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BY
Bungay:
CLAY AND TAYLOR, PRINTERS.
| Benaauwdheit | = | Indigestion. |
| In-span | = | To harness. |
| Kappje | = | A sun-bonnet. |
| Karroo | = | The wide sandy plains in some parts of South Africa. |
| Karroo-bushes | = | The bushes that take the place of grass on these plains. |
| Kartel | = | The bed fastened in an ox-waggon. |
| Kopje | = | A small hillock, or little head. |
| Meerkat | = | A small weasel-like animal. |
| Meiboss | = | Preserved and dried apricots. |
| Nachtmaal | = | The Lord's Supper. |
| Out-span | = | To unharness, or a place in the field where one unharnesses. |
| Predikant | = | Parson. |
| Reim | = | Leather rope. |
| Upsitting | = | In Boer courtship the man and girl are supposed to sit-up together the whole night. |
| Velschoens | = | Shoes of undressed leather. |
ALEXIS DE TOCQUEVILLE.
"We must see the first images which the external world casts upon the dark mirror of his mind; or must hear the first words which awaken the sleeping powers of thought, and stand by his earliest efforts, if we would understand the prejudices, the habits, and the passions that will rule his life. The entire man is, so to speak, to be found in the cradle of the child."
In one spot only was the solemn monotony of the plain broken. Near the
centre a small
solitary "kopje" rose. Alone it lay there, a heap of round ironstones piled one upon another, as over some giant's grave. Here and there a few tufts of grass or small succulent plants had sprung up among its stones, and on the very summit a clump of prickly-pears lifted their thorny arms, and reflected, as from mirrors, the moonlight on their broad fleshy leaves. At the foot of the "kopje" lay the homestead. First, the stone-walled "sheep kraals" and Kaffir huts; beyond them the dwelling-house--a square, red-brick building with thatched roof. Even on its bare red walls, and the wooden ladder that led up to the loft, the moonlight cast a kind of dreamy beauty, and quite etherealized the low brick wall that ran before the house, and which enclosed a bare patch of sand and two straggling sun-flowers. On the zinc roof of the great open waggon-house, on the roofs of the outbuildings that jutted from its side, the moonlight glinted with a quite peculiar brightness, till it seemed
that every rib in the metal was of burnished silver.
Sleep ruled everywhere, and the homestead was not less quiet than the
solitary plain.
In the farm-house, on her great wooden bedstead, Tant' Sannie, the
Boer-woman, rolled heavily in her sleep.
She had gone to bed, as she always did, in her clothes, and the night
was warm and the room close, and she dreamed bad dreams. Not of the ghosts
and devils that so haunted her waking thoughts; not of her second husband,
the consumptive Englishman, whose grave lay away beyond the ostrich-camps,
nor of her first, the young Boer; but only of the sheep's trotters she
had eaten for supper that night. She dreamed that one stuck fast in her
throat, and she rolled her huge form from side to side, and snorted
horribly.
In the next room, where the maid had forgotten to close the shutter, the
white moonlight fell in in a flood, and made it light as day.
There were two small beds against the wall. In one lay a yellow-haired child, with a low forehead and a face of freckles; but the loving moonlight hid defects here as elsewhere, and showed only the innocent face of a child in its first sweet sleep.
The figure in the companion bed belonged of right to the moonlight, for
it was of quite elfin-like beauty. The child had dropped her cover on the
floor, and the moonlight looked in at the naked little limbs. Presently she
opened her eyes and looked at the moonlight that was bathing her.
"Em!" she called to the sleeper in the other bed; but
received no answer. Then she drew the cover from the floor, turned her
pillow, and pulling the sheet over her head, went to sleep again.
Only in one of the outbuildings that jutted from the waggon-house there
was some one who was not asleep. The room was dark; door and
shutter were closed; not a ray of light entered anywhere. The German overseer, to whom the room belonged, lay sleeping soundly on his bed in the corner, his great arms folded, and his bushy grey and black beard rising and falling on his breast. But one in the room was not asleep. Two large eyes looked about in the darkness, and two small hands were smoothing the patchwork quilt. The boy, who slept on a box under the window, had just awakened from his first sleep. He drew the quilt up to his chin, so that little peered above it but a great head of silky black curls and the two black eyes. He stared about in the darkness. Nothing was visible, not even the outline of one worm-eaten rafter, nor of the deal table, on which lay the Bible from which his father had read before they went to bed. No one could tell where the tool-box was, and where the fire-place. There was something very impressive to the child in the complete darkness.
At the head of his father's bed hung a great
silver hunting watch. It ticked loudly. The boy listened to it, and began mechanically to count. Tick--tick--tick! one, two, three, four! He lost count presently, and only listened. Tick--tick--tick--tick!
It never waited; it went on inexorably; and every time it ticked a
man died! He raised himself a little on his elbow and listened. He
wished it would leave off.
How many times had it ticked since he came to lie down? A thousand
times, a million times, perhaps.
He tried to count again, and sat up to listen better.
"Dying, dying, dying!" said the watch; "dying, dying,
dying!"
He heard it distinctly. Where were they going to, all those people?
He lay down quickly, and pulled the cover up over his head: but
presently the silky curls reappeared.
"Dying, dying, dying!" said the watch; "dying, dying,
dying!"
He thought of the words his father had read that
evening--"For wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that
leadeth to destruction and many there be which go in
thereat."
"Many, many, many!" said the watch.
"Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, that
leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."
"Few, few, few!" said the watch.
The boy lay with his eyes wide open. He saw before him a long stream of
people, a great dark multitude, that moved in one direction; then they came
to the dark edge of the world and went over. He saw them passing on before
him, and there was nothing that could stop them. He thought of how that
stream had rolled on through all the long ages of the past--how the
old Greeks and Romans had gone over; the countless millions of China and
India, they were
going over now. Since he had come to bed, how many had gone!
And the watch said, "Eternity, eternity, eternity!"
"Stop them! stop them!" cried the child.
And all the while the watch kept ticking on; just like God's will,
that never changes or alters, you may do what you please.
Great beads of perspiration stood on the boy's forehead. He climbed
out of bed and lay with his face turned to the mud floor.
"Oh, God, God! save them!" he cried in agony. "Only
some, only a few! Only for each moment I am praying here one!" He
folded his little hands upon his head. "God! God! save
them!"
He grovelled on the floor.
Oh, the long, long ages of the past, in which they had gone over! Oh,
the long, long future, in which they would pass away! Oh,
God! the long, long, long eternity, which has no end!
The child wept; and crept closer to the ground.
before the door, out-stared by the sun, drooped their brazen faces to the
sand; and the little cicada-like insects cried aloud among the stones of
the "kopje."
hoped to find shade, and stood there motionless in clumps. He himself crept
under a shelving rock that lay at the foot of the "kopje,"
stretched himself on his stomach, and waved his dilapidated little shoes in
the air.
long before he raised his head. When he did, he looked at the far-off hills
with his heavy eyes.
the stones. Close by in the red sand he knelt down. Sure, never since the
beginning of the world was there so ragged and so small a priest. He took
off his great hat and placed it solemnly on the ground, then closed his
eyes and folded his hands. He prayed aloud.
came heavily; he was half suffocated. He dared not look up. Then at last he
raised himself. Above him was the quiet blue sky, about him the red earth;
there were the clumps of silent ewes and his altar--that was all.
'kopje'; Lyndall and I will shut eyes here, and we will not
look."
coming out and standing sheepishly before them; "I--I only
forgot; I will play now."
like his own heart--cold, so hard, and very wicked. His physical heart
had pain also; it seemed full of little bits of glass, that hurt. He had
sat there for half an hour, and he dared not go back to the close
house.
Presently he began to cry again, and then stopped his crying to look at it.
He was quiet for a long while, then he knelt up slowly and bent forward.
There was a secret he had carried in his heart for a year. He had not dared
to look at it; he had not whispered it to himself, but for a year he had
carried it. "I hate God!" he said. The wind took the words and
ran away with them, among the stones, and through the leaves of the prickly
pear. He thought it died away half down the "kopje." He had
told it now!
and only the milk-bushes, like old hags, pointed their shrivelled fingers
heavenward, praying for the rain that never came.
farthing for herself, buys us not even one old book. She does not ill-use
us--why? Because she is afraid of your father's ghost. Only this
morning she told her Hottentot that she would have beaten you for breaking
the plate, but that three nights ago she heard a rustling and a grunting
behind the pantry door, and knew it was your father coming to
'spook' her. She is a miserable old woman," said the
girl, throwing the leaf from her; "but I intend to go to
school."
Lyndall, lifting her eyes to his face.
one and they were many, and they got him down at last. They were like the
wild cats when their teeth are fast in a great dog, like cowardly wild
cats," said the child, "they would not let him go. There were
many; he was only one. They sent him to an island on the sea,
a lonely island, and kept him there fast. He was one man, and they were
many, and they were terrified at him. It was glorious!" said the
child.
Now I know the water must have done it; but how? It is very wonderful. Did
one little stone come first, and stop the others as they rolled?"
said the boy with earnestness, in a low voice, more as speaking to himself
than to them.
with my sheep, and it seems that the stones are really
speaking--speaking of the old things, of the time when the strange
fishes and animals lived that are turned into stone now, and the lakes were
here; and then of the time when the little Bushmen lived here, so small and
so ugly, and used to sleep in the wild dog holes, and in the
'sloots,' and eat snakes, and shoot the bucks with their
poisoned arrows. It was one of them, one of these old wild Bushmen, that
painted those," said the boy, nodding toward the
pictures--"one who was different from the rest. He did not know
why, but he wanted to make something beautiful--he wanted to make
something, so he made these. He worked hard, very hard, to find the juice
to make the paint; and then he found this place where the rocks hang over,
and he painted them. To us they are only strange things, that make us
laugh; but to him they were very beautiful."
who stood in the centre of the group, that they had all gathered together.
His salt-and-pepper suit, grizzly black beard, and grey eyes were as
familiar to every one on the farm as the red gables of the homestead
itself; but beside him stood the stranger, and on him all eyes were fixed.
