravine, down which the Fountain river rushed, and there I
left my friends with regret, and rode into this chill and solemn gorge,
from which the mountains, reddening in the sunset, are only seen afar off.
I put Birdie up at a stable, and as there was no place to put myself up but
this huge
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BERGENS PARK, October 31.
This cabin was so dark, and I so sleepy last night, that I could not
write; but the frost during the night has been very severe, and I am
detained until the bright, hot sun melts the ice and renders travelling
safe. I left the great Manitou at ten yesterday. Birdie, who was loose in
the stable, came trotting down the middle of it when she saw me for her
sugar and biscuits. No nails could be got, and her shoe was hanging by two,
which doomed me to a foot's-pace and the dismal clink of a
loose shoe for three hours. There was a cloud on the bright blue sky the
whole day, and though it froze hard in the shade, it was summer-heat
in the sun. The mineral fountains were sparkling in their basins and
sending up their full perennial jets
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Up ever! the road being blasted out of the red rock which often overhung
it, the canyon only from fifteen to twenty feet wide, the thunder of the
Fountain, which is crossed eight times, nearly deafening. Sometimes the sun
struck the road, and then it was absolutely hot; then one entered unsunned
gorges where the snow lay deep, and the crowded pines made dark twilight,
and the river roared under ice bridges fringed by icicles. At last the Pass
opened out upon a sunlit upland Park, where there was a forge, and with
Birdie's shoe put on, and some shoenails in my purse, I rode on
cheerfully, getting food for us both at a ranch belonging to some very
pleasant people, who, like all Western folk, when they are not taciturn,
asked a legion of questions. There I met a Colonel Kittridge, who said that
he believed his valley, twelve miles off the track, to be the loveliest
valley in Colorado, and invited me to his house. Leaving the road, I went
up a long ascent deep in snow, but as it did not seem to be the way, I tied
up the pony, and walked on to a cabin at some distance, which I had hardly
reached when I found her trotting like a dog by my side, pulling my sleeve
and laying her soft gray nose on my shoulder. Does it all mean sugar? We
had
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The cabin is long, low, mud-roofed, and very dark. The middle
place is full of raw meat, fowls, and gear. One end, almost dark, contains
the cooking-stove, milk, crockery, a long deal table, two benches,
and some wooden stools; the other end houses the English manager or
partner, his wife, and three children, another cooking-stove, gear
of all kinds, and sacks of beans and flour. They put up a sheet for a
partition, and made me a shake-down on the gravel floor of this
room. Ten hired men sat down to meals with us. It was all very rough, dark,
and comfortless, but Mr. T., who is not only a gentleman by birth, but an
M.A. of Cambridge, seems to like it. Much in this way (a little smoother if
a lady is in the case) every man must begin life here. Seven large
dogs--three of them with cats upon their backs--are usually
warming themselves at the fire.
TWIN ROCK, SOUTH FORK OF THE PLATTE, November
1.
I did not leave Mr. Thornton's till ten, because of the
slipperiness. I rode four miles along a back trail, and then was so tired
that I stayed for two hours at a ranch, where I heard, to my dismay, that I
must ride twenty-four miles farther before I could find any place to
sleep at. I did not enjoy yester-
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HALLS GULCH, November 6.
I have ridden 150 miles since I wrote last. On leaving Twin Rock on
Saturday I had a short day's ride to Colonel Kittridge's cabin at
Oil Creek, where I spent a quiet Sunday with agreeable people. The ride was
all through parks and gorges, and among pine-clothed hills, about
9000 feet high, with Pike's Peak always in sight. I have developed
much sagacity in finding a trail, or I should not be able to make use of
such directions as these: "Keep along a gulch four or five
miles till you get Pike's Peak on your left, then follow some
wheel-marks till you get to some timber, and keep to the north till
you come to a creek, where you'll find a great many elk tracks; then
go to your right and cross the creek three times, then you'll see a
red rock to your left," etc. etc. The K.'s
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I.L.B.
Page 193LETTER XI.
Tarryall Creek--The Red
Range--Excelsior!--Importunate Pedlars--Snow and
Heat--A Bison Calf--Deep Drifts--South Park--The Great
Divide--Comanche Bill--Difficulties--Hall's
Gulch--A Lord Dundreary--Ridiculous Fears.
HALL'S GULCH, COLORADO, November
6.
IT was another cloudless morning, one of the many here on which
one awakes early, refreshed, and ready to enjoy the fatigues of another
day. In our sunless, misty climate you do not know the influence which
persistent fine weather exercises on the spirits. I have been ten months in
almost perpetual sunshine, and now a single cloudy day makes me feel quite
depressed. I did not leave till 9.30, because of the slipperiness, and
shortly after starting turned off into the wilderness on a very dim trail.
