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Dollie Radford (1858-1920)


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A Light Load

by Dollie Radford
xi, 64 p.
Elkin Mathews
London
1891

        The transcribed copy is from the Lilly Library, Indiana University.



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(titlepage)

        


A LIGHT LOAD

by

DOLLIE RADFORD

ELKIN MATHEWS
LONDON
1891

(front)
RUGBY:
PRINTED BY GEORGE E. OVER, THE RUGBY PRESS.


The love within my heart for thee
    Before the world was had its birth,
It is the part God gives to me
    Of the great wisdom of the earth.


Page ix

(contents)



Page 1

    

SPRING-SONG

AH love, the sweet spring blossoms cling
To many a broken wind-tossed bough,
And young birds among branches sing
That mutely hung till now.

The little new-born things which lie
In dewy meadows, sleep and dream
Beside the brook that twinkles by
To some great lonely stream.

And children, now the day is told,
From many a warm and cosy nest,
Look up to see the young moon hold
The old moon to her breast.

Dear love, my pulses throb and start
To-night with longings sweet and new,
And young hopes beat within a heart
Grown old in loving you.


Page 2

    

SONG

WHY am I singing all alone,
    Outside your window here?
Because the roses are all blown,
    And all the sky is clear.

Because the glen I passed was fair,
    And fresh with morning dew,
Because the gold shines in your hair,
    Because your eyes are blue.

Because for many a sunny mile
    The hills stretch out, and furled
Is every cloud: because God's smile
    Is shining through the world.


Page 3

    

MY SWEETHEART

MY sweetheart lays her hand in mine
    When she would have me glad,
She sings and sings, she never knows
    What music makes me sad.

My sweetheart holds my heart to hers
    When she would have me rest,
She never hears the heavy sigh
    Which breaks within my breast.

Her sweet lips press my tired lids
    When she would have me sleep;
Alas, they have no power to stay
    The burning tears I weep.


Page 4

    

SONG

BELOW the rocks where the samphire blows,
The pebbled beach in an inlet shows
A quiet cave, where a green fern grows
            By the summer sea.

'Twould cheer and brighten my home alway,
But fades if far from the fresh sea spray,
It could not live for a single day
            In the town with me.

Below the hill where the heather lies,
A maiden sings, and her smiling eyes
Say love's a blossom that never dies
            By the town or sea.


Page 5

    

SONG

SHE comes through the meadow yonder,
    Her face is turned to the west,
And I divine how her clear eyes shine
    With the light of a lasting rest;
And the rays of the sun-set wander
    To bless her and she is blest--

By touch of their golden splendour,
    By beauty of earth and sky,
Her spirit waits at the western gates,
    No music can pass her by
That Heaven or Earth may send her,
    I watch where I stand, and sigh.


Page 6

    

SONG

AMID a crowd of radiant hills,
    A little wood with blossoms rare
Breathes sweetly, while the young lark trills
His new learnt melody and fills
            The fragrant air.

Among its boughs the fresh winds play,
    And, where the spreading branches part,
The sun-light drops from spray to spray,
And seeks the ferny streams which stray
            Within its heart.

And there the wild bee fills his cells,
    And murmurs through the golden hours,
And charmèd fancies and sweet spells,
Are woven in the tall blue-bells
            And cuckoo-flowers.


Page 7

There many a mossy bank entwined
    With shining leaves awaits our choice,
Come swiftly love, my soul unbind
With thy dear looks, that it may find
            Its prisoned voice.


Page 8

    

IN YONDER BAY

IN yonder bay the waves find rest,
They die along the great shore's breast
            With one low sound

Of longing for the fuller breeze
Which rose across the trackless seas,
            And swept them round.

Ah love, if I might find their rest,
Might end my wanderings on thy breast,
            I should not sigh

For fuller life, so I might stay
My heart's throb on thy heart some day,
            Before I die.