Ever and anon the new-comer cast a glance over his pendulous red nose to
the spot where the Boer-woman stood, and smiled faintly.
respectable individual, whose horse had died by an accident three days
before.
do not like people who walk--in this country--ah!"
Irish every inch of me--father Irish, mother Irish. I've not a
drop of English blood in my veins."
round with a pleased, half-nervous smile on his old face.
of filled and empty grain-bags. From the rafters hung down straps,
"reims," old boots, bits of harness, and a string of onions.
The bed was in another corner, covered by a patchwork quilt of faded red
lions, and divided from the rest of the room by a blue curtain, now drawn
back. On the mantelshelf was an endless assortment of little bags and
stones; and on the wall hung a map of South Germany, with a red line drawn
through it to show where the German had wandered. This place was the one
home the girls had known for many a year. The house where Tant' Sannie
lived and ruled was a place to sleep in, to eat in, not to be happy in. It
was in vain she told them they were grown too old to go there; every
morning and evening found them there. Were there not too many golden
memories hanging about the old place for them to leave it?
and the old man had told of the little German village, where, fifty years
before, a little German boy had played at snowballs, and had carried home
the knitted stockings of a little girl who afterward became Waldo's
mother; did they not seem to see the German peasant girls walking about
with their wooden shoes and yellow, braided hair, and the little children
eating their suppers out of little wooden bowls when the good mothers
called them in to have their milk and potatoes?
away his hand suddenly to wipe quickly a tear the children must not see?
Would they not sit looking up at the stars and talking of them--of the
dear Southern Cross, red, fiery Mars, Orion, with his belt, and the Seven
Mysterious Sisters--and fall to speculating over them? How old were
they? Who dwelt in them? And the old German would say that perhaps the
souls we loved lived in them; there, in that little twinkling
point was perhaps the little girl whose stockings he had carried home; and
the children would look up at it lovingly, and call it "Old
Otto's star." Then they would fall to deeper
speculations--of the times and seasons wherein the heavens shall be
rolled together as a scroll, and the stars shall fall as a fig-tree casteth
her untimely figs, and there shall be time no longer; "when the Son
of man shall come in His glory, and all His holy angels with Him." In
lower and lower tones they would talk, till at last they fell into
whispers; then they would
wish good night softly, and walk home hushed and quiet.
spectacles in the direction of the bed where the stranger lay, with his
flabby double chin, and broken boots through which the flesh shone.
in a jocund manner that evinced his high estimation of the contents of the
saucepan and his profound satisfaction therein. "Bish! bish! my
chicken," he said, as Lyndall tapped her little foot up and down upon
the floor. "Bish! bish! my chicken; you will wake him."
the heap of sacks in the corner, the old man doubled them up, and lifting
the boy's head gently from the slate on which it rested, placed the
skins beneath it.
and fleshly concealment, the form that long years of dreaming had made very
real to him. "Jesus, lover, and is it given to us, weak and sinful,
frail and erring, to serve Thee, to take Thee
in!" he said softly, as he rose from his seat. Full of joy, he began
to pace the little room. Now and again as he walked he sang the lines of a
German hymn, or muttered broken words of prayer. The little room was full
of light. It appeared to the German that Christ was very near him, and that
at almost any moment the thin mist of earthly darkness that clouded his
human eyes might be withdrawn, and that made manifest of which the friends
at Emmaus, beholding it, said, "It is the Lord!"
to the dreaming sleepers than to him whose waking dreams brought heaven
near.
the door. Then he raised his chin and tried to adjust an imaginary
shirt-collar. Finding none, he smoothed the little grey fringe at the back
of his head, and began,--
the nose of his great kinsman;' and so Bonaparte Blenkins became my
name--Bonaparte Blenkins. Yes, sir," said Bonaparte,
"there is a stream on my maternal side that connects me
with a stream on his maternal side."
mine. She was a woman! See her at one of the court
balls--amber-satin--daisies in her hair. Worth going a hundred
miles to look at her! Often seen her there myself, sir!"
of Wellington's nephew was up a tree like a shot; I stood quietly on
the ground, as cool as I am at this moment, loaded my gun, and climbed up
the tree. There was only one bough.
up, and I shot him; the second fellow--I shot him; the third--I
shot him. At last the tenth came; he was the biggest of all--the
leader, you may say.
pocket. "Ingratitude--base, vile ingratitude--is recalled
by it! That man, that man, who but for me would have perished in the
pathless wilds of Russia, that man in the hour of my adversity forsook me.
Yes," said Bonaparte, "I had money, I had lands; I said to my
wife, 'There is Africa, a struggling country; they want capital; they
want men of talent; they want men of ability to open up that land. Let us
go.'
the bald crown of his head, and moved to the door. After he had gone the
German sighed again over his work--
door for Peter, except that Peter said so? How do you know that God talked
to Moses, except that Moses wrote it? That is what I hate!"
a half-grown ostrich, who put its head in at the door, opened its beak at
him, and went away.
My nerves," said Bonaparte, suddenly growing faint, "always
delicate--highly strung--are broken--broken! You could not
give a little wine, a little brandy my friend?"
you allowed me to go out. Give me your hand. I have no
ill-feeling."
be of that refined cut of which the old one was, but it will serve, yes, it
will serve. Thank you," said Bonaparte, adjusting it on his head, and
then replacing it on the table. "I shall lie down now and take a
little repose," he added; "I much fear my appetite for supper
will be lost."
painful. Work, labour--that is the secret of all true
happiness!"
arrange; you might take the service in my place, if it--"
were of new shining cloth, worn twice a year, when he went to the town to
"nachtmaal." He looked with great pride at the coat as he
unfolded it and held it up.
in His arms when He takes everything and makes it perfect and
happy."
book of the Lord, and no voice cry out it was a mean and dastardly sin
to lie, and kill the trusting in their sleep? Could the friend of God marry
his own sister, and be beloved, and the man who does it to-day goes to
hell, to hell? Was there nothing always right or always wrong?
I was so miserable you were looking at me and loving me, and I never knew
it. But I know it now. I feel it," said the boy, and he
laughed low; "I feel it!" he laughed.
to him, and then the voice said, "Come," and he knew surely Who
it was. He ran to the dear feet and touched them with his hands; yes, he
held them fast! He lay down beside them. When he looked up the face was
over him, and the glorious eyes were loving him; and they two were there
alone together.
oh, I want you--soon, soon!" He sat still, staring across the
plain with his tearful eyes.
and respectable, with their little swallow-tailed coats; it made her think
of heaven, where everything was so holy and respectable, and nobody wore
tan-cord, and the littlest angel had a black tail-coat. She wished she
hadn't called him a thief and a Roman Catholic. She hoped the German
hadn't told him. She wondered where those clothes were when he came in
rags to her door. There was no doubt, he was a very respectable man, a
gentleman.
weighed two hundred and fifty pounds, and could not kneel. She sat in her
chair, and peeped between her crossed fingers at the stranger's back.
She could not understand what he said; but he was in earnest. He shook the
chair by the back rail till it made quite a little dust on the mud
floor.
already fled blissfully from us in the voice of thanksgiving and the tongue
of praise. A few, a very few words are all I shall address to you, and may
they be as a rod of iron dividing the bones from the marrow, and the marrow
from the bones.
Street. His mother and I sat together one day, discoursing about our
souls.
I came to a city called Rome, a vast city, and near it is a mountain which
spits forth fire. Its name is Etna. Now, there was a man in that city of
Rome who had not the fear of God before his eyes, and he loved a woman. The
woman died, and he walked up that mountain spitting fire, and when he got
to the top, he threw himself in at the hole that is there. The next day I
went up. I was not afraid; the Lord preserves His servants. And in their
hands shall they bear thee up, lest at any time thou fall into a volcano.
It was dark night when I got there, but in the fear of the Lord I walked to
the edge of the yawning abyss, and looked in. That sight--that sight,
my friends, is impressed upon my most indelible memory. I looked down into
the lurid depths upon an incandescent lake, a melted fire, a seething sea;
the billows rolled from side to side, and on their fiery crests tossed the
white skeleton of the suicide. The heat had burnt the flesh from off
the bones; they lay as a light cork upon the melted, fiery waves. One
skeleton hand was raised upward, the finger pointing to heaven; the other,
with outstretched finger, pointing downward, as though it would say,
'I go below, but you, Bonaparte, may soar above.' I gazed; I
stood entranced. At that instant there was a crack in the lurid lake; it
swelled, expanded, and the skeleton of the suicide disappeared, to be seen
no more by mortal eye."
the Lord, who spared me that I might this day testify in your ears of
Him.
ever in love, or Ezekiel, or Hosea, or even any of the minor prophets? No.
Then why should we be? Thousands are rolling in that lake at this moment
who would say, 'It was love that brought us here.' Oh, let us
think always of our own souls first.
about her neck and wiped her eyes, and the coloured girl, seeing her do so,
sniffled. The did not understand the discourse, which made it the more
affecting. There hung over it that inscrutable charm which hovers forever
for the human intellect, over the incomprehensible and shadowy. When the
last hymn was sung the German conducted the officiator to Tant'
Sannie, who graciously extended her hand, and offered coffee and a seat on
the sofa. Leaving him there, the German hurried away to see how the little
plum-pudding he had left at home was advancing; and Tant' Sannie
remarked that it was a hot day. Bonaparte gathered her meaning as she
fanned herself with the end of her apron. He bowed low in acquiescence. A
long silence followed. Tant' Sannie spoke again. Bonaparte gave her no
ear; his eye was fixed on a small miniature on the opposite wall, which
represented Tant' Sannie as she had appeared on the day before her
confirmation,
fifteen years before, attired in green muslin. Suddenly he started to his
feet, walked up to the picture, and took his stand before it. Long and
wistfully he gazed into its features; it was easy to see that he was deeply
moved. With a sudden movement, as though no longer able to restrain
himself, he seized the picture, loosened it from its nail, and held it
close to his eyes. At length, turning to the Boer-woman, he said, in a
voice of deep emotion,--
the beloved, the beautiful lineaments! My angel wife! This is surely a
sister of yours, madame?" he added, fixing his eyes on Tant'
Sannie.
was turning to take the cup from her hand, when the German appeared, to say
that the pudding was ready and the meat on the table.
remark to me," burst forth the German suddenly, "that you were
looking for a situation."
a whiff or two more from his pipe, "I think I shall go up and see
Tant' Sannie a little. I go up often on Sunday afternoon to have a
general conversation, to see her, you know. Nothing--nothing
particular, you know."