Soon seeing a man riding a mile ahead, I rode on and overtook him, and we
rode eight miles together, which was convenient to me, as without him I
should several times have lost the trail altogether. Then his fine American
horse, on which he had only ridden two days, broke down, while my
"mad, bad broncho," on which I had been travelling for a
fortnight, cantered
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I rode up one great ascent where hills were tumbled about confusedly;
and suddenly across the broad ravine, rising above the sunny grass and the
deep-green pines, rose in glowing and shaded red against the
glittering blue heaven a magnificent and unearthly range of mountains, as
shapely as could be seen, rising into colossal points, cleft by deep blue
ravines, broken up into sharks' teeth, with gigantic knobs and
pinnacles rising from their inaccessible sides, very fair to
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"With us the damp, the chill, the gloom;
With them the
sunset's rosy bloom."
The dimness of earth with me, the light of heaven with them. Here,
again, worship seemed the only attitude for a human spirit, and the
question was ever present, "Lord, what is man, that Thou art mindful
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The pitch pine, with its monotonous and somewhat rigid form, had
disappeared; the white pine became scarce, both being displaced by the slim
spires and silvery green of the miniature silver spruce. Valley and canyon
were passed, the flaming ranges
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Mrs. Link was an educated and very intelligent young woman. The pedlars
were Irish Yankees, and the way in which they "traded" was as
amusing as "Sam Slick." They not only wanted to
"swop" my pony, but to "trade" my watch. They trade
their souls, I know. They displayed their wares for an hour with much
dexterous flattery and persuasiveness, but Mrs. Link was untemptable, and I
was only tempted into buying a handkerchief to keep the sun
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More than half of the day was far from enjoyable. The morning was
magnificent, but the light too dazzling, the sun too fierce. As soon as I
got out I felt as if I should drop off the horse. My large handkerchief
kept the sun from my neck, but the fierce heat caused soul and sense, brain
and eye, to reel. I never saw or felt the like of it. I was at a height of
12,000 feet, where, of course, the air was highly rarefied, and the snow
was so pure and dazzling that I was obliged to keep my eyes shut as much as
possible to avoid snow blindness. The sky was a different and terribly
fierce colour; and when I caught a glimpse of the sun, he was white and
unwinking like a lime-ball light, yet threw off wicked
scintillations. I suffered so from nausea, exhaustion, and pains from head
to foot, that I felt as if I must lie down in the snow. It may have been
partly the early stage of soroche, or mountain sickness.
We plodded on for four hours, snow all round, and nothing else to be
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The snow grew seriously deep. Birdie fell thirty times, I am sure. She
seemed unable to keep up at all, so I was obliged to get off and stumble
along in her footmarks. By that time my spirit for overcoming difficulties
had somewhat returned, for I saw a lie of country which I knew must contain
South Park, and we had got under cover of a hill which kept off the sun.
The trail had ceased; it was only one of those hunter's tracks which
continually mislead one. The getting through the snow was awful work. I
think we accomplished a mile in something over two hours. The snow was two
feet
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A horseman shortly joined me and rode with me, got me a fresh horse, and
accompanied me for ten miles. He was a picturesque figure and rode a very
good horse. He wore a big slouch hat, from under which a number of fair
curls hung nearly to his waist. His beard was fair, his eyes blue, and his
complexion ruddy. There was nothing sinister in his expression, and his
manner was respectful and frank. He was dressed in a hunter's buckskin
suit ornamented with beads, and wore a pair of exceptionally big brass
spurs. His saddle was very highly ornamented. What was unusual was the
number of weapons he carried. Besides a rifle laid across his saddle and a
pair of pistols in the holsters, he carried two revolvers and a knife in
his belt, and a carbine slung behind him. I found him what is termed
"good company." He told me a great deal about the country and
its wild animals, with some hunting adventures, and a great deal about
Indians and their cruelty and treachery. All this time, having crossed
South Park, we were ascending the Continental
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After riding twenty miles, which made the distance for that day fifty, I
remounted Birdie to ride six miles farther, to a house which had been
mentioned to me as a stopping-place. The road ascended
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I.L.B.
Page 208LETTER XII.
Deer Valley--Lynch Law--Vigilance
Committees--The Silver Spruce--Taste and Abstinence--The
Whisky Fiend--Smartness--Turkey Creek Canyon--The Indian
Problem--Public Rascality--Friendly Meetings--The Way to the
Golden City--A rising Settlement--Clear Creek
Canyon--Staging--Swearing--A Mountain Town.
DEER VALLEY, November.