Page 9

    

SONG

IN the first light of the morning,
    When the thrush sang loud and clear,
And the black-bird hailed day's dawning,
    How I wished my love could hear.

When the sun shone on the sand there,
    And the roses bloomed above,
And the blue waves kissed the land there,
    How I longed to see my love.

Now the birds good-night are calling,
    And the moonbeams come and go,
And my tears are falling, falling,
    Because I want him so.


Page 10

    

SONG

WHEN first I saw your face, love,
    I knew my search was done,
You passed my lonely place, love,
    The light I sought was won,
When your steadfast eyes looked down on me,
And I arose to follow thee.

And something in your smile, love,
    I knew to be a part
Of joy that for a while, love,
    Had slumbered in my heart:
To what sweet music it awoke,
When first you turned to me and spoke!


Page 11

    

SONG

I AM waiting to send you a song, love,
    From over the sea,
But the way, Oh the way is so long, love,
    Between you and me,
All the music would die,
In the waves and the sky,
    Before it reached thee.

I am wanting to tell you my love, love,
    But you will forget
How you lifted your sweet eyes above, love,
    How their lashes were wet
When you wished me good-bye,
While the stars filled the sky,
    And my sad sails were set.


Page 12

    

SONG

IF I were in the valley-land,
    And you far up the mountain blue,
Would you just turn and wave your hand,
    And bid me strive to follow you.

If I were in the tossing sea,
    And you upon the quiet shore,
Would you send out your help to me,
    And bid me to my life once more.

If I were cast from Heaven's gate,
    And you within so glad and fair,
I know you would come forth and wait
    Beside me love, in my despair.


Page 13

    

SONG

THE birds sang from the tree,
            "Sweetheart
Go forth across the silent hills,
For in the vale their shadow fills
Thy love awaiteth thee
            With lonely heart."

She wound a wreath of flowers
            So sweet,
And, while the birds still sang their song,
Across the hills she passed along
In the fair sunrise hours,
            Her love to meet.


Page 14

But when the sun, asleep
            At eve,
Lay hid behind a purple cloud,
Each little bird in leafy shroud
Saw her return and weep,
            "And dost thou grieve."

Ah no, I am not sad
            She said,
He did not know me when I came,
But I have crowned him all the same,
And how can I be sad,
            My heart is glad.


Page 15

    

SONG

LOVE my heart is aching, aching,
While the soft sea-wind is making
Music in the aspens, breaking
                Silence in my soul.
With its sad-voiced singing blending
With my sighs, while stars befriending,
Beams to mid-night seas are sending
                As they eastward roll.


Page 16

    

VIOLETS

VIOLETS, sweet violets,
    I can find the fairest,
In a little ferny glen
    Blossom all the rarest,
I can reach the leafy beds
Where they hide their dewy heads.

From the mossy stones and rocks
    Where the pools are deepest,
I can leap across the stream
    Where the banks are steepest,
And beneath the hawthorn get
Many a scented violet.


Page 17

    

SPRING-TIME

IN the distant woods are blowing
    Tender buds and blossoms sweet,
Fragrant leaves and grasses glowing
    From the touch of fairy feet.
In the woods a spirit singing
    Stays and touches every tree,
And to loving branches clinging
    Flowers open tremblingly.


Page 18

    

SONG

THE golden gorse and the heather
    Bloom down the whole hill side,
And below in the rocks are lying
    Still pools where the sea-flowers hide,
            And all the day
            The shadows play
    In the cliffs and the chasms wide.

The hedges are decked with berries,
    The lanes gleam with yellow and red,
And the pale blue endive blossoms,
    And the golden-rod lifts its head,
            And poppies shine,
            And wild wood-bine
    Scents the air round the fern's green bed.


Page 19

And Time passes by like a dream,
    And birds sing the whole day long,
And bright-wing'd insects fill the air
    With murmurs, and flash along
            When the green leaves part,
            And my own heart
    Is full of a happy song.