Last night, when the little Hottentot maid was washing her feet, he told
her he liked such feet, and that fat women were so nice to him; and she
said, I must always put him pure cream in his coffee now. No; he'll
never go away," said Em dolorously.
his bread and drank his coffee, there was that delightful consciousness of
something bending over him and loving him. It would not have been better in
one of the courts of heaven, where the walls are set with rows of the King
of Glory's amethysts and milk-white pearls, than there, eating his
supper in that little room.
hand on each hip, was evidently listening intently, as were her
companions.
the foot of the bed. The German stood with folded hands looking on.
door put her hand over her mouth and said "Mow--wah!"
--for the sake of my duties I might imbibe a few drops," he
said, looking with quivering lip up into the German's face. "I
must do my duty, must I not?"
held it open, as she dipped again and again into the pap.
fat one's waist andThe Sacrifice.
THE farm by daylight was not as the farm by
moonlight. The plain was a weary flat of loose red sand, sparsely covered
by dry karroo-bushes, that cracked beneath the tread like tinder, and
showed the red earth everywhere. Here and there a milk-bush lifted its
pale-coloured rods, and in every direction the ants and beetles ran about
in the blazing sand. The red walls of the farm-house, the zinc roofs of the
out-buildings, the stone walls of the "kraals," all reflected
the fierce sunlight, till the eye ached and blenched. No tree or shrub was
to be seen far or near. The two sunflowers that stood
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The Boer-woman, seen by daylight, was even less lovely than, when, in
bed, she rolled and dreamed. She sat on a chair in the great front room,
with her feet on a wooden stove, and wiped her flat face with the corner of
her apron, and drank coffee, and in Cape Dutch swore that the beloved
weather was damned. Less lovely, too, by daylight was the dead
Englishman's child, her little step-daughter, upon whose freckles and
low, wrinkled forehead the sunlight had no mercy.
"Lyndall," the child said to her little orphan cousin, who
sat with her on the floor threading beads, "how is it your beads
never fall off your needle?"
"I try," said the little one gravely, moistening her tiny
finger. "That is why."
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The overseer, seen by daylight, was a huge German, wearing a shabby
suit, and with a childish habit of rubbing his hands and nodding his head
prodigiously when pleased at anything. He stood out at the kraals in the
blazing sun, explaining to two Kaffer boys the approaching end of the
world. The boys, as they cut the cakes of dung, winked at each other, and
worked as slowly as they possibly could; but the German never saw it.
Away, beyond the "kopje," Waldo his son herded the ewes and
lambs--a small and dusty herd--powdered all over from head to
foot with red sand, wearing a ragged coat and shoes of undressed leather,
through whose holes the toes looked out. His hat was too large, and had
sunk down to his eyes, concealing completely the silky black curls. It was
a curious small figure. His flock gave him little trouble. It was too hot
for them to move far; they gathered round every little milk-bush, as though
they
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Soon, from the blue bag where he kept his dinner, he produced a fragment
of slate, an arithmetic, and a pencil. Proceeding to put down a sum with
solemn and earnest demeanour, he began to add it up aloud: "Six and
two is eight--and four is twelve--and two is fourteen--and
four is eighteen." Here he paused. "And four is
eighteen--and--four--is--eighteen." The last was
very much drawled. Slowly the pencil slipped from his fingers, and the
slate followed it into the sand. For a while he lay motionless, then began
muttering to himself, folded his little arms, laid his head down upon them,
and might have been asleep, but for the muttering sound that from time to
time proceeded from him. A curious old ewe came to sniff at him; but it was
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"Ye shall receive--ye shall receive--shall, shall,
shall," he muttered.
He sat up then. Slowly the dulness and heaviness melted from his face;
it became radiant. Mid-day had come now, and the sun's rays were
poured down vertically; the earth throbbed before the eye.
The boy stood up quickly, and cleared a small space from the bushes
which covered it. Looking carefully, he found twelve small stones of
somewhat the same size; kneeling down, he arranged them carefully on the
cleared space in a square pile, in shape like an altar. Then he walked to
the bag where his dinner was kept; in it was a mutton chop and a large
slice of brown bread. The boy took them out and turned the bread over in
his hand, deeply considering it. Finally he threw it away and walked to the
altar with the meat, and laid it down on
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"Oh, God, my Father, I have made Thee a sacrifice. I have only
twopence, so I cannot buy a lamb. If the lambs were mine, I would give Thee
one; but now I have only this meat; it is my dinner-meat. Please, my
Father, send fire down from heaven to burn it. Thou hast said, Whosoever
shall say unto this mountain, Be thou cast into the sea, nothing doubting,
it shall be done. I ask for the sake of Jesus Christ. Amen."
He knelt down with his face upon the ground, and he folded his hands
upon his curls. The fierce sun poured down its heat upon his head and upon
his altar. When he looked up he knew what he should see--the glory of
God! For fear his very heart stood still, his breath
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He looked up--nothing broke the intense stillness of the blue
overhead. He looked round in astonishment, then he bowed again, and this
time longer than before.
When he raised himself the second time all was unaltered. Only the sun
had melted the fat of the little mutton chop, and it ran down upon the
stones.
Then, the third time he bowed himself. When at last he looked up, some
ants had come to the meat on the altar. He stood up and drove them away.
Then he put his hat on his hot curls, and sat in the shade. He clasped his
hands about his knees. He sat to watch what would come to pass. The glory
of the Lord God Almighty! He knew he should see it.
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"My dear God is trying me," he said; and he sat there
through the fierce heat of the afternoon. Still he watched and waited when
the sun began to slope, and when it neared the horizon and the sheep began
to cast long shadows across the karro, he still
sat there. He hoped when the first rays touched the hills till the sun
dipped behind them and was gone. Then he called his ewes together, and
broke down the altar, and threw the meat far, far away into the field.
He walked home behind his flock. His heart was heavy. He reasoned so:
"God cannot lie. I had faith. No fire came. I am like Cain--I am
not His. He will not hear my prayer. God hates me."
The boy's heart was heavy. When he reached the "kraal"
gate the two girls met him.
"Come," said the yellow-haired Em, "let us play
'coop.' There is still time before it gets quite dark. You,
Waldo, go and hide on the
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The girls hid their faces in the stone wall of the sheep-kraal, and the
boy clambered half way up the "kopje." He crouched down between
two stones and gave the call. Just then the milk-herd came walking out of
the cow-kraal with two pails. He was an ill-looking Kaffir.
"Ah!" thought the boy, "perhaps he will die to-night,
and go to hell! I must pray for him, I must pray!"
Then he thought--"Where am I going to?"
and he prayed desperately.
"Ah! this is not right at all," little Em said, peeping
between the stones, and finding him in a very curious posture. "What
are you doing Waldo? It is not the play, you know. You should
run out when we come to the white stone. Ah, you do not play
nicely."
"I--I will play nicely now," said the boy,
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"He has been to sleep," said freckled Em.
"No," said beautiful little Lyndall, looking curiously at
him; "he has been crying."
She never made a mistake.The Confession.
ONE night, two years after, the boy sat alone
on the "kopje." He had crept softly from his father's room
and come there. He often did, because, when he prayed or cried aloud, his
father might awake and hear him; and none knew his great sorrow, and none
knew his grief, but he himself, and he buried them deep in his heart.
He turned up the brim of his great hat and looked at the moon, but most
at the leaves of the prickly pear that grew just before him. They glinted,
and glinted, and glinted, just
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He felt horribly lonely. There was not one thing so wicked as he in all
the world, and he knew it. He folded his arms and began to cry--not
aloud; he sobbed without making any sound, and his tears left scorched
marks where they fell. He could not pray; he had prayed night and day for
so many months; and to-night he could not pray. When he left off crying, he
held his aching head with his brown hands. If one might have gone up to him
and touched him kindly, poor, ugly little thing! I think his heart was well
nigh broken.
With his swollen eyes he sat there on a flat stone at the very top of
the "kopje"; and the tree, with every one of its wicked leaves,
blinked, and blinked, and blinked at him.
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"I love Jesus Christ, but I hate God."
The wind carried away that sound as it had done the first. Then he got
up and buttoned his old coat about him. He knew he was certainly lost now;
he did not care. If half the world were to be lost, why not he too? He
would not pray for mercy any more. Better so--better to know
certainly. It was ended now. Better so.
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He began scrambling down the sides of the "kopje" to go
home.
Better so!--But oh, the loneliness, the agonized pain! for that
night, and for nights on nights to come! The anguish that sleeps all day on
the heart like a heavy worm, and wakes up at night to feed!
There are some of us who in after years say to Fate, "Now deal us
your hardest blow, give us what you will; but let us never again suffer as
we suffered when we were children."
The barb in the arrow of childhood's suffering is this--its
intense loneliness, its intense agony.
Page 24CHAPTER II.
PLANS AND BUSHMAN-PAINTINGS.
AT last came the year of the great drought,
the year of eighteen-sixty-two, I think. From end to end of the land the
earth cried for water. Man and beast turned their eyes to the pitiless sky,
that like the roof of some brazen oven arched overhead. On the farm, day
after day, month after month, the water in the dams fell lower and lower;
the sheep died in the fields; the cattle, scarcely able to crawl, tottered
as they moved from spot to spot in search of food. Week after week, month
after month, the sun looked down from the cloudless sky, till the
karroo-bushes were leafless sticks, broken into the earth, and the earth
itself was naked and bare;
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It was on an afternoon of a long day in that thirsty summer, that on the
side of the "kopje" furthest from the homestead the two girls
sat. They were somewhat grown since the days when they played hide-and-seek
there, but they were mere children still.
Their dress was of dark coarse stuff; their common blue pinafores
reached to their ankles, and on their feet they wore home-made
"vel-schoen."