TO-NIGHT I am in a beautiful place like a Dutch
farm--large, warm, bright, clean, with abundance of clean food, and a
clean, cold little bedroom to myself. But it is very hard to write for two
free-tongued, noisy Irishwomen, who keep a miners'
boarding-house in South Park, and are going to winter quarters in a
freight-waggon, are telling the most fearful stories of violence,
vigilance committees, Lynch law, and "stringing," that I ever
heard. It turns one's blood cold only to think that where I travel in
perfect security, only short time ago men were being shot like skunks. At
the mining towns up above this nobody is thought anything of who has not
killed a
man--i.e. in a certain set. These women
had a boarder, only fifteen, who thought he could not be anything till he
had shot somebody, and they gave an absurd account of the
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I left the place this morning at ten, and have had a very pleasant day,
for the hills shut out the hot sun. I only rode twenty-two miles,
for the difficulty of riding on ice was great, and there is no blacksmith
within thirty five miles of Hall's Gulch. I met two freighters just
after I left, who gave me the unwelcome news that there were thirty miles
of ice between that and Denver. "You'll have a tough
trip," they said. The road runs up and down hill, walled in along
with a rushing river by high mountains. The scenery is very grand, but I
hate being shut into these deep gorges, and always expect to see some
startling object moving among the trees. I met no one the whole
___________________¹ Public opinion approved
this execution, regarding it as a fitting retribution for a series of
crimes.
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DENVER, November 9.
I could not make out whether the superiority of the Deer Valley settlers
extended beyond material things, but a teamster I met in the evening said
it "made him
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I left Deer Valley at ten the next morning on a glorious day, with rich
atmospheric colouring, had to spend three hours sitting on a barrel in a
forge after I had ridden twelve miles, waiting while twenty-four
oxen were shod, and then rode on twenty-three miles through streams
and canyons of great beauty till I reached a grocery store, where I had to
share a room with a large family and three teamsters; and being almost
suffocated by the curtain partition, got up at four, before any one was
stirring, saddled Birdie, and rode away in the darkness, leaving my money
on the table! It was a short eighteen miles' ride to Denver down the
Turkey Creek Canyon, which contains some magnificent scenery, and then the
road ascends and hangs on the ledge of a precipice 600 feet in depth, such
a narrow road that on meeting a waggon I had to dismount for fear of
hurting my feet with the wheels. From thence there was a wonderful view
through the rolling Foot Hills and over the gray-
___________________¹ MAY 1878.--I am
copying this letter in the city of San Francisco, and regretfully add a
strong emphasis to what I have written above. The best and most thoughtful
among Americans would endorse these remarks with shame and
pain.--I.L.B.
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The Americans will never solve the Indian problem till the Indian is
extinct. They have treated them after a fashion which has intensified their
treachery and "devilry" as enemies, and as friends reduces them
to a degraded pauperism, devoid of the very first elements of civilisation.
The only difference between the savage and the civilized Indian is that the
latter carries firearms and gets drunk on whisky. The Indian Agency has
been a sink of fraud and corruption; it is said that barely thirty per cent
of the allowance ever reaches those for whom it is voted; and the
complaints of shoddy blankets, damaged flour, and worthless firearms are
universal. "To get rid of the Injuns" is the phrase used
everywhere. Even their "reservations" do not escape seizure
practically; for if gold "breaks out" on them they are
"rushed," and their possessors are either compelled to accept
land farther west or are shot off and driven off. One of the surest agents
in their destruction is vitriolised
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As I rode into Denver and away from the mountains the view became
glorious, as range above range crowned with snow dame into sight. I was
sure that three glistening peaks seventy miles north were the peerless
shapeliness of Long's Peak, the king of the Rocky Mountains, and the
"mountain fever" returned so severely that I grudged every hour
spent on the dry, hot plains. The range looked lovelier and sublimer than
when I first saw it from Greeley, all spiritualised in the wonderful
atmosphere. I went direct to Evans's house, where I found a hearty
welcome, as they had been anxious about my safety, and Evans almost at once
arrived from Estes Park with three elk, one grizzly, and one bighorn in his
waggon. Regarding a place and life one likes (in spite of all lessons) one
is sure to think, "To-morrow shall be as this day, and much
more abundant;" and all through my tour I had thought of returning to
Estes Park and finding everything just as it was. Evans brought
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GOLDEN CITY, November 13.
Pleasant as Denver was, with the Dewys and so many kind friends there,
it was too much of the "wearing world" either for my health or
taste, and
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BOULDER, November 16.