Page 20

    

SONG

WHY seems the world so fair,
    Why do I sing?
Why? in the meadow there
    When it was Spring,
There when all fair things were
    Clearer to see,
All the young dreams I'd lost
    Came back to me.

    

* * * *

I may not enter now,
    But there's a Spring
Somewhere beyond the sun.
    So I can sing,
So I can wait and sing,
    While I prepare
My soul to welcome thine,
    When we meet there.


Page 21

    

TWO SONGS

WINDS blow cold in the bright March weather,
    Yet I heard her sing in the street to-day,
And the tattered garments scarce hung together
    Round her tiny form as she turned away.
She was too little to know or care
Why she and her mother were singing there.

Skies are fair when the buds are springing,
    When the March sun rises up fresh and strong,
And a little maid, with her mother, singing,
    Smiled in my face as she skipped along,
She was too happy to wonder why
She laughed and sang as she passed me by.


Page 22

Stars are bright, and the moon rejoices
    To pierce the clouds with her broken light,
But the air is heavy with childish voices,
    Two songs ring through the clear March night--
Songs which the night with burning tears
Sings out again to the coming years.


Page 23

    

WHAT SONG SHALL I SING

WHAT song shall I sing to you
    Now the wee ones are in bed,
What books shall I bring to you
    Now each little sleepy head
Is tucked away on pillow white,
All snug and cosy for the night.

Many many singers now,
    Sing their new songs in the land,
Many writers bring us now
    Many books to understand,
But I can sing, these evening times,
Only the children's songs and rhymes.


Page 24

All the day they play with me,
    My heart grows full of their looks,
All their prattle stays with me,
    And I have no mind for books,
Nor care for any other tune
Than they have sung this golden June.


Page 25

    

ON THE MOOR

OUT on the moor the sun is bright,
    And the gorse is yellow,
The sky is blue and the air is light,
    And a little fellow
May walk for miles in the grassy way
On a holiday.

Out on the moor the wild bee dips
    In the sweet fresh heather,
And through the bracken the young have slips
    In the autumn weather,
And all around shine the tiny wings
Of a thousand things.


Page 26

    

LITTLE MAIDEN

LITTLE maiden are you lonely,
    Standing there beside the sea,
Are your blue eyes sad or only
    Filled with dreams too fair for me.
Are the summer breezes making
    Fairy music on the sand,
And the quiet ripples breaking,
    From some sea-girt fairy-land.

Ah, the fragrant flowers never
    Fade in that sweet sunny air,
And the fairy people ever
    Send you dreams and fancies rare.
Little maiden, you must only
    Keep your blue eyes clear and free,
And you never will be lonely,
    Standing there beside the sea.


Page 27

    

THE SNOW-QUEEN

THE snow queen passed our way last night,
Between the darkness and the light,
And flowers from an enchanted star,
Fell showerlike from her flying car.

And silently through all the hours,
The trees have borne their magic flowers,
And now stand up with dauntless head,
To catch the morning's gold and red.


Page 28

    

WESTLEIGH BELLS

HOW gently this evening the ripples break
    On the pebbles beneath the trees,
With a music as low as the full leaves make,
    When they stir in some soft sea-breeze,
And as day-light dies, if I rest my boat
    'Neath this bough where the blossoms fall,
I shall hear the curlew's last good-night note,
    As he answers the sea-gull's call.

And there where the wheat lies in golden sheaves
    In the fields across the river,
And wood-bine creeps over porches and eaves,
    And fuchsia and myrtle quiver,
Lives my love, my love; tis her casement see,
    Where the light glimmers to and fro,
If she were my love she would come to me
    This evening, I long for her so.


Page 29

I long for her so that to linger near
    Her home as I do sometimes,
And send her blessings across from here,
    When they ring the Westleigh chimes,
Makes my summer glad, so I stay my boat
    'Neath this bough where the blossoms fall,
While the curlew flies with his good-night note,
    To the sea where the white gulls call.