They sat under a shelving rock, on the surface of which were still
visible some old Bushman paintings, their red and black pigments having
been preserved through long years from wind and rain by the overhanging
ledge; grotesque oxen, elephants, rhinoceroses, and a one-horned beast,
such as no man ever has seen or ever shall.
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The girls sat with their backs to the paintings. In their laps were a
few fern and ice-plant leaves, which by dint of much searching they had
gathered under the rocks.
Em took off her big brown kappje and began vigorously to fan her red
face with it; but her companion bent low over the leaves in her lap, and at
last took up an ice-plant leaf and fastened it on to the front of her blue
pinafore with a pin.
"Diamonds must look as these drops do," she said, carefully
bending over the leaf, and crushing one crystal drop with her delicate
little finger. "When I," she said, "am grown up, I shall
wear real diamonds, exactly like these in my hair."
Her companion opened her eyes and wrinkled her low forehead.
"Where will you find them, Lyndall? The stones are only crystals
that we picked up yesterday. Old Otto says so."
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"And you think that I am going to stay here
always?"
The lip trembled scornfully.
"Ah, no," said her companion. "I suppose some day we
shall go somewhere; but now we are only twelve, and we cannot marry till we
are seventeen. Four years, five--that is a long time to wait. And we
might not have diamonds if we did marry."
"And you think that I am going to stay here till then?"
"Well, where are you going?" asked her
companion.
The girl crushed an ice-plant leaf between her fingers.
"Tant' Sannie is a miserable old woman," she said.
"Your father married her when he was dying, because he thought she
would take better care of the farm, and of us, than an Englishwoman. He
said we should be taught and sent to school. Now she saves every
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"And if she won't let you?"
"I shall make her."
"How?"
The child took not the slightest notice of the last question, and folded
her small arms across her knees.
"Why do you want to go, Lyndall?"
"There is nothing helps in this world," said the child
slowly, "but to be very wise, and to know everything--to be
clever."
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"But I should not like to go to school!" persisted the small
freckled face.
"And you do not need to. When you are seventeen this Boer-woman
will go; you will have this farm and everything that is upon it for your
own; but I," said Lyndall, "will have nothing. I must
learn."
"Oh, Lyndall! I will give you some of my
sheep," said Em, with a sudden burst of pitying generosity.
"I do not want your sheep," said the girl slowly; "I
want things of my own. When I am grown up," she added, the flush on
her delicate features deepening at every word, "there will be nothing
that I do not know. I shall be rich, very rich; and I shall wear, not only
for best, but every day, a pure white silk, and little rose-buds, like the
lady in Tant' Sannie's bedroom, and my petticoats will be
embroidered, not only at the bottom, but all through."
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The lady in Tant' Sannie's bedroom was a gorgeous creature
from a fashion-sheet, which the Boer-woman, somewhere obtaining, had pasted
up at the foot of her bed, to be profoundly admired by the children.
"It would be very nice," said Em; but it seemed a dream of
quite too transcendent a glory ever to be realized.
At this instant there appeared at the foot of the "kopje"
two figures--the one, a dog, white and sleek, one yellow ear hanging
down over his left eye; the other, his master, a lad of fourteen, and no
other than the boy Waldo, grown into a heavy, slouching youth of fourteen.
The dog mounted the "kopje" quickly, his master followed
slowly. He wore an aged jacket much too large for him, and rolled up at the
wrists, and, as of old, a pair of dilapidated "vel-schoens" and
a felt hat. He stood before the two girls at last.
"What have you been doing to-day?" asked
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"Looking after ewes and lambs below the dam. Here!" he said,
holding out his hand awkwardly, "I brought them for you."
There were a few green blades of tender grass.
"Where did you find them?"
"On the dam wall."
She fastened them beside the leaf on her blue pinafore.
"They look nice there," said the boy, awkwardly rubbing his
great hands and watching her.
"Yes; but the pinafore spoils it all; it is not pretty."
He looked at it closely.
"Yes, the squares are ugly; but it looks nice upon
you--beautiful."
He now stood silent before them, his great hands hanging loosely at
either side.
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"Some one has come to-day," he mumbled out suddenly, when
the idea struck him.
"Who?" asked both girls.
"An Englishman on foot."
"What does he look like?" asked Em.
"I did not notice; but he has a very large nose," said the
boy slowly. "He asked the way to the house."
"Didn't he tell you his name?"
"Yes--Bonaparte Blenkins."
"Bonaparte!" said Em, "why that is like the reel
Hottentot Hans plays on the violin--
It is a funny name."
'Bonaparte, Bonaparte, my wife is sick;
In the middle of the week, but Sundays not,
I give her rice and beans for soup'--
"There was a living man called Bonaparte once," said she of
the great eyes.
"Ah yes, I know," said Em--"the poor prophet whom
the lions ate. I am always so sorry for him."
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Her companion cast a quiet glance upon her.
"He was the greatest man who ever lived," she
said--"the man I like best."
"And what did he do?" asked Em, conscious that she had made
a mistake, and that her prophet was not the man.
"He was one man, only one," said her little companion
slowly, "yet all the people in the world feared him. He was not born
great, he was common as we are; yet he was master of the world at last.
Once he was only a little child, then he was a lieutenant, then he was a
general, then he was an emperor. When he said a thing to himself he never
forgot it. He waited, and waited, and waited, and it came at
last."
"He must have been very happy," said Em.
"I do not know," said Lyndall; "but he had what he
said he would have, and that is better than being happy. He was their
master, and all the people were white with fear of him. They joined
together to fight him. He was
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"And what then?" said Em.
"Then he was alone there in that island with men to watch him
always," said her companion, slowly and quietly, "and in the
long lonely nights he used to lie awake and think of the things he had done
in the old days, and the things he would do if they let him go again. In
the day when he walked near the shore it seemed to him that the sea all
around him was a cold chain about his body pressing him to
death."
"And then?" said Em, much interested.
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"He died there in that island; he never got away."
"It is rather a nice story," said Em; "but the end is
sad."
"It is a terrible, hateful ending," said the little teller
of the story, leaning forward on her folded arms; "and the worst is,
it is true. I have noticed," added the child very deliberately,
"that it is only the made-up stories that end nicely; the true ones
all end so."
As she spoke the boy's dark, heavy eyes rested on her face.
"You have read it, have you not?"
He nodded. "Yes; but the brown history tells only what he did, not
what he thought."
"It was in the brown history that I read of him," said the
girl; "but I know what he thought. Books do not tell
everything."
"No," said the boy, slowly drawing nearer to her and sitting
down at her feet. "What you want to know they never tell."
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Then the children fell into silence, till Doss, the dog, growing uneasy
at its long continuance, sniffed at one and the other, and his master broke
forth suddenly,--
"If they could talk, if they could tell
us now!" he said, moving his hand out over the surrounding
objects--"then we would know something. This
'kopje,' if it could tell us how it came here! The
'Physical Geography' says," he went on most rapidly and
confusedly, "that what were dry lands now were once lakes; and what I
think is this--these low hills were once the shores of a lake; this
"kopje" is some of the stones that were at the bottom, rolled
together by the water. But there is this--how did the water come to
make one heap here alone, in the centre of the plain?" It was a
ponderous question; no one volunteered an answer. "When I was
small," said the boy, "I always looked at it and wondered, and
I thought a great giant was buried under it.
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"Oh, Waldo, God put the little 'kopje' here,"
said Em with solemnity.
"But how did He put it here?"
"By wanting."
"But how did the wanting bring it here?"
"Because it did."
The last words were uttered with the air of one who produces a clinching
argument. What effect it had on the questioner was not evident, for he made
no reply, and turned away from her.
Drawing closer to Lyndall's feet, he said after a while, in a low
voice,--
"Lyndall, has it never seemed to you that the stones
were talking with you? Sometimes," he added in a yet
lower tone, "I lie under there
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The children had turned round and looked at the pictures.
"He used to kneel here naked, painting, painting, painting; and he
wondered at the things he made himself," said the boy, rising and
moving his hand in deep excitement. "Now the Boers have shot them
all, so that we never see a little yellow face peeping out among the
stones; and the wild bucks have gone, and those days, and we are here. But
we will be gone soon, and only the stones will be on here, looking at
everything like they look now. Of course I know," the fellow added
slowly, "that it is I who am thinking, not they who are talking; but
it seems as though it were them. Has it never seemed to you that things
that do not live are talkig to you, Lyndall?"
"No, it never seems so to me," she answered.
The sun had dipped now below the hills, and the boy, suddenly
remembering the ewes and lambs, started to his feet.
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"Let us also go to the house and see who has come," said Em,
as the boy shuffled away to rejoin his flock, while Doss ran at his heels,
snapping at the ends of the torn trousers as they fluttered in the
wind.
Page 41CHAPTER III.
I WAS A STRANGER, AND YE TOOK ME IN.
AS the two girls rounded the side of the
"kopje," an unusual scene presented itself. A large group was
gathered at the back door of the homestead.
On the door-step stood the Boer-woman, a hand on each hip, her face red
and fiery, her head nodding fiercely. At her feet sat the yellow Hottentot
maid, her satellite, and around stood the black Kaffir maids, with blankets
twisted round their half-naked figures. Two, who stamped mealies in a
wooden block, held the great stampers in their hands, and stared stupidly
at the object of attraction. It certainly was not to look at the old German
overseer,
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"I'm not a child," cried the Boer-woman, in low Cape
Dutch, "and I wasn't born yesterday. No, by the Lord, no! You
can't take me in! My mother didn't wean me on
Monday. One wink of my eye, and I see the whole thing. I'll have no
tramps sleeping on my farm," cried Tant' Sannie blowing.
"No, by the Devil, no! not though he had sixty-times-six red
noses."
There the German overseer mildly interposed that the man was not a
tramp, but a highly
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"Don't tell me," cried the Boer-woman; "the man
isn't born that can take me in. If he'd had money
wouldn't he have bought a horse? Men who walk are thieves, liars,
murderers, Rome's priests, seducers! I see the Devil in his
nose!" cried Tant' Sannie shaking her fist at him; "and to
come walking into the house of this Boer's child, and shaking hands as
though he came on horseback! Oh, no, no!"