I fear you will grow tired of the details of these journal letters. To a
person sitting quietly at home, Rocky Mountain travelling, like Rocky
Mountain scenery, must seem very monotonous; but not so to me, to whom the
pure, dry mountain air
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The road pursued the canyon to Idaho Springs, a fashionable mountain
resort in the summer, but deserted now, where we took a superb team of six
horses, with which we attained a height of 10,000 feet, and then a descent
of 1000 took us into Georgetown, crowded into as remarkable a gorge as was
ever selected for the site of a town, the canyon beyond
apparently terminating in precipitous and inaccessible
mountains, sprinkled with pines up to the timber-line, and thinly
covered with snow. The area on which it is possible to build is so
circumscribed and steep, and the unpainted gable-ended houses are so
perched here and there, and the water rushes so impetuously among them,
that it reminded me slightly of a Swiss town. All the smaller houses are
shored up with young pines on one side, to prevent them from being blown
away by the fierce gusts which sweep the canyon. It is the only town I have
seen in America to which the epithet picturesque could be applied. But
truly, seated in that deep hollow in the cold and darkness, it is in a
terrible situation, with the alpine heights towering round it. I arrived at
three, but its sun had set, and it lay in deep shadow. In fact, twilight
seemed coming on, and as I had been unable to get my circular notes cashed
at Denver, I had no money to stay over the
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The Blight of Mining--Green Lake--Golden
City--Benighted--Vertigo--Boulder Canyon--Financial
straits--A hard Ride--The last Cent--A Bachelor's
Home--Mountain Jim--A Surprise--A Night Arrival--Making
the best of it--Scanty Fare.
BOULDER, November.
THE answer regarding a horse (at the end of my former letter)
was given to the landlord outside the hotel, and presently he came in and
asked my name, and if I were the lady who had crossed from Link's to
South Park by Tarryall Creek; so news travels fast. In five minutes the
horse was at the door, with a clumsy two-horned side-saddle,
and I started at once for the upper regions. It was an exciting ride, much
spiced with apprehension. The evening shadows had darkened over Georgetown,
and I had 2000 feet to climb, or give up Green Lake. I shall forget many
things, but never the awfulness and hugeness of that scenery. I went up a
steep track by Clear Creek, then a succession of frozen waterfalls in a
widened and then narrowed valley, whose frozen sides looked 5000 feet high.
That is the region of enormous mineral wealth in
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"O earth, so full of dreary noises
O men, with wailing in
your voices,
O delved gold, the wailer's heap,
O strife
and curse that o'er it fall,
God strikes a silence through you
all,
He giveth His beloved sleep."
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It was something to reach that height and see the far-off glory
of the sunset, and by it to be reminded that neither God nor His sun had
yet deserted the world. But the sun was fast going down, and even as I
gazed upon the wonderful vision the glory vanished, and the peaks became
sad and gray. It was strange to be the only human being at that glacial
altitude, and to descend again through a foot of untrodden snow and over
sloping sheets of ice into the darkness, and to see the hill-sides
like a firmament of stars, each showing the place where a solitary man in
his hole was delving for silver. The view, as long as I could see it, was
quite awful. It looked as if one could not reach Georgetown without
tumbling down a precipice. Precipices there were in plenty along the road,
skirted with ice to their verge. It was the only ride which required nerve
that I have taken in Colorado, and it was long after dark when I returned
from my exploit.
I left Georgetown at eight the next morning on the Idaho stage, in
glorious cold. In this dry air it is quite warm if there are only a few
degrees of frost. The sun does not rise in Georgetown till eleven now; I
doubt if it rises there at all in the winter! After four hours'
fearful bouncing, the baggage-car again received us, but this time
the conductor, remarking that he supposed I was just travelling to see the
country, gave me his chair and put it on the
plat-
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You can form no idea of what the glory on the plains is just before
sunrise. Like the afterglow, for a great height above the horizon there is
a shaded band of the most intense and glowing orange, while the mountains
which reflect the yet unrisen sun have the purple light of amethysts. I
left early, but soon lost the track and was lost; but knowing that a
sublime gash in the mountains was Bear Canyon, quite
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LONGMOUNT, November.
I got up very early this morning, and on a hired horse went nine miles
up the Boulder Canyon, which is much extolled, but I was greatly
disappointed with everything except its superb waggon-road, and much
disgusted with the laziness of the horse. A ride of fifteen miles across
the prairie brought me here early in the afternoon, but of the budget of
letters which I expected there is not one. Birdie looks in such capital
condition that
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ESTES PARK, November 20.
Would that three notes of admiration were all I need give to my grand
solitary, uplifted, sublime, remote, beast-haunted lair, which seems
more indescribable than ever; but you will wish to know how I have sped,
and I wish you to know my present singular circumstances. I left Longmount
at eight on Saturday morning, rather heavily loaded, for in addition to my
own luggage I was asked to carry the mail-bag, which was heavy
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Food is a great difficulty. Of thirty milch cows only one is left, and
she does not give milk enough for us to drink. The only meat is some
pickled pork, very salt and hard, which I cannot eat, and the hens lay less
than one egg a day. Yesterday morning I made some rolls, and made the last
bread into a bread-and-butter pudding, which we all enjoyed.
Today I found part of a leg of beef hanging in the waggon-shed, and
we were elated with the prospect of fresh meat, but on cutting into it we
found it green
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A dismal Ride--A Desperado's
Tale--"Lost! Lost! Lost!"--Winter
Glories--Solitude--Hard Times--Intense Cold--A Pack of
Wolves--The Beaver Dams--Ghostly Scenes--Venison
Steaks--Our Evenings.