Page 30

    

COLD STONE

COLD, quite cold, I could only see
    Beauty of curve and line,
I could not find that deeper thing
That secret which dwells in everything,
    I could not make it mine.
The marble stood so cold and still,
    And yet within her breast,
I knew lay hid a wondrous spell
To open dreams too fair to tell,
    Where I might stay and rest.
I find it ever in the flowers,
    In tints and perfumes sweet,
And in the silent stars at night,
And in the rays of sun-set light
    Their meaning is complete.
I cried for light to find it here,

Page 31

    And waited, till one day
The hand that hid the wondrous gift
Came from the past the clouds to lift
    And drew the veil away.


Page 32

    

TO-NIGHT

THE hours of the day have departed,
    They folded their wings to rest,
When the last red ray of sun-light
    Faded away in the west,
And fleecy clouds cover the stars,
    And beyond is a world of blue,
And my soul awakes from a slumber
    To-night, and I see right through--

Away to a world of azure,
    Where white-wing'd spirits meet,
While the clouds float and fade below them,
    And the stars shine at their feet.
They hold out their hands in welcome,
    And now, for a moment of time,
Limitless worlds, and boundless space,
    And planets--they all are mine.


Page 33

    

EVENING

LISTEN and we shall hear the voice
    Of Evening, her name she told
When we stayed our boat by the shore to know
What wee flower shone 'neath the willow so,
    And her hair was radiant gold.

Now veiled in grey with silent step,
    She walks where shades are deep,
And the great trees hear, and the blossoms know,
The song she sings, and her music low
    Is charming them to sleep.

My unseen brother and sister
    Who dwell 'neath the roofs we pass,
Are you sad and weary with toil and care,
My rest is full, I have rest to spare,
    I whisper it through your grass.


Page 34

    

OUT ON THE MOOR

I HAVE been wandering to-day
    Out on the moor, and have seen
The country stretching far away,
    In stony slopes and wastes of green.

And watched the distant hill-tops lie
    Far in the sun-set fair and free,
Like purple clouds across the sky,
    --And further still the line of sea.

And heard the lark above me sing,
    And seen the plover flying near,
And many a little hidden spring,
    And twinkling water brown and clear.

And brightest sun, and darkest shower,
    And day and night-time, come to rest,
And toiling wind and tender flower,
    Upon the moor's untiring breast.


Page 35

We falter in our smiles and tears,
    And faint with joys and sorrows won,
The moors stretch out through all the years,
    In perfect peace--till Time is done.

And peace is love, dear love I know
    There is no greater thing than this,
It is the utmost love can show,
    It is the utmost love can miss.

The love within my soul for thee
    Before the world was had its birth,
It is the part God gives to me
    Of the great wisdom of the earth.


Page 36

    

MY PALACE-HOME

GIVE me thy hand dear friend, and let me take thee
    Into my palace-home and garden fair,
Beside me follow close, ah, it will make thee
    Still dearer, sweetest friend, to see thee there.

Give me thy hand, dear friend, and let me show thee
    The peaceful resting places in the shade,
Where the stream, flowing pleasantly below thee,
    Stills each unquiet thought the day has made.

    

* * * *

No, no, dear friend, my palace-home is lonely,
    No hand but mine may pluck the flowers there,
And, since for me they bud and blossom only,
    Thou canst not tell me that they are not fair.


Page 37

    

NIGHT

AND art thou come again, Oh Night!
    I know thee by thy starry crown,
And by the mists of violet light
    Which gather where thy robes fall down.
I know thee by the purple clouds
    Thy strong wings spread around the moon,
And by the stillness which enshrouds
    Thy presence, thou art come too soon,
Too soon, for lo thy fair love Sleep
    Turns not her sweet face to the skies,
She lingers where the shadows creep,
    And stay to kiss our children's eyes.