The stranger took off his hat, a tall, battered chimney-pot, and
disclosed a bald head, at the back of which was a little fringe of curled
white hair; and he bowed to Tant' Sannie.
"What does she remark, my friend?" he inquired, turning his
cross-wise looking eyes on the old German.
The German rubbed his old hands and hesitated.
"Ah--well--ah--the--Dutch--you
know--
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"My dear friend," said the stranger, laying his hand on the
German's arm, "I should have bought myself another horse, but
crossing, five days ago, a full river, I lost my purse--a purse with
five hundred pounds in it. I spent five days on the bank of the river
trying to find it--couldn't. Paid a Kaffir nine pounds to go in
and look for it at the risk of his life--couldn't find
it."
The German would have translated this information, but the Boer-woman
gave no ear.
"No, no; he goes to-night. See how he looks at me--a poor
unprotected female! If he wrongs me, who is to do me right?" cried
Tant' Sannie.
"I think," said the German in an undertone, "if you
didn't look at her quite so much it might be advisable.
She--ah--she--might--imagine that you liked her too
well,--in fact--ah--"
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"Certainly, my dear friend, certainly," said the stranger.
"I shall not look at her."
Saying this, he turned his nose full upon a small Kaffir of two years
old. That small naked Kaffir became instantly so terrified that he fled to
his mother's blanket for protection, howling horribly.
Upon this the new-comer fixed his eyes pensively on the stamp-block,
folding his hands on the head of his cane. His boots were broken, but he
still had the cane of a gentleman.
"Yo vaggabonds se Engelschman!" said Tant' Sannie,
looking straight at him.
This was a near approach to plain English; but the man contemplated the
block abstractedly, wholly unconscious that any antagonism was being
displayed toward him.
"You might not be a Scotchman, or anything of that kind, might
you?" suggested the German. "It is the English that she
hates."
"My dear friend," said the stranger, "I am
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"And you might not be married, might you?" persisted the
German. "If you had a wife and children, now? Dutch people do not
like those who are not married."
"Ah," said the stranger, looking tenderly at the block,
"I have a dear wife and three sweet little children--two lovely
girls and a noble boy."
This information having been conveyed to the Boer-woman, she, after some
further conversation, appeared slightly mollified; but remained firm to her
conviction that the man's designs were evil.
"For, dear Lord!" she cried; "all Englishmen are ugly;
but was there ever such a red-rag-nosed thing with broken boots and crooked
eyes before. Take him to your room," she cried to the German;
"but all the sin he does I lay at your door."
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The German having told him how matters were arranged, the stranger made
a profound bow to Tant' Sannie and followed his host, who led the way
to his own little room.
"I thought she would come to her better self soon," the
German said joyously. "Tant' Sannie is not wholly bad, far from
it, far." Then seeing his companion cast a furtive glance at him,
which he mistook for one of surprise, he added quickly, "Ah, yes,
yes; we are all a primitive people here--not very lofty. We deal not
in titles. Every one is Tanta and Oom--aunt and uncle. This may be my
room," he said, opening the door. "It is rough, the room is
rough; not a palace--not quite. But it may be better than the fields,
a little better," he said, glancing round at his companion.
"Come in, come in. There is something to eat--a mouthful: not
the fare of emperors and kings; but we do not starve, not yet," he
said, rubbing his hands together and looking
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"My friend, my dear friend," said the stranger, seizing him
by the hand, "may the Lord bless you, the Lord bless and reward
you--the God of the fatherless and the stranger. But for you I would
this night have slept in the fields, with the dews of heaven upon my
head."
Late that evening Lyndall came down to the cabin with the German's
rations. Through the tiny square window the light streamed forth, and
without knocking she raised the latch and entered. There was a fire burning
on the hearth, and it cast its ruddy glow over the little dingy room, with
its worm-eaten rafters and mud floor, and broken white-washed walls. A
curious little place, filled with all manner of articles. Next to the fire
was a great tool-box; beyond that the little bookshelf with its well-worn
books; beyond that, in the corner, a heap
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Long winter nights, when they had sat round the fire and roasted
potatoes, and asked riddles,
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And were there not yet better times than these? Moonlight nights, when
they romped about the door, with the old man, yet more a child than any of
them, and laughed, till the old roof of the waggon-house rang.
Or, best of all, were there not warm, dark, starlight nights, when they
sat together on the door-step, holding each other's hands, singing
German hymns, their voices rising clear in the still night air--till
the German would draw
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To-night, when Lyndall looked in, Waldo sat before the fire watching a
pot which simmered there, with his slate and pencil in his hand; his father
sat at the table buried in the columns of a three-weeks-old newspaper; and
the stranger lay stretched on the bed in the corner, fast asleep, his mouth
open, his great limbs stretched out loosely, betokening much weariness. The
girl put the rations down upon the table, snuffed the candle, and stood
looking at the figure on the bed.
"Old Otto," she said presently, laying her hand down on the
newspaper, and causing the old German to look up over his glasses,
"how long did that man say he had been walking?"
"Since this morning, poor fellow! A gentleman--not accustomed
to walking--horse died--poor fellow!" said the German,
pushing out his lip and glancing commiseratingly over his
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"And do you believe him, Uncle Otto?"
"Believe him? why of course I do. He himself told me the story
three times distinctly."
"If," said the girl slowly, "he had walked for only
one day his boots would not have looked so; and if--"
"If!" said the German starting up in his chair,
irritated that any one should doubt such irrefragable
evidence--"if! Why, he told me himself! Look how he
lies there," added the German pathetically, "worn
out--poor fellow! We have something for him though," pointing
with his forefinger over his shoulder to the saucepan that stood on the
fire. "We are not cooks--not French cooks, not quite; but
it's drinkable, drinkable, I think; better than nothing, I
think," he added, nodding his head
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He moved the candle so that his own head might intervene between it and
the sleeper's face; and, smoothing his newspaper, he adjusted his
spectacles to read.
The child's grey-black eyes rested on the figure on the bed, then
turned to the German, then rested on the figure again.
"I think he is a liar. Good night, Uncle Otto,"
she said slowly, turning to the door.
Long after she had gone the German folded his paper up methodically, and
put it in his pocket.
The stranger had not awakened to partake of the soup, and his son had
fallen asleep on the ground. Taking two white sheep-skins from
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"Poor lambie, poor lambie!" he said, tenderly patting the
great rough head; "tired is he!"
He threw an overcoat across the boy's feet, and lifted the saucepan
from the fire. There was no place where the old man could comfortably lie
down himself, so he resumed his seat. Opening a much-worn Bible, he began
to read, and as he read pleasant thoughts and visions thronged on him.
"I was a stranger, and ye took me in," he read.
He turned again to the bed where the sleeper lay.
"I was a stranger."
Very tenderly the old man looked at him. He saw not the bloated body nor
the evil face of the man; but, as it were, under deep disguise
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Again, and yet again, through the long hours of that night, as the old
man walked he looked up to the roof of his little room, with its blackened
rafters, and yet saw them not. His rough, bearded face was illuminated with
a radiant gladness; and the night was not shorter
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So quickly the night fled, that he looked up with surprise when at four
o'clock the first grey streaks of summer dawn showed themselves
through the little window. Then the old man turned to rake together the few
coals that lay under the ashes, and his son, turning on the sheep-skins,
muttered sleepily to know if it were time to rise.
"Lie still, lie still! I would only make a fire," said the
old man.
"Have you been up all night?" asked the boy.
"Yes; but it has been short, very short. Sleep again, my chicken;
it is yet early."
And he went out to fetch more fuel.
Page 58CHAPTER IV.
BLESSED IS HE THAT BELIEVETH.
BONAPARTE BLENKINS sat on the side of the
bed. He had wonderfully revived since the day before, held his head high,
talked in a full sonorous voice, and ate greedily of all the viands offered
him. At his side was a basin of soup, from which he took a deep draught now
and again as he watched the fingers of the German, who sat on the mud floor
mending the bottom of a chair.
Presently he looked out, where, in the afternoon sunshine, a few
half-grown ostriches might be seen wandering listlessly about, and then he
looked in again at the little white-washed room, and at Lyndall, who sat
looking at a book near
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"You are a student of history, I perceive, my friend, from the
study of these volumes that lie scattered about this apartment; this fact
has been made evident to me."
"Well--a little--perhaps--it may be," said
the German meekly.
"Being a student of history then," said Bonaparte, raising
himself loftily, "you will doubtless have heard of my great, of my
celebrated kinsman, Napoleon Bonaparte?"
"Yes, yes," said the German, looking up.
"I, sir," said Bonaparte, "was born at this hour, on
an April afternoon, three-and-fifty years ago. The nurse, sir--she was
the same who attended when the Duke of Sutherland was born,--brought
me to my mother. 'There is only one name for this child,' she
said: 'he has
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The German made a sound of astonishment.
"The connection," said Bonaparte, "is one which could
not be easily comprehended by one unaccustomed to the study of aristocratic
pedigrees; but the connection is close."
"Is it possible!" said the German, pausing in his work with
much interest and astonishment. "Napoleon an Irishman!"
"Yes," said Bonaparte, "on the mother's side, and
that is how we are related. There wasn't a man to beat him,"
said Bonaparte, stretching himself--"not a man except the Duke
of Wellington. And it's a strange coincidence," added Bonaparte,
bending forward, "but he was a connection of mine. His
nephew, the Duke of Wellington's nephew, married a cousin of
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The German moved the leather thongs in and out, and thought of the
strange vicissitudes of human life, which might bring the kinsman of dukes
and emperors to his humble room.
Bonaparte appeared lost among old memories.
"Ah, that Duke of Wellington's nephew!" he broke forth
suddenly; "many's the joke I've had with him. Often came to
visit me at Bonaparte Hall. Grand place I had then--park,
conservatory, servants. He had only one fault, that Duke of
Wellington's nephew," said Bonaparte, observing that the German
was deeply interested in every word: "he was a coward--what you
might call a coward. You've never been in Russia, I suppose?"
said Bonaparte, fixing his crosswise-looking eyes on the German's
face.
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"No, no," said the old man humbly. "France, England,
Germany, a little in this country; it is all I have travelled."