ESTES PARK.
I MUST attempt to put down the trifling events of each day just
as they occur. The second time that I was left alone Mr. Nugent came in
looking very black, and asked me to ride with him to see the beaver dams on
the Black Canyon. No more whistling or singing, or talking to his beautiful
mare, or sparkling repartee. His mood was as dark as the sky overhead,
which was black with an impending snowstorm. He was quite silent, struck
his horse often, started off on a furious gallop, and then throwing his
mare on her haunches close to me, said, "You're the first man or
woman who's treated me like a human being for many a year." So
he said in this dark mood, but Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, who took a very deep
interest in his welfare, always treated him as a rational, intelligent
gentleman, and in his better moments he spoke of them with the warmest
appreciation. "If you want to know," he continued,
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The storm was very severe, and the landmarks being blotted out, I lost
my way in the snow, and when I reached the cabin after dark I found it
still empty, for the two hunters, on returning, finding that I had gone
out, had gone in search of me. The snow cleared off late, and intense frost
set in. My room is nearly the open air, being built of unchinked logs, and,
as in the open air, one requires to sleep with the head buried in blankets,
or the eyelids and breath freeze. The sunshine has been brilliant
to-day. I took a most beautiful ride to Black Canyon to look for the
horses. Every day some new beauty, or effect
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Friday.
This is a piteous day, quite black, freezing hard, and with a fierce
north-east wind. The absence of sunshine here, where it is nearly
perpetual, has
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Saturday.
The snow began to fall early this morning, and as it is unaccompanied by
wind we have the novel spectacle of a smooth white world; still it does not
look like anything serious. We have been gradually growing later at night
and later in the morning. To-day we did not breakfast till ten. We
have been becoming so disgusted with the pickled pork, that we were glad to
find it just at an end yesterday, even though we were left without meat for
which in this climate the system craves. You
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A Whisky Slave--The Pleasures of Monotony--The
Mountain Lion--"Another Mouth to feed"--A tiresome
Boy--An Outcast--Thanksgiving Day--The Newcomer--A
Literary Humbug--Milking a dry Cow--Trout-fishing--A
Snow-storm--A Desperado's din.
ESTES PARK, Sunday.
A TRAPPER passing last night brought us the news that Mr.
Nugent is ill; so, after washing up the things after our late breakfast, I
rode to his cabin, but I met him in the gulch coming down to see us. He
said he had caught cold on the Range, and was suffering from an old arrow
wound in the lung. We had a long conversation without adverting to the
former one, and he told me some of the present circumstances of his ruined
life. It is piteous that a man like him, in the prime of life, should be
destitute of home and love, and live a life of darkness in a den with no
companions but guilty memories, and a dog which many people think is the
nobler animal of the two. I urged him to give up the whisky which at
present is his ruin, and his answer had the ring of a sad truth in
it: "I cannot, it binds me hand and foot--I cannot give up
the only pleasure I have." His
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On returning down the gulch the view was grander than I have ever seen
it, the gulch in dark shadow, the Park below lying in intense sunlight,
with all the majestic canyons which sweep down upon it in depths of
infinite blue gloom, and above, the pearly peaks, dazzling in purity and
glorious in form, cleft the turquoise blue of the sky. How shall I ever
leave this "land which is very far off"? How can I
ever leave it? is the real question. We are going on the principle,
"Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die," and the
stores are melting away. The two meals are not an economical plan, for we
are so much more hungry that we eat more than when we had three.
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ESTES PARK, COLORADO, November.
We have lost count of time, and can only agree on the fact that the date
is somewhere near the end of November. Our life has settled down into
serenity, and our singular and enforced partnership is very pleasant. We
might be three men living together, but for the unvarying courtesy and
consideration which they show to me. Our work goes on like clockwork; the
only difficulty which ever arises is that the men do not like me to do
anything that they think hard or unsuitable, such as saddling a horse or
bringing in water. The days go very fist; it was 3.30 to-day before
I knew that it was 1. It is a calm life without worries. The men are so
easy to live with; they never fuss, or grumble, or sigh, or make a trouble
of anything. It would amuse you to come into our wretched little kitchen
before our disgracefully late breakfast, and
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November?