But when her gentle hands have blest
    Our homesteads, she will come to thee,
And through the holy hours of rest
    Thine arms will hold her safe, and she
Will hear the promises again
    Thou bringest from the distant spheres,


Page 38

And learn the reason of our pain,
    And meaning of our bitter tears.
Thine eyes are steadfast and I dare
    Their mighty mystery to read,
But mine are dimmed by thought and care,
    And fail me in my greatest need.

I watch for thee, wilt thou not bring
    One message to my fainting heart?
Through summer-time and snow and spring
    I watch for thee, must thou depart
Thus silently--when will it come,
    That perfect day which we await?
For us thy lips are ever dumb,
    And voiceless is thy calm estate.
Ah! tell thy fair love Sleep, that she
    May touch me when she passes by,
And whisper what she hears from thee
    In some sweet lullaby.


Page 39

    

HEART AND HOME

OH, what know they of harbours
Who toss not on the Sea!
They tell of fairer havens
But none so fair there be

As Plymouth town outstretching
Her quiet arms to me--
Her breast's broad welcome spreading
From Mewstone to Penlee.

And with this home-thought, darling,
Come crowding thoughts of thee--
Oh, what know they of harbours
Who toss not on the Sea!


Page 40

    

CHRYSANTHEMUMS

NOVEMBER with mysterious feet
    Creeps slowly through the land,
And on the bridge and in the street,
Amid the town's tumultuous beat,
    Spreads out a quiet hand,
And wraps around us unaware
    His mantle grey and cold;
But he has blossoms still to spare:
We find fresh flowers rich and rare
    Hid in each misty fold.


Page 41

    

WHEN YOU ARE LONELY

WHEN you are lonely, full of care,
    Or sad with some new sorrow,
And when your tired fancy hides
    The brightness of the morrow,
Ah, turn your footsteps to the woods
    And meadows, where the rills
Are quietly flowing, when the moon
    And stars shine on the hills.

Upon your brow the great wise trees
    Will breathe, and something sweet
Will reach you from the fragrant grass
    You press beneath your feet,
And some fair spirit of the fields,
    Peaceful and happy-eyed,
Will find a way into your heart,
    I think, and there abide.


Page 42

    

MY FRIEND

THE tender touch of a gentle hand
    To-night on my aching brow,
The sound of a loving low-tuned voice,
    How pleasant they would be now;
I think they would send the shadows away
Which hang so closely around me to-day.

And, sitting idly, I close my eyes
    And dream how perhaps one day,
In my lonely hours, my long sought friend
    Will come to my home and say
"Bring all your tired thoughts to me dear and rest,
No shadow will touch you here on my breast."

I shall not tell her, but she will know;
    My rest will be very sweet,


Page 43

And all the shadow and gloom will go,
    Caught up in the toiling street,
And I shall thank her and clasp her hand,
And she will smile and understand.

And if on the morrow we chance to meet
    With others, her face will be
Happy and bright for them all, and just
    A little kinder for me,
And once I shall look in her eyes, and so,
Learn something there no other may know.


Page 44

    

ORPHEUS

WE wandered in that shadow-land,
    My fair love, you and I,
Through all its strangeness hand in hand
    We journeyed silently.

My lyre is hanging cold and dumb,
    Mute with our triumph song,
I have no voice now you are come,
    Whom I have sought so long.

But I will bring you in Love's land,
    Into Love's highest place,
And crown you there, and understand
    The wonders of your face.

And then my joyous song shall rise
    To sun and moon and star;
And all the worlds beyond the skies
    Shall tell how fair you are.


Page 45

    

BY THE SEA

THE clouds have gathered soon to-night,
    They hang above the quiet sea,
And through the air a muffled sound
    Is borne to me

From that dim island where the souls
    Of all the Ages lie at rest;
It beats upon my throbbing brain
    And troubled breast.

If thou wert standing on the shore
    Beside me now, and held my hand,
I think that I should hear it plain
    And understand

For there is one note in it all,
    Which loud and clear has come to me,
And I have caught it in my heart
    To tell to thee.