"I, my friend," said Bonaparte, "I have
been in every country in the world, and speak every civilized language,
excepting only Dutch and German. I wrote a book of my
travels--noteworthy incidents. Publisher got it--cheated me out
of it. Great rascals those publishers! Upon one occasion the Duke of
Wellington's nephew and I were travelling in Russia. All of a sudden
one of the horses dropped down dead as a doornail. There we were--cold
night--snow four feet thick--great forest--one horse not
being able to move the sledge--night coming on--wolves.
"'Spree!' says the Duke of Wellington's
nephew.
"'Spree, do you call it?' says I. 'Look
out.'
"There, sticking out under a bush, was nothing less than the nose
of a bear. The Duke
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"'Bon,' said the Duke of Wellington's nephew,
'you'd better sit in front.'
"'All right,' said I; 'but keep your gun ready.
There are more coming.' He'd got his face buried in my back.
"'How many are there?' said he.
"'Four,' said I.
"'How many are there now?' said he.
"'Eight,' said I.
"'How many are there now?' said he.
"'Ten,' said I.
"'Ten! ten!' said he; and down goes his gun.
"'Wallie,' I said, 'what have you done?
We're dead men now!'
"'Bon, my old fellow,' said he, 'I couldn't
help it; my hands trembled so!'
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"'Wall,' I said, turning round and seizing his hand,
'Wallie, my dear lad, good-bye. I'm not afraid to die. My legs
are long--they hang down--the first bear that comes and I
don't hit him, off goes my foot. When he takes it I shall give you my
gun and go. You may yet be saved; but tell, oh, tell Mary-Ann that I
thought of her, that I prayed for her.'
"'Good-bye, old fellow!' said he.
"'God bless you!' said I.
"By this time the bears were sitting in a circle all around the
tree. Yes," said Bonaparte impressively, fixing his eyes on the
German, "a regular, exact, circle. The marks of their tails were left
in the snow, and I measured it afterward; a drawing-master couldn't
have done it better. It was that saved me. If they'd rushed on me at
once, poor old Bon would never have been here to tell this story. But they
came on, sir, systematically, one by one. All the rest sat on their tails
and waited. The first fellow came
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"'Wal,' I said, 'give me your hand. My fingers
are stiff with the cold; there is only one bullet left. I shall miss him.
While he is eating me you get down and take your gun; and live, dear
friend, live to remember the man who gave his life for you!' By that
time the bear was at me. I felt his paw on my trousers.
"'Oh, Bonnie! Bonnie!' said the Duke of
Wellington's nephew. But I just took my gun and put the muzzle to the
bear's ear--over he fell--dead!"
Bonaparte Blenkins waited to observe what effect his story had made.
Then he took out a dirty white handkerchief and stroked his forehead, and
more especially his eyes.
"It always affects me to relate that adventure," he
remarked, returning the handkerchief to his
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"I bought eight thousand pounds' worth of
machinery--winnowing, plowing, reaping-machines; I loaded a ship with
them. Next steamer I came out--wife, children, all. Got to the Cape.
Where is the ship with the things? Lost--gone to the bottom! And the
box with the money? Lost--nothing saved!
"My wife wrote to the Duke of Wellington's nephew; I
didn't wish her to; she did it without my knowledge.
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"What did the man whose life I saved do? Did he send me thirty
thousand pounds? say, 'Bonaparte, my brother, here is a crumb?'
No; he sent me nothing.
"My wife said, 'Write.' I said, 'Mary Ann, NO.
While these hands have power to work, NO. While this frame has power to
endure, NO. Never shall it be said that Bonaparte Blenkins asked of any
man.'"
The man's noble independence touched the German.
"Your case is hard; yes, that is hard," said
the German, shaking his head.
Bonaparte took another draught of the soup, leaned back against the
pillows, and sighed deeply.
"I think," he said after a while, rousing himself, "I
shall now wander in the benign air, and taste the gentle cool of evening.
The stiffness hovers over me yet; exercise is beneficial."
So saying, he adjusted his hat carefully on
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"Ah, Lord! So it is! Ah!"
He thought of the ingratitude of the world.
"Uncle Otto," said the child in the doorway, "did you
ever hear of ten bears sitting on their tails in a circle?"
"Well, not of ten exactly: but bears do attack travellers every
day. It is nothing unheard-of," said the German. "A man of such
courage too! Terrible experience that!"
"And how do we know that the story is true, Uncle Otto?"
The German's ire was roused.
"That is what I do hate!" he cried. "Know that is
true! How do you know that anything is true? Because you are told so. If we
begin to question everything, wanting proof, proof, proof, what will we
have to believe left? How do you know the angel opened the prison-
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The girl knit her brows. Perhaps her thoughts made a longer journey than
the German dreamed of; for, mark you, the old dream little how their words
and lives are texts and studies to the generation that shall succeed them.
Not what we are taught, but what we see, makes us, and the child gathers
the food on which the adult feeds to the end.
When the German looked up next there was a look of supreme satisfaction
in the little mouth and the beautiful eyes.
"What dost see, chicken?" he asked.
The child said nothing, and an agonizing shriek was borne on the
afternoon breeze.
"Oh, God! my God! I am killed!" cried the voice of
Bonaparte, as he, with wide open mouth and shaking flesh, fell into the
room, followed by
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"Shut the door! shut the door! As you value my life, shut the
door!" cried Bonaparte, sinking into a chair, his face blue and
white, with a greenishness about the mouth. "Ah, my friend," he
said tremulously, "eternity has looked me in the face! My life's
thread hung upon a cord! The valley of the shadow of death!" said
Bonaparte, seizing the German's arm.
"Dear, dear, dear!" said the German, who had closed the
lower half of the door, and stood much concerned beside the stranger,
"you have had a fright. I never knew so young a bird to chase before;
but they will take dislikes to certain people. I sent a boy away once
because a bird would chase him. Ah, dear, dear!"
"When I looked round," said Bonaparte, "the red and
yawning throat was above me, and the reprehensible paw raised to strike me.
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The old German hurried away to the bookshelf, and took from behind the
books a small bottle, half of whose contents he poured into a cup.
Bonaparte drained it eagerly.
"How do you feel now?" asked the German, looking at him with
much sympathy.
"A little, slightly, better."
The German went out to pick up the battered chimney-pot which had fallen
before the door.
"I am sorry you got the fright. The birds are bad things till you
know them," he said kindly, as he put the hat down.
"My friend," said Bonaparte, holding out his hand, "I
forgive you; do not be disturbed. Whatever the consequences, I forgive you.
I know, I believe, it was with no ill-intent that
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"You are very kind," said the German, taking the extended
hand, and feeling suddenly convinced that he was receiving magnanimous
forgiveness for some great injury, "you are very kind."
"Don't mention it," said Bonaparte.
He knocked out the crown of his caved-in old hat, placed it on the table
before him, leaned his elbows on the table and his face in his hands, and
contemplated it.
"Ah, my old friend," he thus apostrophized the hat,
"you have served me long, you have served me faithfully, but the last
day has come. Never more shall you be borne upon the head of your master.
Never more shall you protect his brow from the burning rays of summer or
the cutting winds of winter. Henceforth bare-headed must your master go.
Good-bye, good-bye, old hat!"
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At the end of this affecting appeal the German rose. He went to the box
at the foot of his bed; out of it he took a black hat, which had evidently
been seldom worn and carefully preserved.
"It's not exactly what you may have been accustomed
to," he said nervously, putting it down beside the battered
chimney-pot, "but it might be of some use--a protection to the
head, you know."
"My friend," said Bonaparte, "you are not following my
advice; you are allowing yourself to be reproached on my account. Do not
make yourself unhappy. No; I shall go bare-headed."
"No, no, no!" cried the German energetically. "I have
no use for the hat, none at all. It is shut up in the box."
"Then I will take it, my friend. It is a comfort to one's own
mind when you have unintentionally injured any one to make reparation. I
know the feeling. The hat may not
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"I hope not, I hope not," said the German, reseating himself
at his work, and looking much concerned as Bonaparte stretched himself on
the bed and turned the end of the patchwork quilt over his feet.
"You must not think to make your departure not for many
days," said the German presently. "Tant' Sannie gives her
consent, and--"
"My friend," said Bonaparte, closing his eyes sadly,
"you are kind; but were it not that to-morrow is the Sabbath, weak
and trembling as I lie here, I would proceed on my way. I must seek work;
idleness but for a day is
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He doubled the pillow under his head, and watched how the German drew
the leather thongs in and out.
After a while Lyndall silently put her book on the shelf and went home,
and the German stood up and began to mix some water and meal for
roaster-cakes. As he stirred them with his hands he said,--
"I make always a double supply on Saturday night; the hands are
then free as the thoughts for Sunday."
"The blessed Sabbath," said Bonaparte.
There was a pause. Bonaparte twisted his eyes without moving his head,
to see if supper were already on the fire.
"You must sorely miss the administration of the Lord's word
in this desolate spot," added Bonaparte. "Oh, how love I Thine
house, and the place where Thine honour dwelleth!"
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"Well, we do; yes," said the German; "but we do our
best. We meet together, and I--well, I say a few words, and perhaps
they are not wholly lost, not quite."
"Strange coincidence," said Bonaparte; "my plan always
was the same. Was in the Free State once--solitary farm--one
neighbour. Every Sunday I called together friend and neighbour, child and
servant, and said, 'Rejoice with me, that we may serve the
Lord,' and then I addressed them. Ah, those were blessed
times," said Bonaparte; "would they might return."
The German stirred at the cakes, and stirred, and stirred, and stirred.
He could give the stranger his bed, and he could give the stranger his hat,
and he could give the stranger his brandy; but his Sunday service!
After a good while he said,
"I might speak to Tant' Sannie; I might
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"My friend," said Bonaparte, "it would give me the
profoundest felicity, the most unbounded satisfaction; but in these
worn-out habiliments, in these deteriorated garments, it would not be
possible, it would not be fitting that I should officiate in service of One
whom, for respect, we shall not name. No, my friend, I will remain here;
and, while you are assembling yourselves together in the presence of the
Lord, I, in my solitude, will think of and pray for you. No; I will remain
here!"