This has been a day of minor events, as well as a busy one. I was so
busy that I never sat down from 10.30 till 1.30. I had washed my one change
of raiment, and though I never iron my clothes, I like to bleach them till
they are as white as snow, and they were whitening on the line when some
furious gusts came down from Long's Peak, against
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We have decided that to-day is November 26th; to-morrow is
Thanksgiving Day, and we are planning a feast, though Mr. K. said to me
again this morning, with a doleful face, "You see there's
another mouth to feed." This "mouth" has come up to try
the panacea of manual labour, but he is town-bred, and I see that he
will do nothing. He is writing poetry, and while I was busy to-day
began to read it aloud to me, asking for my criticism. He is just at the
age when everything literary has a fascination, and every literary person
is a hero, specially Dr. Holland. Last night was fearful from the lifting
of the cabin and the breaking of the mud from the roof. We sat with fine
gravel driving in our faces, and this morning I carried four shovelfuls of
mud out of my room. After breakfast, Mr. Kavan, Mr. Lyman, and I, with the
two waggon-horses, rode the seven miles to the scene of
yesterday's disaster in a perfect gale of wind. I felt like a servant
going out for a day's "pleasuring," hurrying
"through my dishes," and leaving my room in disorder. The
waggon lay half-way down the side of a ravine, kept from destruction
by having caught on some trees. It was too cold to
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Mr. Kavan soon overtook me, and we had an exciting race of two miles,
getting home just before the wind fell and the snow began.
Thanksgiving Day. The thing dreaded has come at last, a snowstorm, with
a north-east wind. It ceased about midnight, but not till it had
covered my bed. Then the mercury fell below zero, and everything froze. I
melted a tin of water for washing by
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November 29.
Before the boy came I had mistaken some faded
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This life is in some respects like being on board ship--there are
no mails, and one knows nothing beyond one's little world, a very
little one in this case. We find each other true, and have learnt to esteem
and trust each other. I should, for instance, go out of this room leaving
this book open on the table, knowing that the men would not read my letter.
They are discreet, reticent, observant, and on many subjects
well-informed, but they are of a type which has no antitype at home.
All women work in this region, so there is no fuss about my working, or
say-
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November 30.
We sat up till eleven last night, so confident were we that Edwards
would leave Denver the day after Thanksgiving and get up here. This morning
we came to the resolution that we must break up. Tea, coffee, and sugar are
done, the venison is turning sour, and the men have only one month left for
the hunting on which their winter living depends. I cannot leave the
Territory till I get money, but I can go to Longmount for the mail and hear
whether the panic is abating. Yesterday I was alone all day, and after
riding to the base of Long's Peak, made two roly-poly puddings
for supper, having nothing else. The men, however, came back perfectly
loaded with trout, and we had a feast. Epicures at home would have envied
us. Mr. Kavan kept the frying-pan with boiling butter on the stove,
butter enough thoroughly to cover the trout, rolled them in coarse
corn-meal, plunged them into the butter, turned them once, and took
them out, thoroughly done, fizzing, and lemon-coloured. For once
young Lyman was satisfied, for the dish was replenished as often as it was
emptied. They caught 40 lbs., and have packed them in ice until they can be
sent to Denver for sale. The winter fishing is very rich. In the hardest
frost, men who fish not for sport, but
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"My country, 'tis of thee,
Sweet land of
liberty," etc.
December 1.
I was to have started for Canyon to-day, but was awoke by snow as
stinging as pinpoints beating on my hand. We all got up early, but it did
not improve until nearly noon. In the afternoon Lyman and I rode to Mr.
Nugent's cabin. I wanted him to read and correct my letter to you,
giving the account of our ascent of Long's Peak, but he said he could
not, and insisted on our going in,
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The cold was truly awful. I had caught a chill in the morning from
putting on my clothes before they were dry and the warmth of the smoky den
was most agreeable; but we had a fearful ride back in the dusk, a gale
nearly blowing us off our horses, drifting snow nearly blinding us, and the
mercury below zero. I felt as if I were going to be laid up with a severe
cold, but the men suggested a trapper's remedy--a tumbler of hot
water, with a pinch of cayenne pepper in it--which proved a very rapid
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A Harmonious Home--Intense Cold--A Purple
Sun--A Grim Jest--A Perilous Ride--Frozen Eyelids--Long
Mount--The Pathless Prairie--Hardships of Emigrant Life--A
Trapper's Advice--The Little Thompson--Evans and Jim.
DR. HUGHES'S, LOWER CANYON, COLORADO, Dec.
4th.
ONCE again here, in refined and cultured society, with
harmonious voices about me, and dear sweet, loving children whose winning
ways make this cabin a true English home. "England, with all thy
faults, I love thee still!" I can truly say,
If it swerved a little in the Sandwich Islands, it is true to the Pole now!
Surely one advantage of travelling is that, while it removes much prejudice
against foreigners and their customs, it intensifies tenfold one's
appreciation of the good at home, and, above all, of the quietness and
purity of English domestic life. These reflections are forced upon me by
the sweet child-voices about me, and by the exquisite consideration
and tenderness which are the
"Where'er I roam, whatever realms I see.
My heart,
untravelled, fondly turns to thee."