Page 46

"Eyes steadfast from the watch of worlds,
    Hearts big with secrets of the spheres,
We have no power to move you now
    With hopes or fears."

"No power," thy soul has filled my soul
    Thy life has rounded all of mine,
Thy love has girt me with a strength
    Which is divine.

And when that sound perchance one day
    Comes to us with a mighty roll,
We two shall stand unmoved, and hear
    And learn the whole.


Page 47

    

IN THE WOODS

ARE your grave eyes graver growing?
    Sweetheart, may I look
At the treasured thoughts which move you
    In the poet's book?
Stay not in the lazy shade
    With the drowsy roses;
Come into the woods and see
    Where I find my posies.

Has the buried singer left us
    Songs to make you weep?
Are you saddened by the sorrow
    Which his numbers keep?
Or were all the songs he gave us
    Born in happy hours?
Come with me, he found his music
    Where I find my flowers.


Page 48

Where a little mossy path-way
    Lies beside the stream,
Long ago the poet lingered;
    Sun and pale star-beam
Touched his lips, while there he wandered
    Summer-time and Spring,
And the mighty woods and river
    Taught him how to sing.


Page 49

    

RETURN OF THE TROOPS

THE town is very gay to-day,
    And down our busy street
Flags wave, and all the balconies
    Are filled, our men to greet.

One night, not very long ago,
    I heard them marching down
To where their ship lay, and the sound
    So filled the silent town

With farewell voices that I wept
    To know no word or deed
Of mine had stirred the sleeping night,
    To bid our men God-speed.

The town is very gay to-day,
    And in our busy street,
My eyes are dim with tears for those
    I neither sped nor greet.


Page 50

    

MARCH

THE March wind rises through the skies,
    His great wings rustling as he flies,
And downward sweeps o'er plain and hill
    The sunshine to the daffodil.


Page 51

    

JUNE

THE skies are blue
    O'er the meadows now,
And the leaves are new
    On the willow-bough,
And the whole earth sings
    In one joyous tune
All the happy things
    Of the happy June.

Oh the golden time
    Of the sweet fresh June,
And the happy rhyme
    Dies away so soon;
But again--again--
    When the years are young,
Will the sweet refrain
    Be sung--be sung.


Page 52

    

A BRIDE

I SAW your portrait yesterday,
    Set in a golden frame;
Around it twines a blossom-spray,
    Beneath it is your name.

And tender smiles are round your mouth,
    High thoughts are on your brow,
The world is beautiful as Youth,
    You are so happy now.

The shining gates are opened wide,
    Love stretches forth his hand
And bids the bridegroom bring his bride
    Into the promised land.

And you and he dwell there alone,
    Beneath Love's radiant sky,
While all the world's great grief and moan,
    As a sad dream pass by.


Page 53

Yet on Love's flowers strange and rare,
    Your saddest tears may fall,
And in Love's country you may fare
    The loneliest of all.


Page 54

    

TO THE UNKNOWN AUTHOR OF OBITER DICTA

      

July, 1884.

THOUGH I may rest in some leafy place,
    And read, through the summer day,
Thy pages penned in the busy town,
    --So busy and far away--
Though hills stretch out, and sunlight falls
    On acres of swelling land,
I seem to span the misty miles
    Between us, and clasp thy hand;
For thou hast bound with magic chain,
The vagrant thoughts I chased in vain.


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MY SONGS

THERE is no unawakened string,
No untried note for me to ring,
No new-found song for me to sing.

Old numbers round my day and night;
When summer comes my heart is light;
'Tis heavy, when the birds take flight.

My love is young, her face is fair,
The sun-light never leaves her hair,
Her beauty fills me with a prayer.

And many a tryst and watch I keep,
With those who laugh and those who weep,
Between the hours of work and sleep.