It was a touching picture--the solitary man there praying for them.
The German cleared his hands from the meal, and went to the chest from
which he had taken the black hat. After a little careful feeling about, he
produced a black cloth coat, trowsers, and waistcoat, which he laid on the
table, smiling knowingly. They
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"It's not the latest fashion, perhaps, not a West End cut,
not exactly; but it might do; it might serve at a push. Try it on, try it
on!" he said, his old grey eyes twinkling with pride.
Bonaparte stood up and tried on the coat. It fitted admirably; the
waistcoat could be made to button by ripping up the back, and the trowsers
were perfect; but below were the ragged boots. The German was not
disconcerted. Going to the beam where a pair of top-boots hung, he took
them off, dusted them carefully, and put them down before Bonaparte. The
old eyes now fairly brimmed over with sparkling enjoyment.
"I have only worn them once. They might serve; they might be
endured."
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Bonaparte drew them on and stood upright, his head almost touching the
beams. The German looked at him with profound admiration. It was wonderful
what a difference feathers made in the bird.
Page 80CHAPTER V.
SUNDAY SERVICES.
SERVICE NO. I.
THE boy Waldo kissed the pages of his book
and looked up. Far over the flat lay the "kopje," a mere speck;
the sheep wandered quietly from bush to bush; the stillness of the early
Sunday rested everywhere, and the air was fresh.
He looked down at his book. On its page a black insect crept. He lifted
it off with his finger. Then he leaned on his elbow, watching its quivering
antennæ and strange movements, smiling.
"Even you," he whispered, "shall not die. Even you He
loves. Even you He will enfold
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When the thing had gone he smoothed the leaves of his Bible somewhat
caressingly. The leaves of that book had dropped blood for him once; they
had taken the brightness out of his childhood; from between them had sprung
the visions that had clung about him and made night horrible. Adder-like
thoughts had lifted their heads, had shot out forked tongues at him, asking
mockingly strange, trivial questions that he could not answer, miserable
child:--
Why did the women in Mark see only one angel and the
women in Luke two? Could a story be told in opposite ways and
both ways be true? Could it? could it? Then again: Is there
nothing always right, and nothing always wrong? Could Jael the wife of
Heber the Kenite "put her hand to the nail, and her right hand to the
workman's hammer?" and could the Spirit of the Lord chant
pæans over her, loud pæans, high pæans, set in the
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Those leaves had dropped blood for him once: they had made his heart
heavy and cold; they had robbed his childhood of its gladness; now his
fingers moved over them caressingly.
"My father God knows, my father knows," he said; "we
cannot understand; He knows." After a while he
whispered--"I heard your voice this morning when my eyes were
not yet open, I felt you near me, my Father. Why do you love me so? How is
it in the last four months all those old questions have gone from me? I
know you are good; I know you love everything; I know it is all right; I
feel it. I could not have borne it any more, not any more. I
was almost mad. And all the while
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After a while he began partly to sing, partly to chant the disconnected
verses of hymns, those which spoke his gladness, many times over, and
loudly and always louder. The sheep with their senseless eyes turned to
look at him as he sang.
At last he lapsed into quiet. Then as the boy lay there, staring at bush
and sand, he saw a vision.
He had crossed the river of Death, and walked on the other bank in the
Lord's land of Beulah. His feet sank into the dark grass, and he
walked alone. Then, far over the fields, he saw a figure coming across the
dark green grass. At first he thought it must be one of the angels; but as
it came nearer he began to feel what it was. And it came closer, closer
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He laughed a deep laugh; then started up like one suddenly awakened from
sleep.
"Oh, God!" he cried, "I cannot wait; I cannot wait! I
want to die; I want to see Him; I want to touch him. Let me die!" He
folded his hands, trembling. "How can I wait so long--for long,
long years perhaps? I want to die--to see Him. I will die any death.
Oh, let me come!"
Weeping he bowed himself, and quivered from head to foot. After a long
while he lifted his head.
"Yes; I will wait; I will wait. But not long; do not let it be
very long, Jesus. I want you;
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IN the front room of the farmhouse sat
Tant' Sannie in her elbow-chair. In her hand was her great
brass-clasped hymn-book, round her neck was a clean white handkerchief,
under her feet was a wooden stove. There too sat Em and Lyndall, in clean
pinafores and new shoes. There too was the spruce Hottentot in a starched
white "cappje," and her husband on the other side of the door,
with his wool oiled and very much combed out, and staring at his new
leather boots. The Kaffir servants were not there because Tant' Sannie
held they were descended from apes, and needed no salvation. But the rest
were gathered for the Sunday service, and waited the officiator.
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Meanwhile Bonaparte and the German approached arm in arm--Bonaparte
resplendent in the black cloth clothes, a spotless shirt, and a spotless
collar; the German in the old salt-and-pepper, casting shy glances of
admiration at his companion.
At the front door Bonaparte removed his hat with much dignity, raised
his shirt collar, and entered. To the centre table he walked, put his hat
solemnly down by the big Bible, and bowed his head over it in silent
prayer.
The Boer-woman looked at the Hottentot, and the Hottentot looked at the
Boer-woman.
There was one thing on earth for which Tant' Sannie had a profound
reverence, which exercised a subduing influence over her, which made her
for the time a better woman--that thing was new, shining black cloth.
It made her think of the "predikant;" it made her think of the
elders who sat in the top pew of the church on Sundays, with the hair so
nicely oiled, so holy
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The German began to read a hymn. At the end of each line Bonaparte
groaned, and twice at the end of every verse.
The Boer-woman had often heard of persons groaning during prayers, to
add a certain poignancy and finish to them; she would have looked upon it
as no especial sign of grace in any one; but to groan at hymn-time! She was
startled. She wondered if he remembered that she shook her fist in his
face. This was a man of God. They knelt down to pray. The Boer-woman
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When they rose from their knees Bonaparte solemnly seated himself in the
chair and opened the Bible. He blew his nose, pulled up his shirt collar,
smoothed the leaves, stroked down his capacious waistcoat, blew his nose
again, looked solemnly round the room, then began,--
"All liars shall have their part in the lake which burneth with
fire and brimstone, which is the second death."
Having read this portion of Scripture, Bonaparte paused impressively,
and looked all round the room.
"I shall not, my dear friends," he said, "long detain
you. Much of our precious time has
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"In the first place: What is a liar?"
The question was put so pointedly, and followed by a pause so profound,
that even the Hottentot man left off looking at his boots and opened his
eyes, though he understood not a word.
"I repeat," said Bonaparte, "what is a
liar?"
The sensation was intense; the attention of the audience was
riveted.
"Have you any of you ever seen a liar, my dear friends?"
There was a still longer pause. "I hope not; I truly hope not. But I
will tell you what a liar is. I knew a liar once--a little boy who
lived in Cape Town, in Short Market
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"'Here, Sampson,' said his mother, 'go and buy
sixpence of "meiboss" from the Malay round the
corner.'
"When he came back she said: 'How much have you
got?'
"'Five,' he said.
"He was afraid if he said six and a half she'd ask for some.
And, my friends, that was a lie. The half of a 'meiboss' stuck
in his throat and he died and was buried. And where did the soul of that
little liar go to, my friends? It went to the lake of fire and brimstone.
This brings me to the second point of my discourse.
"What is a lake of fire and brimstone? I will tell you, my
friends," said Bonaparte condescendingly. "The imagination
unaided cannot conceive it: but by the help of the Lord I will put it
before your mind's eye.
"I was travelling in Italy once on a time;
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Here again Bonaparte rested, and then continued--
"The lake of melted stone rose in the crater, it swelled higher
and higher at the side, it streamed forth at the top. I had presence of
mind; near me was a rock; I stood upon it. The fiery torrent was vomited
out and streamed on either side of me. And through that long and terrible
night I stood there alone upon that rock, the glowing, fiery lava on every
hand--a monument of the long-suffering and tender providence of
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"Now, my dear friends, let us deduce the lessons that are to be
learnt from this narrative.
"Firstly: let us never commit suicide. The man is a fool, my
friends, that man is insane, my friends, who would leave this earth, my
friends. Here are joys innumerable, such as it hath not entered into the
heart of man to understand, my friends. Here are clothes, my friends; here
are beds, my friends; here is delicious food, my friends. Our precious
bodies were given us to love, to cherish. Oh, let us do so! Oh, let us
never hurt them; but care for and love them, my friends!"
Every one was impressed, and Bonaparte proceeded.
"Thirdly; let us not love too much. If that young man had not
loved that young woman, he would not have jumped into Mount Etna. The good
men of old never did so. Was Jeremiah
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"'A charge to keep I have,
A God to glorify;
A never-dying soul to save,
And fit it for the sky.'
"Oh, beloved friends, remember the little boy and the
'meiboss'; remember the young girl and the young man; remember
the lake, the fire, and the brimstone; remember the suicide's skeleton
on the pitchy billows of Mount Etna; remember the voice of warning that has
this day sounded in your ears; and what I say to you I say to
all--watch! May the Lord add his blessings!"
Here the Bible closed with a tremendous thud. Tant' Sannie loosened
the white handkerchief
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"You will, I trust, dear madam, excuse this exhibition of my
feelings; but this--this little picture recalls to me my first and
best beloved, my dear departed wife, who is now a saint in
heaven."
Tant' Sannie could not understand; but the Hottentot maid, who had
taken her seat on the floor beside her mistress, translated the English
into Dutch as far as she was able.
"Ah, my first, my beloved!" he added, looking tenderly down
at the picture. "Oh,
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The Dutchwoman blushed, shook her head, and pointed to herself.
Carefully, intently, Bonaparte looked from the picture in his hand to
Tant' Sannie's features, and from the features back to the
picture. Then slowly a light broke over his countenance, he looked up, it
became a smile; he looked back at the miniature, his whole countenance was
effulgent.
"Ah, yes; I see it now," he cried, turning his delighted
gaze on the Boer-woman; "eyes, mouth, nose, chin, the very
expression!" he cried. "How is it possible I did not notice it
before?"
"Take another cup of coffee," said Tant' Sannie.
"Put some sugar in."