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The mercury is eleven degrees below zero, and I have to keep my ink on
the stove to prevent it from freezing. The cold is intense--a clear,
brilliant, stimulating cold, so dry that even in my threadbare flannel
riding-dress I do not suffer from it. I must now take up my
narrative of the nothings which have all the interest of
somethings to me. We all got up before daybreak on Tuesday,
and breakfasted at seven. I have not seen the dawn for some time, with its
amber fires deepening into red, and the snow peaks flushing one by one, and
it seemed a new miracle. It was a west wind, and we all thought it promised
well. I took only two pounds of luggage, some raisins, the mail bag, and an
additional blanket under my saddle. I had not been up from the Park at
sunrise before, and it was quite glorious, the purple depths of
M'Ginn's Gulch, from which at a height of 9000 feet you look down
on the sunlit Park 1500 feet below, lying in a red haze, with its pearly
needle-shaped peaks, framed by mountain-sides dark with
pines--my glorious, solitary, unique mountain home! The purple sun
rose in front. Had
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He took me back to the track; and the interview which began with a
pistol-shot, ended quite pleasantly. It was an eerie ride, one not
to be forgotten, though there was no danger. I could not recognise any
localities. Every tree was silvered, and the fir-tree tufts of
needles looked like white chrysanthemums. The snow lay a foot deep in the
gulches, with its hard, smooth surface marked by the feet of innumerable
birds and beasts. Ice bridges had formed across all the streams, and I
crossed them without knowing when. Gulches looked fathomless abysses,
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I found Evans there, storm-stayed, and that--to his great
credit at the time--my money matters were all right. After the sound
and refreshing sleep which one gets in this splendid climate, I was ready
for an early start, but, warned by yesterday's experience, waited till
twelve to be sure of the weather. The air was intensely clear, and the
mercury seventeen degrees below zero! The snow sparkled and
snapped under one's feet. It was gloriously beautiful! In this
climate, if you only go out for a short time you do not feel cold even
without a hat, or any additional wrappings. I bought a cardigan for myself;
however, and some thick socks, got some stout snowshoes for Birdie's
hind feet, had a pleasant talk with some English friends, did some
commissions for the men in the Park, and hung about waiting for a freight
train to break the track, but eventually, inspirited by the good news from
you, left Longmount alone, and for the last time. I little thought that
miserable, broiling day on which I arrived at it with Dr. and Mrs. Hughes,
of the glories of which it was the gate, and of the "good time"
I should have. Now I am at home in it; every one in it and along the St.
Vrain Canyon addresses me in a friendly way by
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The life of which I wrote before is scarcely less severe, though
lightened by a hope of change, and this weather brings out some special
severities. The stove has to be in the living-room, the children
cannot go out, and, good and delightful as they are, it is hard for them to
be shut up all day with four adults. It is more of a trouble than you would
think for a lady in precarious health that before each meal,
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ESTES PARK, December 7.
Yesterday morning the mercury had disappeared, so it was 20° below
zero at least. I lay awake from cold all night, but such is the wonderful
effect of the climate, that when I got up at half-past five to waken
the household for my early start, I felt quite refreshed. We breakfasted on
buffalo beef, and I left at eight to ride forty-five miles before
night, Dr. Hughes and a gentleman who was staying there conveying me the
first fifteen miles. I did like that ride, racing with the other riders,
careering through the intoxicating air in that indescribable sunshine, the
powdery snow spurned from the horses' feet like dust! I was soon warm.
We stopped at a trapper's ranch to feed, and the old trapper amused me
by seeming to think Estes Park almost inaccessible in winter. The distance
was
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We did not start again till one, and the two gentlemen rode the first
two miles with me. On that track, the Little Thompson, there a full stream,
has to be crossed eighteen times, and they had been hauling wood across it,
breaking it, and it had broken and refrozen several times, making thick and
thin places indeed, there were crossings which even I thought bad, where
the ice let us through, and it was hard for the horses to struggle upon it
again; and one of the gentlemen who, though a most accomplished man, was
not a horseman, was once or twice
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The solitary ride to Evans's was very eerie. It
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Woman's Mission--The Last Morning--Crossing
the St. Vrain--Miller--The St. Vrain again--Crossing the
Prairie--Jim's Dream--"Keeping
Strangers"--The Inn Kitchen--A reputed
Child-Eater--Notoriety--A quiet Dance--Jim's
Resolve--The Frost-Fall--An unfortunate
Introduction.
CHEYENNE, WYOMING, December 12.
THE last evening came. I did not wish to realise it, as I
looked at the snow-peaks glistening in the moon-fight. No
woman will be seen in the Park till next May. Young Lyman talked in a
"hifalutin" style, but with some truth in it, of the influence
of a woman's presence, how "low, mean, vulgar talk" had
died out on my return, how they had "all pulled themselves up,"
and how Mr. Kavan and Mr. Buchan had said they would like always to be as
quiet and gentlemanly as when a lady was with them. "By May,"
he said, "we shall be little better than brutes, in our manners at
least." I have seen a great deal of the roughest class of men both on
sea and land during the last two years, and the more important I think the
"mission" of every quiet, refined, self respecting
woman--the more mistaken I think those who would
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I left on Birdie at 11 o'clock, Evans riding with me as far as Mr.