The songs I strive to sing have rolled
Through times and ages manifold,
A mighty chorus fully told.


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IN OUR SQUARE

LAST night again we saw him there
Beneath the plane-tree in the Square,
        Our student neighbour.

He watches every evening now
Our garden tennis, and somehow
        It seemed a labour

The running round, and futile stretching
At random balls while he was sketching
        That foolish Polly

Who quietly stood, with arm up-raised,
The while her junior partner praised
        Her style of volley.

I passed so near him, as we played,
He looked so peaceful in the shade,
        Amid our bustle.


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He draws and sketches all the day,
And studies through the night, they say,
        Some bone or muscle.

And is this why his cheek is pale,
And why he looks so thin and frail,
        And is such labour

The reason that his coat is bare,
And worn, and marks him everywhere--
        Our student neighbour?

I know that I shall almost cry,
To-morrow when we pass him by,
        All bound to-gether

For Cornish seas, while he--but there
Miss Polly's always in the Square
        This summer weather.


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SOLILOQUY OF A MAIDEN AUNT

THE ladies bow, and partners set,
And turn around and pirouette
            And trip the Lancers.

But no one seeks my ample chair,
Or asks me with persuasive air
            To join the dancers.

They greet me, as I sit alone
Upon my solitary throne,
            And pass politely.

Yet mine could keep the measured beat,
As surely as the younger feet,
            And tread as lightly.

No other maiden had my skill
In our old homestead on the hill--
            That merry May-time


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When Allan closed the flagging ball,
And danced with me before them all,
            Until the day-time.

Again I laugh, and step alone,
And curtsey low as on my own
            His strong hand closes.

But Allan now seeks staid delight,
His son there, brought my niece to-night
            These early roses.

Time orders well, we have our Spring,
Our songs, and may-flower gathering,
            Our love and laughter.

And children chatter all the while,
And leap the brook and climb the stile
            And follow after.


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And yet--the step of Allan's son,
Is not as light as was the one
            That went before it.

And that old lace, I think, falls down
Less softly on Priscilla's gown
            Than when I wore it.


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A MODERN POLYPHEME

A FLASH of colour through the trees,
    A step upon the trembling plank,
A white sail flapping in the breeze,
    And then a maiden leaves the bank.

Each day I watch her, as she guides
    Her little boat with dexterous hand,
And like a river goddess rides
    In gracious triumph through the land.

I watch her as she lightly tacks,
    And marvel at the art which steers
Her boat into the quiet "backs,"
    And sorrow when it disappears.

Who, in the summer evening, knows
    What gentle feelings fill her breast,
Or by what bower the water flows
    Which bear her dingy to its rest?


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Perchance a lover, dark and tall,
    Awaits her in some flower nook,
And gazing at her gathers all
    Her thoughts, as from an open book.

Perchance--I know not learnt her name,
    I know not where her home may be,
For one brief space alone I claim
    Her beauty, as she passes me.

For then the Heaven-winged dreams, which smile
    And fade in youth's first golden hour,
Come back and soothe my soul awhile
    As the sweet perfume of a flower.

And so I watch for her nor care
    Which Acis tarries down the stream--
Enough to see her, I forswear
    Thy black emotions, Polypheme!


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A DREAM OF "DREAMS"

      

To Olive Schreiner.

ALL day I read your book; at Eve
Your dreams into my dark sleep stole,
Through the unbroken hours to weave
    A picture for my soul.

Now from the deep inspired night
I rise, and, near and stretching far,
I see the earth lie clear and bright
    Beneath one morning star.

The great World-Spirit watching still
Broods over all with folded wings,
And ever down-cast eyes until
    The first bird wakes and sings,

And through the eastern cloud the sun
Breaks with a new unnumbered day
And now His watching is all done--
    The night has passed away.


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He turns toward the dawn, and I
Wait as he breathes the sweet fresh air,
Then with a new-born joy I cry
    To see His face so fair.


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