Bonaparte hung the picture tenderly up, and
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"He's a God-fearing man, and one who knows how to behave
himself," said the Boer-woman as he went out at the door. "If
he's ugly, did not the Lord make him? And are we to laugh at the
Lord's handiwork? It is better to be ugly and good than pretty and
bad; though of course it's nice when one is both," said
Tant' Sannie, looking complacently at the picture on the wall.
In the afternoon the German and Bonaparte sat before the door of the
cabin. Both smoked in complete silence--Bonaparte with a book in his
hands and his eyes half closed; the German puffing vigorously, and glancing
up now and again at the serene blue sky overhead.
"Supposing--you--you, in fact, made the
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Bonaparte opened his mouth wide, and sent a stream of smoke through his
lips.
"Now supposing," said the German--"merely
supposing, of course--that some one, some one, in fact, should make an
offer to you, say, to become schoolmaster on their farm and teach two
children, two little girls, perhaps, and would give you forty pounds
a-year, would you accept it?--Just supposing, of course."
"Well, my dear friend," said Bonaparte, "that would
depend on circumstances. Money is no consideration with me. For my wife I
have made provision for the next year. My health is broken. Could I meet a
place where a gentleman would be treated as a gentleman I would accept it,
however small the remuneration. With me," said Bonaparte,
"money is no consideration."
"Well," said the German, when he had taken
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The old man put his book into his pocket, and walked up to the farmhouse
with a peculiarly knowing and delighted expression of countenance.
"He doesn't suspect what I'm going to do,"
soliloquized the German; "hasn't the least idea. A nice surprise
for him."
The man whom he had left at his doorway winked at the retreating figure
with a wink that was quite indescribable.
Page 101CHAPTER VI.
BONAPARTE BLENKINS MAKES HIS NEST.
"AH, what is the matter?" asked
Waldo, stopping at the foot of the ladder with a load of skins on his back
that he was carrying up to the loft. Through the open door in the gable
little Em was visible, her feet dangling from the high bench on which she
sat. The room, once a store-room, had been divided by a row of
"mealie" bags into two parts--the back being
Bonaparte's bedroom, the front his school-room.
"Lyndall made him angry," said the girl tearfully;
"and he has given me the fourteenth of John to learn. He says he will
teach me to behave myself when Lyndall troubles him."
"What did she do?" asked the boy.
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"You see," said Em, hopelessly turning the leaves,
"whenever he talks she looks out at the door, as though she did not
hear him. To-day she asked him what the signs of the Zodiac were, and he
said he was surprised that she should ask him; it was not a fit and proper
thing for little girls to talk about. Then she asked him who Copernicus
was; and he said he was one of the Emperors of Rome, who burned the
Christians in a golden pig, and the worms ate him up while he was still
alive. I don't know why," said Em plaintively, "but she
just put her books under her arm, and walked out; and she will never come
to his school again, she says, and she always does what she
says. And now I must sit here every day alone," said Em, the great
tears dropping softly.
"Perhaps Tant' Sannie will send him away," said the
boy, in his mumbling way, trying to comfort her.
"No," said Em, shaking her head; "no.
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The boy put down his skins and fumbled in his pocket, and produced a
small piece of paper containing something. He stuck it out toward her.
"There, take it for you," he said. This was by way of
comfort.
Em opened it and found a small bit of gum; but the great tears dropped
down slowly on to it.
Waldo was distressed. He had cried so much in his morsel of life that
tears in another seemed to burn him.
"If," he said, stepping in awkwardly and standing by the
table, "if you will not cry I will tell you something--a
secret."
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"What is that?" asked Em, instantly becoming decidedly
better.
"You will tell it to no human being?"
"No."
He bent nearer to her, and with deep solemnity said,--
"I have made a machine!"
The girl opened her eyes.
"Yes; a machine for shearing sheep. It is almost done," said
the boy. "There is only one thing that is not right yet; but it will
be soon. When you think, and think, and think, all night and all day, it
comes at last," he added mysteriously.
"Where is it?"
"Here! I always carry it here," said the boy, putting his
hand to his breast, where a bulging-out was visible. "This is a
model. When it is done they will have to make a large one."
"Show it me."
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The boy shook his head.
"No, not till it is done. I cannot let any human being see it till
then."
"It is a beautiful secret," said Em; and the boy shuffled
out to pick up his skins.
That evening father and son sat in the cabin eating their supper. The
father sighed deeply sometimes. Perhaps he thought how long a time it was
since Bonaparte had visited the cabin; but his son was in that land in
which sighs have no part. It is a question whether it were not better to be
the shabbiest of fools, and know the way up the little stair of imagination
to the land of dreams, than the wisest of men, who see nothing that the
eyes do not show, and feel nothing that the hands do not touch. The boy
chewed his brown bread and drank his coffee; but in truth he saw only his
machine finished--that last something found out and added. He saw it
as it worked with beautiful smoothness; and over and above, as he chewed
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As they sat in silence there was a knock at the door. When it was opened
the small woolly head of a little nigger showed itself. She was a messenger
from Tant' Sannie: the German was wanted at once at the homestead.
Putting on his hat with both hands, he hurried off. The kitchen was in
darkness, but in the pantry beyond, Tant' Sannie and her maids were
assembled.
A Kaffir girl, who had been grinding pepper between two stones, knelt on
the floor, the lean Hottentot stood with a brass candlestick in her hand,
and Tant' Sannie, near the shelf, with a
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"What may it be?" cried the old German in astonishment.
The room beyond the pantry was the store-room. Through the thin wooden
partition there arose at that instant, evidently from some creature
ensconced there, a prolonged and prodigious howl, followed by a succession
of violent blows against the partition wall.
The German seized the churn-stick, and was about to rush round the
house, when the Boer-woman impressively laid her hand upon his arm.
"That is his head," said Tant' Sannie, "that is
his head."
"But what might it be?" asked the German, looking from one
to the other, churn-stick in hand.
A low hollow bellow prevented reply, and the voice of Bonaparte lifted
itself on high.
"Mary-Ann! my angel! my wife!"
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"Isn't it dreadful?" said Tant' Sannie, as the
blows were repeated fiercely. "He has got a letter: his wife is dead.
You must go and comfort him," said Tant' Sannie at last,
"and I will go with you. It would not be the thing for me to go
alone--me, who am only thirty-three, and he an unmarried man
now," said Tant' Sannie, blushing and smoothing out her
apron.
Upon this they all trudged round the house in company--the
Hottentot maid carrying the light, Tant' Sannie and the German
following, and the Kaffir girl bringing up the rear.
"Oh," said Tant' Sannie, "I see now it
wasn't wickedness made him do without his wife so long--only
necessity."
At the door she motioned to the German to enter, and followed him
closely. On the stretcher behind the sacks Bonaparte lay on his face, his
head pressed into a pillow, his legs kicking gently. The Boer-woman sat
down on a box at
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"We must all die," said Tant' Sannie at last; "it
is the dear Lord's will."
Bonaparte, hearing her voice, turned himself on to his back.
"It's very hard," said Tant' Sannie, "I
know, for I've lost two husbands."
Bonaparte looked up into the German's face.
"Oh, what does she say? Speak to me words of comfort!"
The German repeated Tant' Sannie's remark.
"Ah, I--I also! Two dear, dear wives, whom I shall never see
any more!" cried Bonaparte, flinging himself back upon the bed.
He howled till the tarantulas, who lived between the rafters and the
zinc roof, felt the unusual vibration, and looked out with their wicked
bright eyes, to see what was going on.
Tant' Sannie sighed, the Hottentot maid sighed, the Kaffir girl who
looked in at the
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"You must trust in the Lord," said Tant' Sannie.
"He can give you more than you have lost."
"I do, I do!" he cried; "but oh, I have no wife! I
have no wife!"
Tant' Sannie was much affected, and came and stood near the
bed.
"Ask him if he won't have a little pap--nice, fine,
flour pap. There is some boiling on the kitchen fire."
The German made the proposal; but the widower waved his hand.
"No, nothing shall pass my lips. I should be suffocated. No, no!
Speak not of food to me!"
"Pap, and a little brandy in," said Tant' Sannie
coaxingly.
Bonaparte caught the word.
"Perhaps, perhaps--if I struggled with myself
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Tant' Sannie gave the order, and the girl went for the pap.
"I know how it was when my first husband died. They could do
nothing with me," the Boer-woman said, "till I had eaten a
sheep's trotter and honey, and a little roaster-cake. I
know."
Bonaparte sat up on the bed with his legs stretched out in front of him,
and a hand on each knee, blubbering softly.
"Oh, she was a woman! You are very kind to try and comfort me, but
she was my wife. For a woman that is my wife I could live; for the woman
that is my wife I could die! For a woman that is my wife I could-- Ah!
that sweet word wife; when will it rest upon my lips
again?"
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When his feelings had subsided a little he raised the corners of his
turned-down mouth, and spoke to the German with flabby lips.
"Do you think she understands me? Oh, tell her every word, that
she may know I thank her."
At that instant the girl reappeared with a basin of steaming gruel and a
black bottle.
Tant' Sannie poured some of its contents into the basin, stirred it
well, and came to the bed.
"Oh, I can't, I can't! I shall die! I shall die!"
said Bonaparte, putting his hands to his side.
"Come, just a little," said Tant' Sannie coaxingly;
"just a drop."
"It's too thick, it's too thick. I should
choke."
Tant' Sannie added something from the bottle and held out a
spoonful; Bonaparte opened his mouth like a little bird waiting for a worm,
and
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"Ah, this will do your heart good," said Tant' Sannie,
in whose mind the relative functions of heart and stomach were exceedingly
ill-defined.
When the basin was emptied the violence of his grief was much assuaged;
he looked at Tant' Sannie with gentle tears.
"Tell him," said the Boer-woman, "that I hope he will
sleep well, and that the Lord will comfort him, as the Lord only
can."
"Bless you, dear friend, God bless you," said Bonaparte.
When the door was safely shut he got off the bed and washed away the
soap he had rubbed on his eyelids.
"Bon," he said, slapping his leg, "you're the
'cutest lad I ever came across. If you don't turn out the old
Hymns-and-prayers, and pummel the Ragged-coat, and get your arms round the
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