Nugent's. He was telling me so many things, that at the top of the
hill I forgot to turn round and take a last look at my colossal,
resplendent, lonely, sunlit den, but it was needless, for I carry it away
with me. I should not have been able to leave if Mr. Nugent had not offered
his services. His chivalry to women is so well known, that Evans said I
could be safer and better cared for with no one. He added, "His heart
is good and kind, as kind a heart as ever beat. He's a great enemy of
his own, but he's been living pretty quietly for the last four
years." At the door of his den I took leave of Birdie, who had been
my faithful companion for more than 700 miles of travelling, and of Evans,
who had been uniformly kind to me and just in all his dealings, even to
paying to me at that moment the very last dollar he owed me. May God bless
him and his.
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Rich spoils of beavers' skins were lying on the cabin floor, and
the trapper took the finest, a mouse-coloured kitten beaver's
skin, and presented it to me. I hired his beautiful Arab mare, whose
springy step and long easy stride was a relief after Birdie's short
sturdy gait. We had a very pleasant ride, and I seldom had to walk. We took
neither of the trails, but cut right through the forest to a place where,
through an opening in the foothills, the plains stretched to the horizon
covered with snow, the surface of which, having melted and frozen,
reflected as water would the pure blue of the sky, presenting a complete
optical illusion. It required my knowledge of fact to assure me that I was
not looking at the ocean. "Jim" shortened the way by repeating
a great deal of poetry, and by earnest, reasonable conversation, so that I
was quite surprised when it grew dark. He told me that he never lay down to
sleep
___________________¹ Some months later
"Mountain Jim" fell by Evans's hand, shot from
Evans's doorstep while riding past his cabin. The story of the
previous weeks is dark, sad, and evil. Of the five differing versions which
have been written to me of the act itself and its immediate causes, it is
best to give none. The tragedy is too painful to dwell upon.
"Jim" lived long enough to give his own statement, and to
appeal to the judgment of God, but died in low delirium before the case
reached a human tribunal.
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The next morning, as soon as the sun was well risen, we left for our
journey of 30 miles, which had to be done nearly at a foot's pace,
owing to one horse being encumbered with my luggage. I did not wish to
realise that it was my last ride, and my last association with any of the
men of the mountains whom I had learned to trust, and in some respects to
admire. No more hunters' tales told while the pine knots crack and
blaze; no more thrilling narratives of adventures with Indians and bears;
and never again shall I hear that strange talk of Nature and her doings
which is the speech of those who live with her
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At sunset we reached a cluster of houses called Namaqua, where, to my
dismay, I heard that there was to be a dance at the one little inn to which
we were going at St. Louis. I pictured to myself no privacy, no peace, no
sleep, drinking, low sounds, and worse than all, "Jim" getting
into a quarrel and using his pistols. He was uncomfortable about it for
another reason. He said he had dreamt the night before that there was to be
a dance, and that he had to shoot a man for making "an unpleasant
remark!" For the last three miles which we accomplished after sunset
the cold was most severe, but nothing could exceed the beauty of the
afterglow, and the strange look of the rolling plains of snow beneath it.
When we got to the queer little place where they "keep
strangers" at St. Louis, they were very civil, and said that after
supper we could have the kitchen to ourselves. I found a large,
prononcée, competent, bustling widow,
hugely stout, able to manage all men and everything else, and a very florid
sister like herself, top-heavy with hair. There
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Yesterday morning the mercury was 20° zero. I think I never saw such
a brilliant atmosphere. That curious phenomena called frost-fall was
occurring, in which, whatever moisture may exist in the air, somehow
aggregates into feathers and fern-leaves, the loveliest of
creations, only seen in rarefied air and intense cold. One breath and they
vanish. The air was filled with diamond sparks quite intangible. They
seemed just glitter and no more. It was still and cloudless, and the shapes
of violet mountains were softened by a veil of the tenderest blue. When the
Greeley stage-waggon came up, Mr. Fodder, whom I met at Lower
Canyon, was on it. He had expressed a great wish to go to Estes Park, and
to hunt with "Mountain Jim," if it would be safe to do the
latter. He was now dressed in the extreme of English dandyism, and when I
introduced them,¹ he put out a
small hand cased in a
___________________¹ This was a truly
unfortunate introduction. It was the first link in the chain of
circumstances which brought about Mr. Nugent's untimely end, and it
was at this person's instigation (when overcome by fear) that Evans
fired the shot which proved fatal.
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A drive of several hours over the plains brought us to Greeley, and a
few hours later, in the far blue distance, the Rocky Mountains, and all
that they enclose, went down below the prairie sea.
I.L.B.
THE END.